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Chapter 28 The Middle Past 27

"Don't you think that our dormitory is a bit too quiet without An Nannan here!" Ge Rushuang said while lying on the bed after turning off her cell phone.

An Ning was startled, and withdrew from the past, "Really?"

"When Nan Nan was here, three people were talking. She's gone, and I was the only one talking." Ge Rushuang propped herself up on the bed.

Ge Rushuang, An Nannan, and An Ning are different.She has an older sister on the top and a younger brother on the bottom. As the second child in the middle who is most easily overlooked, it may take some effort to get double the care of her parents.Ge Rushuang knows how to behave and how to speak, because she can easily see the needs of others.In human society and humanoid biological groups, the importance of the ability to perceive words and emotions needs no elaboration.

Indeed, without An Nannan, An Ning almost lost the desire and ability to speak.

"Did you know that in high school, you were almost the imaginary enemy of pretty girls, the goddess of ugly girls, and the fantasy object of boys." Ge Rushuang lay on the pillow again, not looking into An Ning's eyes.Even if he didn't look into her eyes or look on her face, Ge Rushuang knew that An Ning would listen carefully.Regarding An Ning, Lin Xiao was really good at saying that she was good at disguising.She just pretended not to care about world affairs, she didn't care, she was as cold as ice, in fact, she cared more about other people's eyes and opinions than anyone else, and she might have more abundant emotions than anyone else.She is like a child hiding in the dark, timidly.

"But you don't fall in love, and you don't socialize with others. The boy who was rejected started to say that you like women. Anyway, you know that most boys have an aggressive attitude. The most unbearable thing is that others are better than you... Girls, When the boy I like is rejected, I will make up other reasons. So you see, the children at that time grew up after a few years, but the reasons for choosing are basically those.” Ge Rushuang continued, “Then There have been a lot of rumors about you since then. There are all kinds of rumors, most of them are not good, of course. But An Ning, really, I have heard a lot of them, and I have never passed them on to others. Including now."

"I'm not in a hurry to get rid of the relationship, An Ning. I used to have an older brother, from an uncle's family. When he was in the freshman year of high school, he was spotted wearing a skirt and wearing lipstick by a classmate. As a result...you know, he's scary. In the end, he swallowed sleeping pills and committed suicide. Just being pointed out and ridiculed by his classmates, maybe he didn’t think about it. He is a very manly boy, not a mother at all. Usually he is righteous, tolerant, and delicate .I liked chasing him when I was a child. He likes children and doesn't find them annoying. No one has ever associated him with words like women or transvestites. However, people's preferences or sexual orientation have never been Don't look at people's ratings and feelings, right... But after being discovered, my uncle and aunt naturally knew about it. Not only did they not defend my brother, but they felt that he was ashamed like everyone else, which made them lose face. ·· said a lot of nasty things, found some cosmetics, skirts, underwear, and of course a pair of high heels in his room... At that time, it seemed that my brother had committed a heinous crime such as murder or treason..."

"Those who laughed at my brother, how many people really hate his behavior of wearing a skirt and putting on lipstick? Maybe there are indeed two or three out of a hundred people. Their sense of justice is overwhelming, and they feel that it is against ethics and secularism and must be stopped. The three cardinal principles and the five constant principles are heaven. Among the other people, there must be two or three people who think that it is their own choice and right for men to wear skirts and makeup, and they should be unconditionally supported. After all, they did not violate laws and regulations, and only broke the cultural prejudice in people's society. Why are only women wearing makeup and skirts? Why can’t men do it? Men can’t do things that make them happy. Most people think that it’s okay for a man to wear skirts and makeup. After all, he’s not in the way of anything, right? , dare not stand up for my brother. The reason why most of these 100 people will ridicule my brother and make trouble for him is not because they really hate him, but just to show their position. In a group, as long as there is a voice , then there is only one voice left. You understand, don’t you”

An Ning was sitting on a chair, her back was facing Ge Rushuang, and she was facing the bookshelf, but now she turned around and looked at Ge Rushuang on the bed.

Just as Ge Rushuang expected, An Ning did listen to what Ge Rushuang said word for word.

Seeing that An Ning didn't answer, Ge Rushuang continued, "So my brother is really stupid. He can't even live the life he likes because of the eyes of irrelevant people. Of course, I haven't experienced that kind of depression. But I still think he Silly. An Ning, you can't be a fool. I wanted to tell you these things after you transferred to another school, but at that time, really, I didn't dare. The girl in our dormitory said you were bad almost every day, so I dare not..."

An Ning really couldn't think of anything to say except gratitude.

In addition to being grateful, An Ning suddenly realized how lucky she was.When faced with choices and troubles, what people need most is support, and someone is behind them.The feeling of being left alone is the catalyst that breaks down the psychological defenses.

The May Day holiday was over, and An Nannan took two more days off before going back to school.

After An Nannan came back, the rainy season began.The hero said that he had never seen such frequent rain since he was born.It rains once a week, and it rains for almost a week.The expert marketing account on Weibo began to swarm to say that the climate is abnormal, XX causes the abnormal climate, and the tone is almost doomsday.The heavy rain made it a hassle to go to class, and many times we needed to splash water.

The day An Nannan arrived at school happened to be May [-]th, Liu Huaiyu's birthday.

The five ordered a big bowl of longevity noodles for Liu Huaiyu at Wang Ye's noodle restaurant, and Wang Ye even rewarded each of them with a cup of kumiss that had been hidden for a long time.Liu Huaiyu is 21 years old. In the past 21 years, there are few simple birthday parties, and it is also a rare one that I think is right.An Nannan bought a green fisherman's hat, put it in a paper bag, and generously gave it to Liu Huaiyu.Liu Huaiyu opened the bag, mouths from ear to ear, "Oh, thank you for buying me a red hat specially!" An Nannan was as angry as a puffer fish in an aquarium waiting to be slaughtered.

The hero and the squad leader saved money for a month and bought a drone together as a birthday present for Liu Huaiyu.After playing for a week, Daxia has developed a lot of private new uses for drones.Facts have proved that as long as there is a brain hole, life will be novel to a mess.

An Ning has nothing to give away.But I know what boys like. Men, from childhood to adulthood, are the same, and their love for toys and games is far higher than food.After asking for An Yan's opinion, An Ning became ruthless and bought a pair of expensive earphones.The price of the item has no way to be used as a measure of the mind.Commodity society, but it has to rely on value and price to classify.An Ning is willing to spend more money to express her gratitude to Liu Huaiyu, but feels that no matter how expensive things are, they can't catch up with his kindness.He doesn't care about ordinary objects, what he cares about at the moment is a reciprocal intention, or a clear and definite response.Even though An Ning knew it, she couldn't explain it.It is almost like, when it is broken, this beautiful relationship that is tightly held in his hands will disappear. An Ning really likes the current state, which is beautiful and relaxed.

"An Ning, do we have a tacit understanding? It's too tacit. How do you know that I want headphones?" Liu Huaiyu was delighted when he opened the box.The hero and the squad leader laughed, and the hero winked at the squad leader, saying, "It's too funny to see a mixed-race European and American face speaking a big-boobed Northeast dialect..."

An Ning lowered her head, blushing.

"Hey, birthday is nothing more than that. If you can't pass it, please bear it in mind..." Liu Huaiyu put the gift from An Nannan on the ground, the earphones from An Ning, and the over-wrapped box together. Put it in a backpack.

"Cunning hunter!" An Nannan muttered incomprehensibly.Liu Huaiyu heard it clearly, and cheerfully did not respond.

"Master Liu, there is a classmate who wants to know you. You are a beauty from the Department of History! You have a devilish body and an angelic face. I am asking for your contact information. Her purpose is very simple..." An Nannan lowered her head to eat noodles, picked up a pair of chopsticks, and Look into Liu Huaiyu's eyes through the gap.

"No no no! My heart is only...study, and only study can make me happy!" Liu Huaiyu refused sternly, An Nannan sneered, "I gave her the phone number, you can explain the rejection yourself." An Nannan was in the club A girl I met was probably a die-hard fan of Liu Huaiyu, and she was obviously a fan of his girlfriend.An Nannan actually didn't give her Liu Huaiyu's contact information, she said that just now, she just wanted to deepen his relationship with An Ning, then, An Nannan turned her head and glanced at An Ning, as if there was nothing different.An Ning's expression was cold and indifferent, still the same.Following that, An Nannan stretched out her chopsticks towards An Ning's bowl, and picked up two pieces of chopped green onion and a piece of carrot on top of the noodles, and ate it by herself.

"You really are too," An Nannan said while eating, her voice was low and her tone was soft, she couldn't hear any reproach, but it was more like an ordinary reproach aimed at attracting attention.

It was raining outside, isolating the house into another world.

Peony and the prince are also eating, drinking slowly and lightly in the wine cup brought from the grassland.When looking at the peony, the lord's eyes were full of light, full of affection.Whether it is a man or a woman, regardless of gender or age, as long as there is love, there will be clues.A look, a soft chuckle, or a raised hand.

The hero continued to let the squad leader carry it on his back, and there happened to be a puddle.The rain stopped, tick tock dripped from the treetops, tick, tick.It may be An Ning's illusion, the hero seems to have gained weight in the past month, and his skin is still fair and shiny.He lay on the squad leader's back, strangled the squad leader's neck, and Liu Huaiyu was carrying the bags of the three of them.Without an umbrella, the hero beat the squad leader's back like a horse, shouting "Drive! Drive!" The squad leader really ran two steps, but only two steps. Really fat again.

Liu Huaiyu walked slowly along the road with An Ning, thinking that it would be perfect without An Nannan.Liu Huaiyu stood beside An Ning, keeping pace with her.An Nannan naturally embraced An Ning's arms with both hands, feeling the coolness of the May sky crawling over her body.Liu Huaiyu's heart was full of emotions. The bag she was holding in her arms hung down to cover her body, and at the same time she felt complacent.

What a cool night.

Without An Nannan, this birthday would be impeccable.Originally, rainy nights are often romantic. The two of them paced slowly along the path, with or without an umbrella. The important thing is that there are raindrops sliding slowly from the trees and grass to the ground, and Liu Huaiyu can grasp their rhythm.The heartbeat sounded empty and affectionate in the chest.Two people walk slowly together, holding hands, or not holding hands does not matter, the important thing is that in the cool and slippery night, it is inevitable that the bodies will collide with each other, make fun of each other once or twice, and the mind will be known.Two people are walking slowly on the road. It doesn't matter whether they talk or not. The key is that there is rain, wind, and background sound. The environment paves the way for emotions. You can kiss her hair or forehead at any time, or express affection to her Mind.As long as there is no An Nannan.

At this moment, An Nannan held her arm, making Liu Huaiyu unable to do anything.Except cranky.

Liu Huaiyu enjoys the current ambiguous relationship.Once a relationship with a woman is confirmed, it means that this relationship will have an end.The end is life and death so that it can be considered complete, but most of them will still end in disgust.She is a woman who cannot be hated, Liu Huaiyu must be careful.

There is no cat who doesn't like fishy food, and no one is willing to kill one thousand enemies and lose eight hundred.The safest and safest way right now is to maintain this ambiguity until you have to cheat.

Because of the good foundation during the May Day holiday, An Ning and Liu Huaiyu would sit together in the library or study room for a while every night, not talking about anything, just sitting.Life backgrounds and hobbies vary widely, but chatting can talk about a lot.The two also felt that it didn't matter if they didn't talk.Think about your own business, do your own business, don't delay anything, and don't feel inappropriate.However, most of the time, the hero and the squad leader will also be there. Of course, the hero can't move his eyes from the electronic screen, and the squad leader can't move his eyes occasionally, secretly, before being discovered.An Nannan was also there, and she was watching closely.

So Liu Huaiyu would light a cigarette and call An Ning to go out, and the two of them would smoke a cigarette at the smoking place by the window, enjoying a few minutes of quietness.Cigarettes linger in front of him, which excites Liu Huaiyu more than the covers of heroes magazines.Liu Huaiyu may tell two jokes, and then you can hear An Nannan calling An Ning's name at the door of the classroom, the tone is drawn out, An~~~~~~Ning~~~~~!

The squad leader jokingly said that Liu Huaiyu probably entered Buddhism.In addition to faith, flowers and green leaves cannot be seen in the eyes, let alone in the heart.

But even if he escaped into Buddhism and practiced profoundly, he would still feel that the night is a bit too long.Even if it is almost until the summer solstice, I still dislike the cold and long night.Feeling is not only the heart, but also the response of the rational brain.Physiological reaction, how to suppress the heart.

When five people sat together, most of them couldn't stop.An Nannan can always find every opportunity to make Liu Huaiyu unhappy.

"Do you like me always looking for trouble?" Liu Huaiyu folded her arms and stared at An Nannan, "You have no chance, let me tell you, I have my own heart, and I only like to study!"

An Nannan just hehehehehehehe, not laughing, but deliberately said "hehehe" word by word to express disdain and ridicule.In the eyes of heroes, it is an embarrassing performance of being poked at the center.

An Ning lowered her head and focused on turning the pages of the book, pretending not to hear their conversation.

The hero and the squad leader didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement, so they booed from the sidelines.

From then on, when An Nannan met Liu Huaiyu, she dragged An Ning around and began to treat him as a transparent body.