as gentle as you

Chapter 101

Wen Yiran didn't know why Li Li wanted to see him, but he could vaguely feel that it must have something to do with Ling Fei.She didn't bother to think too much, and showed up at the agreed place on time at 10:30 the next morning.

Li Li made an appointment with her in a small private club, the place was fixed by Li Li, because Wen Yiran had never been there before, Wen Yiran had to take a taxi there.

Half an hour later, Wen Yiran was led by the waiter to the innermost private room.

The door was opened, and she saw a meticulously dressed woman waiting inside.

The interior decoration of the room is elegant and simple, making people feel relaxed and happy, but at this time Wen Yiran didn't have half the time to appreciate it.

Wen Yiran subconsciously exchanged glances with the woman, and instinctively pulled out a decent smile.

She remembered that the last time she saw Ling Fei's mother was when Ling Fei's family paid New Year's greetings at her home. At that time, Li Li was approachable and her words were full of gratitude to her as the head teacher.

But the smile on Li Li's face today is exactly the same as that at that time, why does she feel nervous and uneasy for no reason?

Wen Yiran tried his best to ignore the discomfort in his heart, and walked in generously.

"Ms. Wen, long time no see, sit down," Li Li greeted her politely but alienated, and said with a smile, "Sorry, you don't mind taking up your rest time, do you?"

Wen Yiran waved his hand quickly, and took a seat next to Li Li, "Of course not."

"I came early, so I ordered a few first, and you can add what you want," Li Li handed over the menu and explained, "This private club belongs to our company, so all expenses are free, Mr. Wen please Don't be shy, just order whatever you like."

"No, thank you, auntie." Wen Yiran took the menu and gently put it aside.

The waiter came in and went out, and there was an extra cup of chrysanthemum tea in front of the two of them.

"Drink tea first," Li Li pinched the cup, took a sip and then put it down, "As soon as the May Day holiday is over, the weather will gradually heat up, especially the continuous high temperature in the past few days on May Day, it feels like summer is here Yes. I wonder if Mr. Wen feels this way?"

The temperature of the air conditioner in the room was adjusted just right, neither cold nor hot, but Wen Yiran felt that his body had started to feel cold since he entered this room, as if he was wearing summer shorts when he went out today, and he didn't have enough clothes of.

"It's a little..." She subconsciously held the hot teacup, trying to warm up her body.

Li Li continued to ask, chatting again: "Did Mr. Wen travel anywhere during the May Day holiday? I know that there are several places in nearby cities that are good places to travel."

The nervousness in Wen Yiran's heart became more and more serious. She unnaturally took a sip of chrysanthemum tea, but the tip of her tongue was burned, and she put it down as if nothing had happened, and secretly curled her hands under the table, clenched into fists, letting herself clam down.

As if she didn't see Wen Yiran's embarrassment, Li Li continued to say to herself: "I know Ningshan in Ningcheng is a good place. I wonder if Teacher Wen has been there?"

Wen Yiran suddenly felt that her body was getting colder, as if she was in a cellar full of ice, and she was about to freeze.

"I haven't been there..." She subconsciously chose to hide it, and she didn't even notice that her fingernails were stuck in the palm of her hand.

A sneering smile suddenly appeared on the corner of Li Li's mouth: "Teacher Wen is really calm, and she doesn't blush when she lies. It seems that Ling Fei has learned the truth from you."

In the next second, Wen Yiran's heart sank completely to the bottom of the ice cellar, because she heard Li Li continue to say: "That's right, we all went on a trip together, what else can't she learn?"

Wen Yiran took a breath, slowly raised her head, and met the eyes that she had never dared to look at for a long time since entering the door.

Those nightmares that lingered in her heart and couldn't be forgotten when she dreamed countless times at midnight finally came true in front of her at this moment.

It turned out that this was Li Li's real purpose in finding her.

Sure enough, after a few seconds of silence, Li Li suddenly said, "Wen Yiran, let's end with Xiao Fei."

She didn't even want to use words like breaking up, because she didn't want to admit the ridiculous fact that they had a relationship.

It's finally here.

Wen Yiran forced herself, gritted her teeth, restrained the shame and guilt that almost overwhelmed her, mustered all the courage to look directly into Li Li's cold eyes.

"I'm sorry, I...I can't promise you." She sat stiffly, her fingertips turned white, and replied with difficulty.

Li Li seemed to have expected that Wen Yiran would not be able to agree immediately, and did not have much emotional ups and downs for her rejection.She just rubbed her temples, and asked disappointedly and tiredly, "Then what do you want?"

Wen Yiran could see her impatience and boredom, probably in her eyes, she was just a brazen or even obscene person, a perverted teacher who flirted with her young daughter, whom the world despised.

However, she cannot retreat.She straightened her back and solemnly promised Li Li word by word: "Auntie, I really love Xiao Fei, I want to take good care of her, and I want to be with her."

Every time she said a word, Li Li's face became colder, but she still finished all her appeals with Li Li's cold eyes that could kill her countless times.

Li Li suddenly smiled, there was sarcasm in that smile, and a helplessness that Li Li couldn't understand.After that, she looked at her with stern eyes: "Mr. Wen, don't you think it's ridiculous to tell me that you love Xiaofei now?" Her voice was not loud, but it hit Wen Yiran's heart hard and fast, made her tremble.

"You keep saying that you love her, and your so-called love is after I handed her over to the school, under the guise of education, using your status as a teacher, to seduce her, live with her, or even have a relationship with her? My daughter is only 16 years old when she joined your class, she just entered high school, she called you Teacher Wen, how did you manage to do that?" Li Li looked at Wen Yiran's eyes, as if she was looking at a perverted girl who abducted a student teacher.

"I..." I'm not, I'm not.

Wen Yiran, who has always been used to lecturing students, now faces Li Li like a student who has made a mistake, and she cannot excuse her mistake.

It is a fact that they are together, no matter how she explains, she can't explain it, Ling Fei liked her first, Ling Fei pursued her actively; she also can't explain, she has never touched Ling Fei, she dare not , even more reluctant, she has been leaving a way out for her.

It sounds like sophistry, it can only add fuel to the fire.

She is so much older than Ling Fei, and she is a teacher and an elder who leads her on the right path, but it is her fault that she stays with her regardless, and she has an unshirkable responsibility.

Wen Yiran swallowed all the heartbreak, shouldered all the responsibilities, choked up and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"However, I really can't control myself. I really, really can't help myself. I once wanted to push her away and tried every means to persuade her to give up, but I didn't expect that even I was deeply in love with her." I can't extricate myself from it. If you let me leave Xiaofei now, I also want to not love her, but I can't."

Wen Yiran's voice trembled slightly because he was suppressed from crying, and he explained to Li Li sincerely, trying to get some understanding from her: "I always refused to accept Xiao Fei before, but then she had a car accident and almost became I’m in a vegetable state, I’m scared, I’m really afraid of losing her, the desperate pain waiting for her to wake up, the suffocating feeling I still can’t forget. If she’s gone, I can’t wait to go with her. So, I convinced myself, accepted her, and stayed with her."

She continued, when it came to the emotional part, she couldn't help but shed tears: "I'm greedy, I'm indulgent, but we are in love with each other, my heart for Ling Fei, my feelings for Ling Fei , the world can learn from each other. Materially, I may...not be able to give Ling Fei a better life, but...I am the one who loves her the most and can make her happy for the rest of her life. So I implore you, Auntie, please give Xiao Give Fei some time, and give me some time, let us prove it to you, okay?"

Li Li looked at the crying woman in front of her, feeling pity and intolerance in her heart, and wanted to say something, but suddenly thought of Ling Fei, and asked firmly: "Give you time, what can you prove? "

"Can you give Ling Fei a complete family of three? Can you give her a bright and open social circle? Can you give her a clean and bright future?! Can you?! All you can give is Let her be criticized in school and criticized in society, is that why you love her so much?"

Li Li's questioning was so heartbreaking that every word made Wen Yiran speechless.

"But if Ling Fei is forced to be with someone she doesn't like, she won't be happy if she gets these things." Wen Yiran bit her lip and retorted awkwardly.

"The happiness you can afford, can't others? Could it be that Ling Fei will never be happy without you?" Li Li asked sharply, "A child of Ling Fei's age probably doesn't understand What is love? But even if it is love, Mr. Wen, ask yourself, can you guarantee that you will never fall in love with anyone except Ling Fei? At our age, should we be as naive as Xiaofei and the others? The romance of the flowers before the moon and the moon, keep saying the vow of only loving one person in your life?"

Wen Yiran swallowed hard as his throat seemed to be blocked by a big rock, tears streaming down his face.All the questions Li Li asked her were also questions that she had asked herself countless times in the bottom of her heart.She is Ling Fei's first love, but she hasn't left school yet, who can guarantee that she won't change her mind in the future?But I was still moved by her true feelings, how can I tell Li Li to make her believe that there is love between them?

But as she said, even if Li Li gave her time to prove it, what could she prove?Although she has been planning to change to a bigger house when Ling Fei goes to college since she fell in love, she doesn't want to be so wronged that her girl lives in the teacher's apartment provided by the school. She even thinks about the decoration style. The farther plan is to buy Ling Fei a car as a birthday gift when she starts working, and change her workplace to a place close to her work, and pick her up after work every day...

But these things, couldn't the Ling family afford them?

Wen Yi realized later that, apart from a sincere heart, he had no bargaining chip to fight for himself and Ling Fei.

Besides, what about proving the sincerity?

If you don't believe me, how can you talk about persuasion?

After a moment of silence, Wen Yiran wiped off layers of tears on his face in embarrassment, tried his best to keep his tone calm, and asked humbly: "But... I really love Ling Fei, what should I do... What should I do? What can I do to make you agree to us being together? As long as you say it, I will do it."

Li Li rubbed the teacup in front of her, looked at her, sighed, and said, "I don't need you to do anything, because no matter what, our family can't accept her being with a woman. If you really Love her, all you need to do is leave her and never appear in front of her again."

"Break with her, it's good for her and for you."

After Li Li finished speaking, she raised her head and drank the last sip of water in the cup, then quietly looked at Wen Yiran and waited for her answer.

It seems that she still has a choice, but when it comes to this point, she actually has no choice at all.

Wen Yiran sat blankly, and began to replay every bit of her getting along with Ling Fei in her mind.From the first acquaintance, to her injury during the sports meeting, her desperate and helpless expression when I rejected her, her happy expression when I held her hand and promised to be with her on the hospital bed, and every time we meet again during the holidays When she looked at her affectionate...

She is reluctant to let go of all of this, and even more reluctant to forget, but now she must seal these beautiful memories in her mind, so that when the night is quiet and the nightmare comes, she can accompany her through the most difficult time night.

Xiaofei, Xiaofei...

The teacher really can't help it...

The beauty you brought to me should be enough to accompany me through the dark winter of the second half of my life...

It seemed like a century had passed, Wen Yiran heard a voice coming from her body, it was as soft as her hallucination.

"I...I promise you..."