Xiangye wants to brush the sense of existence

chapter 132.

Moreover, what is even more unbelievable is that he grew up in Wei State and Zhuge Yi grew up in Nanpu State. The two have nothing to do with each other. He is an orphan, and his cruel parents abandoned him in a big family. In this way, it is not difficult to think that his biological parents may be in Nanpu country. If he thinks boldly, he may be close relatives with Zhuge Yi. He relative, he dare not continue to speculate.

He is only two years older than Zhuge Yi, and according to common sense, the two are most likely cousins, or... brothers.

Seeing that he was holding the two jade pendants for a long time, Zhou Qiao looked surprised and asked, "What's wrong?"

He was very confused at this moment, and slowly shook his head.

"Since that's the case, I'll return the things to you. Let's go." Although Zhou Qiao said so, she felt reluctance and ambivalence in her heart, and even hated herself for being like this.

"Did I owe you in the last life? Let me meet you in this life, and then make me feel so much pain." Lin Qingchen lowered his eyebrows and murmured suddenly.

Zhou Qiao was stunned, and looked at him incredulously. Is this a confession?

Lin Qingchen raised his eyes, not knowing whether he was worried about the jade pendant or because of emotional entanglements, he looked very upset at this moment, his pair of cold peach blossom eyes stared straight at her, as if the poisonous snake in his heart had revived again, vomited With two scarlet tongues, people dare not approach.

Zhou Qiao was taken aback, thinking something was wrong, she didn't know what he was going to do, she already knew that he was a sinister person, but she foolishly let him in, it was useless to regret at this time, she could only adapt to the situation.

"Are you afraid of me?"

Lin Qingchen frowned and asked, since when, as long as her complexion is not good, she will show panic in her eyes.

Zhou Qiao opened her mouth slightly, wanting to say something, but in the end it turned into a soft sigh, and turned her head away, really not knowing what to say.

No longer embarrassing her, Lin Qingchen asked again at this time: "Want to hear my story?"

Glancing back at him, the four eyes met, she turned away nervously, and didn't respond right away.

Looking away from her, Lin Qingchen said slowly as if recalling: "I never knew who my biological parents were since I was a child. My adoptive father was a low-level official in the prince's staff at that time. I had no intention of adopting me. I was one of his pets. My concubine, that is, my adoptive mother, has no children, so she reluctantly left me to save her life. When I was young, I was bullied by the people in the house, and even the poor and humble servants treated me with disdain and contempt. , I grew up a bit later, because my appearance was too soft, the brothers in the family made fun of me all day long, do you know how hateful they are? You must not imagine that they questioned my gender and asked me to take off my clothes It proves that at that time, I was dependent on others and couldn't resist, so I had to bear with it. Do you know how much I hated me at that time? What's even worse is that one of them hid his lust for me and did... That kind of thing is not as good as pigs and dogs!" At this point, he had already gritted his teeth, and he could even hear the sound of his heart bleeding.

Zhou Qiao was so horrified and shocked that he could even imagine the unsightly scenes, the suffering he suffered, the humiliation he suffered, and then...he became ruthless and unscrupulous.

"I hate them, so I studied hard, and I vented all my grievances on the tip of my pen. I refused to find an opportunity to get close to the prince at any cost. Ten years later, with my own talents and means, I finally lived in the prince's mansion as I wished, and then won the championship in one fell swoop. , Gordon Jinke..."

Zhou Qiao frowned, listening to his words one by one in his heart, listening to his stories, his humiliation and glory, his hardships and successes, everything about him, he thought he was a vicious person by nature, until now After more than ten years of shame, she couldn't imagine how a child would live in a family with no one to rely on. For so many years, he endured humiliation in adversity, and for so many years, he was ups and downs in the sea of ​​officials. , How many years of his life did he spend in exchange for today's power, today's strength.

After telling the whole story, Lin Qingchen looked at her with a smile at the end, and said with a stern tone, "I swore that I would rather let the world down than me, understand?"

I was taken aback!Zhou Qiao looked at him in disbelief. His life, I don't know whether it was sorrow or luck. He was a gentle and handsome man, but he was tortured by fate to such a state of mind. His deep and bottomless eyes seemed to be rolling There is something called "cold blood", so he is ruthless and reckless, and everything in the world is probably nothing in his eyes.

Feeling a little nervous, Zhou Qiao frowned and stared at him. Perhaps, she had fallen in love with him without any warning, sourness welled up in her body, she pondered for a moment, and asked him softly, "What about me?"

I'm just a bed warmer you can play with on a whim, right?

The tone was a little trembling, this was a soft thorn in her heart a long time ago, she tried her best to ignore it, but now the facts are in front of her eyes, I am afraid it is a foregone conclusion, he does not love herself, but is only greedy for her body That's all.

Facing him at a loss, feeling very confused, then smiled wryly, thinking of the man who was like water and the moon, the man who was obedient to her and held her in the palm of his hand, she also loved him, but, That seemed to be a thing of the past. At this time, she only felt that she was very lowly. After she got married, she would fall in love with a man who raped her. Appear.

Lin Qingchen looked at her and was silent at first, then raised his hands to hold her face, and suddenly smiled, a smile that was so painful that when Zhou Qiao didn't know why, he leaned over and kissed her lips.

Zhou Qiao's eyes widened in an instant, a little astonished, a little dazed, his lips and teeth fused together, unlike the usual forcing himself, this time, he was very gentle, and in just a moment, he tightened all the emotions in her heart that were about to be broken. She fell, completely conquered by him, and she didn't want to think about the meaning of it, whether she was sincere or just playing around, all she knew was that at this moment, she didn't want to push him away.

After a long time, Lin Qingchen let her go gently, and only asked, "Do you hate me?"

Zhou Qiao looked at him with anxiety clearly in his eyes.

As for her, she knew that he had won, he had already captured his heart, she had nothing to say, she shook her head, and she felt a little uncomfortable not to start.

Lin Qingchen suddenly smiled, with a childlike joy in his smile.

Zhou Qiao had never seen him smile so innocently and harmlessly, with some radiance inside, which quietly melted her heart.