Chapter 88
Chapter 88
Gao Yang went out of the cubicle, washed his face with cold water, and ran back from the back door of the hospital.Maybe Xiaoqiang left nothing in the dormitory.The downstairs part of the dormitory was still surrounded by horizontal stripes, and the blood stains were not obvious in the dark.
Gao Yang rushed upstairs, the door of the dormitory was also surrounded by horizontal bars, and two security guards stood there.He said eagerly: "I live in this house, let me go in."
The security guard stopped Gao Yang and said, "The school said that the house is not allowed to enter for the time being, and you can only enter after the school has inspected it. You can live outside for a few days, and the school will reimburse you for the expenses."
Gao Yang almost shouted: "This is my dormitory, why can't I enter!"
The security guard said in a good-tempered manner: "This is the school's regulation, and we have no right."
Gao Yang didn't give up, and had to go to Xiaoqiang's laboratory after spending half an hour with them to no avail.People in the laboratory saw Gao Yang tossing and turning on Ma Fengqiang's desk, whispering to each other.
Ignoring the gazes from the side, Gao Yang searched through Xiaoqiang's books and notebooks, as well as his drawers, and opened his computer to check every folder, but found no useful information.Xiaoqiang really seemed to leave without saying a word.
He left the laboratory with nothing and walked out of the scientific research building.Gao Yang suddenly felt a sense of homelessness and helplessness.
Bai Fuzhen waited for him downstairs in Gao Yang's dormitory at night as usual, and when he saw the blood on the ground surrounded by horizontal stripes, he knew that someone had jumped off the building.College students jumping off buildings almost happened in every school, but the location of the bloodstain made him tremble.He looked up along the bloodstained area, facing Gao Yang's bedroom.
Feeling a little uneasy, two classmates just came out of this building at this time, and Bai Fu went up to ask.
One of them replied: "He jumped from the balcony on the twentieth floor."
Another classmate added: "I don't know the name, it seems to be in the 2020 dormitory."
Bai Fu's heart sank suddenly, and he asked in a trembling voice, "What about others?"
A classmate replied: "It has been sent to the third hospital, and I should not survive if I fell from the [-]th floor."
Bai Fuzhen's heart pounded, his eyes turned red immediately, and tears fell down immediately.He ran wildly all the way to the hospital, constantly thinking about whether it was Gao Yang or his roommate who jumped down.
But the negative psychology made him believe that it was Gao Yang, and he hadn't talked to him for more than two months.When I saw him in the morning, I was not in a good state. Seeing that he lost a lot of weight, he also looked weak.
On the contrary, during this period of time, it was all up to his roommate to convey the news to him, what Gao Yang usually does, whether he eats on time, and how he feels.
Thinking about it this way, Bai Fuzhen was about to collapse. If it was his Gao Yang who jumped off the building, he felt that he would jump down too.
It was bitterly cold at night in Beijing in December. The tears on Bai Fuzhen's face were frozen as soon as they fell, and he ran forward without wiping them off.The road was not very close, but he couldn't think of taking a taxi at all, and it seemed faster to run by himself.
Thinking of this time the year before last, Bai Fuzhen liked to hold Gao Yang's hand at night.At that time, Gao Yang didn't know Bai Fuzhen's feelings for him, nor did he know that he was actually moved by Bai Fuzhen.Let him lead him, no one said, no one asked.
When the red light at the intersection was on, Bai Fuzhen crossed the road directly regardless of the traffic flow, and the moral quality in his heart became insignificant at this moment.
Said it would be up to him for the rest of his life.
He promised to accompany him for the rest of his life.
It's all said and done, how can his little Yang keep his words.
The cold air constantly pouring into his lungs made his chest ache, and his stomach began to churn out. The only hope left in his heart supported him to the hospital.
In an area surrounded by reporters, he saw Ren Mengyin sitting on a chair and crying.This made his heart completely cold.If Gao Yang's roommate jumped off the building, how could Ren Mengyin appear here.Only Gao Yang can she...
Suddenly, Bai Fuzhen's eyes went dark, and he barely stood still while leaning on the wall.He almost burst into tears, the blood gushing up from his trachea made his mouth taste salty.
He supported the wall and moved to Ren Mengyin's side step by step, and asked with blood in his mouth, "Where is Gao Yang?"
Ren Mengyin was startled when he saw Bai Fuzhen's appearance, and said with a sob, "He has already left."
gone?Bai Fuzhen's face was pale, and all thoughts were ashamed.
"Leaving?" He murmured, the corners of his lips twitched, a mouthful of blood could no longer be hidden from the corners of his mouth, and he fell straight down.
Gao Yang hid behind the scientific research building by himself, where he could cry loudly and release the pain in his heart.An hour later, his whole body was frozen, and the cold had numb his brain a lot, leaving him with a sense of loneliness that he had never felt before.
He suddenly missed that person so much, wanted to rush into his arms and tell him how sad he was.It seems that as long as you hold him tightly, there will be a way, and he will be able to face all this.
I tried to make a call to him, hoping that he would come here to pick me up and take me back to his home.
Gao Yang looked at the phone that rang for a long time and automatically hung up, and couldn't help but shed tears again.
"Xiaobai doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore..." Gao Yang squatted down and hugged his legs sobbing alone, his whole body trembling in the cold wind.
After a long time, he stood up and walked towards the place he was so familiar with like a walking dead.
"Xiao Yang!" Bai Fuzhen had a nightmare, dreaming that his Xiao Yang was crying and saying goodbye to him, blaming himself for lying to him and killing him.
He woke up from the nightmare and sat up directly, with wet tears still dripping from the corners of his eyes.A nurse rushed over immediately and blamed in a distressed tone: "Don't move around, the needles have all fallen off."
Bai Fuzhen seemed to be dazed, pulled the nurse and asked, "Where's my little Yang? Where is he now?"
The nurse thought he was asking about the student who jumped off the building in the evening, so she could only comfort him: "Calm down, you can't see him in this state."
Bai Fuxuan casually tore off the needle that the nurse had re-attached, and ran out.The previous reporters were gone, and only a few school leaders and crying parents remained at the door of the mortuary.But I didn't see Gao Yang's parents, why haven't they come yet?
Bai Fuzhen ran over and was about to rush into the mortuary, but two policemen stopped him and asked, "Who are you from the deceased?"
Bai Fuzhen shouted hoarsely, "I'm his boyfriend, let me in!"
Everyone held their breath, and even the crying disappeared.Ma Fengqiang's father stepped forward and asked, "What did you say? Why are you my son's boyfriend?"
Bai Fu looked at this strange man, he was not Gao Yang's father, but his son?
Ren Mengyin didn't know why, so he approached and called out, "Brother Bai?"
Bai Fuzhen understood a little bit, but he still didn't understand, and asked Ren Mengyin: "You said Gao Yang left?"
Only then did Ren Mengyin feel that Senior Brother Bai might have made a mistake, and nodded, "Gao Yang sent Feng Qiang off for the last time and then went back. The person inside is Feng Qiang, these two are his parents, and I am his girlfriend."
Bai Fuzhen's heart beat back half a beat, at a loss what to do, he bowed to Ma Fengqiang's parents and several leaders before running away.He didn't know whether it was happiness or worry, he thought that his little Yang was happy when he was fine, and he also became worried when he thought that he must be sad about his roommate's accident somewhere now.
After leaving the hospital, he took a taxi back to school and searched around.He was nowhere to be seen, it was already twelve o'clock at night, where might he be going?He must not be able to enter the dormitory, the lights in the laboratory are off, how dare he stay there alone.
The playground and the basketball court are so crowded that it is impossible to stay outside for an hour.Bai Fuzhen broke out in a cold sweat, and returned home with the last possibility in his heart.
Is Gao Yang still willing to come to him for comfort at this time, and let him share his sadness and anxiety?
Dragging his exhausted body back to the house in the community, Bai Fuzhen walked very lightly, and didn't even turn on the voice control lights.Through the night, he saw the figure squatting at the door of his house.
Gao Yang got up first, and said as if to blame: "Why did you come back now?"
Bai Fu ran up, hugged the person in front of him tightly, choked up and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
"I've been looking for you all night... I thought it was you who had the accident."
"It's not me, how could I be willing to let you die." Gao Yang chuckled lightly, and said in a crying voice, "It was Xiaoqiang who died, and he jumped off the building without telling me. How could he be willing to let us die? He But our best and most dedicated monitor.”
"How could he die without saying a word? It's all because I only care about my own affairs and never care about him."
"He was covered in blood, and he was still wearing the new shoes he bought two days ago. Why did he jump off the building?"
"I went to touch his face, but his face was covered with blood, and he didn't even have any temperature."
"He said he wanted to have dinner with me in the morning, but he fell off the balcony in the evening."
"……Blame me."
"I was his only roommate, but I let him jump off the building."
"Blame me……"
Bai Fuzhen hugged the person in his arms tightly, and could only say weakly: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault."
Gao Yang lay on the other's shoulder and cried for half an hour, and finally fell into a half-dizzy half-sleep.He was cold and shivering, as if he had been frozen by the door for too long.
Bai Fuzhen carried him into the room, and put him gently on the bed.He called another basin of hot water and rubbed his body over and over again.There were still some bloodstains on the palm of his hand, and Bai Fuzhen was shocked to see it, so he wiped it off one by one.
Gao Yang's eyes were red and swollen, Bai Fuzhen was afraid that he would be too painful to open his eyes tomorrow, so he applied a hot towel to it, and changed it every few minutes until the swelling subsided.
He was exhausted and still dragged his body to take a shower. Thinking about the scene at night still made him terrified.It turned out that the person he liked was so important to him, more important than his own life.
Bai Fuzhen came back from the shower and went to bed lightly, and hugged Gao Yang tightly.After more than two months, nothing has changed. At this time, they can only rely on each other to persist in the past.
My little Yang, why did God let you go through this kind of thing?
"It's okay, it's okay." Bai Fuzhen patted the back of the person in his arms lightly, Gao Yang was still trembling and sobbing in his dream, which made him feel so distressed that he didn't know what to do.
It was not until the middle of the night that Gao Yang's body temperature recovered and his breathing became even.
Bai Fuzhen was a little out of breath at night, and at this time her chest was throbbing with pain.He wanted to get out of bed to drink some water, moved slightly, Gao Yang's hand holding his pajamas was immediately clenched, and his breathing became tense.
So he had no choice but to give up, holding the other's hand on his chest, and rubbing his earlobe to reassure him.
When Gao Yang woke up in the morning, he was still a little confused. It took him a long time to react to the familiar embrace and familiar smell.
Sensing the movement in his arms, Bai Fuzhen stretched out his hand to stroke the other person's hair, and asked softly, "Are you awake? It's still early, sleep a little longer."
Gao Yang moved closer and kissed the other person's lips: "You haven't slept all night?"
"Sleeping." Bai Fuzhen gently rubbed Gao Yang's slightly swollen eyes.
"Don't lie to me." Gao Yang touched the other person's lower eyelid, "The dark circles under the eyes are so obvious."
Bai Fuzhen smiled lightly, his little Yang became smarter, and it was hard to be fooled.
Gao Yang got into the other person's arms again, hugged him tightly, and said in a muffled voice: "Sleep for another half an hour and wake me up, I have to go back to school."
Bai Fuzhen agreed and patted him on the back like putting a child to sleep.
In the morning, Bai Fuzhen accompanied Gao Yang back to the dormitory.The dormitory has already been let in, but the atmosphere is very depressing.Xiaoqiang's father was arranging his things, and his mother was crying while watching.Several police officers also checked from the balcony.
Gao Yang walked over and introduced himself to Xiaoqiang's parents: "Uncle and aunt, I am Xiaoqiang's roommate, and my name is Gao Yang."
Xiaoqiang's father glanced at Gao Yang, saw Bai Fuzhen beside him, and felt a little embarrassed when he remembered what happened last night.But at this juncture, he was in a very sad mood, and he didn't have the heart to think about it. He only asked Gao Yang about Ma Fengqiang.
Gao Yang answered one by one, and didn't find anything abnormal about Xiaoqiang during this period of time. On the contrary, he has always been enthusiastic and helpful, and it is impossible for him to be so overwhelmed.
After comforting Xiaoqiang's parents, Gao Yang went to the balcony again.Ask the police officer Xiaoqiang if it is possible that he stumbled and fell.
The policeman shook his head: "The balcony is so high, unless the deceased climbs up by himself, it is impossible for him to fall."
Gao Yang jumped onto the balcony with both hands, and Bai Fuzhen rushed up in fright: "Xiao Yang, what are you doing?"
Two policemen stopped in time at the same time: "Student, why did you go up, it's too dangerous, come down!"
"It's okay, I just want to see it!" Gao Yang smiled slightly at Xiaobai, wondering why Xiaoqiang would come here.He lowered his head and looked down. The height of the twenty-story building was a little scary.What kind of mood did Xiaoqiang jump down?
Tears couldn't help falling down, his head was suddenly dizzy, and his feet staggered.Bai Fuzhen had been holding Gao Yang's ankles since just now, feeling the instability of his feet, and said worriedly: "Come down first, don't make fun of yourself."
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