sinovels Chapter 25 Doctor Bai's Grievance
Chapter 25 Doctor Bai's Grievance
Inscription: Bai Yu said: Wei Xiaoduo, we fell in love aboveboard, why do I always feel like a sneaky mistress.
Facing this tremendous change in our relationship, we all need time to adapt, especially Bai Yu and I, who have been in the dark for a long time, are destined to have a dark love.
If I think that Bai Yu's forbearance towards me during this period is due to his conscience discovery, and he intends to develop into a perfect boyfriend, then I really overestimated his ideological consciousness.
What happened in the future made me truly understand the truth that Bai Yu never suffers.The so-called ignoring you is nothing more than the undercurrent behind the calmness. The so-called undercurrent will definitely come fierce and unstoppable.
"Girls don't eat so much at night, it's hard to lose weight if you gain weight later." My mother unceremoniously took half of the steamed bun in my hand and handed it to my dad. The fact of the meal.
"It's inhumane, you don't get enough food, and raising a cow in the old society is not so exploitative"
"You can't compare with a cow, and a cow doesn't need to find a partner"
Facing my mother's strange brain circuit, I was speechless!
"puff…,"
"Cough, cough, eat, eat"
My dad held back his smile, picked up a piece of meat and was about to put it into my bowl, but my expectations were finally shattered by my mother's stern eyes.
"Eat, what to eat! How can there be food?"
I used chopsticks to pick up the empty rice bowl and Bai Yu was piling up like a mountain. We are like landlords and laborers who have been abused for a long time.
"What do you look at, Xiaoyu is a boy with good conditions, so you don't have to worry about it at all, it's not like you."
"Well, Auntie is right. You should cherish it, right now."
Although he didn't say the last word directly, I could easily understand it through the movements of his lips.
You should cherish what is in front of you, man!
Hey, what's so good about falling in love with a man who lives under the same roof.Not only can't help each other and be consistent with the outside world, but even the scolding has to be doubled.
The reason why Bai Yu said this naturally had his reasons.On the way back, he suddenly wanted to imitate others and hold hands.Since it was outside and there were no acquaintances around at night, I naturally did not object.
Who would have thought that I, who was in the midst of the flowers, would ignore the fact that Rente easily becomes distracted and infatuated.Unknowingly, the two of us led the way to the entrance of the alley, which was fine.It's just that the sudden sound of the door opening made me withdraw the hand held by Bai Yu instantly like a frightened bird.
This alley is not long, and only our three families live there, and Cheng Weige's family lives at the entrance of the alley.
After hearing the sound of the door, I subconsciously pulled my hand out.At the same time, the moment the finger slipped down his palm, a beam of intense light came from above his head.
There is only one street light in the whole alley, which is near my house at the other end of the alley.The dim street lights in the distance could not let me see Bai Yu's expression clearly.But I can still feel his loss through the breath around him.
I just felt that I was too sensitive and completely ignored his feelings.
"Xiaoduo, Bai Yu, you guys, you just came back? Why are you standing here if you don't go home? Do you need me?" Brother Cheng Wei who pushed the door out looked at Bai Yu and me who were standing in the middle of the road.
The atmosphere was so embarrassing. While I was grateful for my foresight, I was secretly worried about Bai Yu's emotions.
"Oh, I, I'm working overtime, and I just ran into Bai Yu when I came back." Sometimes the mouth is always one step ahead of the brain, saying something that makes people want to get rid of you and then hurry up.
Undoubtedly, this sentence did not do any good except to make things worse.Actually, I could just say,
"Yes, just came back"
In this way, the remaining half of the road became the beginning of my nightmare.Saying goodbye to Brother Cheng Wei, Bai Yu left me and took the lead. His two long legs walked inhumanely, leaving me far behind. I could only feel the low pressure from him and trot all the way. trailing.
Unexpectedly, when we reached the gate of the compound, Bai Yu stepped in and shut the door for me who was following me.
I blocked it with my big hand, looked at the serious-looking Bai Yu through the tiny crack of the door, and immediately showed the appearance of Little Jingba begging for dog food:
"Bai Yu, I, you forgot about me, I haven't gone in yet"
How could I have expected that the old man would not appreciate it, and even showed the level of a first-class actor and said to me outside the door in a strange way:
"I didn't forget, it's just that I didn't have such a good relationship with you"
Immediately afterwards, with a "snap", I was logically shut out of the door.
Just such a dim street lamp accompanied by a beautiful woman who was still turned away after her hot face was pressed against her cold butt, the scene could not be described as miserable.
If I really think that this is the end of the matter, it really means that I overestimated my knowledge of Bai Yu.
In the middle of the night, just as he was drowsy, there was a sharp knock on the door.Before I could react, I was pinned down by a heavy object and couldn't move.
While panicking, just about to shout, he felt that the breath was somewhat familiar.
God knows how much I thanked myself for the three seconds of hesitation afterwards,
Because the person who came was not a thief, but Bai Yu.
Yes, staying up in the middle of the night, blatantly ignoring my parents still running into my bedroom, does sound nerve-wracking and blood pumping.
It's nothing to be ashamed of, as being a virgin at my age isn't much better than that.
I think so, but I still feel uneasy, after all, my parents' room and mine are only separated by a living room.In addition, Ms. Sun, who is in the menopausal stage, has a shallow sleep.If you are not careful, you will suffer a catastrophe.
From this, it can be concluded that there is no lower limit to Bai Yu's methods when he is angry.
"You, you, what are you doing?" I asked under my throat
"Come and cook the uncooked rice," Bai Yu said in a simple and apprehensive manner, and his answer was not reserved at all.
"are you crazy"
"No, I'm cooperating with you. Don't you like this kind of exciting cheating game? I think you've been quite addicted to it recently"
Cheating?It's really hard for him to come up with such appropriate words.
"You know I don't mean that"
"Then what do you mean",
Bai Yu and I were separated by the quilt, and he just pressed me down without doing anything indecent.I understand that he doesn't really want to do anything, he just wants to vent his resentment towards me in this way.
A long time later, when we were talking about the present, he said that during those days that I hid him, only skin-to-skin contact could prove the fact that he was my boyfriend.
In order to make him feel balanced in his heart and reduce the resentment of "crazy men complaining about women", I used the huge sum of money I had generously donated two bags of crispy noodles for his love when I was young to comfort him.As a local tyrant at the time, he naturally looked down on the money for two bags of crispy noodles.Later when I said, don't you know that it was the little things you sniffed at that bought all my love, he was silent.He just hugged me tightly and said to himself:
"Wei Xiaoduo, I've been an idiot for so many years"
He looked at me in the dark. Although I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could vaguely feel the low air pressure from above.
"Get up first, don't press me down, you are too heavy"
I have never been resistant to Bai Yu's beauty, so it's hard to guarantee that I won't have some wild thoughts about him in this situation.
But at such a solemn moment, and I am a girl, how could I have such a shameful request.
"Then tell me what you mean first, and let it go, otherwise"
As he spoke, Bai Yu lowered his head and stopped on my neck impartially.Suddenly, there was a tingling sensation accompanied by goosebumps all over the body.
I, Wei Xiaoduo, grew up climbing trees and jumping over walls, but I was only afraid of, well, being teased by Bai Yu.
In other words, I am not afraid of any accidents to me, but mainly out of humanitarian considerations, because I cannot guarantee that he will be able to retreat unscathed after being so provocative while thinking about him so passionately.
"Okay, I say, I say".For his sake, I stopped his next move in time, swallowed a big mouthful of saliva, and continued:
"First of all, let's talk about my mother. The whole alley knows that she is eager to marry a daughter. Regardless of whether she is a good son-in-law or not, she wishes that I can become a "man" tomorrow and give birth to a baby immediately the day after tomorrow. Our two If she finds out about it, she will definitely urge her to get married first, then have a baby, and after giving birth to a second child, are you willing to live in such a human-creation plan every day?"
"I would like to get married right away, and I don't mind having a baby right away"
I got a sincere and firm answer from Bai Yu and his group before I finished speaking.
On the contrary, I thought I could scare him with this, but I didn't expect him to answer so simply. I didn't know what to say for a while, so I could only stare at him blankly.
Are you making an international joke, but you are only in your early twenties, you are in your prime, and the hard days of being enslaved by your parents have just come to an end. Who would want to be bound by firewood, rice, oil, salt and bear children so early?
He was either pretending to be stupid, or he was really stupid.
It seems easy to get carried away by love is not just a girl's patent.
"You don't want to?" Seeing that I didn't respond for a long time, Bai Yu asked back.
"I, I, of course I am willing! I, Wei Xiaoduo, swear to God, from the beginning to the present and the end of my life, I will not marry Bai Yu."
"Slick tongue, duplicity"
Even though I said it so emotionally that I almost burst into tears, Bai Yu didn't buy it.
"Doctor Bai, please use your benevolent hands to cut open my heart to see if this heart and feeling can be proved by the sun and the moon."
"Really?"
"Really,"
Bai Yu didn't talk, just looked at me silently.
But this expression seemed familiar, I remembered that it was in his hospital office.At that time, he was writing an operation plan for a patient. He was focused and serious, and I was obsessed with it for a long time.
Wait, this guy, can't he really conjure up a scalpel with him, I'm just saying it casually.
Don't take it seriously, Doctor Bai.
Just when I was about to say something to break the slightly weird atmosphere, Bai Yu suddenly said:
"Okay, let's get married tomorrow"
What?I heard that right!
I tossed and tossed for a long time, and I had exhausted the sweet words I had prepared for several days, and the plot unexpectedly, did not follow my script.
Doctor Bai's brain circuit is so strange, such a reversed plot, it is better to be cut open by him with a scalpel.
"Marriage, marriage is not impossible, but it is, but"
"But you don't want to. Forget it, just pretend I didn't say it"
With that said, Bai Yu was about to get up and leave.
How could I just let him go like this? In a hurry, I immediately revealed my true nature. Before he got up, I stretched out my hand from under the quilt before he got up, and hugged him tightly in front of me, so that he was closer to me .
"You, Wei Xiaoduo,"
"However, we haven't figured out how to say no to Cheng Weige. Neither of you and I hope to create a gap with Cheng Weige. In that way, even if we are together and married in the future, I believe we will not be happy. Just like in those years when you left, the four of us will still get together, but everyone’s heart is like a missing piece of the puzzle, and no one can replace it except you. You must not know, we will have a tacit understanding in those years Avoid everything about you, the games we played together, the places we’ve been to. It’s not that we’re afraid to see things and people, but we know that those places and things belong to the five of us. Without any of them, those things would lose their meaning It has become ordinary. Bai Yu, we spent all our first time with each other since we were young. In other words, our five lives have been linked together invisibly. The memory is Inseparable, we are destined to be bound by each other for a lifetime. I know you and I think the same, otherwise you would not give up such a good job to come to this place where no shit, choose this alley that no one cares about Live in the house where grandma used to live. You only know that I have loved you for many years, but you must not know why I haven’t told you once in all these years. Bai Yu, that’s because I’m more afraid than having you I lost you because of my love. Now, I am also afraid of losing Cheng Weige because of our love. So, so, before we find a way to get the best of both worlds, can you, can you feel wronged first. "
After much deliberation, I still decided to name Cheng Weige's relationship.Even if he and I are tacit understanding, but speaking out can explain our position better, and it will save him from getting jealous every now and then.
I swear that when I say this, I speak with emotion, flow, and logic.If he could see my eyes would also find some crystal clear tears.
To be honest, I almost moved myself to tears.
But Bai Yu's reaction was normal. If I didn't feel his fingers rubbing back and forth on the back of my hand, I really thought he was asleep.
Because I couldn't find out whether the enemy had the intention of forming an alliance, I naturally didn't dare to act rashly, so I had to wait patiently.
"Wei Xiaoduo, when you were in school, the total number of words in all your compositions was not as good as what you said today. It's really hard for you to put such a high hat on me. In fact, I just want to have a serious talk. Falling in love, I didn’t expect to talk about the feeling of a mistress. If I knew it was such a trouble, why did I have to find you. I can’t get any benefits except asking for trouble. Forget it, I’m sorry, good night.”
Bai Yu was about to get up as he said that, maybe he stayed on the quilt for too long, just when he supported his upper body, a chill came in through the quilt, and I actually shivered because of it.
Next, I exposed my attempt to Bai Yu, holding his arm that was about to be raised with both hands, and pulling it suddenly, he fell back again.
Between the lips, the cool and gentle touch is like a strong current hitting the heart instantly.
Explain that it was an accident?But even I don't believe it myself!
"No, no regrets," I almost whispered
Because we were too close, I didn't intend to push him away at all. When I said this sentence again, I clearly felt the collision between our lips.
In the dark night where you can't see your fingers, the lonely man and the widow are in the same room, still in such an imaginative posture.
It is simply the best catalyst!
God knows how hard it must have been to suppress the inner clamor that I should take this man down.
In addition to the silence in the air, it is hard to tell who the heartbeat is, sonorous and powerful.I hope it's not mine, because there's nothing subtle about its throbbing.
"For the sake of your enthusiasm, it's okay to be wronged. But I never trade at a loss. How do you plan to compensate me during this period?"
Bai Yu's voice was a little hoarse, because he was trying his best to suppress a certain emotion.His lips caressed mine intentionally, like superficial water, itchy and numb.
I just felt that everything around me became extremely quiet, as if I was in another space.Forgot to answer, but also forgot the existence of parents.
When I came back to my senses, I found that Bai Yu was already lying under the quilt with me.He was so close to me that I could clearly see the scorching light shining in his dark and dark eyes.
This is the first time I have slept with a man in this age, and it is also the man I have been coveting for a long time.Facing this living dark night evildoer, my restless little heart beat even more wildly.
If Bai Yu had known my intentions for him earlier, would he have put himself in danger regardless of his own innocence?
Of course, who is the sheep and who is the tiger is another matter.
I felt an undercurrent rising rapidly between me and him.Followed by Bai Yu's uneasy breathing, they are getting closer and closer, and my heart beats like a rabbit that is about to come out.
I hurriedly closed my eyes and waited...
However, at the critical moment, a short but very penetrating voice accompanied by a bright light came.In panic, I quickly reached out to block the person who was already on me, preventing him from getting closer to me, even though he could no longer get any closer.
Interrupted by my sudden action, Bai Yu's face twitched slightly.
"You, you don't want to"
"Shh, what's that sound?"
Before Bai Yu could finish speaking, the frightened I covered his mouth in desperation and signaled him to be quiet.
Immediately afterwards, there was another sound, two sounds, and three sounds.
We both followed the source of the sound and found that the culprit was my mobile phone!
Only then did I let go of Bai Yu and let out a deep breath of relief.
"Scared me,"
"Guilty to be a thief," Bai Yu laughed with the corner of his mouth raised.
"This is my room, you are the thief, and you are guilty"
"Okay, it's me"
Bai Yu looked ambiguous, and after finishing speaking, he bowed his head towards me and continued what he hadn't finished just now, um...
However, the so-called good things never come, when his lips were only a few tenths of a millimeter away from mine, my cell phone rang again.
Bai Yu was finally annoyed. He turned his head and growled, pulled off the quilt, and picked up my mobile phone from the table.
Because of the sudden light, I subconsciously pulled up the quilt and covered my head.
My mobile phone password is very simple, even if I don't tell others, anyone who knows me can crack it.Because all my passwords are one.This is strange to say, since I was a top student since I was a child, I lost all my skills in memorizing passwords in an instant.I have also set up complex and diverse ones to challenge myself, but I ended up forgetting, and then I simply set up one.
In my heart, the password = Bai Yu, I can only deal with it simply and never go into it, otherwise I will dig my own grave.
But what happened next told me that too simple a password is not a good thing. It will not only easily cause family conflicts and cause a loss of harmony, but will also cause physical and mental damage to myself.
Bai Yu picked up the phone and didn't reply for a while.And my intuition tells me that this silence is absolutely unusual.Sure enough, as soon as I revealed one eye from under the quilt, I saw Bai Yu and him looking at me sadly.
Like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
"You, what's wrong with you,"
Bai Yu's eyes are still full of sadness, his appearance reminds me of Nie Xiaoqian in A Chinese Ghost Story, the part where Nie Xiaoqian is demonized after being hurt by Ning Caichen.
I tightened the quilt on my body and rubbed against the bed, for fear that he would catch and feed my grandma with a single spell.
"Wei Xiaoduo, I have made a decision"
"What's the decision?" Before he finished speaking, he was wrapped up in the quilt again,
The next step is to refuse and welcome, pretending to be a wronged civilian girl and begging the hero to let go.
Obviously, the hero didn't intend to let it go, and the girl no longer felt wronged and gave up resistance.
Although it is early autumn, the weather is still hot, and the thin pajamas seem to be in vain here.
He leaned over and kissed me softly and eagerly.
At first he was only half attached to my body, as his kiss gradually deepened, he was completely attached to my body, between lips and teeth, his hands gradually penetrated into the inner layer of pajamas, his slender fingers were burning like never before, Passing over every piece of skin on my chest, I felt the most instinctive changes in his body, a little excited, a little nervous, and a hint of reserved expectation.
"Bai Yu, are you at home?"
The lingering worries under the remaining rationality came out to cause trouble, and finally became blurred under his relentless pursuit.Just when I thought that tonight we would go a step further in our frank relationship, he suddenly stopped, holding my shoulder and breathing steadily and rapidly.
After all, it is an older youth who can't stand such a turbulent heart.The moment he stopped, I felt a sense of loss in my heart.At one time, he suspected that he was not attractive enough to attract an aspiring young man like him.
After imagining "it's okay" and "I do" several times in my head, I finally decided to be a reserved girl.
But he was not much better, he just hugged me like that until his intuitive desire was completely weakened, and then forced out a sentence from his mouth:
"Wei Xiaoduo, this is just a warning, I won't let you off easily next time"
Well, looking forward to you will not let go easily.
Bai Yu rolled over and lay down beside me. Just when I thought he was going back to his bedroom, this angel in white put his arms around my waist and closed his eyes to rest.
"Bai Yu, Bai Yu"
"Shh, let me sleep for a while."
Bai Yu put his hand to his lips, his sleepiness did not seem to be faking.
"Then you want to go back yourself."
"kindness"
After such a toss just now, I don't feel sleepy at all.Thinking of the phone that kept ringing just now, I stood up cautiously, picked up the phone and took a look.
It turned out that it was the slick guy who covered me for me two days ago, and he didn't know where he got my call. He sent me WeChat every few days, asking me to return his favor and invite him to dinner.Originally, I agreed, but I forgot because I was too busy recently.Who knew that a single meal could annoy him, and he would send this series of fatal calls in the middle of the night without sleeping, accusing me of being unreasonable, causing physical and mental harm to him, and asking me to be responsible to him and so on.
It's no wonder that our doctor Bai is jealous, but it's funny when you think about it, he can be so jealous of such a playful text message.
"I'll pay off the debt tomorrow and treat him to dinner."
I lay down again and whispered in his ear.I thought he was asleep, but he didn't even raise his eyelids, and blurted out:
"you dare"
"Why not"
"Wei Xiaoduo, don't you want to sleep tonight?"
"..."
The next day, when I was still at work, I suddenly found a beautiful sister at the front desk holding a large bouquet of roses and walking towards me with a smiling face.
"Wei Xiaoduo, your boyfriend gave you flowers"
Accompanied by the young lady's voice, all eyes were focused on me for a moment, and the intensity was not weaker than the spotlight on the stage.
I can feel the meaning contained in the glances passed between them.
"Which one is reckless today?"
"Well, he still claims to be a boyfriend"
"A good show to watch"
It can be seen that this is not the first time such a thing has happened.I also received flowers in the year when I first joined the company, but because the girl had a deep obsession with Bai Yu at that time, and she was in the stage of unswerving until death, other than that, everyone was a donkey dung, so I just Throw it directly into the trash can in front of the whole office.
Maybe at that time I resolutely looked like a lesbian. Since then, no one has sent me flowers, and even my female colleagues have kept me at a respectful distance.
"Boy friend?"
I looked at her suspiciously.
To be honest, at this time, I have no less doubts than other audiences watching the show.
"Well, the people from the courier company said that you must bring this sentence with you when ordering flowers."
I took the flowers and saw that there were 99 fiery red roses, each and every one of them was delicate and beautiful, and the beauty was just right.
It's not that I have some kind of special ability.Try to arrange the flowers in an orderly manner, with nine rows in total and eleven flowers in each row.Very intuitive, if it is not deliberately arranged, then the person who designed him has logical obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Suddenly, on the inside of the wrapping paper, I found a line of small words, the notes are all too familiar to me.
"Tell others that you have a boyfriend, and no one will call in the middle of the night asking you to invite him to dinner. Also, I don't want to be disturbed next time."
I didn’t write so much to highlight the last sentence, to express my dissatisfaction with last night’s desire.
It has to be said that Doctor Bai has improved and started to catch up with the trend of black-bellied CEOs.
I smiled, put the bouquet of bright red flowers in the most conspicuous position of my work, and then said to the lady at the front desk:
"Thank you, it's my boyfriend"
Although after that, as he wished, I didn't receive any text messages from the little boy, but at the same time, there was a small trouble that I would find fault if I had nothing to do.
However, I thought I had an extra third child by my side, so it was easy to deal with his annoying little emotions.