Chapter 15 The Key
Chapter 15 The Key
The thorough child's taste makes Jian Zhuo always keep his enthusiasm for sweets, and also makes him fall in love with a certain brand of carbonated drinks, but when it comes to wine, he can only taste the "sourness, bitterness and spicyness" in it.sweet?Not at all.So he often can't understand why adults like to drink such things. Life is already very hard, but he still has to ask for it.So this lack of exercise left him with only the dispersed red, yellow and blue deviations in the world after he was drunk, and the colorful kaleidoscope of large and small, which is very strange.
The smell of alcohol and smoke is equally difficult to hide, so the moment Jian Zhuo bumped into his arms, Zhou Shuchen knew that he must have been drinking.
"Jian Zhuo." Zhou Shuchen called out, but it didn't seem to have any effect at all. The child still didn't respond, just resting his head on his shoulder, without saying a word.
Zhou Shuchen was a little at a loss, and it took him a while to put his hand on Jian Zhuo's back spoon.He stared at Jian Zhuo's pointy ears, and felt that he was very similar to the desert fox that his friend Bjarn once raised.
"...Hello, Father Xiao Zhou." Startled and stunned, Jian Zhuo suddenly spoke viscously, with an extremely long ending.Then he stretched out his hand and saluted Zhou Shuchen in a very formal military salute: "I'm here to confess, I'm here to repent."
Zhou Shuchen found it funny, "What crime did you commit?"
Jian Zhuo looked up in bewilderment, first stared at Zhou Shuchen erratically for a while, then raised the decibel and shouted: "Yes! I am a sinner... I am a sinner!"
"I shouldn't have gone to drink with Qi Yike instead of looking at my phone." Jian Zhuo said in a daze, her body movements also became exaggerated: "I made you wait here for so, so, so long, it's so cold..."
Before he finished speaking, he saw Jian Zhuo take off his black frock coat, and put his feet on Zhou Shuchen's body.
Zhou Shuchen was about to speak, but Jian Zhuo blocked Zhou Shuchen with his hands: "You know...do you know the result of today?"
Zhou Shuchen smiled and blinked, then nodded obediently.
"Why don't you congratulate me." Jian Zhuo moved closer and bared her teeth at him.
Zhou Shuchen was helpless, thinking that it wasn't because you didn't let me talk.He put his hand on Jian Zhuo's wrist, removed the burning palm from his lips, and hung the troublesome coat back on Jian Zhuo's shoulder, wrapping Jian Zhuo into a cocoon: "There is nothing to congratulate Yes, everyone knew the result."
Jian Zhuo was taken aback, and followed Zhou Shuchen to the car: "It's like kicking a match..."
He is not the type like a dodder who insists on pestering people to please him, but he feels that Zhou Shuchen should give him nice words.Because that's what Zhou Shuchen did from the beginning, didn't he?
Half a step away from Zhou Shuchen, Jian Zhuo just walked behind him, staring at his well-dressed back in the slightly swaying world, thinking of his appearance in a white coat for a moment, and thinking of him giving treatment to people The appearance is so rigorous that it shows a trace of sacredness in the simple and insignificant world.
He heard Zhou Shuchen ask him again if he wanted to go home, he must have not forgotten the key this time.
As if his mind was completely blocked by alcohol, Jian Zhuo stopped behind Zhou Shuchen, and said in a low voice with a little stubbornness: "...Actually, this kind of grade is not really important... If you have to say it, it must be no worse than your college entrance examination. It is difficult to apply for the school and the subsequent exams, so there is nothing wrong with you and everyone, but it has a different meaning to me. This is the first time I stand on it, and the first time I completely put aside all concerns to look at it. my choice."
Jian Zhuo suddenly felt that the dim yellow light cast by the street lamp was a bit dazzling, so he covered his eyes with the back of his hand, he thought for a while, and laughed again: "I know, I know it very well. I'm just a marginalized person, Marginal people eliminated by the main tide!... I am standing here, I can't see the way when I look back, but the shore in front of me is too far away, and I can't reach both sides. Until now, I have not been able to live like someone else The look of hope... So I envy you, envy everything about you, envy you can do a lot of things that I can't do well, that's why I especially like to cling to you. As long as I look at you, I can have an environment that makes me happy I imagined, 'If I keep walking on the original path, what kind of life will I have, and I don't need to live in self-doubt every day'."
Zhou Shuchen clearly knows that it is self-esteem that supports Jian Zhuo's entire body.Even when Jian Zhuo couldn't push down his AP form that expressed his blessings again and again, he began to transfer money to his bank card, one by one, vowing to settle his feelings.
But in this situation, Zhou Shuchen really couldn't explain the logic to the drunkard.Originally, when he said that, he just thought that Jian Zhuo's victory was a matter of course, and he also wanted the children to guard against arrogance and impatience, because this was not just the end, and it wasn't that he didn't care at all.
But what he doesn't know is that Jian Zhuo never shows his vulnerability to others, but only slightly pushes aside the barriers for him alone.
Jian Zhuo grabbed the button on the back of Zhou Shuchen's long windbreaker, "I want to hear you say that I am fine, and I will mention even a little achievement in front of you, because I don't want you to think that I am a bastard or a waste. "
His tone of voice was full of confusion: "Obviously at the beginning, I'm just jealous and want to compare with you everywhere... But why, the longer I stay with you, the more I can't control myself. I really want to get something from you, I want to be recognized, I want to be with you, I want a lot..."
Jian Zhuo was drunk, and gently wrapped Zhou Shuchen's waist from behind, his movements were very slow, and he seemed a little tender.
"...Just now they asked me a question, if I were a girl, who would I choose as my boyfriend..."
Jian Zhuo subconsciously bit his lips with his teeth, too hard, and blood oozes again.I don't know if it's because of shame, moisture welled up in his eye sockets, and his voice was rubbed into sobs, as if he had used [-]% of his courage: "...Damn, I'm going to take it seriously. At that time, I was thinking, If only I were a girl, I will definitely come to your door and betray you, even if you push me away, I won’t leave."
The spring is cold and the magnolias are in full bloom, but in the end they can only fall to the ground and let pedestrians step on them.Jian Zhuo stared at the mud-stained white magnolia under his feet in confusion, unable to think of any more thoughts for a moment.
"Jane Zhuo."
He heard Zhou Shuchen call his name, but for the first time he didn't raise his head in response.
"You are fine, and no one will think you will be what you said you would be." Zhou Shuchen's hand on his shoulder was a little stiff, "The process of accepting that you are ordinary enough is long and cruel. Some unnecessary regrets, most people are like this, including me of course. But I just remember that you said you don’t want it, and you won’t be a mediocre life in this life.”
"I know...so I have never regretted it." Jian Zhuo whispered, hearing Zhou Shuchen's evasive words, he became more and more aware of his slip of the tongue just now, even when he was drunk, he had some thoughts of running away.He was about to open his mouth to explain indiscriminately, but Zhou Shuchen held his face and looked up.
Zhou Shuchen frowned, bowed his head and slowly approached Jian Zhuo, so frightened that Jian Zhuo took half a step back, and raised his head to meet his eyes.
"Like me?" Zhou Shuchen asked in a low voice.
Jian Zhuo's brain froze for a moment, the word seemed to be the insulating layer of the wire, and at this moment, only the continuous tiny current was left to hit him.He felt ashamed, like a peeled fruit, having to show everything for people to see.
Jian Zhuo was extremely wronged for no reason: "Doctor Zhou, it doesn't matter if you feel disgusted or disgusted... But can you stop liking others first?"
The crescent moon hangs very high, and what surrounds them is the unique humid fog of Chengdu, which together with the shadows of street lamps makes the simple kaleidoscopic world blurry.
Jian Zhuo looked at Zhou Shuchen in confusion, wondering why there are two moons in this world.
In a chaotic state, he never gave an answer, but only heard Zhou Shuchen smiled: "Drunkards are innocent with me, and they don't need to confess and repent when they are sober."
Jian Zhuo was actually more sober than before when he was drunk, but he was just confused, but not at all unconscious.
He stood leaning against the wires on one side, slowly covering his face with his hands.Hearing Zhou Shuchen's seemingly indifferent enlightenment at this time, he actually felt aggrieved, but he didn't know where the grievance came from, and it hit him all over his body.
All of a sudden, the sound of crisp metal impact lingered in Jian Zhuo's ears.
It was a key, hanging just above the tip of his nose.
Jian Zhuo looked up again in confusion, but saw Zhou Shuchen's forehead hair slightly tousled by the cold wind, his uncomfortable eyes, and his red ears.
"Also, I won't drive you away." Zhou Shuchen fell to the ground, and only said this sentence, "Waiting for you to come to the door anytime."
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