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Chapter 14 I've Been Waiting For You For A Long Time

Although she was willing to stay awake, An Ning slept deeply that night.Only in the early morning, when I was about to wake up in a daze, I had a dream.

It's ridiculous.

He dreamed that Han Yan woke up, hugged him face to face in his lap, hugged him and kissed and touched him.In the dream, Han Yan's clothes were the same as last night, and the suit jacket was still on.Because the kiss was too hard, he fell backwards under the pressure.Afraid of falling off, he frantically grabbed Han Yan's tie, the tip of his tongue was slightly numb and he didn't know how to shout, how passive he should be.

"Well……"

In a breathless mood, he pushed symbolically, but actually hoped to be hugged tighter.Then both wrists were cut back behind him, and Han Yan began to take off his clothes with one hand.

too fast.

He was so out of breath that he couldn't hear it.

Just when it was hard to part with each other, a burst of mobile phone vibration came uninvited, breaking the charming atmosphere.

Han Yan didn't seem to hear, what to do and continue to do.An Ning also wanted to ignore it, but the vibrations came one after another, and he would not stop until he woke people up. In the end, it seemed to be shaking right next to his ears.

"Phone..." He struggled.

Han Yan in the dream also had a bad temper, his face darkened, and he was about to drop the phone when he took it.This frightened An Ning enough, she rushed to pick it up, just shivered, and woke up.

It was already bright outside the window.

An Ning, who had been hugged by Han Yan all night, was like flour steamed into bread, her cheeks were flushed, and her body was limp.

He curled himself up into a ball of shrimp, listened to the humming sound on the bedside table, struggled for two seconds, and finally crawled out of the bed reluctantly.

It's Han Yan's phone.I thought it was an alarm clock, but when I touched it, I realized it was a phone.Seeing the frown of the person beside her getting tighter and showing signs of waking up, An Ning panicked, and hastily pressed the answer button.

"Hi Han Yan, hello? Are you awake?" There was a man's voice on the other end of the phone.

"..." It was too late to hang up.

He stooped and hid behind the door, holding his mobile phone and clearing his throat, "Hello."

There was a sudden silence at the other end, maybe it was to see if there was a mistake in dialing.

"Isn't this Han Yan's phone?"

"Yes, yes." He bite the bullet, "I am his neighbor. He is sick and it is not convenient to answer the phone. What's the matter with you? I can tell you when he wakes up."

The number of times he has lied in this life is the most since he met Han Yan.

I just heard a muttering "Why are you so sick?" and then asked: "Is it not serious?"

An Ning glanced in the direction of the bed.Han Yan, who was naked from the upper body, had back muscles like a bow, clearly in extremely good health, like a cow.

"It doesn't matter..." He drew circles on the door panel with his fingers.

"That's good. I'm his colleague, surnamed Wang. You tell him to reply to Patrick's email when he wakes up. They're all waiting there."

Sounds like serious business.He didn't even say yes, but after hanging up the phone, he realized that he was not wearing shoes, and the soles of his feet were cold, so he ran back to the bed.

10:30 can't be called morning anymore.The sky is clear after the rain, and you can feel the good weather outside even through the curtains.

After putting on his slippers and putting Han Yan's cell phone back in place, he took out his cell phone from his jacket.Originally, I wanted to take a picture of Han Yan quietly, but after opening it, I accidentally found a missed call.

It was actually my father calling.

In fact, An Ning hadn't contacted her family for a long time.Because of Cao Hengqi's matter, he and his family had a very tense quarrel, and they had already planned to have nothing to do with each other until death.Parents are also prominent figures in that city. Although they have retired from the front line, the lingering warmth of authority is still there, and they have long been used to giving orders.Same-sex love is regarded as deviant, not to mention that An Ning left her hometown to pursue love, which is simply a crime.

He hid in the bathroom, closed the door, and called his father back.

The phone got through just after two rings, and there was a hello over there.

"Dad." He sat on the toilet seat with his legs together, as if he was being taught when he was a child, "Did you call me? I was sleeping just now, so I didn't answer."

There is a lot of chaos over there, unlike at home.After a while, it became quieter, and he heard his father call him: "Ning Ning, can you hear me clearly?"

His voice was very hoarse, and he was much older than before.

"Hmm." An Ning choked up.

After all, they are father and son, and the feeling of unfamiliarity will disappear with just one sentence.His father scolded him in a low voice: "You sleep well after getting up so late."

Then he sighed for no reason, "Your mother couldn't sleep for many nights because of you."

An Ning's lips moved, unable to answer, she just looked down at her knees.It is very clear that I have done something wrong, so I can't hold my head up.

"Are you at work?" his dad asked.

After asking, he came to his senses again, "Dad is getting confused. It's Saturday, what shift do you have, no wonder you got up late."

Such a thing was rarely said before.

An Ning had a different intuition: "Dad, is there something wrong?"

"What can you do? If you are free recently, take the time to go home and see your mother and me."

"what happened?"

"What's the reason for asking you to come back?" His father deliberately raised his voice.

The more An Ning listened, the more disturbed she became. She kept asking, and finally found the reason from her father.

At the beginning of autumn, his mother occasionally had a low-grade fever, but she didn't take it seriously at first. This week, there was nothing to delay. She went to the hospital for an examination and found that it was lung adenocarcinoma with lymph node metastasis.The old man knew everything in his heart, and he had already made up his mind to return to the west, but he couldn't let go of his only son, and that's why he got this call today.

After hanging up the phone, An Ning sat until her legs were numb, and when she stood up again, her legs trembled, and the feeling of trance rushed straight to her forehead.

He leaned on the wall and walked out slowly, went to the closet to change clothes, still feeling dizzy.

Han Yan on the bed was still sleeping soundly, probably feeling hot, with both arms exposed outside the quilt.After tidying up her clothes and carrying her bag, An Ning hung up the bathrobe she was wearing before returning to the bed and tucking in the quilt for Han Yan.

Can't wait for you to wake up, An Ning thought.

Walking to the door, he held the handrail and looked back one last time.After a moment's hesitation, Fu went back and boldly took something away.

A kiss fell on Han Yan's lips in his sleep.

Salty.

—

When he woke up again, Han Yan had a splitting headache, and his temples seemed to have been blasted by bullets.

Barely opened his eyes, and found himself lying in the hotel room, the curtains were tightly drawn, and the smell of hangover still lingered in the air.I took my phone and looked at it, it was already 12 o'clock at noon.

sleep for so long...

He is no stranger to this place, he used to hang out with the gang of friends, and everyone would send him here when he was too drunk, sometimes he would send someone else, sometimes it would be others who would send him.

Don't even think about it last night, Qiao Yu must have found someone to send him here.Get up, take a shower, and get dressed, everything is in my wallet and computer, except for a tie, I forgot where I left it.

After a while, I recovered [-]% of my energy, and even replied to a few work emails before checking out.

The car was parked in the parking lot of the bar. After getting in the car, he didn't leave in a hurry, but sat in the driver's seat and sent Qiao Yu a message: "Thank you last night."

Qiao Yu didn't reply to him.

The hangover didn't completely pass until the next day.

When he went to work on Monday, a colleague brought him a cup of coffee as soon as he arrived at his desk, "Nice tie, did you recover from illness so quickly?"

He looked up.

"What are you doing looking at me like that?" coffee was stuffed into his hand, and the back of his colleague's hand touched his forehead, "Fever gone?"

"Who told you I was sick?"

"Your neighbor. On Saturday morning, I helped Patrick urge you to reply to the email. Your neighbor answered the call, saying that you were sick, and that there was anything you could help convey, but the co-author didn't convey it at all?"

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, the colleague shook his hand: "Are you recovering from the illness? Why do I feel that you are a little out of shape."

Immediately afterwards, Han Yan stood up abruptly and began to rummage through the briefcase.Finding the phone, he walked quickly to the phone booth and called Qiao Yu over and over again.

Back and forth, the phone rang almost a hundred times.

Qiao Yu finally picked it up, and at the beginning she looked like she was about to fall out: "Are you sick after beating so many times?"

"Who sent me to the hotel the night before yesterday."

"Don't ask me."

"Is it An Ning?"

There was a second of silence on the phone, and Qiao Yu's waking up anger and anger broke out together: "I owed you in my fucking life? Let me pick him up when you thought he was troublesome, and now he repents and disgusts me again. Is it him? Don't know? How dare you say that nothing happened to you?"

It's really him.

Han Yan's mind suddenly became clear.

Qiao Yu scolded endlessly, he endured it for a long time, then interrupted in a deep voice: "Have you finished scolding, and tell me An Ning's phone number when you are done scolding."

"...fuck." The friend broke out completely, "Next time you will never fucking see me again, I will hide from you until the next life."

But after hanging up the phone, the number came right away.

Han Yan called immediately, but no one answered.It's rare for him to be impatient, but he can't smoke, and the floor of a small telephone room is about to be crushed by him.

knock --

Someone couldn't wait any longer, and raised his hand to knock on the door to signal him to come out quickly.

He had no choice but to open the door and go out, his face as black as iron and his aura seeping through.When I got back to my work station, I found that the computer was not turned on at all, so I simply turned it off. I simply took a leave of absence and left. When I got in the car, I realized that I didn’t know where An Ning lived, and I couldn’t go directly to work to find someone.

On weekday mornings, everyone was hurrying on the crowded road, only he was like a headless chicken.

With nowhere to go, he pulled over to the side of the road, got out of the car and dialed again.

I have never felt such a torment of waiting, even if it was just a few beeps on the phone.

After the second call, it finally worked.

He blurted out: "Where are you, An Ning, let's talk."

The other end of the phone was quiet for several seconds, followed by a soft voice, which seemed uncertain, "Are you... Han Yan?"

Thank goodness it was him.

As if an invisible hand dug himself out of the deep well, Han Yan escaped from the sky, his shoulders loosened: "It's me, why didn't you answer the call."

"The phone is in my pocket, I didn't hear it." An Ning still said in that apologetic tone, "What's the matter?"

But a little more rusty.

They did not contact each other this past weekend, and Han Yan thought he no longer needed him.

In this silent space, an abrupt female voice suddenly appeared: "Passengers flying to Linjiang, please pay attention, passengers flying to Linjiang, please pay attention, your flight..."

"Are you at the airport?" Han Yan was alert.

The microphone was covered in a hurry.

He is very familiar with this voice, and the other party often chooses to cover the microphone when it is too late to press mute on the work phone.

It's a pity that Han Yan has already heard it.

"Are you going to Linjiang?"

"It's not going," An Ning corrected slowly, "It's going back. I want to go home."

Han Yan's nervousness eased a lot, "When will you come back, let's meet and talk—"

"Awen." An Ning suddenly interrupted softly.

For the first time, he didn't wait for him to finish speaking.

Han Yan's nerves were slightly numb, and he stood up straight, "Huh?"

"I didn't buy a return ticket."

This is a one-way flight with no return date.

"I'm not coming back."

It took several seconds for Han Yan to digest these two sentences.He glanced back at the trunk, then subconsciously looked up at the sky, the late autumn sun was still dazzling.

"What happened?"

"My mother's health is not very good, and she can't leave her for a long time." An Ning likes to cry, but she didn't cry when she said this. There are enough of them."

Han Yan opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a single syllable.

"Awen, I'm really unlucky." An Ning still couldn't hold back, choked up a little, "Do you think so?"

After dating my first love for two years, I found that I had been the third party for two years.After finally making up my mind to come out, I didn't expect to mistake the wrong person in a daze.When they finally understand who is the right one, family affection easily defeats love.

Two people walked from a diameter of 1000 meters to a diameter of ten kilometers, and finally returned to 1000 meters. It took only one night to go as far as a thousand kilometers.

But fortunately, there is still one night that I can remember when I toss and turn.

A relationship separated by a thousand kilometers is no longer enough to be called a relationship. The distance will dilute everything. Everyone understands this truth.

An Ning is not stupid.Instead of struggling for a month or two, and finally having no common topics except good night and good morning, it is better to stop here, at least there is one night that no one can take away, and when I think about it later, my heart will always be sweet.

That's not too bad.

"The broadcast is calling again." His voice became weaker, almost to the point where he could hardly hear clearly, "I really have to leave, Ah Wen."

Han Yan woke up like a dream, "You wait for me to be peaceful, I have something to give you, just wait for me."

An Ning sobbed softly, then smiled reluctantly: "I've been waiting for you for a long time, you should have told me earlier."

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