Yes or no

Chapter 2 Written in the middle of the past 1

For the graduation dinner, more than 40 people booked the largest private room. After drinking for three rounds, everyone gathered together in twos and threes to express their hearts.An Nannan sang, chatted, and connected every small group in the class like every gathering.An Ning hid by the balcony, listening to the rain, pattering.The past four years have passed like this, An Ningzai thinks back carefully, from the beginning of the military training, he always thinks of the toast just now.Someone in the house was weeping softly, mixed with the sound of rain, making the picture look particularly unreal.An Ning can no longer stay out of the matter, every scene is happening around her, and the feeling is even more real.

"Wow..." Noisy booing, it turned out to be someone confessing.

An Ning pushed aside the curtains, and An Nannan took the lead in shouting, kissing each other, laughing heartlessly.She likes chasing idol dramas the most, and she likes to watch the ending where the princess and the prince live happily together.

The sound of the rain became more and more urgent, and An Ning's heart beat faster and faster.

"You hid here all night?" Liu Huaiyu hugged a chair, squeezed behind the curtain, and sat next to An Ning, the pale yellow flame in his hand became the only light in the shadows.

"Give me one." An Ning ignored the question, but reached out for a cigarette.

Two little dancing fires flickered alone.

"What are your plans?" Liu Huaiyu turned around and asked.

An Ning shook her head.An Ning really has no plans, nor is she in the habit of making plans.Live well, preferably happy.

The wind picked up, and the raindrops were smashed on the glass, crackling.

An Ning turned her face and saw his profile, with sharp edges and corners, unexpectedly real.Liu Huaiyu is the most real existence tonight.Relatively speechless, the cigarettes were lit and extinguished one by one.Liu Huaiyu originally had a lot to say, but felt that there was no need to say it to An Ning, she understood everything.

"Why, after four years together did you realize that I am handsome?" Liu Huaiyu smiled, "If you change your mind, An Ning, I will definitely give you a chance..."

Well, if I change my mind, you'll be the first.

"You have a plan," An Ning asked.

"No. Mostly going home." Liu Huaiyu shook his head uncertainly.

"I wish you happiness in this world..." An Ning is a sincere wish, Liu Huaiyu couldn't help laughing, "Why, you are going to ascend to the immortal"

An Ning also laughed, and then extinguished the cigarette.

"Are you sure?" Liu Huaiyu asked.

An Ning got up and didn't respond.

An Ning felt a faint uneasiness in her heart.

Liu Huaiyu watched An Ning squeeze into the crowd and took An Nannan away. After almost half an hour, An Nannan reappeared in the crowd, but An Ning disappeared.It will be 12 o'clock soon, transition, transition, transition, the crowd squeezed out of the private room with the voice.

The corridors were dimly lit, long and quiet.

An Ning did not come back.

There are old banyan trees on both sides of the street, the branches are staggered around each other, and they still hug each other across the wide road.The shadows in the puddles were hideous one by one.There was no moon, and the crowd passed through the small alleys, the brick walls were slippery and covered with moss.

An Ning walked to the dormitory alone, it was chilly in the rainy night, but An Ning seemed to be on fire this night.But after a short period of excitement, his mood fell to the bottom.An Ning is really willing to do her best to find an answer. After four years, there will be another four years. An Ning's cloth shoes stepped on the puddles, crushing the shadow of the banyan tree.I don't want to but I don't consciously recall it.Will the next four years live by memories? These four years have been so happy and happy, like a dream.It's a pity that now, the alarm clock is about to ring.

After the military training, everyone moved back to the dormitory from the camp, announcing the official start of college life.The class meeting was held in the afternoon with the sun, more than 40 people in the class gathered in the classroom and chatted excitedly about the handsome instructor during the military training, the handsome guy in the next class, and the talented senior seniors...

An Nannan turned her head and saw An Ning, her roommate, sitting in the last row by the window and staring out the window.Following the direction of her gaze, the sunset was in full bloom, and the sky was full of orange red.It is very beautiful.It was the first time I saw An Ning in the morning, and although I saw her smile, I couldn't feel her enthusiasm or joy at all.Gloomy is the first impression of An Ning, especially her eyes.Although there is a smile on his face, his eyes are only dark and gloomy, and there is no sadness or happiness.She doesn't seem to like anyone.An Nannan didn't come forward knowingly, but couldn't resist being secretly curious.

The other two girls in the same dormitory, Lin Xiao and Ge Rushuang, are both docile and easy-going, but both have supernatural powers, so they hit it off right away when they met for the first time.The two girls sat behind An Nannan, whispering about their classmates' backgrounds.They are really amazing, they know everything, from the personnel changes in the college to the rumors about classmates...

It happened to be An Ning who introduced himself at the front.When An Nannan raised her head, she met her dark eyes, which were also emotionless, not even turbulent.

"My name is... An Ning, nice to meet you all." When she said her name, she paused obviously, and a boy in the back seat teased, "Forgot." Introduce yourself.

"It's over, let's talk more, let everyone get to know you in more detail..." Seeing that An Ning was about to leave, the life instructor hurriedly stopped her.

"Hmm..." An Ning didn't know what to introduce

"Hobbies, age, birthday, and constellations," the instructor reminded

"I'm 19 years old this year, I don't know my birthday." An Ning felt that her face must have turned red, and she tried to adjust her breathing, only thinking about ending it quickly.In this scenario, every second counts.

An Nannan felt incredible looking at An Ning who was silent and expressionless.Why do people of their generation not even celebrate their birthdays?

"An Ning seems to be a single-parent family, living with her mother." Behind him, Ge Rushuang smiled and gently rubbed Lin Xiao's elbow.

"It's your fellow townsman. I don't feel easy to get along with, and I'm quite indifferent," Lin Xiao echoed.

An Ning's journey back to her seat felt extremely long, and those gazes made her feel uncomfortable from hair to toe.

The orange-red color outside the window couldn't be discerned, and the dull color couldn't tell what it was.The day is coming to an end.An Nannan went to the door and turned on the lights in the classroom, then stood on the podium.Before the words came out, laughter came to his ears first.

But An Ning didn't remember what she said at all, all she saw and heard was her laughter, bright and shining.Naturally attracts all attention.Therefore, people will always pay more attention to their own lack while ignoring their own abundance.nature?

The first time I saw An Nannan, An Ning couldn't help but pay attention to her.

She is like a butterfly that can only glow, light, free and full of confidence, like a heroine who comes out of a novel, a real LADY.They belong to two worlds.An Ning has always lived in the sunshine, surrounded by love and warmth, so she is confident, sunny, independent, and decisive; while An Ning struggles in the shadow of her family, struggles in the shadow of life, and moves forward in the shadow of her own heart No, so she is gloomy, calm beyond her age, and silent.The two worlds would never intersect with each other, or even be curious.

An Nannan met her gaze again, but she immediately turned away from the window.An Nannan secretly found it interesting.How can a shy person be indifferent? An Nannan began to stare at her intentionally or unconsciously, deliberately staring at her, for no other reason than to turn her face away as if she was shy.Later, An Ning called An Nannan's behavior "skin".

The boy who had made fun of An Ning just now passed by An Ning's seat in the last row, tapped her desk intentionally or unintentionally, stood in front of the blackboard and wrote his own name——Liu Huaiyu.Turning around, I didn't smile, and said softly, "My birthday is May 5th in the Gregorian calendar, and the third day of April in the lunar calendar. I need it..."

He deliberately sold off.

"... students who need one can borrow one from me." Then he smiled, with two small canine teeth stuck in the corners of his mouth, which matched his three-dimensional facial features very well.After finishing speaking, he was about to step off the stage, but was still called.

"Tell me more about your hobbies and talents." The instructor couldn't help but smile all over his face.

He stood there as if thinking seriously for a while, and said slowly, "I am very curious, so I like everything unknown..."

There are fans giggling underneath.

The students came to the stage one by one, and the class meeting didn't end until nine o'clock in the evening.

Walking in the shadow of the banyan tree on the road, An Nannan suddenly felt panicky in her heart. The branches were intertwined, the shadows intertwined, and the street lights were flickering. No matter how you looked at it, it looked like a zombie infested scene.They made an appointment to go to the library to study together, and Lin Xiao and Ge Rushuang disappeared immediately after the end.An Nannan looked around and found An Ning not far away.They lived together for almost half a month, and their exchanges were few and far between.Sometimes An Nannan felt that An Ning did not live in the same universe as them, they could see and hear each other, and the time they did anything could be unbelievably staggered.At this moment, An Ning was walking in the puddle, and her shadow was dragged long by the street lamps.Although there are so many good roads, she walked in the water.So An Nannan took three steps in parallel and chased after her.

"Aren't you afraid of mold?"

She stopped, shook her head, and walked on.

Now An Nannan didn't know what to say.

"Have you watched that Korean drama? It's been very popular recently, and I'm following it..." An Nannan restarted the topic.

"I don't watch TV shows and movies," she replied.

An alien? An Nannan found it incredible, and even felt her arrogance.

"It's really beautiful. I saved it all. If you want to see it, I'll give it to you." An Nannan persevered.

"Yeah." Her answer was clear and light, and she couldn't tell if it was perfunctory or she really felt good.

"Whose song do you like?" An Nannan tried to stir up the topic again.

"I don't know too much." The atmosphere was obviously low.

An Nannan had nothing to say, it was the first time she grew up feeling that she was directly rejected.

A few minutes of silence passed.An Nannan counted the shadows of the banyan trees she stepped on in the long silence.

"Actually, I really like listening to songs, but I can't remember the title of the song." An Ning finally realized her faux pas.

"Oh, I thought you didn't like me!" An Nannan breathed a sigh of relief.

"How come." She smiled and lowered her head.An Nannan knew she was shy.

"How can you not know your birthday?" An Nannan approached An Ning.

"My mother forgot. She was too busy to take care of these unimportant things. My brother didn't know his birthday, so he celebrated it by himself when he remembered it." An Ning seemed to be used to it.

"You have a brother"

"Well, I'm two years older than him. He's very smart and has a good personality. Even Tao, he's about to take the college entrance examination this year." An Ning started talking more about her younger brother.

"Are you late in school? You are two years older than him, why is there only one year difference in school age?" An Nannan asked.

An Ning lowered her head, "I was on leave of absence from school."Fortunately, it was getting late, An Ning bit her lower lip tightly.

An Ning said more in these 2 minutes than in the previous two weeks.An Nannan discovered that An Ning didn't intend to keep people away thousands of miles away.Maybe it's because of fear. People often either actively attack or hide because of fear.

There was laughter behind him. It was Liu Huaiyu and the three of them in the dormitory. I don't know how long they followed behind.

The three boys walked like flying, and they chased after An Ning. When they walked past An Ning, Liu Huaiyu touched An Ning's shoulder lightly, without saying a word, and walked away with a smile on his face.

An Ning was stunned for a moment, trembling in her heart.

"What's the matter, why didn't An Ning leave?"

"It's all right," she replied, and caught up.

An Nannan didn't pay much attention to it.

The curiosity about An Ning is getting heavier and heavier.It's like someone holding a cloth-covered basket in front of you and telling you that there is nothing in it, but you can't be willing if you don't lift it away to see for yourself that there is really nothing.People may live a good life by relying on a little curiosity.

The next day was the weekend, and the dormitory didn't stop even after the lights were turned off.In the corridor, there was a girl calling her boyfriend, and the sound of teasing and laughing was endless.Ge Rushuang was drying clothes on the window sill, and suddenly called out, "Look, that car is coming again!"

"Where?" Lin Xiao and An Nannan ran from the bed and behind the table to the window sill.

"Oh, I'm here to give flowers to the Department of Economics again. My boyfriend looks like a rich girl..." An Nannan sighed.

"Boyfriend...that man is three generations rich..." Lin Xiao gave everyone a popular science.

"It's a pity, he looks ugly." An Nannan shook her head.

"Tch, so rich, I can accept even being twice as ugly." Ge Rushuang was afraid of hitting An Nannan on the shoulder.

"Do you have principles?" An Nannan said happily.

"That was my principle just now! It's a pity, girl, I don't have the beauty of a flower! I can't get into the eyes of those people." Ge Rushuang shook his head.

"Hehehe, if you are as beautiful as Ruhua, who would dare to ask for it..." After Lin Xiao finished speaking, the three girls laughed together.

An Ning lay on the bed early, tossing and turning, unable to find a suitable position to fall asleep.

It's been so long since school started and I still can't sleep well.After being dazed for an unknown amount of time, a pair of big hands tightly grasped An Ning's shoulders in the dark, and pressed An Ning to the ground, holding onto her desperately. An Ning felt like her bones were about to be crushed.The intuitive pain was not the scariest thing. What was even more frightening was that it was a cold hand with no warmth at all. It didn't seem human at all. The thin fingers seemed to belong to some kind of beast.An Ning opened her eyes wide and wanted to see his face clearly, but she couldn't see anything clearly because of the blurry shadow.There was a strong smell of aging about him.An Ning trembled from fear, wanted to ask for help but couldn't make any sound, and couldn't move her feet and hands even if she wanted to escape.Those hands gripped even tighter, and even pressed against his body, equally cold and ruthless, like a shadow.An Ning's scalp was numb and tears were streaming down his face, but he didn't care about it, he just stuck it tighter, closer, and further into his body.

"Oh, who is it, go to sleep, what are you shouting?" I don't know who was muttering in his sleep.

"Peace, peace" came a clear call from the huge black shadow.

"Hmm..." Like a life-saving straw, An Ning tried hard to make a sound with her nose, but she couldn't hear anything.

"Peace, peace," her voice was warm, like light.

The shadow group's grip tightened even more. The pain in her body made An Ning unable to even think, and she couldn't hear her voice.

"Help me, save me," An Ning begged in her heart.

The other hand gently wrapped An Ning's head, a fleshy hand, warm and warm.The monster seemed to be frightened, quickly pulled away from its body, and ran away angrily.An Ning's hand was grasping randomly, and another warm hand was pressed to the side of the body.It's so warm.

It's mom, no, she's working overtime, she doesn't know anything.But, who does this warmth belong to? An Ning is like opening his eyes to see clearly, but his eyelids seem to be filled with lead, and he can't lift them at all.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, go to sleep, go to sleep!" Her voice was as soft as water.An Ning fell asleep deeply.

Early the next morning, An Ning found herself lying in An Nannan's arms.She leaned sideways, as if she was hugging a child, enclosing as much space as possible with her body.

"Oh, come on, rub your arms, I can't move anymore..." An Nannan also woke up, and she couldn't help talking in An Ning, pretending to be crying and acting like a baby.Her "posture" puts An Ning at ease, and immediately, the two girls are inseparable.