Wild Journey

Chapter 61 Nightmare | "Want me to kiss you?"

Under the effect of anesthesia, Gu Xiao had a long dream.

The dream is illusory, and the intermittent fragments cannot be connected into a plot.He suddenly returned to the late night when he was 15 years old. He got out of bed following the movement of the living room, peeped out through the narrow door crack with the faint light, and saw his father, who had not returned for a long time, brought a Covered with blood that was too late to wash off, he walked into the house in a hurry and explained something to his mother.

It was supposed to be a farewell night.

The flames of war raged to Area E, and the situation of the battle changed rapidly. The night before, my father was still trying to resolve it peacefully. That night, the tanks had broken through the gate of the city.

He remembered his mother's kiss on his forehead, which was soft but filled with infinite grief and sorrow. She didn't say the words of farewell. She looked at him intently, as if she wanted to trace his appearance into her heart. After a long time, , she choked up and said: "Live well, mom loves you."

Sudden white light spread from all directions, so intense that it hurts the eyes, the warmth was expelled and annihilated, in the bright silver phantom, Gu Xiao regained his vision, he was facing a white wall, his eyes were monotonous White, monotonous to boring, he stood in the middle of the corridor, this corridor was pure white, lengthy and endless, the end invisible at a glance, like an unfathomable abyss.

Desolate, cold, oppressive and suffocating.

For a long time, Gu Xiao believed that the design of the research institute fully reflected Yishen's inhumanity.He hates this place, especially the incandescent lamp that never goes out from morning to night. The cold white light is surrounded by endless chill, like a sharp and threatening blade, as if it can strip away emotions and assimilate people into cruel and ruthless monsters .

So, he made a lantern.

He turned off the light in the room and lit the candle wick. The light from the fire was covered in thin paper, reflecting a light golden light. The flickering light was very fragile, but it had infinite power. In the dark, the whole room was warm. up.

In the overflowing light, he and 12-year-old Xiao Fengyao looked at each other.

"It's a lantern."

"lantern?"

"Ah."

"Why is it called a lantern?"

"..."

Xiao Fengyao is very smart, especially in his strong thirst for knowledge. He often breaks the casserole and asks Gu Xiao, who can't answer, to get stuck. But Xiao Fengyao is also very cute. He can justify himself and rarely let Gu Xiao Xiao is embarrassed.

He tilted his head, looked at the lantern left and right, and said childishly, "Because it emits light, it looks like a cage, isn't it?"

Gu Xiao nodded, and said perfunctorily, "Really." He really never thought about such a boring thing as why a lantern is called a lantern.

Back then, Feng Yao was still a small, skinny little dumpling who felt soft to the touch, with a fleshy face, and a bright and delicate appearance that could be seen in his childish cuteness. He sat on Gu Xiao's lap, Leaning on the edge of the table, staring at the lantern with full concentration, staring at it, fell asleep.

The candlelight fell on Xiao Fengyao's face, which was divided by the exquisite facial features, and cast a light shadow. Gu Xiao looked at him quietly for a long while, without disturbing him, but gently carried him back to the room.When he was tucked into the bed, Xiao Fengyao was still holding Gu Xiao's hand. He was sleepy and murmured 'lantern' in a low voice.

"I had a dream yesterday, and I dreamed that my brother was like a lantern, and could also emit light."

"..."

Gu Xiao often didn't know how to respond to Xiao Fengyao's whims. Fortunately, this sentence didn't need to be answered. Xiao Fengyao laughed to himself, and said happily: "It's warm, the dream is warm."

Gu Xiao was taken aback when he heard the words, then he understood.

Lanterns are not only lanterns, but also the few vitality left here.It is human instinct to warm up and avoid cold, and no one likes to be lonely.Also imprisoned in this cold cage, Feng Yao, like him, yearns for warmth, even if it's just bits and pieces.

Xiao Fengyao is a clingy follower. He is very energetic. He is really cute when he is sensible, and he is a real bear when he is noisy. He is full of curiosity about Gu Xiao who is the same age. He often goes to play with Gu Xiao. He likes to listen to Gu Xiao talked about the world outside the institute, and the two often stayed together for a whole day.

The heartbeat of love for a long time is a wonderful process, especially for two lonely teenagers who are in their youth.In the long time of getting along, they depended on each other and became a source of warmth that they could not give up.Gu Xiao's memory is still fresh, it was an afternoon, Xiao Fengyao took advantage of his nap, and gently kissed his forehead.

He still can't forget that kiss so far, it was green and ignorant, it fell on the same forehead, and it was also so gentle. When touching, he vaguely read from Feng Yao's carefulness a kind of liking that had no place to rest and he didn't know it. .

But he's not sure.

For the simple Feng Yao, this kiss may be just a simple way of showing affection, or it may just be that he is bothering others and thinking too much.

Therefore, he didn't open his eyes, he chose to pretend to be asleep.

He has never managed a relationship. He likes Feng Yao, but he is very confused. He doesn't know whether it is the love of his brother for his younger brother, or the love between lovers, and most importantly, he doesn't know whether Feng Yao has thought about it.

Keren is a creature that eats and tastes.

At some point, he began to reminisce about the kiss that day.

He began to reflect and ask himself. From then on, when he got along with Feng Yao, whenever he looked at Feng Yao, there would be inexplicable ripples in his heart. For a long time, he was very afraid of the night, because at night, the tiny Feelings will swallow his thoughts like a flood.

Those sinful, immoral loves, which even he himself could not accept and tolerate, flooded into his mind one by one, tormenting his will endlessly.

He was 17 years old that year, and Feng Yao was 14 years old.

In this lifeless place, which he hated deeply, he fell in love with a boy who was three years younger than him.

They get along day and night, and they are the only ones in each other's lives. The meaning of occupation is too important. Once love sprouts, it is unavoidable and unstoppable.

That day, Gu Xiao carried Feng Yao back to the room as usual, and when he stopped by the bed, he looked at the soundly sleeping person, but finally couldn't hold back, and leaned over to press a soft kiss on that peaceful face.When he got up, he whispered good night, and then he saw Feng Yao's cheeks were flushed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The curled eyelashes kept trembling, like fluttering butterfly wings, Feng Yao's breathing changed, and he was suppressed stiffly and panicked.

Feng Yao woke up and didn't push him away.

Then... how about another kiss?

Greed became more and more unscrupulous under the catalysis of the night, and his nose and breath intertwined. When he was about to touch the soft thin lips, Gu Xiao stopped, subconsciously looked at Feng Yao, and met those wet eyes unexpectedly.

The dim moonlight filled the amber pupils, shining into Gu Xiao's heart like the shining stars that night.

"Want me to kiss you?" he asked.

Feng Yao looked at him with sparkling eyes, but he didn't speak.

The moment of looking at each other became very long, and it has been a long time since the trance, so long that Gu Xiao almost lost all his courage in Feng Yao's hesitation.

Sobriety and timidity followed, and he wavered.

However, just as he was about to leave, Feng Yao held him back.

Feng Yao refused to move away from his eyes, he hooked his fingers on his sleeves, he didn't use much strength, but he was so stubborn and firm.

And the silence at this moment is already worth a thousand words.

Feng Yao is still young, while Gu Xiao is older. He knows very well that in this relationship, he is in an absolute dominant position, so he must take responsibility.

So the kiss fell on the eyes.

Sincere and complex, not just love.

He can't rely on love to commit murder, he told himself that the future will be long, and he will always accompany Feng Yao, as a lover, as a brother, no matter what it is, no matter what the ending of this relationship will eventually be.

So, he can afford to wait.

"I'll wait for you until you're 16."

"Why do you have to be 16?"

"I'll give you time to think about it."

The first kiss was on Gu Xiao's 19th birthday.

The 16-year-old Feng Yao has stepped into a rebellious period, from a soft and cute dumpling to a proud boy who can't do this or that. He is very smart and has a particularly strong hands-on ability. He shuts Gu Xiao out by half a child During the month, warm golden lamps were inlaid in various places in the room, creating a magnificent artificial starry sky.

The white light in the corridor outside the door is bleak and cold, while the room inside the door is brightly lit. The soft and charming light spots cast romantic shadows, and the silhouettes of embracing each other obliquely fall on the wall. Yao unconsciously grabbed the fabric of Gu Xiao's shoulders, his fingertips were trembling.

After the kiss, the corners of Feng Yao's eyes and brows were stained with a seductive blush, he breathed unsteadily, buried his face in Gu Xiao's shoulder, and called out 'brother' muffled.

"Brother, you, do you like it?"

"Lantern, or you?"

"All."

"like it all."

"Then you, you will always... stay with me?"

Feng Yao, who has always been eloquent, was so nervous that he stuttered. Gu Xiao thought his appearance was really cute, so he couldn't help pecking at the tip of the little stuttering ear.

So Feng Yao's ears turned red, he turned his face, buried his ears into Gu Xiao's arms, and urged embarrassingly, "Ask you."

"Yes." Gu Xiao tightened his arms, rubbed him into his arms, and promised earnestly and solemnly, "I will always be with you, protect you, and love you."

Feng Yao also hugged him, and whispered: "Well, I will too."

——The sudden pain cut off Gu Xiao's dream.

The impenetrable darkness was like a net, tightly imprisoning him, and he was like falling into an abyss. In the void, he felt a piercing chill, which was the unique temperature of metal, along his texture, Seeped into the flesh and blood, cold to the bone.

Suddenly woke up.

Gu Xiao opened his heavy eyelids and saw the white ceiling.

Waking up from a big dream, coupled with the catalysis of the medicine, Gu Xiao was a little dull, he moved his stiff eyes with difficulty, and looked at Yishen.The white coat was splattered with blood, Yishen was wearing a mask, his exposed eyebrows were indifferent and focused, and the scalpel that had just left Gu Xiao's abdominal cavity was covered with blood.

The anesthesia was still taking effect, Gu Xiao felt weak all over, and he didn't even have a clear consciousness.In a half-dream and half-awake state, he saw Yishen put down the scalpel, tie a leather rope around his arm, and then took out a needle.

The needle pierces the skin and the reagent is slowly pushed into the vein.

The liquid was icy cold, almost freezing the blood, and the gloomy coolness pulsed along the meridian, directly into the heart, and then the whole body felt the deep cold of falling into the ice cellar, accompanied by an extremely strange feeling of weakness.

There was a small arc between his lips, and Gu Xiao heard his voice so hoarse that it was unreal: "... What did you inject me with?"

"An auxiliary drug that can make DIN2 more active. I haven't named it yet." Perhaps because he was in a good mood, Yishen rarely explained a few words to Gu Xiao. He pulled out the needle and threw the needle tube into the tray. Said, "I should have given you an injection back then, but it's a pity you didn't survive the DIN2 test."

Yishen's voice became suddenly near and far away, his sanity was occupied by chaos, Gu Xiao closed his eyes uncomfortably, and gradually sank into a blur.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Xiao was taken away from the operating room.

In order to test the activated DIN2, Yishen used a lot of knives on Gu Xiao's body, probably because he was afraid that he would lose too much blood and die, which would affect the experiment. Yishen even bandaged him up. It seemed to have some effect, although it didn't take long for the snow-white bandage to become sticky and red.

The effect of the anesthesia faded, and the wound was excruciatingly painful. The body transformed by DIN2 has a strong endurance. Gu Xiao has not experienced such pain for a long time. Besides, he felt an unprecedented cold, The severe cold seeped into his veins, destroying him frantically with a destructive aura.

What's more deadly is that he can't feel the wound healing at all.

He seems to have lost his DIN2 abilities.

In the torment that would make life worse than death, Gu Xiao's consciousness was intermittent, until there was a slight movement in the earrings.

—Someone is trying to contact him.

Brought back to the original office, the snake man re-fastened the iron chain for Gu Xiao. Gu Xiao had no resistance, nor did he fight. camera.

The snake man leaves and closes the door.

Gu Xiao raised his free left hand, touched his earlobe, connected to the micro-communicator, tapped twice with his fingertips, but did not speak.