Wu Wan

Chapter 38

It has been nearly half a month since Zhao Duobao came back from the hospital, and his mental state has not been very good. Chen Xin came to him several times, and after the examination, he said that it was because he had been ill for too long, a lot of memories had mixed into his mind, and the mental load was too heavy. Need more rest.

For this reason, Jiang Yi brought home some work that could be handled at home, so that he could take care of Zhao Duobao at the same time.

As a result, there was something wrong with an order recently. Jiang Yi had to take a day off to go to the company. He was busy until the evening before returning home. It rained heavily on the way home. When he got home, he was completely soaked. It was cold Zhao Duobao was worried that he would catch a cold, so he urged him to take a bath first to drive away the cold.

Just as Jiang Yi entered the bathroom, someone knocked on the door behind him.

Zhao Duobao walked to the door and looked through the cat's eyes. It was an unfamiliar face. He asked suspiciously, "Who is it?"

"I'm looking for Jiang Yi, I'm his friend."

Zhao Duobao hesitated for a moment, and opened the door slightly. The other party smiled and nodded at him, "I'm Jiang Yi's roommate from University, Qian You."

Zhao Duobao thought the name was familiar, but he didn't remember it for a while. He only thought that he was indeed Jiang Yi's friend, so he let someone in, greeted him to sit down on the sofa, and poured him another glass of water.

Qian You kept smiling, but there was a look in his eyes, which made Zhao Duobao very uncomfortable.

When Jiang Yi came out of the shower, he was taken aback when he saw Qian You, and then looked at Zhao Duobao next to him.

Zhao Duobao met his gaze and explained, "He said he was your college roommate, so I let him in."

"Hmm." Jiang Yi's expression seemed a little unnatural.

When Jiang Yi came out, Zhao Duobao planned to go into the bedroom to avoid it, and it happened that he didn't like Qian You's eyes either, but Jiang Yi stopped him one step ahead of him, signaling that he was fine.

Qian You didn't mind Zhao Duobao's presence, so he spoke directly to Jiang Yi, "Xiao Yi, long time no see."

"Hmm. It's been a long time, what have you been up to lately?"

Qian You's smile was even greasy, which made people feel very uncomfortable, "I'm a loafer, what's so busy, but Boss Jiang has become rich recently."

Jiang Yi pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled dryly, "It's impossible to talk about it, I'm tossing around on my own."

"Well, Xiaoyi, I won't go around in circles with you anymore. Needless to say, we used to have the strongest relationship, but now brother is in a bit of trouble, you have to help me."

Jiang Yi smirked politely, "Hehe, what can I do, I will definitely help."

After hearing this sentence, Qian You breathed a sigh of relief, and without thinking about it, he confessed, "Brother, I'm a little tight recently, and I owe some money. You can lend me some, and I'll pay you back right away when I get over the money."

Jiang Yi frowned, he didn't know whether it was embarrassment or dissatisfaction, and he said after a while, "You'er, it's not that I don't want to help you, but you know that you can't let go of business, especially in our line of business. I have to eat with a face, and I may have to pay the tariff in advance, I really can't spare money."

Qian You immediately changed his face, turned up the volume, and worried about his face, "Xiao Yi, you are not being kind, and you will not recognize poor brothers when you are prosperous!"

"What are you talking about? My company has just started, and there is really nothing I can do. Otherwise, I will definitely help you." Jiang Yi was still dealing with him.

Qian You stood up and patted the front of his clothes, took a deep breath, and looked at Jiang Yi with a fake smile on his face, "Okay, then I understand, I wish Mr. Jiang a prosperous business."

Jiang Yi was frowning, wondering if he should restore the relationship, when Qian You suddenly stopped and turned to look at Zhao Duobao.

Zhao Duobao was also taken aback by Qian You's disgusting and lustful eyes.

Qian You sneered, "Boss Jiang's little love?" He raised his eyebrows and looked at Jiang Yi, "When will we make another video, brothers and sisters."

"Qian You! You fucking shut up." Jiang Yi roared, trying to stop him.

Zhao Duobao's heart contracted violently, and he turned his head with difficulty to look at Jiang Yi, who also looked at him with the same shocked expression.Zhao Duobao thought of something, and asked Jiang Yi with a trembling voice, "Did you just bet with him..." He didn't have the courage to finish the rest.

Qian You looked at Zhao Duobao with a mocking expression on his face, "Oh, Jiang Yi really dotes on you, I'll tell you everything."

Jiang Yi became anxious, and looked at Zhao Duobao, "I'll explain to you later."

"Yo, you're so nervous, you're serious." Qian You's mouth seemed to have no handle, and he said one after another, "Hey, let me tell you, don't be so busy, just the one who made the video earlier, He also tried his best not to let people see him, but he disappeared in a blink of an eye. If you want me to say, it’s best for you to take advantage of Mr. Jiang’s prosperity now. Hey, it’s because people like us don’t have a good face , Mr. Jiang looks down on..."

Zhao Duobao slapped Qian You's face, gritted his teeth, "Get out!"

Qian You rubbed his face, and stared at Zhao Duobao with bared teeth, "You fucking chair really consider yourself the master of this place! It's just something you throw away after playing. How dare you hit me!" Qian You While speaking, You raised his hand and prepared to fight back.

Jiang Yi raised his arm to block it, and yelled at him, "Keep your fucking mouth clean!" Then he squeezed sideways between Qian You and Zhao Duobao, stood in front of Zhao Duobao, and looked at Qian You with a cold face , "If he told you to get out, get the fuck out of me!"

"Bah." Qian You spat and puffed his eyes, "Are you fucking addicted to fart/eye-fucking? Brother, is it for nothing to let me go for such a thing?"

Jiang Yi clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, "This is the end of our friendship, get out! Don't force me to do it."

Qian You looked at Jiang Yi with a smirk on his face, "Okay, okay, I've never known you, Jiang Yi." Before leaving the door, he glanced at Zhao Duobao and then turned to look at Jiang Yi, "Your taste is really not very good. In the same way, the appearance of malnutrition may not be able to withstand the toss, don’t waste money if you make money, it’s not expensive to find chickens, don’t hold yourself back.”

"Get out!" Zhao Duobao was so angry that his whole body was shaking, he rushed forward and slammed the door shut with all his strength, causing the wall to vibrate a few times.

Jiang Yi hurried up and hugged him from behind, stroking his chest up and down with his palm, "Don't be angry, your wound is not fully healed yet, don't split it open again."

After Zhao Duobao let out his breath, his legs and feet were weak, and he was about to upload it to the ground when he lost his strength. Jiang Yi held him from his armpit and dragged him to the sofa to lean against him.

For Zhao Duobao, the memory of three years ago was already clearer. Qian You's appearance and words today reminded him of the video that was about to be forgotten.

"Don't be angry, I can assure you now that I have never shown that video to anyone, really, you believe me." Jiang Yi asked Zhao Duobao to lean on him, "That idiot Qian You just wants to Mouth happy..."

"Have you deleted it?" Zhao Duobao took several deep breaths before recovering.

"I..." Jiang Yi's expression was a little awkward, hesitating, hesitant to speak.

Zhao Duobao lowered his head and smiled, "Looks like it's gone."

Jiang Yi anxiously hugged Zhao Duobao tightly, and lowered his eyes, "I, I can't bear to delete it. I also can't bear to let others see it! At that time, you ... looked defenseless and completely let go of your guard against emotions. I thought I was I will never have the chance to see it again.”

Zhao Duobao raised his eyes, rolled his eyes back and forth a few times, and said nothing, acquiescing to Jiang Yi's behavior.

"Don't take what Qian You said today, it's stupid/forces me to find someone to fuck him sooner or later. You know, since I met you, I only have you."

"Hmm." Zhao Duobao responded sullenly.

"What do you mean?"

"Don't take it to heart." Zhao Duobao bent his legs to break free from Jiang Yi's arms and nestled into a corner of the sofa, resting his chin on his knees, "It's just that I suddenly remembered the past and felt a little uncomfortable. I'll be fine later ,fine."

Seeing him circle himself like this, Jiang Yi was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, "I'll be with you."

Zhao Duobao didn't speak anymore, his face was completely buried between his knees, his mind was like playing a movie, showing the past related things: being threatened by Jiang Yi with a video, being told that his affection was only caused by others A malicious joke... and these contents involve more and more uncomfortable facts.

Although these three years of illness have memories and perceptions of the outside world, these fragments are too fragmented, illusory, and unreal, sometimes even giving Zhao Duobao a feeling that he seems to have a three-year memory blank.

But three years ago, the most painful years between him and Jiang Yi were clear and terrifying.

When these painful pasts are awakened, he can only salvage the star points scattered in the long river to replace the sour bitter fruits.

When going to bed at night, maybe what happened during the day had a big impact on both of them, and Jiang Yi also became different from usual.

Ever since they opened their hearts that day, the two of them didn't say anything explicitly, but they both acquiesced to the current cohabitation relationship. It's just that Zhao Duobao's situation is special. towards their future.

So these days, although there is closeness, it is not intimate.

In the evening, Jiang Yi accompanied Zhao Duobao to sleep. The bedside lamp was still on. He looked at Zhao Duobao, and suddenly had some other thoughts. He touched his neck unconsciously, and leaned sideways on his A kiss on the lips.

This kind of kisses happened many times, Zhao Duobao got used to it, closed his eyes and waited for Jiang Yi to turn off the light.

After waiting for a long time and still feeling the light through his eyelids, Zhao Duobao opened his eyes puzzled, but he was facing Jiang Yi's wet eyes, reflecting the warm yellow light, and he saw his own face.

Zhao Duobao called him, "Jiang Yi?"

What answered him was Jiang Yi's hand that climbed up his waist along the hem of his clothes.

Jiang Yi's fingertips danced lightly on his skin like a deer, and the heels of his palms slid along his waistline and climbed up his back like a dragon.It was followed by a deep, airtight kiss, with the tip of her tongue poking into his mouth, sweeping across his teeth, taking away every trace of air.

"Why are you crying?"

Zhao Duobao closed his eyes, and Jiang Yi's voice came from above. He raised his hand and touched the corner of his eyes, only to find that tears had oozed out at some point.

Jiang Yi wiped away his tears with his fingertips, "Did you remember something, it's not good."

Zhao Duobao slowly opened his eyes, looking at Jiang Yi through tears, dreamy in the haze.

"I won't move you anymore, don't cry." Jiang Yi smiled wryly and helped him wipe away his tears, "I know you still have knots in your heart, blame me for being too anxious. I think of that video today, and I feel a little impulsive..."

Zhao Duobao nodded and shook his head, he didn't dare to speak, he was holding back his tears, as soon as he spoke, the tears would grow more and more.

When Jiang Yi posted it with his bare chest, several different images intertwined in his mind, the lingering love for the first time, the despair of being forced into on the sofa and the dead silence of being threatened.

Zhao Duobao didn't want to cry at all, but these tears rushed out of his eyes as if he had thoughts.

Jiang Yi wiped away Zhao Duobao's tears and lay down beside him.

In the dark, Jiang Yi held Zhao Duobao's hand tightly and said softly, "I'm sorry".

He felt his clasped hands tighten a little more.