sinovels Chapter 34 34
Chapter 34 34
There was silence on the other side for a long time, so long that Orleans Moray began to feel a little uneasy again, she hurriedly replied: "Did I just say something too heavy? I may have a little strange emotion because I said BoomZero at the end, yes Isn't it a bit too self-talk? Isn't it weird?"
"Oulumite, the world's number one: No, Miss Moray, no."
"The world's number one Olumite: Miss Moray, it's not surprising at all."
"The world's number one Oulumite: I want to ask, Miss Moray, are you no longer afraid?"
"Orleans Moray: Hahaha, in fact, I want to answer that I am not afraid, but in fact, I am still very scared, very scared, and I am scared every day. GZDK looks more real every day, and looks more like it every day. From the imaginary world in my head to reality, I am more and more afraid every day."
"The world's number one Oulumite: If, I mean if, if GZDK is really... fake..."
"Orleans Moray: Then I might cry a lot, have an appointment with my friends to get drunk for a night, play GZDK clips all night, sing fan songs, drown myself in tears and alcohol, and imagine myself rotten a little bit .”
"Orleans Moray: Hahaha, it's really like a broken relationship. Maybe my boyfriend broke up with me, and I won't cry so badly."
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: Will you be sad?"
"Orleans Moray: It will be sad."
"The world's No. [-] Olumet: Will you be afraid?"
"Orleans Moray: It will be scary."
Obviously knowing what I like...the possibility of responding is almost zero.
He knew exactly how sad he would be in the end.
Obviously so scared now.
"Oulumite, the world's number one: Even so, do you still want to love?"
With hardly any delay, the next message appears on the screen.
"Orleans Moray: Of course."
"Moray Orleans: I'm going to love."
Izuku Midoriya's eye circles turned red again, and the soreness around his eyes became heavier and heavier, and he began to think of Katsuki Bakugo's words that hit his heart like a knife, and when they reached his ears, they were worse than the desk hitting the door The sound of the door is still loud, I don't know if the door has been smashed, otherwise Katsuki Bakugo will have to pay for the maintenance.There might be a high school student in that class after school starts who is surprised to find that his desk is new.
"The world's No. [-] Oulumite: so brave."
"Miss Moray, you are really brave."
Going back in time again, the pain on the lips seems to be still there, Katsuki Bakugo said loudly that he is ridiculous, Katsuki Bakugo doesn’t care about anyone, naturally he doesn’t need to apologize to anyone, Katsuki Bakugo doesn’t care about Izuku Midoriya , Naturally, there is no need to apologize to Izuku Midoriya.
"The world's number one Oulumite: I have read many, many, many GZDK fan fictions."
"The world's No. [-] Oulumite: There are many Green Valley Deku, and there are many Bakugo Katsuki."
"Oulumite, the number one in the world: I have read Ms. Moray's colleagues, the article "My Appearance When I Try to Get Close to You", and Izuku Midoriya described by Ms. Moray. He is so brave."
"Oulumite, the number one in the world: Even if he thinks that he will never get a response, even if he knows that person will sneer at this liking, even though he understands that he is desperately chasing but will never get results, in the eyes of that person Just a joke."
He remembered that when the photo incident broke out on the Internet, he asked Katsuki Bakugo to confirm whether the other party was contributing to the flames. That was when he first began to worry about the funny activities between them.Maybe it's not just worry, but even subtle trembling and cold teeth. How far this person doesn't care about him.The subtle complaints in his heart were magnified countless times at this moment, and every bit of it was interpreted. He thought, Bakugo Katsuki played everyone around, and didn't even ask him as a co-participant. He thought, In the eyes of Bakugo Katsuki, he is probably just a useful prop, and maybe he should be grateful for such a result, at least it is not a waste at this time.
"The world's No. [-] Oulumite: But he still likes the other party so nakedly, and expresses his love for that person so persistently."
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: How brave."
"The world's number one Oulumite: GZDK also has many Green Valley Izuku, they are all equally brave, just like you, Miss Moray, everyone is very brave."
A fragment of the past suddenly flashed in his mind. It was when they were very young. When this picture appeared in his mind, he suddenly realized that there was such an experience in his life.The time span is so large, as if passing through a node of the Mobius ring, time no longer flows forward, and the end point becomes the starting point.
"Oulumite, the world's number one: But I'm actually...not brave."
That was when they were very young, four years old?five years old?Izuku of Green Valley really can’t remember clearly, they were playing in the valley, Katsuki Bakugo accidentally fell into the stream, he didn’t know at that time, he didn’t know that he would be pushed away by Katsuki Bakugo countless times in the future Rejected, he reached out his hand to Bakugo Katsuki foolishly at that time.
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: I'm not brave at all."
At that moment, the blond-haired, red-eyed child froze.
"World No. [-] Olumite: Because I've been rejected...too many times."
Then he stood up.
Viciously, Izuku was pushed into the stream.
"The world's No. [-] Oulumite: I really don't want to... have any more real feelings for GZDK."
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: because I'm not brave at all."
"Oulumite, the world's number one: I can't put my feelings on something that will never give me any response, and I really can't hope for something that is destined to end. Only when I face this matter, I Don't believe in miracles."
He didn't grab the hand that he reached out to.
"The world's number one Oulumite: Miss Moray... I'm sorry."
"Orleans Moray: Why?"
"Orleans Moray: Why are you saying sorry to me?"
"Orleans Moray: Small World, I think if you want to say sorry, you should change someone."
"Moray Orleans: You should say sorry to yourself."
"Orleans Moray: I'm going to speak out again today, because although you keep saying that you don't want to, you can't do anything, but in my opinion——"
"Orleans Moray: ——you have really felt it."
Midori's eyes widened.
At this moment, his eyes that had been sore for a long time finally burst, tears welled up in his eyes, big drops of warm tears fell down, he buried his face in his palms, his laughter was crushed into tears, and tears flowed from his chin To the neck, he choked up, wept, and laughed.
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: Yes..."
"The world's No. [-] Olumite: I already feel the truth."
"The world's No. [-] Olumet: It didn't start now, it may have been a long time ago—"
"Oulumite, the number one in the world: - I already really feel it."
How the hell did things come to this.
Bakugo Katsuki rubbed his hair irritably, his hair was very stiff, and even though his inner agitation was so much that it could fill the room, it still wasn't messed up by him.
Why are you crying?What is there to cry about?
Or is that guy really that into that woman?Like it so much that you even want to look at him with that kind of obtrusive eyes?Even want to confront him?
Does Izuku Midoriya have a fucking club in his head?
Bakugo Katsuki angrily recalled the argument he had with Izuku Midori at dusk, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Izuku Midoriya was unreasonable.Where did he say a wrong word?The guy who likes that kind of delusional woman has really bad eyesight, right?
【Why not laughable?Since she knows what she really likes, or puts her emotions and energy into it, isn't she intoxicated by herself?Isn’t it ridiculous that you think you’re doing something amazing when you’re just doing a one-man show with no benefit or feedback? 】
Bakugo Katsuki let his hand out of his hair.
Bakugo Katsuki paused.
He suddenly remembered seven years ago, when he was looking at the sleeping Midoriya Izuku at his desk in junior high school.
At that time, on the table where Izuku Midoriya was lying on his stomach, there was an open, half-written, and full of notes on heroes.
Izuku Midoriya used to be that guy who had absurd expectations for something that would never have a response, devoting his energies and affections to a hopeless, almost impossible to dream, utterly stupid guy.
——Then, Midoriya Izuku waited for that miracle.