Wu Wan

Chapter 26

Zhao Duobao shook his eyelids, opened them slowly, saw Jiang Yi squatting in front of the sofa, his mood seemed to have calmed down, and smiled at him, "Did it wake you up?"

Zhao Duobao shook his head, propped himself up and sat down on the sofa, Jiang Yi squatted at his feet, put his hands on his knees, "I see that you are sleeping soundly, and I am afraid that carrying you into the bedroom will wake you up, so let you Sleeping on the couch."

Zhao Duobao looked down at Jiang Yi's face, pursed his lips, "Jiang Yi, I want to ask you something, will you tell the truth?"

"You ask, I will never lie to you."

"Jiang Shuo forgot about the exposure of his homosexuality, did you do it?"

Jiang Yi gritted his teeth, "Why do you have to care so much about Jiang Shuo's affairs?"

"This has nothing to do with Jiang Shuowang." Zhao Duobao avoided Jiang Yi's eyes, picked up the blanket that was on his body, folded it casually, and put it on the sofa, "I only care because it has something to do with you."

Jiang Yi hesitated for a moment, flattered and asked, "Is it really because of me?"

Zhao Duobao nodded quickly.

"it's me."

"why?"

"For money." Jiang Yi paused, "And you."

Xu Shi had been squatting for too long, and his legs were a little numb. Jiang Yi leaned his back on the sofa and sat on the floor next to Zhao Duobao's legs. He sighed and continued, "I'm so jealous of Jiang Shuowang that I'm so jealous. There are many fans who like it, his boyfriend likes it, and you can still like it. I have nothing, even the you I once had have been lost by me."

"So you deliberately targeted Jiang Shuowang?"

"I want to have money to take care of you, help you pay off your debts, so that you don't have to stay by Jiang Shuowang's side anymore, targeting him is just a matter of way."

"Who is Liu Cheng?"

Jiang Yi immediately became vigilant, "You don't need to worry about this." After speaking, he felt that the reaction seemed a little too much, so he softened his tone, "I said I won't lie to you, but don't ask about this, okay?"

Zhao Duobao didn't answer any more, which seemed to acquiesce to Jiang Yi's request.

There is still half a month before Jiang Yi's summer vacation.If there are classes on weekdays, he will come back on time for lunch and dinner, and will hang around Zhao Duobao at home when there is no class. Go to school for self-study.

For this reason, Zhao Duobao asked him, but Jiang Yi couldn't hold back, so he could only say with a dry smile, "I'll be at home from now on."

Zhao Duobao didn't say anything else.

This is the distress of living together again. Memories of the past will always be evoked inadvertently, good, bad, sweet, sour, caught off guard, and rushing with those loves and hurts.

Of course, life will not just repeat the past, and there will be many unknown changes.

For example, insomnia.The two people who used to be able to hug each other until dawn are now unable to sleep at night.

Jiang Yi's insomnia is very serious, and Zhao Duobao can meet him standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette every night when he wakes up.

Fortunately, it was hot, Zhao Duobao passed by the living room and saw Jiang Yi on the balcony, he would stop unconsciously and stare blankly at his back, and then quietly went back to the room before he found out.

The same is true today.

In summer in City B, the sky is clear and cloudless, and even the moonlight at night is exceptionally clear.

Zhao Duobao stood in the living room, watched Jiang Yi's back for a while, and was about to go back to the bedroom when he was suddenly stopped.

"Little Treasure." Jiang Yi turned around, holding the cigarette butt he had just extinguished in his hand, "Woke up again?"

"En." Zhao Duobao's eyes fell on the cigarette butt in his hand, "Don't smoke so much."

"Okay, I can't sleep at night and smoke a cigarette or two, and I don't smoke during the day." Jiang Yi threw the cigarette butt into the trash can and walked to Zhao Duobao, "I know you are standing here at night."

"I thought you didn't know."

"Are you looking at me?"

"Look at the moon."

Jiang Yi chuckled, "I'm prettier than the moon, am I not?" He took a step forward, put his arms around Zhao Duobao's waist, retracted his arms, pulled him into his arms, and bowed his head to kiss him.

Zhao Duobao's eyes widened suddenly and then slowly closed.

Maybe it was because the scent of tobacco on Jiang Yi's body was too tempting, or maybe the moonlight leaking in from the window was too charming, so he got lost in this kiss.

Jiang Yi's tongue pried open his lips and teeth like a spear, and slid into his moist and soft mouth.

Through each other's thin home clothes, Zhao Duobao could clearly feel Jiang Yi's rising body temperature and fast and powerful heartbeat.And when Jiang Yi's hand reached in from the hem of his clothes, stroking his smooth back, Zhao Duobao pushed him away.

Jiang Yi's eyes were still wandering when he was infatuated, and he was full of puzzlement. He asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"I'm going back to sleep." Zhao Duobao didn't dare to look at Jiang Yi any more, he got into the bedroom as if fleeing, and closed the door with a bang.

Lying back on the bed, the ups and downs of his chest could not be calmed down for a long time.

He is just an ordinary person with normal physical needs, and it is difficult for him to be unresponsive to someone who has loved and still has feelings.

In that kiss, he was enjoying and intoxicated, the nerves dominated by emotion were hypnotizing him, allowing him to relax and immerse himself in it, while reason was clamoring frantically, telling him to escape as soon as possible.

Unable to reach an agreement, the two groups of thoughts were torn apart desperately in his mind.

The next day, Zhao Duobao finally opened the door and walked out of the bedroom after doing enough mental work. Jiang Yi was sitting on the sofa reading a book, and the breakfast he had bought was placed on the dining table.

"I bought soy milk and the vermicelli bag you like to eat."

"Oh."

Zhao Duobao thought in his heart about how to respond if Jiang Yi wanted to bring up what happened last night. The moment Jiang Yi opened his mouth, the five words "I don't remember" had already come to his lips, and the words were vivid again. Swallowed it back.

Zhao Duobao sat at the dining table eating breakfast, his eyes always glanced at the sofa inadvertently, Jiang Yi seemed to feel his gaze, raised his head and smiled at him.Zhao Duobao felt guilty for a moment, and couldn't help being a little embarrassed, "Are you going to be on summer vacation soon?"

"Well, the exam tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."

"Oh."

"After the exam, I will move all the things in the dormitory back, and I will not live in the school anymore."

Zhao Duobao looked around, "Are you planning to rent this place for a long time? The rent here is not cheap."

"Temporarily live until graduation." Jiang Yi closed the book in his hand, walked to the dining table, and sat down facing Zhao Duobao. The treatment will be worse, and you can still accumulate work experience first. You had a bad life before, and I have done a lot of things to you, but can you not be disappointed in me, give me another chance, I will slowly To make it up to you, I really have seriously planned our future..."

"Jiang Yi." Zhao Duobao interrupted him, "Your plan for the future is to support me forever?"

Jiang Yi's expression became tense, and he hurriedly explained, "That's not what I mean, I don't think you will have to worry about money in the future. You can work, and I won't stop you."

"You don't need to change your life trajectory for me." Jiang Yi's words made Zhao Duobao feel heavy.

For one thing, he couldn't afford another person's life.

Secondly, Jiang Yi's words really touched him, and he was afraid that he would be shaken by it.

"If one day you regret it in the future, I can't take responsibility."

"I won't regret it, definitely not." Jiang Yi smiled wryly, "I grew up in an environment where the role of a father was missing. No one taught me what responsibility and responsibility are. All I saw were irresponsible men. I used to think that as long as people are comfortable with themselves, they don’t need to care about other people’s lives, of course, I’m changing now, it’s you who changed me, don’t you want to experience the results of the transformation?”

Zhao Duobao didn't expect Jiang Yi to mention this to him suddenly.Regarding Jiang Yi's family, he pieced together a general situation from the fragmented information. He dared not listen any more, fearing that the more he heard, the more he could not help finding reasons for Jiang Yi's behavior.

Zhao Duobao stood up, lowered his head and avoided looking at Jiang Yi, "I don't want to talk about this."

"Do you think I'm making excuses?"

"Review and take the exam well."

"Xiaobao, what I say is the truth."

"I'm annoying, stop talking!" Zhao Duobao was upset, and accidentally knocked over the soy milk on the table with a wave of his hand, dripping all over the floor.

Jiang Yi sighed, "Let me clean it up."

Zhao Duobao really wanted to avoid it, so he glanced at the trash can at his feet filled with rubbish, took advantage of Jiang Yi to go to the balcony to get sanitary tools, tied the bag and carried it out the door.

Zhao Duobao had blamed himself countless times for not living up to expectations, but he would still think about his feelings and unconsciously find reasons for Jiang Yi to excuse him.And he has never been a person who is good at insisting on himself, he is too easily influenced by the people and environment around him.

So he didn't dare to stay in the room any longer, Jiang Yi seemed to see through his heart's eyes and those solemn words like an oath made his heart beat like thunder, half flustered, half throbbing.

Afterwards, no one mentioned the kiss the day before.

Zhao Duobao didn't stop for Jiang Yi's back in the middle of the night.