sinovels Chapter 59 Owing | "I will kill you"
Chapter 59 Owing | "I will kill you"
Yishen waited for a while, seeing that Gu Xiao remained silent, he was not annoyed, he said flatly, "Don't you want to talk? How about talking about Feng Yao?"
Gu Xiao raised his eyebrows lightly, and then turned to look at him.
Yishen had a panoramic view of his reaction, the corners of his lips curled into a meaningful arc, but he stopped abruptly and did not continue.
Gu Xiao was also speechless.
Yishen stared into his eyes, as if trying to understand his rare emotions, before asking after a while: "Do you hate me so much?"
Gu Xiao asked back: "Shouldn't I hate you?"
"You seem to have forgotten a lot of things, let me help you recall?" Yishen propped his chin, his eyes and brows looked lazy, "13 years ago, E-16 District fell, and your father was the commander of the E-district army. Bombed, the army broke, your father died in the war, your mother committed suicide. By the time I found you, the enemy had entered the city, and the mopping up force was only a block away from your home."
"The wall collapsed, you were thrown under the rubble, and your head was seriously injured." Yishen recalled the old things, and concluded softly, "I saved you, why do you hate me? You should thank me. "
The old injury of the death of both parents was exposed for no reason, Gu Xiao's attitude was even worse, he was unmoved, his eyes were full of hostility: "You are just trying to use me."
"I'm not a philanthropist, of course there must be a reason to save you." Yishen changed his subject, "Besides, even if the experiment failed, you lived many years longer, that's fair, isn't it?"
"Fair?" Gu Xiao couldn't help but sneer, "Then why didn't you explain your reasons clearly at the beginning? You have been hiding it all the time, and you are afraid that if you tell the reasons, I will refuse. You know well whether it is fair or not. bright."
"What right do you have to refuse?" Yishen's sarcasm remained undiminished, adding a bit of contempt, "You were only a 15-year-old kid back then, how did you escape from the army's net, and where did you go to heal your wounds?"
He paused, and said with great interest: "It seems that you are indeed very well adapted to DIN2. You are so used to it that you have forgotten that without me, you are just a homeless, dying ordinary people."
Such an unrepentant attitude and understated narration, like the last straw, finally overwhelmed Gu Xiao's patience, and his rationality snapped, and he asked angrily: "So, is this the reason why you killed me?" ?”
With a sudden force on his arm, the iron chain was stretched straight. Gu Xiao's expression was clearly stern and ruthless, but his eyes were full of resentment and disgust. Shen, "You saved me, so I will sell my life to you? Why do you make decisions for me without authorization? Your DIN2, your self-righteous salvation, have you asked me if I want to accept it?"
Yishen said indifferently: "It's wrong to look at things from a dialectical point of view. It's wrong to only focus on the process. At least the result of this matter is good. You didn't die, and you got the ability of DIN2, DIN2-18, I respect you Nothing owed."
Gu Xiao laughed back angrily, and said word by word: "You don't know my name until now. You have never seen me as a human being."
"There are many things that I don't see as a human being." Yishen chuckled, "The point of view is not important, there is no need to discuss it."
They have many differences, identities, thoughts, and even three views.No one can understand anyone, no one can convince anyone, this is a meaningless quarrel.
So Gu Xiao stopped talking, and Yi Shen didn't say anything either.
There was a silence that could be heard when a needle dropped, and only the sound of Gu Xiao's slow and calm breathing remained in the office. After a long time, he looked at Yishen again, his voice was extremely tense, but his tone was unexpectedly calm: "I Will definitely kill you."
This is not wanton shouting, more like an ultimatum of determination.
Yishen tilted his head, the hair beside his ears was slightly long, hanging softly, he asked nonchalantly, "What should I say, I wish you good luck?"
These words were tantamount to provocation, but Gu Xiao had already calmed down and didn't want to argue any more, so he closed his eyes and ignored them.
The white light penetrated through the thin eyelids and penetrated into the pupils. In the misty twilight, Gu Xiao heard Yishen say: "I don't think I am ashamed of you. If you insist on pursuing it, you are the one who should do it." Guilty people."
Gu Xiao, who didn't really want to talk to Yishen at first, couldn't help being puzzled when he heard this, so he couldn't help asking: "What can I feel guilty about?"
Gu Xiao is brooding over the past, and Yishen also has a score to settle.He squinted his eyes lightly, and didn't rush to answer, but said eloquently: "It's not that I didn't realize the matter between you and Feng Yao. I asked Feng Yao before. Feng Yao never lied to me. He did it for you. Lied to me, and didn't tell the truth until after you died. He said, you have been together for five years."
Yishen didn't hold back his smile, but his eyes suddenly turned cold: "Shouldn't you be guilty of seducing a minor?"
Gu Xiao seemed to be listening to the Arabian Nights, looked at Yishen in amused and unbelievable manner, then nodded understandingly, and mocked: "You don't understand feelings, that's why you call falling in love a temptation."
Yishen sneered and said: "He was only 14 years old at the time, does he know what love is? You imposed your view of love on him, which caused him to fail to establish a correct concept at all. He believes that love is the most important thing, and he regards you as the key to life. Meaning, you don’t even want to live without you, isn’t this a temptation?”
Gu Xiao was stunned, but it wasn't because of the harsh words, but because he never thought that he could get the proof of Feng Yao's love for him from Yishen's mouth.
His mind was tossed, but what followed was a doubt that made Gu Xiao dare not think about it. He keenly pondered every word about Feng Yao in Yishen's words, and soon discovered the clue: "What do you mean by unwillingness?" survive?"
Yishen's tone was both cold and indifferent: "Literally."
Gu Xiao frowned, and looked at Yishen puzzled.
Yishen turned his eyes away, his pupils were drooping, the incandescent lamp was cold, and a faint glaze was painted on his delicate side face. He was like a carefully polished sculpture, so beautiful and refined, but also exuded an inhuman coolness. Thin.
He seemed to be calming down, although he didn't show much expression.The atmosphere was stalemate for a while, and he looked at Gu Xiao again, but the coldness in his eyes did not fade but increased: "I don't want to ask, what did he do after you died?"
Yishen didn't want to be as knowledgeable as Gu Xiao at first, but when this matter was brought up, he became angry and adjusted himself a little. Not only did he fail to calm down, but the more he thought about it, the more angry he became. He continued on his own: "Have you heard of dissociative conversion disorder?"
Yishen put his elbows on the edge of the table, rubbing his temples vaguely, as if recalling, but also restraining: "His clinical manifestations are dissociative amnesia, wandering and stupor, as well as psychotic symptoms of hallucinations and delusions. "
"When the disease occurs, it will self-mutilate and even commit suicide."
"When I was awake, I was trying to escape from the research institute."
"I locked him in the room, he made a fuss for a few days, and started to lie to me, saying he was fine, saying he was wrong, after I let him out..."
Yishen was quiet for a while, and said slowly: "He ran away from home. He has never been in contact with the outside world, and he doesn't understand anything, but for you, he went to places where infected people live, and almost died in the Sea of Exile."
Yishen bent his lower lip suddenly, but the corners of his eyes didn't have the slightest curvature. It was a half-smile expression, sarcasm, but barely detectable sadness: "Nearly two days of surgery, and I have recovered for four or five months. Tell you, did he suffer any injuries? What would happen to a normal person in a place where the infected are rampant? Do you need me to continue?"
Gu Xiao knew about these things from Feng Yao's sporadic memories, but now he heard Yishen's objective and complete account, and he couldn't help but breathe lightly.
It turned out that Feng Yao had done so many things for him.
And he once suspected that Feng Yao had never loved him.
Unspeakable and complex surged up in his heart, his throat was sore, and the choked words made Gu Xiao's chest ache, he was stunned, and after a long time, he spoke in an extremely difficult, hoarse voice: "Why are you... Didn't stop him?"
"He put a gun to his forehead." Yishen spoke softly, subtly concealing the self-mockery between the lines.
Gu Xiao's eyes darkened suddenly, and he was dumb.
Yishen looked at Gu Xiao, and seemed to get some relief from his painful expression, and his tone gradually calmed down: "He knows that I am following him, so he has been tracking him back. The location information I obtained is not At the same time, when I knew he was stranded in the Sea of Exile, I started the journey, but it was still two days late."
Two days, 48 hours, thousands of minutes, tens of thousands of seconds.
The time of being tortured must be as hard as a second, and Feng Yao is alone and helpless, how sad and desperate he must be.
Gu Xiao's brows were deeply furrowed, and he closed his eyes dejectedly, his eyelashes trembling slightly.
"I really don't understand your stupid feelings." Compared to Gu Xiao's gradual gaffe, Yishen returned to his normal state. He stood up, leaned lightly on the edge of the table, and said slowly, "I never I never expected how good Feng Yao would become, but I hope he will be independent, pursue and persist in meaningful things, and at least control his own life. Feelings can affect him, but they shouldn't affect him too much. Life and death depend on A life for love is deformed and should be reshaped."
Gu Xiao didn't react: "What do you mean?"
"Nothing interesting." Yishen looked down at Gu Xiao condescendingly, "He's lost his memory, and he's doing fine now."
Gu Xiao realized that there was something in Yishen's words, and after thinking about it again and again, a vaguely scary thought came to him. He tentatively confirmed: "He lost his memory...is it the injury of Sea of Exile? Didn't you heal him?"
"This is a memory that doesn't need to be recalled, why should I help him restore it?" Yishen smiled slightly, that smile was as warm as an April spring breeze, but his eyes were as cold as winter, "However, these have nothing to do with you Yes. You just need to know that your desire, your so-called love, has brought him a lot of unnecessary harm, but I am the only one who always loves him, protects him, accompanies him, and truly treats him well."
"Do you know what is really good to him? Reshaping?! He is an individual, not a system!" Yishen's behavior completely angered Gu Xiao, the veins on the inside of his wrist bulged, and he pulled out the iron chain forcefully Most of the time, the uncontrollable anger vented out with the questioning, "You have been hurting him! You killed me is the source of all this! Why do you think you are right?! The person who killed him It's you! If you didn't separate us—fuck!"
The voice stopped, and the sudden electric shock made the tip of Gu Xiao's tongue numb, and the high-intensity electric current rushed to the blood vessels, rushing into the heart like a flood.
Yishen looked at him indifferently: "You need to calm down."
The electric current continued endlessly, whipping Gu Xiao's muscles and nerves mercilessly. He was so paralyzed by the electricity that he couldn't bear the pain. The muscles all over his body couldn't help convulsing and twitching. It was only because of the pull of the iron chain that he didn't fall to the ground exhausted.
Yishen walked into the cubicle and came out after a while, holding a newly printed report card in his hand.He maintained a normal pace, slowly returned to the table, stared at Gu Xiao for a while, and then stopped the electric shock.
Gu Xiao lowered his head in exhaustion, sweating profusely, flowing down his firm and handsome profile, to his thin jaw, and dripping to the ground.
Yishen narrowed his eyes, glanced at the report, his expression gradually became a little appreciative, and he murmured softly: "It is completely consistent with the simulation prediction of the year." After reading the report from beginning to end, he looked at Gu Xiao, "I really don't want to talk about it, how did you adapt to DIN2?"
Gu Xiao looked up at him, hated, loathed, and refused to give in.
Yishen looked back calmly, knowing that he was unwilling to cooperate, and didn't insist any more, so he nodded knowingly, and said softly: "Don't you want to talk? Then I'll do a small operation and try it out, you don't mind, do you?" "
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Gu Xiao to express his opinion, he turned around and walked towards the door.
The officer waited in the corridor for a long time, Yishen pushed open the door, leaned lazily against the door frame, and softly ordered: "Move him to the operating table and tie him up."
Gu Xiao clenched his teeth, trying to break the chain with all his strength, but the effect of the anesthesia faded, and he received a severe electric shock, so he couldn't pull up any strength.
Yishen heard the sound, gave him a sideways glance, thought for a while, and said to the officer, "Two more injections of anesthesia."
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Electric shock is double insurance, and you will break free without electric shock.By the way, it was Feng Yao who broke his brain first, and Yishen didn't treat him, not that Yishen deliberately broke his brain.