You and I love each other, we will eliminate harm for the people

Chapter 36

"After tonight... I don't like it anymore..."

Chi Jia murmured stubbornly over and over again, even when she was drunk, she was still trying to figure out the truth with herself.For so many nights, every time she drank, she was thinking in her heart that she would start her "normal" life tomorrow.This is exactly the case, so every time when he was drunk, Chi Jia would think about Jing Rui unscrupulously, and only her would be on his mind.

Even Chi Jia herself couldn't imagine that she was so attached to Jing Rui, how could Jing Rui deserve her to think like this?But I just can't control my emotions.

"I don't like it anymore..." Although Chi Jia said this, he hugged Jing Rui beside him tightly, and put his head close to her embrace, which was fragrant and warm.

Even in the dream, Jing Rui kept talking about what she meant, and holding Chi Jia's body, Jing Rui seemed to be much thinner than before.Holding Chi Jia in her arms, Jing Rui thought a lot about her relationship for the first time.

Jing Rui stayed with Chi Jia all night.

The two slept on the same bed, just hugging each other and warming each other up. In fact, this feeling is also very good.

Chi Jia had a sweet dream at night. On a snowy winter day, she and Jing Rui hugged and warmed themselves on the street. The vixen hugged her and coaxed her, and he only did this to her.

How could Jing Rui only treat her like this...

I woke up from the dream and slept until I don't know the time. Fortunately, I have a rest today.Chi Jia opened her eyes, and the white ceiling fell into view, and an inexplicable sense of loss rose in her heart.

Chi Jia rubbed her head, turned her head and looked to the side, it was empty, she was the only one on the bed.

In the scene of last night, Chi Jia still has some messy and broken memories in his mind, as if... Jing Rui sent her back.Chi Jia vaguely remembered that the person she was hugging and clinging to last night was Jing Rui.

Why!It's so embarrassing... Ms. Chi is a typical example of wanting to save face and suffer. Why did she take the initiative to hug Jingrui?If Ms. Chi knew that she had said something heartfelt, she probably wouldn't be able to look directly at her.

However, she was alone in the room.

Had a headache, upon waking up, Chi Jia couldn't tell the truth from last night, was it just a dream?

The more I think about it, the more I get a headache, maybe I got dizzy from drinking, she drank with Director Ning, how could it be Jing Rui who sent her back, it's probably a dream.

Chi Jia dragged her dizzy head and went to the bathroom to take a bath, her body still smelled of alcohol.

Hot water poured down from the top of his head, and Chi Jia rubbed his face vigorously with the palm of his hand, trying to wake himself up.I had a good time drinking last night, and from today onwards, it is a brand new beginning.

Putting on a sweater and drying her hair, Chi Jia felt refreshed, and it was snowing outside again. Judging from the situation, it probably fell all night last night.

Chi Jia can be said to hate snowy days. What is beautiful and romantic, in her eyes, it affects travel. After going to work, the reality has worn away the innocence she once had.

In the kitchen, Chi Jia took a cup of hot water and warmed it in the palm of her hand, but found that the rice cooker was in the heat preservation state. She opened it and saw that it was hot porridge.

Chi Jia stared at the rising heat and became dazed.So, it was really Jing Rui last night, she sent herself back, and they slept together in bed all night.

Little by little, the impression about last night became real.Chi Jia also felt that she slept so warmly last night, warmer than when she was alone.She couldn't help but see Jing Rui's face again in her mind, what does it mean that she spent the night with her last night, made porridge this morning and left without a word?

Chi Jia has never been able to guess what Jing Rui thinks in his heart. He is probably rich and self-willed. What he does depends on his own mood. He wants to be nice to you today, and he wants to be nice to her tomorrow. If it's not pleasant, just go back to her.

Looking at the hot porridge, Chi Jia was not in the mood to drink it. Instead, she wanted to pour it out on impulse, but her hands were burned, "Hiss..."

In the end, she had a bowl to drink, and Chi Jia scolded herself in her heart for not being able to live up to expectations, why she was so easily moved, and there were obviously many people who were willing to cook porridge for her in the morning.

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Jing Rui left Chi Jiana without saying a word, because she felt that she needed to be quiet, especially after hearing Chi Jia's duplicity, it turned out that Chi Jia was as serious about their relationship.

Although Chi Jia was the first one she took the initiative to pursue, Jing Rui admitted that she was absolutely not responsible for her relationship, including her current liking for Chi Jia. She doesn't like to lie, and she has never promised anyone, and she can't give it to anyone. Chi Jia has committed feelings.

It is said that love has a shelf life, and Miss Jing's love shelf life is definitely much shorter than the average.

Emotionally, Jing Rui never thinks about the future, and Ning Qian said that she always "has fun when she has fun", even though it sounds ugly, it is true in a sense.

Facing Chi Jia's drunken confession, Jing Rui hesitated. She hugged Chi Jia and thought about it for a long time that night, but she could only say that she didn't want to hurt him.

At ten o'clock in the evening, only Ning Qian was left in the restaurant.

"Don't go back yet?"

"I have nowhere to go, so I can't sit here with you for a while?" Ning Qian is still out of her mind recently, but it is much better than at the beginning, at least she didn't get drunk all night.

Jing Rui took a bottle of red wine and two goblets, sat down opposite Ning Qian, and poured the wine.

"You're in a good mood tonight, why don't you drink with me?" After Ning Qian's drinking madness at Jing Rui's last time, Jing Rui resolutely refuses when she mentions drinking.

"Don't drink too much, let's chat." Jing Rui toasted Ning Qian and took a sip.

Ning Qian stared at Jing Rui. Miss Jing, who was always cheerful, seemed a little depressed recently.

"Won't you get tired?" Jing Rui waved the wine glass casually, and asked Ning Qian lightly, "Won't you get tired of liking someone for a long time?"

Ning Qian sneered, "Since you like it, how can you get bored? You are not qualified to talk about liking."

"Is it?"

"You love yourself the most." Ning Qian thought for a while, then said, "Are you and Chi Jia...apologizing?"

Although they are friends, Ning Qian still wants to scold Jing Ruiza.

Jing Rui was silent for a while, "I like her, I have chased her twice, but she rejected me both times."

"You...were rejected?" Ning Qian smiled unkindly, remembering that Jing Rui said that someone hurt her heart a while ago, no wonder she was so depressed, "The person who hurt you...is Chi Jia?"

"I was rejected, why do you need to be so happy?"

"This is the happiest thing I've heard recently, Jing Rui, you also have today." Ning Qian sneered, she remembered what Chi Jia said that night, and couldn't figure it out, "What's going on with you and Chi Jia? That girl likes you very much, since you want to chase her, why are you still entangled with other women?!"

"You were at my house that night, and I said there was someone at home, but she misunderstood." Jing Rui still said calmly.

Ning Qian was speechless, and in the end she became the culprit, "If you misunderstood, explain it clearly."

"There's no need to explain. I'm not right for her."

"They both like each other, what's inappropriate?" Ning Qian inevitably thought of her unrequited love for the past ten years. If the person she likes happens to like her, even if they go through fire and water, they should be together. As long as they like each other, no matter how much they love each other. Problems are not problems.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt her, do you understand? She's a straight girl again, and it's the first time she likes a woman." The first time was also for myself. Their situation at that time is not a good memory when I think about it now, and I have no feelings , just on impulse.

"Don't make excuses for your irresponsibility. To put it bluntly, you don't love enough. If you really like someone, even if it's inappropriate, you will be willing to change yourself for the sake of the other person, instead of just saying that it's inappropriate."

"...I know you've had a lot of girlfriends, but I bet you don't understand. Relationships need to be paid, not just in material terms. You are just too selfish. People like you deserve to have no relationship and die alone in the future .”

Jing Rui listened quietly, she thought she agreed with Ning Qian's statement that she had never paid anything for a relationship except material things.

"If you like Chi Jia, chase him well and consider his feelings." Ning Qian used to be a straight girl, but she was raped by her best friend in high school. She knew how to accept the fact that she likes women, and then accept another woman. How much courage is needed.

Ning Qian felt that Jing Rui's ability to say "I don't want to hurt her" is still human, so she should be interested in Chi Jia.While drinking the wine, Ning Qian sighed again, "I think you are in the midst of blessings, but you don't know the blessings, and you are in love with each other. Compared to me, is this a problem for you..."

Jing Rui looked at the red wine in the glass, thinking that Chi Jia hugged her hard that night, but kept saying, "I don't like you anymore..."

Ning Qian didn't drink too much tonight. Walking on the snow-covered street, she shivered from the cold and smiled wryly. She still hadn't figured out her own mess, and went to enlighten others.

Submitting resumes, contacting new companies, Ning Qian tried to keep herself busy, even if she resigned, she had to do her best to handle the work at hand before leaving.

Ning Qian is not considered an eye-catching beauty, and she can squeeze into the ranks of beauties even if she dresses up carefully, but in front of a beauty like Wen Jin, Ning Qian's presence is almost zero.

That's why Ning Qian likes Wen Jin, and has always had low self-esteem. Wen Jin is the unattainable goddess in her heart. Of course, this is what she thought before she had a relationship with Wen Jin.

But there are not a few people who chase after Ning Qian. She has a good personality, optimistic and cheerful, and it is easy to make people fall in love.However, no matter how many peach blossoms Ning Qian had, she would reject them because she had a Wen Jin in her heart...

Now that Wen Jin gave up her position, Ning Qian comforted herself optimistically, that she should be happy, that she no longer has to have a crush on her, and can finally enjoy her new life.

Ning Qian figured it out, unrequited love is too tiring, if she can't meet someone who loves each other in the future, then she must choose someone who loves herself, who can put herself in her heart to love and pamper her.

At ten o'clock in the evening, when it's time to get off work, the first floor is empty.Ning Qian was still working overtime in the office, busy with the unfinished brand planning book, she got up to pour coffee, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the light in Wen Jin's office still on...

At this time, a man holding flowers directly pushed the door and walked in.

That's... her husband, right?Ning Qian was absent-minded, the coffee overflowed from the cup, and the dripping was all over her hands, she hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe it.

After a while, there was a sound of arguing, and Ning Qian raised her head, as if it came from Wen Jin's office...