atypical package

Chapter 42

Wei Jiawen was taken aback, he suddenly felt that he was too good.This cold self is no different from Li Yanxi back then.It's just that their positions are reversed now, and the former victim has become the current perpetrator.

Although Wei Jiawen didn't want to love this man anymore, he still didn't expect him to become humble from the proud son of heaven.Wei Jiawen shook his head self-consciously, then opened the door silently.Immediately afterwards, he frowned and motioned for Li Yanxi to come in.

Wei Jiawen changed his slippers, turned around silently, went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and handed it to Li Yanxi.

Sitting on the sofa, Li Yanxi held the transparent glass tightly, lowered her head and didn't know what she was looking at, and after a long while said softly, "Where did you go today?"

"I..." Wei Jiawen subconsciously wanted to explain to him, but closed his mouth in an instant.How can he explain?And why tell him to think about himself?

Wei Jiawen was a little displeased, he pursed his lips, and said bluntly, "This has nothing to do with President Li, right?"

Li Yanxi didn't raise his head, he was still the same as before, and after a while, he said lightly, "Jiawen, I miss you very much."

Wei Jiawen's hatred that was about to be quelled was instantly ignited by this vague "missing you". He smiled sarcastically, sat next to Li Yanxi, squeezed Li Yanxi's chin vigorously with his hands, and forced Li Yanxi to raise his chin high Get up, and then carefully look at this no longer young but touching face.

Li Yanxi was in pain, but he didn't struggle, he just stared at Wei Jiawen's handsome face, as if he was really affectionate.

Wei Jiawen couldn't help sneering.

Wei Jiawen suddenly withdrew his strength, Li Yanxi was stunned for a moment, then reached out to touch the place Wei Jiawen had just pinched, and then, what fell into Wei Jiawen's eyes were two obvious red marks.

Wei Jiawen frowned, he frantically found a cigarette from the table, lit it and took two deep breaths, but the moment he was about to exhale the smoke, Li Yanxi's body slid forward, and then, a pair of thin The lips completely sealed Wei Jiawen's mouth, and a lingering kiss was exchanged amidst the smoke.

The two of them let go of each other until they almost fainted from suffocation.In the two pairs of eyes stained with lust, only each other's figure is left, cuddling each other.

Wei Jiawen was almost in a trance, until the smoke almost burned his fingers, and he felt hot before he suddenly came back to his senses, let go of Li Yanxi, and then strangled the cigarette to death in the ashtray.

Wei Jiawen cleared his throat unnaturally, and said, "What's the matter with you?"

While staring at Wei Jiawen, Li Yanxi wiped the silver thread from the corner of his mouth. There seemed to be a clear pond in his deep eyes, and Wei Jiawen only had to look at it a few times before he was about to drown in the coolness.

Li Yanxi smiled, and then said leisurely, "I told you, I miss you."

Wei Jiawen thought it was ridiculous, thinking it was a joke for him to let this person in for a while, Wei Jiawen stood up, not wanting to talk to this ignorant lunatic any more.

But after only a few moments, Wei Jiawen's heart surged with strong emotions, which swallowed him whole, leaving no trace of reason behind.He sighed, and he couldn't vomit some words in the end.

He turned his back to Li Yanxi, and said in a low voice, "Do you know how much I loved you?"

Li Yanxi looked at Wei Jiawen's back blankly, and nodded.

Wei Jiawen smiled self-deprecatingly, "During the seven years when we had no relationship, there was not a day when I didn't think about you or miss you. Everyone said I was a fool, but I really took you as my belief in life."

Li Yanxi lowered his head.

Wei Jiawen took a few deep breaths before continuing, "In the year we were together, I knew that you didn't love me, and I also knew that you only regarded me as a lover, but even this kind of unequal relationship, I am willing be with you."

In the past three years, both of them were unwilling to think of the days when they were together.I don't want to think about it, but I dare not think about it.Thinking about it just adds to the troubles, and thinking about it doesn't help.

Therefore, when Wei Jiawen first mentioned that year, both of them felt that it was so far away and so strange, and a sense of absurdity seemed to be a world away.

Wei Jiawen pushed back the old veil, revealing the naked reality, "No matter how domineering and moody you are to me, I can bear it... It's not because I'm cheap, and it's not because of your money. It's because I love you."

Wei Jiawen's voice became painful, and the trembling voice questioned Li Yanxi's excessiveness, "But how could you... how could you know that I love you, but trample on my love under your feet? How could you trample on it recklessly? What about all my beliefs for seven or eight years?"

Li Yanxi looked at his back. This man who was nearly 1.9 meters tall had trembling shoulders, drooping head, and clenched fists, obviously enduring extreme pain.

Regret, affection, pity... All kinds of emotions are intertwined to form a huge cocoon, but Li Yanxi himself is just a cocoon.

Li Yanxi hugged Wei Jiawen from behind, and said, "Jiawen! I'm sorry! It's my fault! It's all my fault! Can you..." Li Yanxi almost choked up, unable to continue.

Wei Jiawen's heart was full of sadness.He took Li Yanxi's hand, pulled his hand away, then turned around and said, "It's too late...it's really too late."

"Do you know how much I hate you now?"

Li Yanxi's head was pressed tightly against Wei Jiawen's back, he paused for a moment, and a small voice escaped from his mouth, "I know."

"But I love you." Li Yanxi's heart thumped, but luckily he said the terrifying words directly.

Wei Jiawen turned around suddenly, his face was full of disbelief, "What did you say?"

"Jiawen, I love you." Li Yanxi told him word by word.

How much Wei Jiawen longed to hear this sentence in the past, how terrified he is now.

Li Yanxi's love is nonsense, Li Yanxi's love is erratic, Wei Jiawen can't believe it, and he doesn't even want to listen, lest he fall into the trap of this person again.

Wei Jiawen closed his eyes tightly, his hands were so tightly clenched that they were about to burst, the bare nails still hurt the palms of his hands.He shook his head helplessly, then looked at Li Yanxi's face seriously, and said, "But I can't forgive you anymore."

"Your love came out of nowhere. It made me have a whole year's spring and autumn dream out of thin air. Your love is even more elusive. Just like now, it's obvious that we should have died long ago."

Li Yanxi grabbed his hand in a panic, "I...I..."

Wei Jiawen's gaze was deep, "Can you tell me the reason? Why did you come back to me, why did you suddenly say... that you love me?"

Li Yanxi withdrew his hand suddenly, and said in a rare and timid voice, "I... I was diagnosed with a tumor at the beginning of the year."

Wei Jiawen's heart shrank suddenly, followed by a sharp stabbing pain. At this moment, he even forgot all the hatred and pain, and all his thoughts were only focused on Li Yanxi's body.He never thought that God would splash blood on his head in the air, making it hurt even to breathe.He held Li Yanxi's shoulder vigorously and asked, "What did you say?"

Li Yanxi bit her lower lip and confessed, "While waiting for the results of the biopsy, I was terrified. I was lying on the bed alone, and no one could comfort me, let alone rely on me... ·I was so afraid that I would die like this. So, I suddenly thought of you, thinking how good it would be if you were still by my side. "

"There are few people in this world who are sincere to me, but I drove you away—"

Wei Jiawen didn't want to hear him say these things at all. In front of this person's life, everything can be cleared.He interrupted Li Yanxi loudly, "I'm asking you, what kind of tumor do you have?" Wei Jiawen's tears fell on the floor the moment he yelled this sentence.

Li Yanxi was stunned for a moment, then unbuttoned his shirt.

Wei Jiawen stared at him, letting tears run down his cheeks.

Li Yanxi took his hand and poked it into his shirt. Immediately afterwards, Wei Jiawen felt a two-centimeter scar protruding from Li Yanxi's clean and smooth skin.

Li Yanxi rubbed the back of Wei Jiawen's hand and said softly, "Jiawen, don't be afraid, it's benign, it was cut off early in the morning. I won't die."

Wei Jiawen suddenly knelt down on the ground, and then tore off Li Yanxi's shirt with trembling hands.He leaned closer to Li Yanxi's chest, while tracing the tiny scar, he imprinted it in his mind.

The scar was too small, so small that they had done it all night, but they still couldn't notice it.

Seeing him crying sadly, Li Yanxi felt pity in his heart. He put his hand on Wei Jiawen's shoulder and patted it lightly, as if comforting a child in grief, "It's okay... I Isn't it good now?"

Wei Jiawen took advantage of the situation to wrap him in his arms, and then buried his head on Li Yanxi's shoulder.The two of them didn't speak, and after a long time like this, Wei Jiawen gritted his teeth and said, "Why, what are you doing."

"Why do you think of me when you are sick? Why do you always bring me only pain?"

"Why do I have to accept you as you are now? Do you think that even if you have cancer or become disabled, I will accept everything as you please?" Wei Jiawen almost yelled out these words.His tears wet Li Yanxi's clothes, and also wet his heart.

"Li Yanxi, what kind of reason is this? What kind of explanation is this?"

"You are reluctant because of me... You are reluctant because of me!"

"You don't love me at all, you have always loved only yourself!"

"I will never forgive you, never will."

"But I still want to be with you..." Wei Jiawen heard himself say so.