Wild Journey

Chapter 29 Back Alley | "Don't Want Me"

The two walked along the alley twice, but they couldn't find their way.

Feng Yao looked around in a daze, groped along the wall, and muttered, "Huh? Where's the door? Why isn't the door gone?"

Ever since there was a dispute with the electric pole, Feng Yao has been holding Gu Xiao's wrist. At first, he was afraid that he would go back to find trouble, and then he completely forgot about it. Gu Xiao naturally held Feng Yao's hand instead. , pulled the person back, pointed to the vending machine and said, "This is it."

Gu Xiao didn't use much strength, but Feng Yao's center of gravity was unstable, being pulled like this, he threw himself straight into Gu Xiao's arms.

Gu Xiao froze for a moment, then looked at Feng Yao.Feng Yao leaned on his shoulder, dizzy and dizzy, his always upright and vigorous body seemed to be unable to lift his strength after drinking, and became soft, very comfortable to hold in his arms, Gu Xiao looked at it, his eyes became dazed, and then dimmed.

Feng Yao was dizzy, and before he could react, Gu Xiao pushed against the wall. Alcohol weakened his sense of crisis. He still didn't realize what such a posture represented, and he didn't even pay attention to Gu Xiao. , just straining to rub his back with his hands, muttering: "It hurts."

Gu Xiao held Feng Yao's hand and moved it up, caressing Feng Yao's butterfly bone, and almost instinctively rubbed him into his arms, his voice became very deep: "It doesn't hurt, I will help you." You knead."

The shirts were messed up, piled up around the waist and folded into folds, Feng Yao couldn't adapt to such an out-of-bounds distance, he frowned and said, "What are you doing so close?"

Gu Xiao: "I suddenly thought of a question."

Feng Yao said silently: "What?"

Gu Xiao stared at Feng Yao's thinned lips, he seemed a little nervous and cramped, he took a deep breath as if adjusting, then pursed his lower lip, then lifted Feng Yao's jawbone, and traced his fingertips along the side of his face The silhouette moved up, and asked in a low voice: "Can you accept people other than G?"

Feng Yao raised his face and said firmly, "No."

In the next second, Gu Xiao kissed her.

The wet touch came suddenly, Feng Yao couldn't dodge it in time, his lower lip was caught, the kiss was in full swing, and the smell of wine rushed into his mouth, making Feng Yao's thoughts stagnate for a short time, and by the time he realized it, his jaw had been pried half open , The lingering tease was irresistible, Gu Xiao pressed the back of his neck, completely cutting off his escape route.

I don't know who's short of breath, the tip of the tongue lightly touched, and then there was a menacing siege pool, stirring and entanglement, Feng Yao's eyes turned black, and he moaned impatiently, and finally remembered revolt.

He pushed and pushed Gu Xiao vigorously, but only opened a slight distance.

Feng Yao's eyes were blurred, his cheeks were flushed, he didn't know whether he was bored or he was kissed, he had a break, he turned his head and couldn't stop panting, while Gu Xiao turned his face and kissed him again.

Feng Yao came to his senses this time and put his hands in front of his face.

Both of them were drunk, Feng Yao was slow, and Gu Xiao's reflexes were not very sensitive. The kiss fell on Feng Yao's palm, but Gu Xiao just paused, and then began to kiss his hand lightly, sticking to the lines. , from the root of the finger to the knuckle, and finally the slightly rough finger pulp.

Ten fingers connected to the heart, such a delicate and gentle kiss, like a touch of water, stirred up ripples in Feng Yao's mind, and the scattered waves spread across his internal organs like a weak current, causing him to suddenly feel an indescribable feeling. Feeling numb, he raised his eyes in panic, and happened to bump into Gu Xiao's line of sight. Gu Xiao lowered his eyes and stared at him intently, as if observing his reaction. The pupils in those sparkling peach blossom eyes were pitch black , Bottomless, looking at it for a long time, it seems to be breathtaking.

...I seem to have seen it somewhere, Feng Yao thought.

With just this distraction, the barrier between the two was removed. Gu Xiao fixed his hand on the wall and approached aggressively.

Feng Yao was in a trance, but still sober. Before his lips and teeth were blocked, he asked each word: "Are you him?"

Gu Xiao's tone sounded perfunctory: "No."

After finishing speaking, Gu Xiao kissed him again, Feng Yao wanted to hide, but he couldn't resist, so he was pressed and lingered again, the kiss moved between his lips and teeth, the soft touch was full of sentimentality, not as hot as before , but more captivating.

The hem of Feng Yao's clothes was lifted up, and the clothes rose and fell with Gu Xiao's touch. The places that no one has touched since the amnesia were opened up one by one, and the rough fingerless gloves rubbed against the bare skin, as if The fire started a prairie fire and almost burned Feng Yao into a scalding and dry barrenness. His whole body was numb and almost melted into Gu Xiao's arms.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Xiao slightly raised his head.

Feng Yao's lips were bright red, and his light brown pupils couldn't focus.

Gu Xiao reluctantly pecked Feng Yao's lips, the affection in his eyes was scorching hot, he took off the gloves with his teeth, put them aside, then lowered his hands, unbuttoned Feng Yao's two buttons, and then poked into his clothes .

The skin-to-skin contact brought a different kind of tactile sensation. The warm fingertips ran along the waistline, rubbed across the spine, and were separated by the fabric. It was not very real, but it still made Feng Yao's panting suddenly changed, and he tilted his head slightly. With a stern face, a blurred expression, and seductive mist in his eyes, this is a completely unconscious obsession. Gu Xiao looked at him, breathing heavily, and discussed patiently in a calm voice: "Let's go back to the room, shall we?"

Feng Yao didn't answer, but took Gu Xiao's hand, with eager hope in his eyes, he asked sadly, "Are you him?"

Before Gu Xiao could answer, Feng Yao said to himself: "We seem to have known each other before, and you are also very familiar with me, and you still...you asked so many things about my past, you are him, right?"

Gu Xiao was startled, then shook his head: "No."

Feng Yao whispered: "Don't lie to me."

Gu Xiao: "I didn't lie to you, really not."

Feng Yao asked again without giving up: "Isn't it true?"

Gu Xiao looked back at Feng Yao, but didn't speak.

This glance seemed as long as a century, and they were stunned tacitly. In the boundless silence, Feng Yao raised the hand that was not held down, and his fingertips trembled slightly, and touched Gu Xiao's brow bone.

The staggered breath became thinner, Gu Xiao seemed to be holding his breath, or regained his composure, he seemed to be thinking about something, the meaning in his eyes was indescribable, and Feng Yao couldn't figure it out even if he observed it so closely See through.

As time passed, Gu Xiao's blinking rate slowed down.

The long and dense eyelashes brushed Feng Yao's cheeks lightly, still feeling itchy, Feng Yao turned his face unnaturally, and asked tentatively: "Gu Xiao?"

Gu Xiao didn't say a word, the longer the silence lasted, the more suspicious Feng Yao became. He maintained this posture, tentatively looked over from the corner of his eye, and saw Gu Xiao closed his eyes, and nodded his head precariously.

Feng Yao: "?"

Immediately afterwards, Gu Xiao's body sank suddenly, and he fell into his arms. It was different from deliberate pressure, but this time it was the weight of his whole body, which pressed against him without reservation, making Feng Yao stumble halfway. Step, almost hit the wall.

Feng Yao raised Gu Xiao's face suspiciously, only to realize that this person was not thinking at all, but fell asleep standing up.

Feng Yao: "..."

"Gu Xiao, wake up."

Feng Yao patted Gu Xiao's face, "Don't sleep, wake up."

Gu Xiao slept extremely deeply, with a long and steady breath, very peaceful and sound.

After a lot of tossing, Feng Yao's wine was mostly sober, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, thinking what kind of a thing this is, this person really knows how to choose his time, he doesn't sleep early or late, he insists on sleeping now.The truth was coming, but it was interrupted abruptly, Feng Yao felt quite tormented, he was at a loss for words, but a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in his mind.

Gu Xiao refused to say, why can't he see it by himself?

There is no scar on the brow bone, but are there any tattoos on the waist?

Feng Yao put Gu Xiao's arm on his shoulders and supported him to walk towards the back door of the hotel. After stepping through the threshold, there was a long corridor. Feng Yao wanted to send him back to his room, but he was really eager, so he chose a room nearby.

The door on the left side was ajar, Feng Yao glanced in through the crack of the door, it was a storage room for wine, small and crowded, filled with a faint fragrance of wine, moonlight poured in, falling Half the room is clear.

Feng Yao pushed open the door, put Gu Xiao on the ground, and let him lean against the stacked cardboard boxes. Unexpectedly, the cardboard boxes placed on the edge were all empty, unable to bear Gu Xiao's weight at all, and he was squeezed to the side. Gu Xiao lost his balance and fell backwards, the back of his head hit the wooden beam with a bang, and he didn't wake up.

Feng Yao: "..."

Feng Yao moved away the scattered cardboard boxes, helped Gu Xiao up, let him lean against the wall, then squatted down on one knee, and lifted up the hem of his clothes.

Under the cold and clear light, Gu Xiao's fair complexion looked even more translucent. Feng Yao looked at the half of the mermaid line he was hiding in his military trousers, stretched out his hand and pulled his trousers, but found that he couldn't pull them down, so he had to go first. Untie the belt.It is easy for people to misunderstand such behavior, Feng Yao guiltyly glanced at Gu Xiao several times, for fear that he would wake up and see.

Fortunately, Gu Xiao slept soundly, Feng Yao managed to loosen his belt, then lightly placed his finger on the edge of his trousers, and pulled it down half an inch.

This is a perfect body with no scars.

No tattoos either.

The atmosphere froze for a moment.

Feng Yao withdrew his hand very stiffly, but was suddenly grabbed by the wrist. Before he could react, he was pulled into his arms by Gu Xiao.

Feng Yao was furious: "What are you doing?!"

After confirming that Gu Xiao is really not G, coupled with sobering up, Feng Yao is no longer as docile and obedient as before, he struggled: "Let go!"

Gu Xiao frowned and muttered, "What's wrong? What do you earn?"

Feng Yao refused to submit, but the difference in strength between the two was too great. Even though he tried his best, he was pulled over by hooking his knees. This was an extremely humiliating posture. He was forced to straddle Gu Xiao's waist. Gu Xiao effortlessly controlled his hands, and the most frightening thing was that he could clearly feel that there was something pressing against his legs.

The struggle and oppression made the breath of both of them unstable. Gu Xiao's eyes were obviously drunk and ignorant, while Feng Yao was so angry that he gasped heavily and warned in a cold voice: "Let go of me, understand!" Yet?"

Gu Xiao's voice was hoarse, and the words were so vague that they couldn't be heard clearly: "We... We haven't seen each other for so long, don't lose your temper, okay?"

Feng Yao was in extreme anger, couldn't hear a few words clearly, and had no time to distinguish them. He stared at Gu Xiao, his voice trembling: "Do you really want to—"

Gu Xiao suddenly glanced down: "Why are you taking off my pants?"

Feng Yao: "..."

In the embarrassment that quietly dissipated, Feng Yao's arrogance dissipated a lot, he turned his face away, and after a long silence, he said in a shy voice: "I want to see if you are him, you are not him, why do you... yes I……"

The pictures of the past are vivid in his mind, like an extended scroll, unfolding in front of his eyes, and finally stopped at the intimacy not long ago. Feng Yao's state of mind is indescribable. Unexpectedly, a vague sense of loss made him feel like he was in a trough.

Gu Xiao touched Feng Yao's face, his half-closed eyes were full of love and longing that made people want to drown, affectionate and intoxicating, he didn't look half joking, and said seriously: "Because I like you .”

Under Gu Xiao's gaze, Feng Yao involuntarily froze for a few seconds, then hastily avoided his gaze: "You're drunk, don't talk nonsense."

Gu Xiao was like a stubborn child, with his heroic eyebrows furrowed deeply, he reiterated bluntly: "I really like you."

Feng Yao: "We've only known each other for a few months..."

Gu Xiao supported Feng Yao's waist, moved him a little bit forward, then hugged him tightly, leaned on his shoulder, and said in a muffled voice: "I like you, it has nothing to do with time, anyway, like you."

At this moment, Feng Yao's eyes were dimmed. In the darkness, Gu Xiao's chest was pressed against his. Through a thin layer of shirt material, it was scorching hot, and the bones touched each other. The heartbeats of each other could be heard clearly, turning into With a gloomy heart, Feng Yao clearly felt a throbbing in his chest, which was out of his control and beyond his expectation.

Suddenly, an inexplicable feeling filled his heart, Feng Yao became flustered, he couldn't wait to get rid of Gu Xiao, but Gu Xiao muttered: "...Don't go, just hug for a while."

There was a strong sense of reluctance in this voice, Feng Yao was stunned when he heard it, and Gu Xiao hugged him even more involuntarily, but he just hugged him tightly and made no other movements.The moment of embracing each other was extremely long, and the overflowing tranquility eroded wantonly. After a long time, Gu Xiao whispered: "I miss you so much."

"I really... really love you, I don't hate you, I don't hate..."

This unreasonable confession of weakness made the air quiet, and Feng Yao was overwhelmed by the rapid change of the situation. He was stunned, and immediately felt itchy on his shoulders, as if his eyelashes had been scratched, bringing a little moisture.

Feng Yao frowned: "Gu Xiao?"

What is Gu Xiao talking about?Why can't he understand?

This doesn't seem to be just a matter of sweet talk, the words Gu Xiao said didn't seem to be for him, who does Gu Xiao think he is?

Feng Yao tugged on Gu Xiao's back collar, trying to pull him away.

Gu Xiao stepped back obediently, turned his face halfway, and refused to look at Feng Yao.The coldness of the past has faded away, his delicate eyebrows and eyes are full of loneliness, and the slight tears are like a stream of autumn water.

"Don't leave me, okay? I'll always listen to you from now on..."

"I listen to you, don't want me, please."

Gu Xiao pressed his forehead lightly against Feng Yao's collarbone, his voice was choked with imperceptible cries, and every sound was mixed with sad sighs, "I don't want...don't want to be separated from you..."

Feng Yao had never encountered such a situation before, his thoughts stopped for a while, and then he heard the sound from far to near outside the door.

"Si Xiaoyuan, count it yourself, how much did you spend playing the slot machine today? Is that thing so fun?"

"It's like how good you are at blackjack. If you keep losing, you might as well let me play slot machines, and lose less."

Mu Han and Si Yuan lost the bottom line, and the two of them started sharing the pot as soon as they left the casino, arguing all the way to the back alley of the hotel, and still complaining to each other.

Hearing Si Yuan's eloquent words, Mu Han didn't get angry: "That's because you were making trouble nearby, when did you not lose?"

Si Yuan: "Then you didn't win if I didn't speak."

Mu Han pushed open the back door of the hotel, and was about to return, when he heard movement in the storage room, Si Yuan also noticed, the two fell silent tacitly, looked at each other, Mu Han pushed the door open, turned sideways, Looking in through the open door, I saw Gu Xiao and Feng Yao.

Mu Han: "..."

Si Yuan: "..."

Feng Yao: "..."

Gu Xiao: "?"

Feng Yao was so embarrassed that he couldn't bear it, he immediately pushed Gu Xiao away, gathered up his half-unbuttoned skirt, opened the door, and left without looking back.

Gu Xiao sat on the ground, looking at Mu Han and Si Yuan blankly.

Si Yuan sniffed: "The smell of alcohol is so heavy, how much have you two drank?"

Mu Han pondered for a while, saw Gu Xiao's reddened eyelids, and asked cautiously, "Brother, are you drunk again? Didn't you cry?"

Gu Xiao closed his eyes slowly, got up staggeringly, and was stopped by Mu Han when he was about to take a step: "Hey, put your pants on first."

Gu Xiao squinted his eyes, stared at Mu Han for a while, then lowered his head to look again, and then began to fasten his belt slowly. After fastening, he walked straight out of the door and slammed into the door panel, feeling the pain. cover the bridge of his nose.

Mu Han: "..."

Si Yuan: "..."

Si Yuan kindly helped him open the door, and Gu Xiao left without hindrance.

Si Yuan asked confusedly: "Will Gu Xiao cry when he drinks too much?"

The corners of Mu Han's lips tensed slightly: "It's not just crying, I can do anything when I'm drunk. I hugged the pillow and called 'baby', chatted with the pillow, and told bedtime stories all night without getting sleepy; hold me Crying and saying, "I love you, don't leave me, don't want me"... Hey, it's too embarrassing, I can't go on.”

Si Yuan: "..." It's quite embarrassing.