Bai Fumei became my Prince Charming

Chapter 89 Consolation

Gao Yang turned around and jumped straight down. He knew that Xiao Bai would definitely catch him.Sure enough, in the next second, he fell into a warm embrace, and the other's heart beat faster than his own.

Gao Yang sorted out his emotions, and asked the two policemen: "Have you checked the surveillance in the corridor? Did anyone else come in when Xiaoqiang jumped from the building?"

"I checked last night, and there was no one else." One of the policemen replied, "This classmate came back an hour before jumping off the building. From the surveillance, he went to the water room to wash the mop several times. It should be Mopped the ground again."

mop?Gao Yang was saddened after hearing this, and Xiaoqiang cleaned the dormitory before jumping off the building.According to the past, it took Xiaoqiang an hour to mop the floor.Then he jumped off the building without hesitation after mopping the floor. How could he do that?

Gao Yang never believed that Xiaoqiang was the one who would jump off a building, and went into the house to organize his things with Xiaoqiang's father, thinking that even if Xiaoqiang could leave a few words, it would give them some peace of mind.

Until noon, Gao Yang didn't find anything left behind by Xiaoqiang, and his parents didn't receive any hints.Gao Yang went downstairs in frustration, went to the dormitory manager's aunt to check the whole day's surveillance, and found nothing abnormal.

Just as the police said, Xiaoqiang went to the water room to wash the mop three times before jumping off the building, probably mopping the bedroom floor.

Until two o'clock in the afternoon, Bai Fuzhen was a little worried when he saw Gao Yang repeatedly watching the surveillance and not talking to himself.So she took him to have lunch, and after the meal, Bai Fuzhen took him to the playground for a few laps, trying to distract him.

Bai Fuzhen didn't care about other people's eyes, held Gao Yang's hand and put it in his coat pocket.Gao Yang saw that there was no one on the playground, so he let him go, and he didn't care about it at this moment.

Bai Fuzhen squeezed his palm, and asked softly, "You don't talk to me, what are you thinking?"

"I can't figure it out..." Gao Yang sniffed, and it took a long time before he spoke, "What should Xiaoqiang's parents do?"

"How do you think the school will deal with it?"

"Don't think about it if you can't figure it out." Bai Fu said slowly, "Your head has thought about a lot of things in the past two months, and if you think about it any more, it will only become more and more chaotic, and it will easily collapse."

"If you can't figure it out, let it go first, and you may figure it out in a few days. If you still can't figure it out after a few days, don't think about it. Time will help you think about it. You just need to calm down and wait to see it."

Gao Yang slowed down his pace, and after one night he still felt physically and mentally exhausted, and said in a low voice, "I still can't accept that a good person just disappeared in front of you, without even a reason, without even giving us any news. Keep."

"Xiaoqiang may have something on his mind that he didn't think about, and he found a way to escape when he couldn't figure it out for a while, but it left his relatives and friends with indelible pain." Bai Fuzhen said with relief, "One person's choice is another's choice." It's hard to intervene, maybe you think his choice is wrong. But when you can't change his choice, only respect his choice, so as to achieve a balance between you and him."

"What you can do is limited, don't blame yourself, and don't be sad. He certainly doesn't want you to be like this."

"Xiao Yang." Bai Fu stopped and rubbed the other's red eyes, "Hey, don't cry anymore."

"You're coaxing the child. Don't worry, I'm fine." Gao Yang forced a smile, "You go back to sleep later, and I'll go to the instructor later, she wants to chat with me."

Bai Fu said, "I'll go with you."

"What is your identity?" Gao Yang took Xiao Bai's hand off his face, "If our director knew about our relationship, he would chat with me for two more hours."

"You'd better go back to sleep obediently, seeing that your black-eyed panda thought you were its companion."

Bai Fuzhen smiled lightly: "Then come back when you finish talking, I'll wait for you at home."

"Understood." Gao Yang pulled him back, "You go back, I'll find the instructor."

Gao Yang entered the director's office only to find that Ren Mengyin was there, but this was expected.The other party's complexion should look worse than her own, and she should also feel very uncomfortable.

"Gao Yang, you are Feng Qiang's roommate. Meng Yin, you are Feng Qiang's girlfriend. You must be very sad when this happened to Feng Qiang." The instructor is a woman in her 30s, with a gentle voice. "As your counselor, I am not only sad and pity him. I am also responsible for his death, and I am also responsible for both of you."

"I came to you two today to know about Feng Qiang's situation with you, and to find a psychiatrist to counsel you, so I'm afraid you won't be able to make it through."

Gao Yang nodded, and he said whatever the instructor asked during the whole process.This feeling of recording a statement made him even more annoyed.

During the chat, he learned that Xiaoqiang had not disclosed any information to Ren Mengyin in advance.The two of them haven't had any conflicts recently, and their nearly seven-year relationship ended when one of them ended his life.

Gao Yang couldn't help but sigh, he and Xiao Bai have only been together for less than two years.Just two months ago, the two had such a big conflict, and he was still reluctant to part with each other.When I was most helpless, I still wanted to go back to him to find comfort.

It seems that that person has really become the only one in his life, it is impossible to give up, and he cannot be replaced.

After chatting for an hour and a half, the instructor asked the two to go to the psychiatrist next, saying that she was already waiting in the office.

The two agreed to come out, Gao Yang took a breath and said to Ren Mengyin: "Are you going? I'm not going."

"I don't want to go either. What's the use of going to a psychiatrist for this kind of thing." Ren Mengyin twitched her lips, "I went to my uncle and aunt, they need comfort more than me."

Gao Yang nodded, comforted him and went back to Xiaobai's house.No psychiatrist could give him a greater sense of security than Bai Fuzhen.

Standing at the door of Xiaobai's house, looking at the key in his hand.Gao Yang became a little dazed, the key was given to him by Xiaobai on the playground just now.It was here that he threw the keys in his face two months ago.At that time, he was as reluctant as he could be.

Holding the key back in his hand tightly, Gao Yang thought he would never lose it again.This key belongs to him, and Xiaobai also belongs to him.

After entering the house, Gao Yang first went to the bathroom to look in the mirror.Sure enough, his face was full of tears, his eyes were red, and his face was a little pale.He washed his face with running water before quietly going to the bedroom.

He tiptoed to the bed, for fear of waking up the person on the bed.Seeing that the other party was breathing evenly, it was obvious that he had fallen asleep.He was a little relieved.

Gao Yang gently lifted the quilt, bent down and got in.I'm going to take a nap and then wake up Xiaobai for dinner.

He lay on the side of the bed, afraid that getting too close to the other party would wake him up.As soon as he closed his eyes, a hand wrapped around his waist and dragged him to the middle of the bed, into that person's arms.

Gao Yang thought Xiaobai had woken up, so he hugged him and asked softly, "Woke you up?"

After waiting for a long time without any movement, he looked up.The other party still closed his eyes slightly, breathing evenly.Only then did Gao Yang realize that Xiaobai just now was completely out of conditioned reflex, and he could feel his own existence even in sleep.

Gao Yang smiled slightly, and kissed the corner of the other's mouth before falling asleep peacefully.

When Gao Yang woke up, it was already dark, and the bedroom was almost completely dark, only the faint moonlight allowed him to barely see the person in his arms.

Bai Fuzhen was still asleep, Gao Yang sighed in his heart, how could he sleep so well today?After thinking about it, he probably didn't sleep much a while ago.

Do you miss me so much that you can't sleep?Gao Yang laughed secretly for a while, then stretched out his hand to caress the other person's eyebrows and eyes.

About half an hour later, due to Gao Yang's continuous small movements, Bai Fuzhen finally woke up.He habitually held the hand of the person in his arms and kissed it on his lips, and asked softly, "When did you come back?"

"After five o'clock, I slept with you." Gao Yang looked at the other party, "I woke up, but you haven't woken up yet."

Bai Fuzhen smiled lightly: "How was the chat with the instructor?"

"She asked me to answer, as if giving a statement." Gao Yang frowned, "A psychiatrist was arranged for me, but I didn't go."

"I'm in a hurry to get back to you."

"Tell me what's on your mind." Bai Fuxie pinched the nape of the other party's neck, "I'm willing to listen and share the burden with you."

"There are still some things, but we won't be able to talk about them until a few days later." Gao Yang paused, "I'll be at ease by dealing with Xiaoqiang's matter first."

Bai Fuzhen agreed: "Okay."

Within a few days, the matter of Xiaoqiang jumping off the building basically subsided.The school blocked the news and didn't even spread it online.

Xiaoqiang's parents asked the school to give an explanation. The school's explanation can only be that the student committed suicide by jumping off a building because of depression.In normal times, Gao Yang can say without hesitation that it is impossible for Xiaoqiang to suffer from depression.But now he can't guarantee it.If this item is rejected, then why did Xiaoqiang commit suicide?

A week later, the school prepared Xiaoqiang's memorial service in an auditorium near the school.

Gao Yang didn't let Xiaobai accompany him, so he went with his classmates.Xiaoqiang is their squad leader, and he is generally recognized as a good person.Almost all the students in the class have arrived, as well as his laboratory tutor, classmates, tutors and several school leaders.

Zheng Cheng knew about Xiaoqiang for the first time in the class. In the past few days, he chatted with Gao Yang a lot here and there.I also advised him not to be too sad.

Gao Yang stood at the door of the auditorium, waiting quietly.Around noon, a figure came running from the road.He wore very little clothing, had a crew-shaven head, and his skin seemed to have paled a bit.

When Gao Yang saw someone waving at him, he didn't know whether to smile or cry.

Zheng Cheng ran close and hugged the person in front of him, his voice was low: "Lamb leg, long time no see!"

Gao Yang came back to his senses and patted the other party's back with a smile: "Brother Cheng, long time no see!"

Yan Fei was the first to see Zheng Cheng in the auditorium. He rushed out and shouted: "Zheng Cheng, you are back."

Then Zheng Cheng's roommate, Tang Jun also came out.Zheng Cheng didn't hug them one by one. Today is Xiaoqiang's memorial service, not his welcome party.

After the memorial service, Zheng Cheng talked with Gao Yang alone for a while.Gao Yang didn't want to talk about Xiaoqiang, fearing that Zheng Cheng would be sad because he just came back, so he avoided the topic and asked, "Brother Cheng, do you still need to go back to England this time?"

"No more, I submitted my graduation thesis a few days ago, and the rest of the work can be done online." Zheng Cheng replied, "I will return to China for another half a year in the next semester, and I will really graduate after writing a thesis. "

Gao Yang smiled: "We can still be classmates for half a year."

Zheng Cheng patted Gao Yang on the shoulder: "You are still an alumnus after graduation, are you going to stay in Beijing?"

"I should stay. The company I'm doing my internship at now can become a full-time employee." After Gao Yang answered, he asked again, "Brother Cheng?"

Zheng Cheng replied: "I haven't made up my mind yet. I'll see where I can find a job when I come back after the Chinese New Year. I personally prefer to go back to Nanjing, which is closer to home and the air is better than Beijing. But there are more big companies in Beijing and more opportunities." Many. The final choice will not be known until next year."

The two chatted for a few more words, Gao Yang avoided sensitive topics, and wanted to maintain a pure friendship with Zheng Cheng.In the evening, everyone had a meal together, which was regarded as a welcome banquet for Zheng Cheng to return home.

A few days later, Zheng Cheng went to Fengshang Shaping Barbershop to find Han Ruge, and a barber in the shop told him that Han Ruge had resigned a year ago.So he went to Han Ruge's residence again, and after ringing the doorbell for a long time, a handsome boy came to open the door.Seeing him wearing glasses, unkempt, and holding a comic book, Zheng Cheng guessed that he was Han Ruge's cartoonist roommate.

Zheng Cheng had greeted him, and after asking, he found out that Han Ruge had moved out half a year ago.As for where he moved, his roommate didn't know either.

In the past year and a half, Zheng Cheng hadn't contacted Han Ruge.He still remembered that there was a time before that Han Ruge liked to send WeChat messages to harass him, either asking him to go to his shop for a haircut, or talking about his daily life.The two still have a relationship for a month that is not considered a relationship. Although they just get what they need, Zheng Cheng feels that Han Ruge has given his sincerity.

As for himself, Zheng Cheng felt that he didn't pay much attention to it at the beginning, but after getting along with Han Ruge for a long time, he fell in love with the feeling of being with him.In the end, he couldn't tell whether he had given his sincerity, but he just wanted to see him again when he came back.Let him know he's back and let himself know how he's doing.

Zheng Cheng turned on the phone and looked at the chat dialog box with Han Ruge, still stuck in June of last year.Han Ruge sent himself a hug emoji, but he didn't reply to him.

Zheng Cheng knew how understanding and considerate Han Ruge was.It's just that for a person like him, besides being unable to let go, he also can't look away.He is always emotionally passive, either he doesn't dare to say it when he likes it, or he doesn't notice it when he likes it.

Zheng Cheng looked at the chat records of the two of them, scrolling up bit by bit, those memories were playing back like video tapes.The corners of his mouth raised involuntarily, but there was deep reluctance in his heart.

Suddenly a message popped up on the top of the phone screen, and Zheng Cheng's heart almost jumped out of his chest with a thump.