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Chapter 39

Five years later, Xia.

Lin Ran had imagined a hundred scenarios for meeting Shen Yu.For example, if you meet by chance on the street, say hello, and then smile at each other in a friendly manner to wipe out all grievances.Or if they met inadvertently on a certain occasion, then he would have a great time and be youthful.It's just that the one hundred situations he imagined were not the same as the one in front of him. He was dressed like a beggar, and when he went to the street to touch porcelain, he ran into Shen Yu's cayenne. Said he was an unknown.

"Damn it, I'm about to force tears out." Lin Ran walked towards the hospital as he left the scene of the incident.

His cheap grandfather is still not sober.Lin Ran pulled out a stool from under the hospital bed, and sat on it.He supported his face with his hands, stared blankly at the sleeping old man lying on the bed, and took a long while to speak.

"Hey, old man Lu, I saw Shen Yu today. That kid seems to be doing well, he looks better than when I first saw him, and he looks unattainable." Lin Ran took one Towel, carefully wipe Lu Yusheng's hands clean, one after another, even his fingers: "But why is he looking at me so strangely, there is no wave at all, it really doesn't seem to be It's like knowing each other, he still liked me so much in the past, it was obviously because I lost Shen Yu, why am I so hypocritical now, I'd better think about how to save all the money for you."

Lin Ran threw the towel into the basin, then took out the water bottle from the bedside table, walked out the door of the ward, and planned to fetch water from the water room.The phone rang when he walked into the hallway, and he put the water bottle aside and sat on the chair in the hallway.

"Did you see the text message I sent you? In the afternoon, I will have a meeting with some scholars in other places. In the evening, several leaders will have dinner in this clubhouse. You should come over too. A few questions." Before Lin Ran could respond, he hung up the phone.

Because he knew that Lin Ran didn't dare not go

"Damn it!" Lin Ran trembled angrily, wanting to drop the phone, but just as Qin Zhongyu expected, Lin Ran didn't dare not go.Qin Zhongyu is Lin Ran's university teacher, and he knows that Lin Ran is very fond of his grades, because the child's life is not well-off, and the scholarship seems to have become a part of his life.

When Lin Ran returned to the room, Old Man Lu also woke up. He watched Lin Ran busy in the ward, and finally asked, "Have you gone to class?"

Lin Ran was impatient, and the things in his hands were made to rattle: "It's gone, how dare you not go, if you don't go, you have to go back to the west directly!!"

"That's good, that's good." Old man Lu fell asleep again as if he had let go of something on his mind.

Lin Ran was really stuck in his heart. Seeing old man Lu sleeping heartlessly, his eye circles were red with grievances. He also wanted to go to school, but he really couldn't hold on anymore. Sometimes he would tell himself, or Don't read it, it's not a big deal, but on second thought, reading seems to be the only way out for me.

He went to school much later than others, most of his peers had graduated from university, while Lin Ran had to take care of Lu Yusheng, who was in poor health, who was only in his freshman year this year, while being entangled in tuition fees.

He tucked the quilt for old man Lu, changed his clothes when he got home, and then took the bus to the address given by Qin Zhongyu.

The car was swaying, and Lin Ran thought of the old principal. He was obviously a teacher, so how could there be such a big difference? Qin Zhongyu is simply a scumbag.

But he managed to get to university, and he didn't dare to drop out easily. He dreamed of graduating, and then took his education to find a decent job. He went to work decently and lived with his cheap grandpa.During the first winter vacation, Lin Ran worked some part-time jobs, and managed to save enough for the second semester's tuition. At the end of the semester, Lu Yusheng suffered another health problem.

It was the beginning of school that day, and Lin Ran wiped out all the money in the card that was not warmed up.The weather was not very good that day, and it was still raining lightly. After he settled Lu Yusheng, he went to the school to attend the first class. He listened very carefully, and felt that Qin Zhongyu who was giving the lecture was really a good teacher.

Lin Ran didn't go to pay the tuition fees, he wandered around the school a lot, earning money from the teaching building to the track and field.Looking through the glass at the younger brothers and sisters who are three or four years younger than him in the student activity center, they sang and danced without any worries.Then he turned around resolutely and left the school gate without looking back.

There are still a few textbooks in the schoolbag, and Lin Ranjue's weight makes him unable to walk.So I turned a corner and found a tattered schoolbag and threw it away, without even looking at it, I said, "All of these are sold, I don't want them, I don't want them all."

In the end, the old man gave Lin Ran five dollars, and the five dollars bought out his years of struggling to get into school. He used this youth to buy ice cream. The waiter brother also said, the second Only half price.With a wry smile, his youth is really worthless, and he can't afford a second one at half the price.

When Lin Ran returned to Lu Yusheng, he woke up. He didn't say a word. When he saw Lin Ran coming back, he threw a heavy dictionary on Lin Ran's chest: "Lin Ran, the school called me and said you Applying to withdraw from school...you..."

Lin Ran chested, picked up the dictionary, and said coldly, "You, you, what are you? You can't even speak clearly, don't you just don't want to study?"

Lu Yusheng was stunned for a moment, and then he was dumbfounded: "Why am I a burden? I burdened Chongyuan when I was young, and burdened my children when I was old. I might as well die."

Lin Ran touched Mr. Lu's hand, looked at the rain falling outside, and didn't speak.

A suppressed old cry came from the room, old Lu was crying like a child, his face was full of tears, he grabbed Lin Ran's hand and wept uncontrollably.

Lin Ran's chest was heavy, but even if he was suffering, he didn't want to cry with Lu Yusheng, it was too ugly.So he just pulled out a tissue from the bed, handed it to Lu Yusheng, and smiled at the poor old man as if he didn't care about anything: "Hey, old man, don't cry, you just don't want to study anymore Is it a big deal, wait until you get well, go out and find a job as a janitor, and raise me like a grandpa. It won’t be long before you finish. Don’t cry, old man.”

After saying these words, Lu Yusheng felt even more uncomfortable.Lin Ran didn't want to stay in the room anymore, so she went to the kitchen to be in a daze, watching the rain falling from the window, and then snorted on her face with her hands.

He also received a call at this time.People are in the deep well, climbing up the rock wall little by little, slippery, dark, and without support.After finally seeing the light at the mouth of the well, a hand came from nowhere, caught it unreasonably, and threw him into another well for the life of "dong".

Qin Zhongyu thought that Qin Zhongyu, who was on the phone, wanted him to go back to study and really wanted to help him, just like the old principal in the past, who paid for his tuition and gave him a stack of new books, patting Shoulder told Lin Ran that he could come to him for any difficulties in the future. After all, he was a teacher, so he was afraid that he would be burdened, so he gave Lin Ran an IOU.

He thought that this teacher with a wife and daughter who was popular with everyone was a good person.

Lin Ran sneered, where is there any good person?

I vaguely remember that when the exam results came out, that person said to him: "Lin Ran, I like you." The person holding his IOU and his grades said he liked him, and even kissed his side face, Lin Ran Terrified, he rushed out the door.Qin Zhongyu smiled calmly behind his back: "Lin Ran, I know your grandfather, he may not be able to bear the news that you dropped out of school again, or other news, an old man feels that he has dragged down his relatives, and he may not want to Alive, maybe."

When he liked Shen Yu before, Shen Yu pressured him to do such excessive things, he never had any nightmares, Qin Zhongyu said he liked him, so Lin Ran started to have nightmares.

Lin Ran slammed his head on the glass window of the bus and dug himself out of the painful memories. Panting heavily, he cursed: "A beast in clothes."

When he arrived at the hotel Qin Zhongyu mentioned and opened the box, sure enough, a group of people had already arrived in the room.Qin Zhongyu and other people have cooperated with the company, and those people seem to be waiting for someone, and there are a few people like Qin Zhongyu with their own students, and some leaders approached by the company. The atmosphere is quite good, and they seem to be waiting for someone .

Qin Zhongyu waved at him and called out, "Xiao Lin."

Lin Ran could only bear his nausea and sat beside Qin Zhongyu. Qin Zhongyu smiled at him and poured him wine, and he could only drink. Drink a drink.

Lin Ran, who had drunk too much, just sat there blankly, speechless, as if unconscious, Qin Zhongyu grabbed Lin Ran's slender fingers under the table.

The door of the private room opened, Lin Ran stared blankly at the plates on the wine table, but did not look at the door.

Most of the people stood up and called, "Boss Shen."

Qin Zhongyu also stood up, and pulled Lin Ran to stand up along the way, but Lin Ran was still dumbfounded.

On the other hand, Shen Yu glanced at Qin Zhongyu and Lin Ran's holding hands, but his eyes were calm and unwavering, and after staying for less than a second, he put on a formulaic smile, saying that he was late and the company was too busy Sorry everyone or something.

Hearing Shen Yu's voice, Lin Ran's eyes moved, and he turned his gaze to Shen Yu. He thought he was dreaming, but actually dreamed of Shen Yu. Maybe it's because he drank too much, so he looked at Shen Yu. Yu smiled and said, "Shen Yu, when did you come back?"

Shen Yu squinted his eyes while holding the wine, smiling like a Buddha, without any mood swings, and didn't answer.

Qin Zhongyu squeezed Lin Ran's hand vigorously under the table, Lin Ran was in pain.

Then he toasted Shen Yu with a glass of wine, and said to Shen Yu: "Lin Ran is my student, I got a little confused after drinking too much, and I offended you. But then again, you... know Xiao Lin?"

Shen Yu took a sip of his wine and smiled lightly: "I don't know."

Lin Ran repeated blankly: "Yes, we don't know each other, how could we know him? How can a person like me know him?"