You take fleeting years for the rest of my life

Chapter 24

?Mo Xiao fell into a coma for five whole days. All this was like a dream to her, but when she woke up from the dream, the reality would not change.

"Mo Xiao, let's eat something." Holding the porridge, Liu Ru persuaded Mo Xiao earnestly.

"Mo Xiao, do you think Lin Yan would want to see you now?" Liu Ru put down the porridge, she turned around, and silently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Lin Yan..." This was the first time Mo Xiao spoke for so long.She was lying on the bed, her eyes were dim, as if she had lost her soul.

"Lin Yan..." Mo Xiao murmured repeatedly, and the tears that fell from her eyes unconsciously gradually soaked a large area of ​​the pillow.

"Mo Xiao, don't you want to know where Lin Yan has been these three months?" Liu Ru hoped that Mo Xiao could cheer up, even if she was willing to say a word.

"Where did Lin Yan... go?" Mo Xiao finally had a glimmer of light in his eyes.

"If you want to know, you have to find the answer yourself." Liu Ru looked at Mo Xiao who had spoken, and felt very relieved in her heart.

"How to find it?" Mo Xiao looked out the window with a hoarse voice.

"I'll tell you after you drink this bowl of porridge."

Liu Ru scooped up the porridge and fed it to Mo Xiao mouthful by mouthful. After a while, Mo Xiao finished drinking.

"Okay, the answer you want." Liu Ru brought up a cardboard box from under the bed. This cardboard box was exactly the one that Leng Han gave to Mo Xiao that day. It was just that Mo Xiao heard the news of Lin Yan's death. In the end, I was too sad to ignore the significance of this box.

Mo Xiao stared at the box in front of her in a daze, and after a long time of contemplation, she slowly opened it.I saw that the box was full of photos and a letter.

Looking at the letter on the top, Mo Xiao carefully opened it.

Mo Xiao, when you read this letter, I am no longer alive.

I was diagnosed with lymphoma three months ago. At that time, the doctor told me that I only had three months to live. Sorry, I lied to you at the time.

I remember you once said that your greatest wish is to travel around the world with your beloved (of course it is me).But unfortunately, it is impossible for me to realize this wish with you in the days to come, but I also don't want to see your wish come true.

So, for your wish, my dream, please forgive me for taking these three months without permission to come and have a short carnival trip with you.

Seeing this, you may have to ask, why do you say you are with me?Where am I?

Haha~~~ Want to know where you are?Look at the photos.

Mo Xiao read the letter in his hand, tears also fell drop by drop on the letter paper, smudged the black handwriting, and blurred his eyes.

where am iWith this question in mind, Mo Xiao quickly took out the first photo.

Looking at the smiling Lin Yan in the photo, and the Big Ben behind her, Mo Xiao couldn't help showing a long-lost smile.What's this?Mo Xiao took a closer look and found that Lin Yan's open palm had her own name——Mo Xiao.

Liu Ru looked at Mo Xiao who finally showed some expression, and couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief.

"Mo Xiao, look at the reverse side of the photo."

Listening to Liu Ru's words, Mo Xiao turned over the photo in his hand, and saw that the back of the photo was filled with densely packed words. She recognized that it was Lin Yan's handwriting.

Mo Xiao, do you know where you are?

You are in my palm.

I have your name tattooed on the palm of my hand, so that no matter where you are, I feel that you are by my side, always holding me, accompanying me, traveling around the world with me.

Today is March 3th, the weather is cloudy.

I miss you in front of Big Ben in London.

What are you doing now?How are you doing?Promise me, don't feel sad when I leave, do you remember what I said?Every time you cry, my heart hurts, and every time you laugh, I feel happy.

So are you going to wipe the tears off your face now?

Mo Xiao, I haven't left you, I'm still by your side, it's just that you can't see me.

Remember, eat well, sleep well, take care of our flowers, take care of yourself, I will always be with you, and I will always look at you.

I love you, Yeon.

Mo Xiao stroked Lin Yan in the photo, why did this happen?Wasn't everything fine three months ago?Why three months later, everything between me and you has turned into memories?

Lin Yan, do you know how much I miss you now?I want to see you smile with my own eyes again, I want to see you acting like a baby to me again, I want to hug you again, I want to hold your hand again...

Mo Xiao raised her head and looked out the window, she suppressed the tears in her eyes, no matter how painful her heart was at the moment, she still raised the corners of her mouth slightly, because Lin Yan is looking at her now, isn't she.

Looking at the second photo in her hand, Lin Yan's smile was still so bright, and the word "Mo Xiao" could be clearly seen in her open palm.The only difference is the background of the photo.

Today is March 3th, the weather is cloudy.

I miss you before the bridge in London.

Mo Xiao, show me a smile now, I like to see you smile.

(Why is Mo Xiao smiling? Liu Ru, who was standing in front of the window, looked at Mo Xiao and smiled for a long time at the photo in his hand.)

The weather in London is gloomy, which makes me very unhappy right now.

I find that I'm in love with sunshine now and don't know why.

Are you thinking of me now?

I am sitting on a bench in the street now, I am secretly missing you.

By the way, I want you to give me a present.

Can you plant a garden for me?

I love you, Ly.

Silly girl, even if I plant ten, one hundred, one thousand gardens for you, I am willing, Mo Xiao murmured in his heart.

Liu Ru looked at Mo Xiao who had been looking at the photos for a day, and her mood seemed to be improving gradually.

"Mo Xiao, it's already late at night, go to bed first." Liu Ru sat beside her and covered her with a blanket.

"En." Mo Xiao nodded slightly, and put down the photo in his hand.

"Lin Yan, is that you?"

"it's me."

"Where are you now? Are you okay?" Mo Xiao looked at the fog blocking her eyes, but she couldn't move it away, and couldn't get out.

"I'm in your garden now, do you see it? Look, my favorite wooden hydrangea, how beautiful it is, blue, pink, white, in large and large pieces."

Mo Xiao seemed to see Lin Yan running in a gorgeous sea of ​​flowers, she was smiling like an angel descending from the mortal world.

"Mo Xiao, can you promise me one thing?"

"Tell me." Mo Xiao stretched out his hand, but he couldn't touch Lin Yan.

"In your garden in the future, you must help me plant wooden hydrangeas in large areas. When they bloom, that's when I come to you."

"Okay, okay, I promise you."

"Mo Xiao, I'm leaving now, don't be reluctant to let me go, I love you forever."

Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan's gradually disappearing figure, and the fog in front of her eyes finally dissipated. She rushed out of the fog, but only saw the beautiful sea of ​​flowers.

"Lin Yan... don't go, don't go..."

Liu Ru looked at Mo Xiao who suddenly woke up from sleep, and kept calling Lin Yan's name.

"Mo Xiao, what's wrong with you?"

"I saw Lin Yan." Mo Xiao grabbed Liu Ru's arm, "I really saw Lin Yan."

"You were dreaming just now." Liu Ru couldn't help becoming nervous when she saw Mo Xiao whose mood began to fluctuate again.

"Really...is it..." Mo Xiao let go of Liu Ru's hand, and fell powerlessly on the bed.

"It turned out to be a dream, wooden hydrangea... the sea of ​​flowers... Lin Yan... it turned out to be Nankey Yimeng."

"Mo Xiao, it must be Lin Yan entrusting you with a dream, and wants you to help her fulfill her unfulfilled wish." Liu Ru patted Mo Xiao's back lightly, seeing Mo Xiao start crying again, Liu Ru's heart also Then it got heavy.

"Wish?" Mo Xiao looked at Liu Ru, as if he understood something.

"En." Liu Ru nodded.

"By the way, wood hydrangea, Lin Yan wants me to help her plant wood hydrangea." Mo Xiao sat up from the bed, muttering something.

"Wooden hydrangea?"

"Yes, that's right. Lin Yan said that when the wood hydrangea blooms, that's when she comes back."

"I'm going to plant flowers, I'm going to plant flowers..." Mo Xiao stumbled up from the bed, and ran out the door in a trance.

"Mo Xiao, it's not now." Liu Ru rushed forward and grabbed Mo Xiao's clothes, intending to pull her back.

"No, I'm going, I want to go now..." Mo Xiao pushed Liu Ru away, and ran out barefoot.

"Doctor, doctor, Mo Xiao, she...she..."

"What's wrong?" The doctor looked at Liu Ru who hurried over, "Speak slowly."

"She ran away." Panting heavily, Liu Ru pressed her stomach that was aching from the violent running.

"Run away? Hurry up." The doctor immediately took the nurse and rushed out.

"Doctor, Mo Xiao is here."

Hearing Liu Ru's shout, the doctors and nurses rushed over immediately.

"I'm going to plant flowers, to plant flowers..." Mo Xiao was standing on the railing, delirious.

"Mo Xiao, you come down first, okay?" Liu Ru looked at the [-]-story building under Mo Xiao's feet, burning with anxiety.

"It's useless, she's out of control." Seeing that Mo Xiao was still standing outside the railing, the doctor quietly leaned towards her.

Just when Mo Xiao was about to stretch out his foot, the doctor quickly stepped forward and pulled Mo Xiao off violently.

"Let go of me, let me go..." Mo Xiao struggled frantically, kicking and punching her.

"Quick, sedative, quick."

"Doctor, is Mo Xiao okay?" Liu Ru looked at Mo Xiao who fell into a deep sleep due to the injection of the sedative. The scene just now was simply thrilling.

"It depends on her mental state after waking up."

Mo Xiao, you must get better.Liu Ru sat beside Mo Xiao's bed, folded her hands together, and prayed over and over again in her heart.

"Liu Ru..."

Hearing the familiar voice, Liu Ru opened her eyes, "Mo Xiao, you're awake."

"kindness."

"Give me Lin Yan's photo." Mo Xiao lay weakly on the bed, and when she woke up, she couldn't remember what happened just now.

"Okay. You finished reading the photos of March and April yesterday, let's look at the photos of May today." Liu Ru held a thick stack of photos and handed them to Mo Xiao.

Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan in the photo, with the same smile and open palms.

Today is May [-]st, the weather is sunny.

I miss you in Koh Samed, Thailand.

Mo Xiao, I hope you are happy at this moment.

Sometimes life is like a big river, flowing endlessly, but no matter how big the river is, it will also dry up.

And now I am the dry riverbed, I don't pray that I can meet the rainy season again, I only pray that I can meet you again in the next life.

Mo Xiao, I'm not the only one in your life, if you still love me, then please cherish everyone around you now, live a good life, don't waste any time.

Love you, Yanzi.

"Mo Xiao, let's eat something." Liu Ru said while holding the chicken soup, looking at Mo Xiao who had been looking at the photos for another day.

"En, thank you." Mo Xiao put down the photo in his hand, and smiled slightly at Liu Ru.

"Are you okay?" Mo Xiao's smile was both pleasant and surprising to Liu Ru.

"Don't worry, I will get better." Mo Xiao drank the chicken soup slowly, some things must go through a process, from being unacceptable to gradually adapting.

Mo Xiao looked at the dots of stars in the sky, at the last photo in his hand, at Lin Yan's crooked handwriting, and the time was fixed on June [-]th.

In the photo, Lin Yan was lying on the hospital bed, but she still kept a bright smile, and she still had "Mo Xiao" in her palm.

Today is June [-]th, the weather is sunny.

I miss you in Korea.

I originally thought that this crazy trip could last for three months, but I didn't expect it to end early on May [-].

My body seemed to be protesting against me, and I couldn't handle it more and more.

This is the [-]th day of my hospitalization, and I am fine now, at least I have Leng Han and Song Ai by my side.

Mo Xiao, this may be my last photo.

Do you remember our couple bracelets?I put the bracelet with your name on it in a bank safe in Austin, Texas.As for which bank it is, it is up to you to find it yourself, but I can tell you that there will definitely be a huge surprise for you after you find it.

I have transferred the right to open the box to you, and the key is in Leng Han's hands.

By the way, my ashes (haha, it's scary to say that to myself.) Can you help me scatter in your garden in the future?

You know I like flowers, and I know you'll give me a garden, right?

ps: The ashes are in Leng Han's hands. (Ahhhhh, I really feel like my spine is breaking out in a cold sweat.)

Also, don't disappoint Liu Ru, she really loves you with her life, remember to be nicer to her, even better.

For the last time, say I love you.

I love you, Mo Xiao.