【Xiangmi】【Heavenly Phantom】Suffering

19

Heaven, earth, mountains and rivers.

The scenery in this world is dazzling and attractive.

Runyu huddled into a small ball with her legs in her arms, and sat quietly on the stacked mountains of Beihuang, with the afterglow of the setting sun shining on his face, it was hard to see how bad his complexion was.

With a smile on his face, he looked at the sky quietly.When the sun was halfway down, Zhanhuang appeared next to him, gently resting his head on his shoulder, stroking his back one by one.

Runyu raised her head: "I want to go home."

Zhan Huang was silent for a while, then shook his head: "Not good."

Runyu pursed her mouth and turned away in anger.Seeing his angry look, Zhan Huang had no choice but to smile helplessly while stroking his smooth long straight black hair gently.

This scene has been played out many times in these days, and it is no different today.

Runyu was wronged, wronged every day, but being wronged and wronged, there was a little bit of sweetness in her heart.

He hasn't been back to the house where the two of them lived together every day for more than half a month. Recently, he has been staying in the mountains every day, and he doesn't know anything anymore.

Zhan Huang sent him away.

It's not because they quarreled, let alone because Zhan Huang didn't want him anymore.The reason why today's situation happened is precisely because Zhanhuang loves him too much.

It is really a last resort to cut wasteland, so he made such a bad move.

The two of them just got married, when they should be sweet and inseparable for a moment, how could he want to send Runyu to such a barren mountain? There is really no way for him to do such a thing .

Runyu was really tired.Over the years, he has been thinking about it every day, which has become a habit, and he can't change it even if he wants to.It was fine before, and his physical condition was barely passable, but now it really is not.

Several times, Zhanhuang sneaked out in the dark at night, dealt with political affairs without sleep, and then sneaked back, and when he took Runyu into his arms, the people in his arms would suddenly wake up with a start, and their eyes looked at him in panic. He, with a trembling voice, asked what happened to him, trembling his lips in his soft comforting voice, nodded calmly with a pale face, and retracted into his arms again.

Like a frightened bird.

Zhan Huang looked at him like that, as if his heart was about to break.

Runyu tore open her own wound time and time again, leaving her skin ripped apart and dripping with blood, but she still endured the pain without saying a word, and continued to panic all day long.

Zhan Huang understands that he has been hurt and oppressed too much, even if the days of peace and tranquility are in front of him, he will not be able to live on.Even now, when Runyu's enemy is dead and his relatives have lived a peaceful life, he still feels that something will happen, and his heart is always restless.

He thought about it for a while, and decided to be the unrequited lover in the storybook. Regardless of Runyu's coquetry and obedience, he sent his newly married husband to a palace among the many barren mountains in the northern wilderness.Not only that, but he also bullied Runyu's poor health and weak spiritual power, and deliberately added layers of barriers to ensure that no one or news from outside could get through.

Not to mention, it was really useful for him to be so hard-hearted.After spending a few days in the mountains, Runyu didn't know the day and night, and couldn't move her mind, her mood was really much better, even the mood of cutting waste was much better.Zhan Huang wished he could run [-] times back and forth between Wanyao Hall and Xinggong, with a smile on his face every time he went back and forth.

After solving one problem, he wants to solve other problems.As soon as Runyu's mood got better, he wondered if he could make Runyu's mood better, and he went to tease Runyu every day, looking shameful.

Today is the same, Zhanhuang once again rejected Runyu's request to go back, put his arms around his shoulders and looked at the sunset in the sky, his eyes moved, and said: "How about going out to play?"

At worst, he ran a few more times, or simply brought a few elders with him.The business is always endless, so it's better for the two of them to have a good time.

He looked at Runyu with a smile, but Runyu shook his head, and Yubai's fingertips were unconsciously stroking the fabric, with a dazed but focused expression.

He was stunned and silent for a while, and said, "I'm tired, I don't want to move."

Zhan Huang's face became more sad, then he nodded and said in a gentle voice that he listened to you.

There are too many things in this world beyond his control, especially this one.

Then he suddenly realized that it was probably too late.

He sighed, Runyu glanced at him, and gently stroked his frowning brow.

"It's okay." He said softly.

Runyu was not telling the truth.

Excluding the sad and painful parts of his life, he is actually a very elegant person. He is happy to do such things as brewing tea, discussing Taoism, and traveling around, no matter when.

He regretted that he couldn't travel the world with the people he cared about before leaving, but he was also willing to have this regret.

He has always been sober and rational, so he naturally understands that the situation is urgent and he shouldn't disturb Zhan Huang's mind.Coupled with the fact that he has been very lethargic recently, his stickiness to Zhanhuang naturally became less sticky, and he finally made Zhanhuang a wise monarch.

He did what he said, and he stopped being his drag.

drag.

Although the word is ugly, it is very realistic.

After all, Zhan Huang is always constrained by his love, as long as he is still alive, Zhan Huang will not be able to concentrate on doing his own things.

When he first knew that his fate was not long, he was always afraid that Zhan Huang would offend all the demons if he cared too much about him.After getting along for a long time, he found that all the monsters in the demon world were very united, and they all remembered their majesty's hatred as their own, and they were extremely considerate and respectful towards him.He was no longer afraid of this, and began to fear that he would miss the important event of Zhan Huang.

He was always overthinking uncontrollably, even now.

He always feels that he can't do anything useful for others, so he can only think more about others, which is somewhat useful anyway.

He thought so much and never thought about himself.Correspondingly, the same is true for Zhanhuang.

Both of them have stubborn and twisted tempers, and Runyu knew clearly that neither of them could persuade the other.

He clearly understands that without this deception, no matter how submissive he coaxed Zhan Huang to be, as long as the matter is settled, he will not live for a moment longer.

He knew Zhanhuang's character well, and he couldn't even persuade him.Zhan Huang knew that he understood clearly, so he didn't even tell him half a lie.

The two of them have only been together for a year, and they already agree too much.

It's sweet, but also a pain in the ass.

He didn't want to die, and he didn't want to hurt him, but he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure out what he should do.

Sometimes he thought, if he lied to Zhanhuang like this, and let him live so hopelessly, would Zhanhuang be happy?But sometimes he thought again, Zhanhuang finally got a chance to save his life, how could he lose it for nothing because of him?Maybe he is too ruthless, maybe he will blame him, but it is good to live...

He lived for thousands of years before he finally felt that it was good to live before he was about to die.

Even if he had to force this favor on him regardless of Zhanhuang's wishes, he still wanted him to be well.

He didn't know whether he was right or wrong, and his mind was in a mess, so he simply refused to listen and let it go.

So he couldn't help feeling sad again, because he did his best for everyone, but he just ignored his lover.

Zhanhuang didn't know that he was thinking about this, but he just noticed that Runyu's expression had dropped again, thinking that he had accidentally made Runyu feel uneasy again, so he hurriedly kissed his eyelashes and changed the subject: "Xufeng is sure Kiss, you know?"

Runyu sniffed, opened her eyes wide and thought for a while, then gave him a sideways glance: "Where should I know?"

After finishing speaking, he flattened his mouth again: "tell me what to do?"

Zhan Huang nodded his nose: "Little liar, you can't fool me."

Seeing Runyu's guilt-ridden embarrassment, he couldn't help laughing: "When someone calls you brother, you can't wait to shed tears. Why are you pretending to be hard-hearted?"

As he spoke, he took out a document from his sleeve and put it in front of Runyu: "After all, the fight hasn't started yet. Although it's a bit awkward, I congratulate him a few words, and others can't say anything. If you want, just Follow it with a sentence, he should recognize it."

Runyu was taken aback for a moment, then thanked him in a low voice awkwardly, and lowered her head not to look at him.

Zhan Huang laughed on the side.

It's okay to make an exception occasionally for those who are cold-faced and heartless.

As long as he is happy.

Runyu lowered her head, unfolded the volume of documents and read slowly.While reading, she exclaimed, "Mi'er?"

Zhan Huang looked at him straight, coughed and nodded, feeling a strong sourness all over his body.

Runyu squinted at him, sighed and changed her words: "Miss Jin Mi? Are they reconciled?"

Zhan Huang thought for a while, then nodded indifferently: "It should be."

Runyu thought about the girl's desperate look in front of her a few months ago, frowned slightly, pondered for a while, and relaxed again.

He smiled, and sent Ni Yun to get him a pen and ink: "That should be congratulated."

After all, it is the grievances and grievances of the predecessors, and it is really not good to involve the next generation endlessly.Love is something that cannot be explained clearly. It is a blessing to have a happy ending, of course congratulations.

Zhan Huang saw his expression of relief, was dumb for a while, rubbed his face helplessly, and said: "You really...see everything so openly?"

Runyu smiled: "Isn't that just right? Who made my husband jealous? Now that I'm married, Miss Jin Mi has also become my younger brother... I'm also engaged, isn't it just to reassure someone?"

Zhanhuang gave a "hmm", and approached with a smile, nodded: "I can barely rest assured."

He smiled, and suddenly frowned again and said "tsk": "But this girl came out suddenly, don't think about doing something else..."

He did not tell Runyu that the old man was involved. The water god and the wind god were attacked a few days ago, and they are still in a coma, life and death are uncertain. According to the spies from the heaven, this incident seems to have something to do with the bird tribe.

At this time of engagement, what is this girl thinking?

If the rumors are true, this is a new and old hatred.

But don't do anything stupid.

But having said that, a girl's family is helpless now, and having a lover is a bit of consolation.

He was muttering in his heart, Runyu glanced at him with doubts on his face: "What could happen?"

Zhanhuang collected his mind and shook his head: "It should be fine."

Runyu was not suspicious, nodded, and continued to pick up the pen.He thought about it, dragged Zhanhuang into the room, asked him to bring some more sheets of paper, leaned on his chin and hung the pen to think, thinking to write two strokes at once.Always thinking, always writing.

Zhan Huang was sitting next to him, smiling as he watched him roll up a piece of paper for a while, frowning.After looking at it for a while, there was only a "click", and Runyu let go of his hand, and the pen fell on the paper, blurring a blotch of ink.

Zhan Huang was taken aback, held his breath, and gently held his wrist, heaved a sigh of relief when his fingertips touched the thin pulsation, got up and carried Runyu back to the couch, sighed and walked back to the desk, Then Runyu added half a sentence in his thoughts, and it was over.

He instructed his attendants again, got up and walked towards Wan Yao Tang, with a wry smile on his face.

His heart was barely beating.

These days, Runyu's health is getting worse and worse.He has always been able to bear it, and the sign he showed was just a little lethargy, and this little sign was enough to scare Zhanhuang out of his mind.

Zhan Huang was considerate enough, so considerate that he squeezed himself infinitely, and came to accompany him regardless of day or night.But with this company, something happened.

When Runyu suddenly fell into his arms for the first time, they were chatting, talking softly and affectionately.But before Zhanhuang was sweet enough, Runyu suddenly fell silent, and fell into his arms softly.

Zhan Huang was so frightened that his breath became stagnant, and his whole body became completely cold in an instant.He was stunned for a long time before he remembered to take Runyu's pulse. He trembled and felt it for a long time, tears fell like rain without warning, and he took Runyu into his arms.

"Don't go." He just said.

He didn't want Runyu to be sad anymore, so he was willing to ask him such words when he was asleep, and didn't say a word at other times.

His temper was worn out, worn out by this long, slow pain day after day.

He watched Runyu get thinner and thinner day by day, until now there was only a handful of bones left, and he said whether he was awake or not, and whether he looked drowsy, his heart hurt, and he couldn't speak.

What should I do, life is still going on.

This torture was his own.

I have no choice but to cherish the moment.

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