Wild Journey

Chapter 78 Concealment | "From the past to the present"

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Xiao let go of Feng Yao.

Feng Yao was paralyzed on the bed, burying his face in the pillow exhaustedly, while Gu Xiao wiped him with a piece of paper, and picked him up again: "Take a bath?"

"Don't wash." Feng Yao was tired and sleepy, and didn't want to bother anymore.

After such a long break-in, Feng Yao let go a lot, he was no longer as coy as he was at the beginning, he obediently kissed Gu Xiao, leaned lazily in Gu Xiao's arms, wanted to put on his pants, but was stopped by Gu Xiao, "Don't wear it, it looks good."

Feng Yao glanced at him: "Why don't you take it off?"

Just thinking about why he took off completely, Gu Xiao untied a trouser chain, and Gu Xiao took off his clothes decisively.

Feng Yao: "..."

"You are really shameless."

Feng Yao blushed again, he turned his head away from Gu Xiao, and pulled the quilt to wrap himself around him.Gu Xiao threw the clothes aside, lifted the quilt, approached Feng Yao, and said in an innocent tone, "You asked me to take it off."

The space under the quilt is very narrow, Gu Xiao put his arms around Feng Yao, put his chest against his back, there was no barrier.Feng Yao muttered: "If I tell you to take it off, you can take it off, then I will let you put it on now, you go and put it on."

Gu Xiao: "It's too cold outside, I don't want to move."

Feng Yao gritted his teeth: "Then I'll get it for you."

Gu Xiao hugged him and did not let go: "Don't take it, just like this, be obedient."

Feng Yao turned around and faced Gu Xiao face to face.Gu Xiao took advantage of the situation and embraced him in his arms: "Feng Yao, let's make up."

What happened that night, although Feng Yao was half-pushed, he still had a bit of brooding in his heart, he said angrily: "Never mind, you didn't explain to me why you lied to me, this matter hasn't passed yet. "

"Slept/slept with me without reconciling?" Gu Xiao jokingly said, "Honey, you can't be so casual, you know?"

Feng Yao was so angry: "You are just casual, it's obviously you..."

Gu Xiao seemed to be sure that Feng Yao would not let go, and deliberately asked: "What am I?"

"..." Obviously you forced me first.Feng Yao knew that Gu Xiao was bored with bullying, and he didn't want to talk to him anymore, so he wanted to kick him angrily.

Although in most cases, Gu Xiao dotes on Feng Yao very much, but when it comes to bickering and fighting, he never gives in to Feng Yao.Easily put the person under his body again, Gu Xiao cast his eyes on Feng Yao playfully, trying to take advantage of it, but suddenly froze.

He stretched out his hand and caressed Feng Yao's tattoo.

Feng Yao panted: "You..."

"My tattoo is F, your initial." Gu Xiao took Feng Yao's hand and stopped near his mermaid line, "Here."

The skin there was very new, and it was so fair that it didn't look like it came from a mercenary who had experienced many battles. Feng Yao stroked it with his thumb and said quietly, "It's healed by itself."

Gu Xiao hummed.

The two were speechless. When it came to the past, Gu Xiao became very silent. Feng Yao had no choice but to guess by himself. He recalled the past, combined with Gu Xiao's self-healing, and Yishen's impeccable deception, and finally asked tentatively: "Is it true?" Not... because of my dad? He wanted to operate on you, that's why we separated? "

Gu Xiao didn't answer.

Feng Yao continued: "You will heal yourself because of DIN2? Why did you leave after the fusion?"

Gu Xiao only answered the first question: "Yes."

Feng Yao asked again: "Your spirit is not stable, why?"

Gu Xiao was silent, an imperceptible look flashed across his eyes for a short time, and then he closed his eyes to cover it up, but Feng Yao caught it keenly. He knew that Gu Xiao's expressionless expression at this time was actually covering up real thoughts.

That was something he had never seen in Gu Xiao before, it was unbearably sad.

Feng Yao froze for a moment, what kept flashing in his mind was Gu Xiao's state when he was insane and drunk, begging him humbly, pleadingly, hysterically, and at all costs not to leave.The past is vivid in my mind, and as my thoughts flashed, I finally settled on the conversation on the isolated island that day——

"There was someone I loved very much."

"Later, he lied to me and we separated."

"...I don't believe he lied to me."

In Feng Yao's impression, he has never lied to G. His love for him is so deep that it can't be erased by amnesia. How could he hurt him?Why did Gu Xiao still refuse to confess?

Feng Yao was puzzled, he sat up, touched Gu Xiao's face, and asked, "Did I... cheat you?"

Gu Xiao frowned, his face suddenly became ugly.

This kind of reaction was unexpected by Feng Yao, Gu Xiao seemed to be very resistant to this question, he dodged Feng Yao's hand, and abnormally showed a very obvious irritability in front of Feng Yao.Feng Yao could tell that Gu Xiao didn't want to hurt him, but he couldn't help himself, just like every time Gu Xiao lost his mind.

Feng Yao raised his hands, at a loss: "Gu Xiao..."

Gu Xiao turned his back, wanted to get his clothes, and said calmly, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette."

Feng Yao was stunned for a moment, and quickly hugged Gu Xiao.

Gu Xiao paused, and then ruthlessly opened Feng Yao's hand. He used great strength, Feng Yao was pinched very painfully, but he hugged him again, his hand just pressed on Gu Xiao's chest, and he felt Gu Xiao's heart was beating very fast, terribly fast, as if it was going to jump out of his chest in the next second.

There was already a hint of impatience in Gu Xiao's tone: "Let go."

Feng Yao's dislocated wrist was tightly gripped by Gu Xiao, and there was a jerky and unbearable pain, and physical tears overflowed immediately, but Feng Yao still stubbornly refused to let go, the situation took a turn for the worse, he couldn't cope, and couldn't help crying Zeyan, with an uncontrollable cry, said: "I won't let you go, don't run away after finishing it."

In fact, Feng Yao didn't know how to deal with Gu Xiao's mental disorder. Looking back on the two encounters in the past, Gu Xiao either got better by beating him or kissing him forcibly. In this situation, Feng Yao I don't know what to do, but subconsciously, I don't want Gu Xiao to leave.

Time seemed to lose its accuracy in the boundless silence, and when the horrifying and frantic screaming phantom in Gu Xiao's head returned to silence, his shoulders were already wet with Feng Yao's tears.He regained his senses in a daze, and the force on Feng Yao's wrist bones also loosened. Feng Yao felt his improvement and hugged him even tighter.

"I don't mean anything else, I just... want to know too much." Feng Yao put his face on Gu Xiao's back, relying and intimate, "It's not just your business, it's our common past, occasionally Let me do something for you too... I want to help you share."

Gu Xiao moved his lips lightly, but made no sound.

After a long time, he lowered his eyes, put his hand on Feng Yao's arm, gently and calmly, and then held Feng Yao's hand.

How should I speak?

Gu Xiao calmed down and thought desperately. He thought a lot, but he only asked one question: "Feng Yao, if you had to choose between me and Yishen, who would you choose?"

Feng Yao didn't react for a moment: "Huh?"

Gu Xiao didn't speak, Feng Yaochi asked: "Why do you want me to choose between you? What kind of choice?"

"Stay with me and never see him." Gu Xiao said flatly, "or go back to the research institute and never see me again."

Feng Yao vaguely sensed something from Gu Xiao's nonchalant tone. He felt for no reason that he was getting close to the truth, and his heartbeat started to speed up. He hesitated and said, "Why do you ask such a question?"

Gu Xiao calmly said: "Answer me, Feng Yao."

"Why did I make this choice? You are all important to me." Like a game, Feng Yao and Gu Xiao mediated, trying to find out the whole story from his words, "If you don't make it clear, I Can't make a choice."

The one after another answering the question is not difficult for Gu Xiao to hear Feng Yao's intentional evasion, and escaping is the answer, so there is no need to ask again, Gu Xiao changed the subject: "Don't ask any more, when I need you to share, I will share with you Said."

That's what he said, but Gu Xiao knew very well that once he started, Feng Yao was determined not to give up easily.He wiped off Feng Yao's tears, half discussing, half begging: "The past is not important, think about it later. Nothing can separate us again, I will always be with you, don't think about the past anymore, okay? good?"

Feng Yao was still thinking about Gu Xiao's original intention for raising this multiple-choice question. He stared blankly at Gu Xiao, nodded absently, and said nothing.

Gu Xiao pressed Feng Yao's wrist lightly: "Does it still hurt?"

Feng Yao: "It still hurts a little, but Si Yuan gave me some ointment."

Gu Xiao frowned: "I'm sorry."

Feng Yao always felt that Gu Xiao's mental problems were inseparable from himself. Compared with the fear and incomprehension in the past, he felt more distressed at this time: "When the rescue is over, let's see a psychiatrist."

Gu Xiao nodded: "We'll talk about it when the time comes, let's go to sleep."

It was almost dawn, and Feng Yao was indeed a little tired. He moved in and lay down obediently. Gu Xiao pulled the quilt over the two of them, and wrapped his arms around Feng Yao.

After solving the last crux, Feng Yao became very cooperative, he leaned on Gu Xiao with peace of mind, and looked at him in blank dismay.

Gu Xiao's eyes are beautiful, which is what impressed Feng Yao deeply when he met him for the first time. At this time, the night is endless, and the slanting light outside the window is reflected in the depths of his dark pupils, and there are misty and bright spots of light falling down, which is very beautiful. is stunning.

Feng Yao was immersed in Gu Xiao's eyes, thoughtful, and after a while, he said seriously in a voice almost whispering: "...Gu Xiao, I love you, from the past to the present, I have always loved you. Love you."

Gu Xiao didn't give Feng Yao an answer, but Feng Yao always cared about what Gu Xiao said he lied to. He was afraid that Gu Xiao would leave a scar in his heart, so he solemnly revealed his feelings.

"I know." Gu Xiao understood what Feng Yao was thinking, and he said equally seriously, "I love you too, Feng Yao, from the past to the present, I have always loved you."

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