Wu Wan

Chapter 32

Jiang Yi was dumbfounded.

He stared straight at Zhao Duobao's back, as if afraid of scaring him, lowered his voice, and called over and over again, "Xiaobao, Xiaobao..."

The person sitting still didn't respond. The boy who wiped his face had stood up straight, holding the towel and looking at Jiang Yi, and kindly persuaded him, "Stop screaming, it's useless."

Jiang Yi looked at him suddenly and raised his voice, "What do you mean?"

The boy was taken aback, and he was stunned for a moment before asking back, "You don't know?"

Jiang Yi frowned and shook his head, looking at Jiang Shuowang, he was pulled aside by Qi Yan and Shi Qi, with an aggrieved face.

Jiang Yi glared at Jiang Shuowang, walked sideways around him and walked into the room, the closer he was to Zhao Duobao, the faster his heartbeat became, and the room became extremely quiet, only the sound of his footsteps and deafening heartbeat remained. Voice.

When Jiang Yi finally stood behind Zhao Duobao, he didn't have the courage to pat Zhao Duobao on the shoulder. Everyone's reaction was too strange. Slowly put his hand on Zhao Duobao's shoulder.

As soon as they met, Jiang Yi almost collapsed. He thought that he was ready enough to say goodbye to Zhao Duobao with a smile, and watch him live the life he wanted, even without himself, as long as Zhao Duobao Duobao can be happy and smooth for a lifetime and will not be hurt again.

But when he really touched Zhao Duobao, he felt how strong his inner desire for this person was, and he couldn't accept the ending that he could no longer be with him, or even be forgotten.

He wanted Zhao Duobao to be by his side, and wanted to give him the life he wanted with his own hands.

Jiang Yi walked around in front of Zhao Duobao, knelt down and saw Zhao Duobao's face, he couldn't hold back the surging tears anymore, his eyes quickly filled with tears.

Zhao Duobao's expression was dull, because he was too thin, his cheeks were sunken, his browbones were protruding, his eyes were devoid of expression, and only the slight rise and fall of his chest indicated that he was still alive.

Jiang Yi was so choked up that he couldn't even form a sentence. He raised his head and found the figure of the boy in his blurred vision, and asked, "He, what's wrong with him?"

The boy glanced at Jiang Shuowang in embarrassment, then at Jiang Yi, his lips parted slightly, and he was about to speak, but Shi Qi preempted him.

"Silly."

"What?" Jiang Yi thought he had heard wrong, and turned to look at Shi Qi.

"It's just stupid." Shi Qi walked towards him, "It didn't take long after his mother passed away. Ah Wang and Qi Yan found out when he went to see him. He didn't talk or eat, and he didn't know how many days. It was already like this when I brought it out of the house.”

Jiang Yi stood up, opened his eyes wide and questioned Shi Qi, "Why didn't you take him to see a doctor?"

Shi Qi glanced at him unhappily, "How do you know you didn't go to see it? What do you think this is? Nursing home, will it still be here if it can be cured?"

Jiang Yi closed his eyes in pain, then opened them slowly, "What did the doctor say?"

"Excessive psychological pressure leads to self-enclosure, that is, escapism. I can eat, sleep and go to the bathroom normally, but I don't speak or respond." Shi Qi paused, "The doctor also said that if this continues for a long time, there may be memory loss. .”

"Then there is no cure?" Jiang Yi looked at the stunned Zhao Duobao in disbelief.

"Yes. Socialize more, divert attention, and cultivate interests." Shi Qi also felt funny after speaking, shrugging, "Doctors say that, but he can't do anything like this, only people can spend more time with him , don’t leave him alone, the cause of the illness is likely to be that he has been alone after his mother died.”

Jiang Yi wiped his face, looked at the top of Zhao Duobao's head, and said firmly, "I want to take him back."

"He became like this because of you, you are going to kill him!" Jiang Shuowang stood at the door, and when he heard what Jiang Yi said, he yelled at him.

Jiang Yi was not to be outdone, "It's none of your business, you are doing him good by hiding him in this place where no shit is possible?"

Shi Qi got a headache from the quarrel, "Don't you two yell, it will make my mother's brain explode." She looked at Jiang Yi, "Can you stop being silly, this nursing home was built by Ah Wang's public welfare investment. It's fully formed, and the nursing homes a little closer to the urban area are full of people, and the nurses can't take care of them at all, but Xiaobao can't do without people to take care of him."

"Then I'll take him back to take care of him." Jiang Yi looked at the boy beside him who had been silent and thought he was the nurse who took care of Zhao Duobao, "You have worked hard these days."

"I'm not a nurse."

"Then..." Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, and the image of him wiping Zhao Duobao's face and neck carefully when he first entered the room came into his mind again, "Who are you?"

"I'm from Brother Xiaobao's hometown." The boy smiled, "My name is Li Li, and I study in City B. The nurse asked for leave today, so I came here temporarily to take care of him."

Jiang Yi finally put his heart back into his stomach. At that moment, he was afraid of hearing the words "I am his boyfriend" from the other party.Now that Zhao Duobao has become like this, he cannot do without responsibility, and he doesn't want to lose even a chance to take care of him.

Jiang Yi picked up the woolen blanket on the bed and covered Zhao Duobao, bent down to pick him up, "I'll take him back now."

Shi Qi was more sensible than him, and pressed his arm, "Where do you take him to live? You can't rent a house and move around."

Jiang Yi loosened his grip. Shi Qi was right. Zhao Duobao's current situation requires far more living environment than before. The environment on Nanlin Road is not good, and he has no other shelter. Zhao Duobao put it back on the chair, "I'll pick him up within this week when I finish the house." He looked around at the people in the room, "You are not allowed to take him away again."

"Where did you get the money?" Shi Qi looked at him puzzled, "You won't want again...Xiaobao can hear you, don't be mad at him again."

"Don't worry about it, I won't go back in after I come out."

After Jiang Yi went back, he found an intermediary who helped sell the house, and lowered the price of the house on Nanlin Road.He ran all over the city to find a suitable house. He was anxious to move in, so he could only look at the one with decoration. After looking around, it was either too far away or the quality was too poor. Finally, he signed it with the agent who sold the house for him. A set of more than 50 square meters of second-hand one bedroom and one living room.

After the formalities were completed and the day he could move in, Jiang Yi rushed to the nursing home without stopping.In Zhao Duobao's room, there was only one female nurse who had never seen him before, and she was watching Zhao Duobao eat.

"Are you?" the female nurse asked when she saw him walking in without saying hello.

Jiang Yi kept staring at Zhao Duobao, and his voice was full of affection, "I'll take him home."

"Are you his family?"

"Ah."

"Ah, then why did you take so long to come, he has lived here for a long time."

Hearing the female nurse's words, Jiang Yi felt a tight pain in his chest, and took a few deep breaths, "I...I didn't know before."

"Well, let's wait until he finishes his meal."

Jiang Yi nodded and walked to Zhao Duobao. He was holding a spoon and repeatedly scooping up rice, putting it into his mouth, and then scooping up rice again, just like a programmed robot.

"He eats like this all the time?" Jiang Yi frowned slightly and looked at the female nurse next to him.

"Well, the doctor said to let him eat by himself. If he is fed by others, then his mobility will also be degraded." The female nurse seemed to think of something again, "By the way, after you take him back, the last It’s best not to help him do these things. He has to do all these things by himself, such as eating, going to the toilet, and taking a bath. When eating, you can put the spoon and bowl in front of him and call him. He will go to the toilet by himself, but you If you take him to a new environment, you have to tell him where the toilet is. You just need to adjust the water temperature and take him there to take a bath. For sleeping, I usually tell him to sleep at ten o'clock. You'd better not let him He went to bed too late, and there seems to be nothing else to explain, just take him out for a walk more often, not to be bored all the time, and to get in touch with the outside world to help recovery. Hey..."

Jiang Yi was listening to her instructions carefully, when a sudden sigh made him startled, "What's wrong?"

"The doctor said that his disease still needs to be overcome by himself, and he can really get better after opening his heart knot, and he can't tell when he will get better."

Jiang Yi pinched Zhao Duobao's earlobe and said softly, "It's okay."

After taking Zhao Duobao home, Jiang Yi changed out the hospital gown he had been wearing all the time, took out the newly bought clothes for him to change into, combed his somewhat long hair, and tidied him up to make him feel refreshed. Pull him to sit on the sofa.

Being alone with Zhao Duobao again, Jiang Yi was a little agitated. The half-smile expression on his face made the muscles around his mouth tremble slightly. He touched Zhao Duobao's face, and a hoarse voice sounded in the room.

"Xiaobao, why didn't you talk? What were you thinking at that time? Why did you tell Shi Qi that you were unhappy? Have you thought about me in the past three years? Look, I have a lot of questions to ask you, can you answer me? ?”

Zhao Duobao blinked, his face was stiff and unresponsive.

"If you don't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it. I'll tell you. I still remember when we first met, you helped me fix the camera. I just wanted to cheat you for money. You look sure I don’t understand SLR, so I wanted to make a fortune…” Jiang Yi looked at Zhao Duobao’s face at this point, “Do you think I’m too much, you can scold me if you want. I didn’t expect you to really help me It was repaired, and it was repaired very well. At that time, I thought you were stupid and honest... Besides, do you know that you can't help being funny at all, it's so interesting, and then I always want to find you... Although I have lied to you a lot, but when you asked me why I like you, my answer was always true."

"Hey." Jiang Yi sighed, his voice a little choked, "I have practiced this passage for three years, and I think about you every day in prison, wondering if you really hate me that much, wondering if I really want to stop There is no chance to start over with you. You know how much I regret not telling you this earlier, recognizing myself earlier..."

Jiang Yi hugged Zhao Duobao and buried his head in his neck, heaved a long sigh of relief, and said seriously: "Now I take back what I told you before I was imprisoned. Since I have been away for these years, you have not had a good life at all. , in the days to come, you will never want to leave me, and I will never let you go."

Jiang Yi had a dull pain in his heart, and his vision became blurred, so that he couldn't notice Zhao Duobao's almost imperceptible and suddenly heavy breathing.