as gentle as you

Chapter 102

At the end of the summer of 2014, the students of the 2012 grade officially joined the army of senior three.

The third year moved to the Shaw Building at the corner of the school. It was isolated from the students in the first and second grades, and it was the most suitable place for study.Ling Fei changed seats and offered to sit in the back row of the classroom near the window, and Qi Yuanyuan also sat down.

The two tall camphor trees in front of the Shaw building are lush and lush, and the fragrance of the sweet-scented osmanthus planted in the flower bed downstairs is also refreshing.Ling Fei finished the Chinese paper, put down the pen, moved her fingers that were a little stiff from holding the pen for a long time, and raised her head contentedly to look at the touch of green outside the window.

The leaves on the camphor tree swayed freely with the breeze, and there was a sound of wind in the ears, followed by a gust of warm hot wind.

For some reason, Ling Fei suddenly remembered that when she went to her grandparents' house in the countryside last summer, she was sitting in a stuffy bus, and it was so hot outside. She still stubbornly opened the window to enjoy the scenery, and expressed her love to Wen Yiran in the sweltering heat.

But Wen Yiran, where are you now?

A few months ago in May, she will almost never forget it.

After being locked up at home for a week, Ling Fei received the last message from Wen Yiran two days ago——

"Ling Fei, let's break up.

Also, don't let me influence you, study hard. "

The phone was blocked and WeChat was deleted. She went to school to look for her like crazy, but only got the news of her resignation from other teachers.She didn't give up, and went to the teacher's apartment where she lived and Wen Yiran's mother's house in the east of the city to find her, only to find that even Wen's mother had moved away.

At first, she resented her a little, hated why she suddenly proposed to break up, hated why she left her alone, hated why she left herself mercilessly after giving herself all the tenderness...

Later, she really had no choice, so she called Xiao Yihan.

Facing her questioning, Xiao Yihan just told her coldly and ruthlessly: "Yes, she's gone, but I don't know where she went, so don't ask me. So what if you find her, are you with her? Your mother never understood her from the beginning to the end, and just pushed all the responsibilities on her. If your mother asked her and forced her to leave you, if she didn't do it, would she ruin Wen Yiran's reputation? How did you do before? Promise me to love her for the rest of my life? Will she hurt her again for you now? I respect her choice and don't go to her. Forget it, Ling Fei, let her go, and you too. ?"

Ling Fei froze in place, as if struck by lightning.It turns out...it turns out that it was her own mother who forced her away!

She resorted to hunger strike to force her mother to reveal Wen Yiran's whereabouts, but she still got nothing, and her mother didn't know where she went.Ling Fei had no choice but to accept her fate.

She was forced away by her mother, so she must still love herself.Ling Fei told herself this, and firmly believed that they would meet again.

So, she began to paralyze herself with learning.

Studying hard is also her last request to her.

Ever since Wen Yiran left school, Ling Fei seemed to be a different person, curled up in her own little world all day long, except for doing quizzes, just doing quizzes, and she seldom responded to anyone who talked to her.

Now that he is in his third year of high school, he talks less, and is so silent that he doesn't have a sense of presence.Ling Fei's classroom was on the third floor, and it was the first time she had changed seats in her third year of high school. According to her grades, Ling Fei was No.1, so she naturally chose her favorite seat first.However, she still chose the window seat in the penultimate row of the classroom under everyone's strange eyes.Teacher Wang, the class teacher, watched her walk back, sighed, and followed her.

When taking over the third class of liberal arts, Mr. Wang inquired about the situation of some students from the former teacher of this class.

This included Ling Fei.

Speaking of Ling Fei, almost all the teachers raised their thumbs up, saying that her good grades, how diligent she is in asking questions, is the material for a good university entrance examination in the future.However, there are some gossip about her in it.

One of the teachers said that she seemed to be relatively close to her former head teacher, Wen Yiran, and she always saw Ling Fei coming to Wen Yiran with questions.A teacher Zhang who taught a third year in high school said that she met Ling Fei in the teacher's apartment who came to ask questions about Wen Yiran, and it seemed that they had a good relationship.However, many teachers were also very surprised. After the May Day holiday, Wen Yiran suddenly resigned to the school and left immediately. What made her rush to resign?But she left very simply, and all the teachers didn't know the reason.These teachers now mention that they just think that she has switched to another better school...

And Ling Fei also became strange.According to reports from many teachers in the subject, Ling Fei no longer actively raised her hands to speak in class as before, but lowered her head uncharacteristically, and when she asked her why, she just smiled.But because her grades went up instead of down, the teachers left her alone.

Is this kid now even shutting himself out of the world with his seat?Teacher Wang decided to talk to her.

In the self-study class, Teacher Wang walked briskly from the office building and stood quietly at the back door of the classroom. Looking at Ling Fei who was writing with her head down, she frowned and knocked on the glass window in front of her. After seeing most of the students in the classroom who were pretending to be studying, Ling Fei raised her head subconsciously when she heard the voice. She hadn't recovered from the question just now, and her eyes were a little dull.

Teacher Wang pointed to the back door of the classroom behind her to signal her to go out. She obediently stood up and walked to the door, opened the door, and the scorching summer wind rushed in, blowing away the comfortable temperature created by the air conditioner. His body couldn't help trembling, and he frowned slightly.

"Ling Fei, why do you have to sit in the back all the time?"

According to ordinary people's inertial thinking, the position in the back row of the classroom is often the "throne" for students who are not good at learning or discipline, and the blackboard is not very clear from the back, so generally good students will not choose this position.However, Ling Fei's grades are No.1, and logically speaking, she shouldn't choose such a seat that is not good for her studies. Teacher Wang was a little puzzled for a while.

Ling Fei turned her head to look at the window next to her seat, but said nothing.

"The teacher knows that you are a good student, and you can learn the same wherever you sit. But where you sit, there are the bottom ones in our class. The teacher is afraid that they will affect your study."

Teacher Wang looked at Ling Fei, who looked down at her shoes and said nothing, and felt a little anxious, so she persuaded her kindly: "Why don't you sit in the third row in the middle? I remember you used to sit in the third row when you were a sophomore in high school. That location..."

"Ms. Wang..." Ling Fei suddenly raised her head to interrupt him, and asked the question that has been lingering in her heart, "Ms. Wen... do you know which school she went to?"

The corners of Teacher Wang's mouth suddenly became stiff when he was still talking, and he took over the class. He observed Ling Fei because some teachers said that Ling Fei and Wen Yiran walked closer. He didn't ask other teachers what school Wen Yiran went to.He once thought that the child had come out of the sadness of losing a close teacher, but he didn't expect that she would raise this question again one day.

Teacher Wang naturally thought that she had mentioned her sophomore year in high school just now, and reminded her of her former head teacher, so she patted her on the shoulder and educated her: "Ling Fei, a person has to experience many people in his life. You have to remember that not everyone can be with us all the time, we always have to learn to grow up."

Ling Fei nodded in understanding, then turned and walked into the classroom.Knowing that there would be no results, but when Teacher Wang mentioned her sophomore year in high school, the person she had been suppressing in her heart resurfaced in her mind again, and she couldn't help asking again.

She is really... I really want to know where Wen Yiran is...

In the summer vacation before the start of this semester, Ling Fei searched all the places she could find, even the Ninth Middle School where Wen Yiran went to, and Ningshan where they went together.

But, still not.

Ling Fei finally gave up. It seemed that she really wanted to never contact or see her again.

Standing in front of the teacher's apartment again, looking at the familiar window on the third floor, Ling Fei gently stroked the sparkling necklace hanging around her neck. The warm touch gave her a hallucination for a moment, as if Wen Yiran was not there. leave her.

Ling Fei returned to her seat, lying on her stomach quietly, her mind was full of every bit of time she had spent with Wen Yiran.After a long while, I opened my eyes and looked at the familiar classmates and the unfamiliar teacher. Everything seemed like a dream. She had never known Wen Yiran before, nor had she and her ever been in love, and nothing had happened.But the picture that just popped up in her mind reminded her truly that she was once held in the palm of someone's hand, and she was deeply in love with that person, and later, because of her mother's persecution, that person left in a hurry In her life, she didn't even meet her for the last time, or speak the last word with her.That kind of pain, once recalled, will hurt once, since it cannot be forgotten, it is buried at the bottom of the heart.

Time passed like a whale in a white gap, and it was May of the second year in a blink of an eye. At this time, there was still one month before the college entrance examination.

Holidays for the third year of high school are rare. For the college entrance examination, the school insisted on not giving students a holiday this year during the May Day holiday. Except for the holidays of the first and second year of senior high school, all the teachers and students of the third year of high school stayed in the school.

During the big break after the second period, almost all the students came to the corridor or the playground to relax.Because there is no holiday on May [-]st, and the college entrance examination is approaching, the students are more or less impetuous. There are not many people who raise their heads in class, and there are not many students left in the classroom when the class is over.

But Ling Fei is still the most serious one.In the most recent city-wide mock exam, her scores were ranked among the top 985 in the city and the top three in the school. According to the teacher, she took the 211 and [-] exams with ease.Not only did Ling Fei get good grades, but she also worked hard in her studies, which made the teachers very gratified.

Ling Fei finished the mock exam paper in her hand, put down the pen, squeezed her fingers that were a little stiff from holding the pen, turned her head to glance at the students gathered in the corridor outside, stood up, and walked out.

Seeing her coming to her side, Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help but joked: "You are willing to come out. If you continue to learn like this, I'm afraid that you will become a bookworm."

The May wind mixed with the warmth of spring and the heat of summer, Ling Fei took a deep breath, looked at the students playing wantonly on the playground downstairs, then turned her head and said to Qi Yuanyuan: "It's May again, Yuanyuan. "

Qi Yuanyuan couldn't help sighing: "Yes, we will have the college entrance examination and graduation in one month." After a pause, she seemed to suddenly remember something, and asked: "It seems that your birthday is not here this year?" There is a way for you to live well."

Ling Fei smiled and shook her head: "No, the birthday of my coming-of-age ceremony has already made me unforgettable, that's enough."

The two looked at each other, and they both thought of the woman who disappeared in Ling Fei's life a year ago for no reason.

After a long silence, Qi Yuanyuan asked after deliberation: "Ling Fei, Teacher Wen has been gone for a year. Don't you... don't you miss her?"

In fact, she has always wanted to ask Ling Fei this question, but she didn't know what happened between them, and she didn't dare to ask, she was afraid that this matter would be the most difficult emotional pain in Ling Fei's heart, If she asked, she would hurt her again. As Ling Fei's best friend, she couldn't bear Ling Fei being sad again.Fortunately, Ling Fei didn't show anything particularly strange when she returned to school. She just talked a lot less and studied hard, fearing that it would disturb her study, so Qi Yuanyuan didn't ask any questions.

Qi Yuanyuan stared closely at Ling Fei, paying attention to her reaction, but fortunately seeing that her face was normal, she was relieved.I only heard Ling Fei staring ahead, and said in a light tone: "Occasionally, but isn't the most important thing now is the college entrance examination?"

Qi Yuanyuan nodded in agreement and also smiled.

Suddenly, the student standing at the other end of the corridor yelled "Teacher Wen", and Qi Yuanyuan hurried over to ask, then came back in a hurry and pointed to the school gate and said to Ling Fei: "Ling Fei, Teacher Wen, Wen The teacher is back! The boys just saw her standing at the school gate..."

Ling Fei quickly followed Qi Yuanyuan's words and looked towards the gate, and she saw the long-haired woman in her favorite light blue dress standing at the gate of the school, just like when she first saw her, so familiar, But because I haven't seen each other for a year, I feel a little alienated.Nothing seems to have changed, the woman she loves is at the nearest place, watching her intently...

At this moment, the class bell rang suddenly.Ling Fei ignored the class and ran downstairs desperately.

Her heart beat faster the moment she saw her, Ling Fei's whole body began to tremble, and her steps became heavy, as if she was falling on a jack, step by step, it seemed that all of Ling Fei's strength was about to be exhausted.

The bell had stopped, all the students were going upstairs, only she went downstairs in the opposite direction, the students who passed her by next to her looked at her strangely, she didn't care, just kept going down the stairs.

Finally went downstairs, crossed the playground to reach the gate of the school, and met that woman, thinking of this, Ling Fei's tears rolled involuntarily in his eyes.

But just as he was about to cross the playground, the woman suddenly turned around and left.

Ling Fei was sure that Wen Yiran saw her, because from a distance, she saw the woman's red eyes staring at her, as if she didn't want to be seen crying, so she turned around and stopped looking at her.

"Wen Yiran!"

The moment Ling Fei saw her turn around, she raised her legs like crazy and ran forward.When she reached the school gate, she was stopped by the security guard. Seeing Wen Yiran stop a taxi, she couldn't help crying and calling her name: "Mr. Wen, why don't you come back and see me..."

When the car door was opened, the woman seemed to have heard Ling Fei's voice, and the movements of her hands paused for a moment, but the next second, she got into the car without looking back, and walked away.

"Wen Yiran!"

Ling Fei chased after the place where the car disappeared. Through a hollowed-out wall, she ran from the school gate to the corner of the playground until she could no longer see the car carrying her sweetheart.