Wild Journey

Chapter 43 Starry Night | "Do you have the heart to watch him struggle?"

Gu Xiao didn't close his eyes when he kissed, as if he was observing Feng Yao's reaction, Feng Yao was stared at by him so ashamedly that he turned his head unbearably.

Gu Xiao caressed Feng Yao's wet lips with his thumb, lingering on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and said softly, "It's so soft."

Feng Yao shyly pushed Gu Xiao away: "Get lost."

Gu Xiao looked at his red face and asked with a smile, "Is it still cold?"

Feng Yao: "..."

Feng Yao got up, covered the lower half of his face with his arm, and looked away stiffly, trying to explain Cai's behavior, but he couldn't find a reason at all, even he himself didn't know why he did that, luckily Gu Xiao He didn't tease him like usual, just said: "See if there are any islands nearby."

Feng Yao hastily diverted his attention. He checked the terrain with G and murmured, "Yes, it's 96 degrees north and 143 degrees west..."

Gu Xiao: "Point it out."

Feng Yao pointed out the direction: "About 300 meters... Can you hold it?"

Gu Xiao dragged the barrel and swam towards the island: "What can I do if I can't hold on, come down and swim? Can you swim?"

Feng Yao was speechless, Gu Xiao was the wounded, not only did he fail to take good care of the wounded, but also troubled the wounded to take care of him. Thinking about it, he felt very guilty, Feng Yao drooped his eyes and said sullenly: "Oh, thank you."

Gu Xiao: "Don't say thank you, I don't want to hear it."

"You saved me so many times, you should say thank you." Feng Yao was very depressed, he whispered, "...but I don't know how to repay you."

Gu Xiao: "If you live well, you are repaying me."

This sounded very unpleasant, Feng Yao pursed his mouth, thinking that whoever wants to live a good life, it's not that he is working hard all day long.

On the way, Feng Yao contacted Mu Han and Si Yuan.

Mu Han's earrings were broken, Si Yuan had been coughing water, and there was a rustle for a long time, and Mu Han's voice came from Si Yuan's earrings.

"We are on the island, just landed, on the beach side." Mu Han said, "The rescue has arrived, where are you now? Do you want me to pick you up?"

Feng Yao's earphones also fell off, so the communication was released to the public, Gu Xiao also heard it, and he replied for Feng Yao: "No, it will be there soon."

Feng Yao added: "Help prepare some emergency medicine."

Mu Han responded and hung up the communication.

The rescue arrived in time, and the empire issued a new mission: go to the sea to find people.

Mu Han was fine, he stayed on the island with nothing to do, so he went to make money, Feng Yao borrowed tools from Si Yuan, and sat on the beach to pick up the broken glass on his body, Si Yuan was unscathed under Mu Han's protection, and gave Gu Xiao Bandage.

The darkest hour before dawn passed in the busy rescue, the eastern sky appeared pale, and the sea sparkled.Gu Xiao sat under the coconut tree, took off the shirt stuck to his body by blood plasma and sea water, and Si Yuan fetched clean water to help him wipe it off.The blood stains gradually faded, revealing Gu Xiao's sharp back, his skin was white and delicate as if he had been born again, with many red marks of different shades, but no injuries.

Si Yuan: "?"

Gu Xiao: "Just bandage as usual."

Si Yuan was confused and said, "No wound, how to bandage it?"

Gu Xiao pondered for a while: "Wrap up your back."

Si Yuan: "..."

Si Yuan: "Are you not injured? Feng Yao said you were seriously injured."

"Don't use the medicine, just pester her." Gu Xiao said, "Don't tell Feng Yao."

Si Yuan was suspicious: "Can you heal yourself?"

Gu Xiao: "You talk too much."

"Why did you hide it from Feng Yao?" The more Si Yuan thought about it, the more something went wrong, "What's the relationship between you two? If you don't tell me, I'll tell Feng Yao."

Gu Xiao suddenly turned around, pulled out his saber, and stuck it in Si Yuan's ear, threatening in a cold voice: "You try?"

Si Yuan turned his head resolutely, and shouted in Feng Yao's direction: "Kill me, help me, Feng wu wu—"

Gu Xiao: "..."

Gu Xiao covered Si Yuan's mouth and blinked innocently.

The two of them confronted silently for a while, Gu Xiao's eyes twitched slightly, he really couldn't do anything about Si Yuan, so he had to put down his saber, compromised: "Promise to keep it secret."

Si Yuan nodded: "No."

Gu Xiao succinctly told Si Yuan about the past, and Si Yuan was very surprised: "Oh my god! So you are G! Then you and Feng Yao—"

Gu Xiao: "Hush."

Only then did Si Yuan realize that his volume was out of control just now, he quickly lowered his voice, and continued to ask, "Why didn't you tell Feng Yao directly?"

Gu Xiao: "It's not that simple, it's not a good thing for him to think about it."

Si Yuan couldn't figure it out even more: "But Feng Yao can't forget G, and you just want him to accept you. Isn't this forcing him to be in two boats? Feng Yao will feel very uncomfortable. Since you love him, you can bear to see him so entangled." ?"

Gu Xiao: "..."

Si Yuan helped Gu Xiao wrap up the bandage, and persuaded him from the bottom of his heart: "You'd better find a chance to tell him, it's not a problem to keep it a secret."

Si Yuan didn't know about Gu Xiao and Yishen's affairs, so he thought about it relatively simply. Gu Xiao didn't explain anything, so he picked up a shirt, patted off the gravel on it, put it on, and said perfunctorily, "You don't understand .”

After Gu Xiao finished speaking, he left. Si Yuan watched his leaving back and shook his head helplessly.

The moon is bright and the stars are sparse, the sky is thin, and the rising twilight is hidden under the magnificent clouds, splashing and dyeing the sky into blue-gray.The sparsely populated island has a purity that has not been polluted by the world. Listening to the noise of the propellers approaching and far away, Feng Yao lay on the beach, touching his lips, thinking about the few kisses today.

He can't deceive himself, saying that he has never been tempted by Gu Xiao, and he feels guilty for his infidelity, but at the same time, he is so unwilling. After all, there is a principle called the suspension bridge effect. If you happen to meet another person, you will mistakenly interpret the accelerated heartbeat caused by the situation as a physiological reaction caused by the other person making your heart beat.Besides, he likes the same sex to begin with. Gu Xiao is good-looking and has a deep affection for him. When making out, he secretes too many hormones, and his heart beats faster, but it just looks like a heartbeat.

Feng Yao excused himself a few times, but he still felt quite depressed.

The kiss in the bilge is a last resort, but what is the kiss on the barrel?Why didn't he push Gu Xiao away?

What a scumbag he is, he thought.

What he hopes most at this time is that Gu Xiao tells him that he is G, but this is obviously impossible, even though he thinks Gu Xiao is familiar with him, but Gu Xiao has denied it, either or not, there is no need for Gu Xiao to lie to him.

Gu Xiao came over and sat beside Feng Yao.

Feng Yao immediately put down his hands and looked at Gu Xiao as if nothing had happened.Gu Xiao changed into a shirt and wore it loosely. The buttons were undone casually, and the bandages were wrapped from the waist to the chest, outlining the outline of the muscles and muscles. stylish.

Feng Yao took a second look and heard Gu Xiao ask: "Is it good-looking?"

Feng Yao was quite speechless and turned his eyes away, too lazy to answer.

Gu Xiao laughed, and lay down on the sand pile, Feng Yao noticed his movement, and hurriedly said: "Hey, don't press the wound on your back."

Gu Xiao didn't take it seriously: "It doesn't matter, skin trauma."

Feng Yao frowned slightly, it can be seen that Gu Xiao didn't look in pain at all, so he didn't mind his own business anymore.They faced the sky and fell silent tacitly. After a while, Feng Yao suddenly said: "When you get out of here, I'll take you to see a doctor."

Gu Xiao raised his eyebrows: "You take me there?"

"I don't care about you, don't think too much." Feng Yao hurriedly said, "It's just that every time you lose your mind, it's me who suffers. You can't hit me every time you get sick, right? I don't want to lose face ?"

"Beat you?" Gu Xiao seemed to have heard something interesting, he raised the corner of his lower lip, and said meaningfully, "Do you call that beating?"

"Isn't it a beating? You almost strangled me the first time, and the second time..." Feng Yao was stuck, he couldn't say the words 'you kissed me', so he said angrily, "Forget it ...Anyway, I don't want to pay for your ex."

When he said this, he couldn't help but feel that he was ridiculous. He knew that every time Gu Xiao kissed him, he regarded him as his ex, but he was still foolishly following his heartbeat, even wondering if he was tempted. What is not stupid/forceful?Feng Yao woke up immediately, and at the same time, there was an inexplicable balance, because he was not the only scumbag, and in this regard, the proactive Gu Xiao was obviously even more scumbag than him.

Gu Xiao: "I didn't want you to pay the bill, and I didn't want to hurt you."

"I know that every time you show up to save me, I don't blame you..." Feng Yao said, "So I want to take you to the doctor instead of staying away from you."

Gu Xiao lowered his eyes, didn't say anything, just said: "Let's talk about it."

Feng Yao asked: "Does this count as a life-and-death experience for the two of us?"

Gu Xiao hummed: "What's wrong?"

Feng Yao yawned, with a tired tone in his tone: "Then why don't you satisfy my curiosity and tell me about your past?"

Gu Xiao: "Which aspect?"

Feng Yao: "Do you love someone?"

Gu Xiao said: "So you are sure that I have had a lover?"

Feng Yao raised his hand and pressed the single lens twice, calling up the virtual screen, and wanted to play back the scene of Gu Xiao's mental disorder and publicly execute him.

Gu Xiao: "..."

Gu Xiao quickly stopped and admitted: "I have."

After all, Feng Yao still made a face for his savior. He turned off the screen, put his arm behind his head, and hummed lazily, indicating that he was listening.

Gu Xiao truthfully said: "There was someone I loved very much."

Feng Yao: "What happened next?"

"Later..." Gu Xiao took out his saber out of boredom. The pure black blade was strong and strong, exuding a sharp and cold beauty. , said slowly, "...he lied to me, we separated."

Feng Yao already had a general understanding of these plots from what Gu Xiao said when he was insane, he was not surprised, and asked again: "Do you hate him?"

Pushing lightly with fingertips, the blade was half out of its sheath. Gu Xiao closed his eyes, stared at the sharp edge, and said softly: "I don't believe he lied to me."

Feng Yao: "You love him very much, right?"

Gu Xiao was expressionless and didn't answer.

Feng Yao: "Didn't he explain it to you?"

Gu Xiao shook his head slowly.

Feng Yao raised his brows lightly, thinking that you are in a bit of a miserable situation, buddy, you love others so much, they don't seem to care about you very much.But this was too annoying, so he didn't say it out. He thought about it and came up with an idea for Gu Xiao: "You can take the initiative to talk to him and settle the matter. If you like it or not, you can tell it clearly. Just be together, if you don't love, you can separate from each other, so as not to procrastinate any longer."

Gu Xiao: "Not all things can be resolved by 'talking', some things will only be more troublesome if you talk about them, why not..."

With a faint nasal voice, Feng Yao hummed suspiciously: "Why not?"

Gu Xiao didn't answer right away. He didn't know what to think of. He seemed a little irritable. He rubbed his temples and exhaled impatiently. After a while, he asked in a low voice: "...it's better to forget everything and start over again. .”

After Gu Xiao finished speaking, he clicked his tongue, and quickly explained: "I don't mean forgetting like you, I mean... restarting a relationship." .

Feng Yao didn't raise his eyebrows, nor did he speak.

"No one lives in the past forever. I am like this, and so are you. Life is so long. We all have to come out sooner or later." Gu Xiao's words were clearly addressed to Feng Yao, but he seemed to be talking to himself. Saying, "The past should be let go, and the present should be cherished..."

While Gu Xiao was talking, there was no sound.

The two were speechless. In the boundless silence, Gu Xiao stared blankly at the sea and sky in the distance. He looked very confused and a little restless. Then he sighed, and at this moment, he seemed like He had unloaded the heavy shackles, and seemed to have made some difficult decision, he called out: "Feng Yao."

Feng Yao didn't answer him.

Gu Xiao thought to himself: "...Actually, I am."

"Sorry, I lied to you before, I'm G."

After saying these words, instead of looking relaxed, Gu Xiao frowned even tighter, waiting for Feng Yao's response was like a year, Gu Xiao looked anxious, and said: "Forget it, don't take it seriously, I……"

Before he finished speaking, he heard a slightly heavy breathing.

Feng Yao lay on the beach and fell asleep.

Gu Xiao: "..."

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Feng Yao: I'm such a scumbag Gu Xiao:?