sinovels 16
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That night.After a long period of drowsiness, Li'er opened his eyes, and was surprised to find that his elder brother, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, was closing his eyes, leaning against the wall and sitting in an empty seat beside him, with a peaceful expression on his face.
He felt a little strange: why did the big brother come here?So he stretched out his hand, gently pushed Runyu's shoulder, and called him softly: "Brother."
no respond.
Runyu has always been a light sleeper, if he had been called that in the past, he would have woken up immediately.But today he didn't respond, his eyes were still closed safely, as if he had fallen into a long and peaceful dream.
Li'er called him again, but there was still no response.He was a little flustered, and he wanted to climb down on the bed to call for someone.
Maybe it was because he made a lot of noise when he moved, Runyu finally opened his eyes slowly, he smiled lightly, stretched out a finger to his lips and let out a soft "shh", low Said: "Brother is fine."
He reached out and rubbed Li'er's face, and asked in a gentle voice, "Is it better?"
Li'er blinked, reacted for a while, and nodded vigorously: "It's much better."
It wasn't that he was so sensible, he said such words specially to trick Runyu and make Runyu happy, for some reason, when he woke up this time, he really felt much better.
Runyu smiled, and the expression on his face instantly relaxed a lot, and the brows that were slightly frowned also relaxed.He curled his lips slightly, and said with some self-blame: "It's my brother's fault that made you suffer."
Li'er shook his head, opened his arms and gently hugged Runyu's, without saying a word.
After a long time, he raised his head and gesticulated with his small hands in his mind for a long time, then tentatively asked Runyu: "Why is brother here alone, where is uncle?"
It's impossible for his elder brother to come to sleep with him in the middle of the night, something must have happened.
Runyu was taken aback, and it took a while to realize that the "uncle" in Li'er's mouth meant Zhanhuang, so he couldn't help laughing, "From now on, just call me brother."
Li'er opened her eyes wide and shook her head resolutely: "He's much older than you! He even said I'm troublesome!"
Runyu listened, bent her legs around herself, and couldn't help laughing with her chin propped up.
He asked Li'er: "He has already been here?"
Li'er nodded: "He told me not to worry, he said he would not watch me die, and asked me not to bother my brother."
When he said this, he looked at Runyu with concern: "Is brother better?"
Runyu was used to such greetings, she nodded with a smile, and lied without blushing, "It's much better."
He was afraid that Li'er would ask further questions, so he brought the topic back to Li'er's previous question.He rubbed Li'er's hair, and said, "Brother quarreled with him, I don't want to see him."
Deceiving.
How dare Zhan Huang quarrel with him.Not to mention a quarrel, Zhan Huang would not bear to say even a slightly important sentence to him.What happened today is not so much a quarrel as Runyu's unilateral anger.
Zhanhuang had coaxed him for a long time before, but after all he couldn't coax him to calm down.Runyu's heart was so blocked by Zhan Huang's injury, she didn't even want to see him, she got up and staggered to leave, so frightened that Zhan Huang took the initiative to admit cowardice, and exhorted Ni Yunqian Wan asked, and went to the barracks in three steps and one turn.
Before leaving, he leaned over and kissed Runyu, and discussed with a smile: "I'll be back tomorrow, okay?"
Runyu didn't eat this set, and smiled coldly: "Your Majesty, please stay a few more days, so as to save you from being idle every day."
He watched Zhanhuang leave, got up, and looked at Niyun with great interest.
Ni Yun felt hairy all over from his eyes, no matter how he thought about it, he felt that the situation he was in now seemed familiar.He looked at Runyu helplessly, with words written all over his face: "My lord, just tell me what kind of demon you want to be this time."
Anyway, it won't be as bad as last time.He thought a little self-defeating, anyway, the Queen of Heaven is dead, the worst thing for him is to see the Emperor of Heaven again, it's okay, it's okay.
Seeing that he looked like an enemy, Runyu smiled: "I just want to go and see my brother."
Ni Yun breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately mentioned again: "You...you have several younger brothers..."
It's not even a fuel-efficient lamp.
While thinking this way, he sincerely hoped that the younger brother that Runyu wanted to see was not Xufeng, nor Yanyou, preferably not even Li'er.
If it's Xu Feng, it's bad, and I don't know what's going to happen; if it's Yan You, it's bad, that kid never brought any good news; if it's Li'er...
Also leave it.
If it was Li'er, Runyu would definitely feel distressed again, and would work hard day and night to find some ways to make up for the child.
If you follow the things that the young master has done in the past, I am afraid that you have to plan for the worst.he thinks.
What's the matter, is the master stupid?
He waited for Runyu's answer in agony, cursed Zhanhuang in his heart very disrespectfully, and gritted his teeth.
Is this the fear of internal fear that has killed all my brains?Doesn't he think this scene is very familiar?
Runyu watched his complexion constantly changing, getting worse and worse, and said with a little amusement, "I'll go and see Li'er."
Ni Yun was taken aback, he didn't expect Runyu to be so honest today, he was very surprised.
The sky has eyes, which is touching.
Runyu smiled softly again, and without waiting for him to come forward to help, she straightened her clothes and walked out slowly. Niyun wanted to follow, but he refused.
"I'm going to stay there all night. If you stay there, you're too tired, so don't do it," he said.
Of course Niyun was worried and still wanted to follow, but Runyu waved her hand and said, "Go find him."
Ni Yun was stunned, a little speechless.
These two people are pushing him back and forth, how about kicking him like a ball?
Runyu looked at him and said: "Now is an extraordinary period. Although he is very capable, nothing will happen to him. But just in case, I don't worry about others. You have been with him for so long, so continue to follow him. "
He smiled, but there was some worry in his eyes: "It's best to be careful. It's not like a war is going to happen every day. He is so affectionate and sexual. You can't ignore the overall situation with such nonsense, right? ?”
He said: "Which is more important, you should understand."
Ni Yun was silent.
Runyu said again: "He knows that I care about him, so he won't blame you." He paused, and told Niyun: "You help me look after him, remember to tell him to sleep."
Ni Yun nodded silently, reluctantly obeying.
Runyu smiled, then sighed again.
What's going on with the two of them, are they working hard?
In the past, he was busy at every turn without knowing it, but now it has become Zhan Huang's continuous turning around all day, it really does not make people have a moment of peace.
He was distressed.
Although he always said that Zhan Huang didn't do business, but he knew in his heart that although Zhan Huang didn't let him go, he didn't let go of those so-called business.
He is currently in poor health, and it is rare to have a long and steady sleep. Whenever he wakes up inexplicably from his sleep with unbearable pain, Zhanhuang is often not there.
He was not surprised that Zhanhuang was like this, but he was also very reluctant to do so.
Zhan Huang never left his side during the day, so he had to deal with the day's political affairs at night.Runyu was very unhappy that he worked so hard.
In this way, after dismissing Niyun, Runyu walked slowly to Li'er's residence alone, and stayed there until now.
At this time, Li'er heard his words, and said in surprise: "Did he bully brother?"
Runyu shook her head and said, "It's my brother's fault."
Seeing some sadness on his face, Li'er tactfully diverted the topic, threw herself into Runyu's arms and acted like a baby: "Why hasn't my brother come to see me for so long?"
Runyu froze, with a very apologetic expression on his face, he stroked Li'er's hair, and said softly: "Brother...brother doesn't remember you, brother...don't remember mother either..."
Li'er raised her head, and very obediently tugged on his sleeve to comfort him: "Li'er remembers, Li'er will tell brother, don't be sad."
Runyu slightly hooked her lips, nodded, her eyes were full of relief.
After a moment of silence, he suddenly hesitated and asked, "Mother, did she... mention me?"
Near nostalgia timid.
Now that he can't find the so-called hometown, everything related to his hometown is worth cherishing, and it will make waves in his heart that cannot be suppressed.
Li'er nodded: "Mother always mentions elder brother, mother misses elder brother very much."
Runyu smiled with tears in her eyes.
He asked, "What does Li'er want to do in the future? Do you want to stay here?"
Li'er shook her head honestly: "Li'er wants to travel around and travel all over the six realms."
Runyu heaved a sigh of relief, and suddenly held Li'er's face, wanting to make a promise: "Then Li'er won't come back here again, okay?"
He paused, and then said: "Don't see Zhan Huang, never, ever, don't see him, okay?"
Li'er was frightened by his sudden excitement, but she responded without much hesitation.
He has always listened to his elder brother, and he knows that his elder brother will never harm him.
After a long silence, Runyu hugged Li'er tremblingly, and said softly, "Brother doesn't know whether this time saved you or hurt you."
Li'er looked at Runyu very ignorantly, and remained silent.
He could see that Runyu was sad, but he didn't understand why he was sad.
After a while, Runyu calmed down a little, and told him: "Remember to practice hard in the future, and never let it go to waste."
Li'er nodded obediently, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned this.
Runyu was silent for a while, his expression suddenly changed, he patted Li'er's face, looked at the moonlight outside the window, and said: "You belong to the water system, cool dew is good for you, go now, okay? "
Some scenes should not be seen by children.
Li'er nodded, looked at him for a long time, and obediently walked out the door.
Runyu glanced out the window and turned off the light.
Darkness, boundless darkness.
He fell into that darkness, shaking like chaff.
It was he who overestimated himself, and he couldn't stand it after all.
It's a long story.In the past, when Zhanhuang was sick and went to the doctor in a hurry, and searched for some ways to extend his life in the Six Realms, he had accidentally seen a way.
Most of the useful methods are simple and crude, and this one is no exception.
If you lack soul, you will make up for it with soul.
In fact, this method is useless most of the time, and the reason is very simple. If there are too many souls to fill up, it is easy to turn back.Even if you don't turn your back on the guest, the person who tried his best to save will no longer be purely that person.
Zhanhuang was really tempted at the time, but he didn't dare to do it after all.
He is not afraid of being criticized for hurting nature and reason, the retribution is on him, he doesn't care, he is only afraid of hurting Runyu.
Feng Shui takes turns, and now it's Runyu's turn to be tempted.Unlike Zhanhuang, Runyu didn't have any big worries.
Li'er's injuries were not serious, if he wasn't too young, he could be warmed up slowly by himself, and although he couldn't fully recover, he definitely wouldn't be very bad.
But he is too young, his cultivation base is not high, and his comprehension is not very good, and he has been injured for a long time, which has caused great damage to his body.Now Li'er is already in a coma every day, if he can't pass this test, what is the future?
It's okay to fill in the little gap, right?he thinks.
He really couldn't find any reliable method. He couldn't do things that hurt the world, but he did things that hurt himself very smoothly.
He knew he was always of some use.
The troubles around him were always coming to him, and he knew that he was still useful.
In fact, he has lost a little bit of his soul recently. Sometimes he is in pain, but suddenly the pain is gone.What followed was a strange and special feeling, as if a piece of his soul was suddenly missing.At that time, he would often be stunned for a moment, and then very sad for a while.
That means he's leaving soon.
Although it is only a little bit, but since the beginning has been started, the end is not far away.
A bit of a waste.he thinks.His soul is still very good, if any cultivator in the six realms can get his soul, he should be very happy, it dissipates in vain, what a waste.
He has never been a very extravagant person.
He has always been a decisive and steadfast person, and when he made up his mind, he made a serious plan, planning to take a little out of his wisdom and subsidize it for Li'er.
I only hope that this child can get his soul, but don't think too much and be troubled by disasters like him.
When it was planned, he did it without hesitation.
It's just that he didn't expect that the gradual dissipation of the soul is very different from the separation of the soul from the main body. This kind of pain is really unbearable.
It hurts too much.
The pain came suddenly, and the aftertaste was very long. He was unconscious for a long time, and when he woke up, he still couldn't stand it.
He knelt and collapsed on the couch, with no strength left in his body to move.He coughed a few times, and then he trembled like a withered reed in the autumn wind, and his back, which had always been straight, bent weakly like the withered reed.
If he still remembers the past, he will definitely feel that this moment, this situation, this scene is very familiar.
It used to be like this.
He was often like this when he was very young, during the bloody period of his life and the only time when he had the warm company of his relatives.
Darkness, cold, blood, tears.
As if nothing had changed.
The moonlight outside the window reflected into the room, stirring the pool of light in his eyes, and he was in a trance, as if he had returned to his hometown.A soft and painful voice whispered in his ear.
"You can't bear the fate of the dragon."
Hearing such cruel and tragic words, a sweet smile suddenly appeared on his face, like a naive child, innocent and beautiful.
In a low, coquettish manner, he called out to his mother.
Does this count as liquidation?he thought suddenly.
Scratch the blood, tear apart the flesh and blood.Bit by bit, every penny, as long as he can give, he will give it all.
He cut off his own body inch by inch, and cut off the ties in the world inch by inch.
Vaguely old scenes, every inch of time, hurrying old friends.
If you pretend too much in your heart, your life will be muddled.
It's all over.
Just let all the dust and dust can no longer touch him, let him from now on, except for the thread of love in Zhanhuang's heart, there is no trace to be found.
No more gratuitous injuries, no more endless suffering.After that unknown not-too-distant moment, he will be immersed in his own tender and long-lasting dream forever and ever, and the nostalgia and love in his heart will, in a sense, be Warm, will be happy.
May his pain and joy, like their feelings, remain in Zhan Huang's heart, and stay with him, maybe eventually he can perceive and touch him, maybe in the end, he will be happy with him.
The spring weather turned rain, moisturizing things silently.
Every year, every year.