Wild Journey

Chapter 125 Leaving Without Saying Goodbye | "I'm Actually Lucky"

Mu Han went to the command office and returned again.

"Cen Yu was busy there, so I wasted a little time." Mu Han said to Feng Yao, "He said that the signal from Area Y couldn't go out, the news couldn't be sent out, and the helicopter couldn't come in. He sent someone to go there in person. It's tuned, let you wait."

Feng Yao expressed his understanding, and Mu Han asked, "Shall I take care of you?"

Feng Yao refused: "No need."

"You haven't slept well for a few days? It's time to rest." Mu Han said, "Don't you have to go back to your father's place? In this state, let alone flying a helicopter, whether you can last is a problem. It’s okay to take a break for a while.”

Feng Yao waved his hand: "I'm really fine, I'm not sleepy."

Si Yuan also persuaded: "Actually, Gu Xiao doesn't need to do anything..."

"I just want to see him more." Feng Yao interrupted, "I take it easy, don't worry about me, I will call you when I really can't hold on."

Mu Han and Si Yuan looked at each other with helplessness in their eyes. Seeing that Feng Yao was so persistent, they couldn't say anything more, so they had to give up.

Feng Yao returned to the bedroom and found that Gu Xiao's state was not right.

Gu Xiao was lying on his side on the bed, his body bowed and tensed unnaturally, his right hand grabbed the sheet, leaving a wrinkle, he seemed to be enduring something, Feng Yao thought that the painkiller had failed, so he hurriedly took a The new one was about to inject Gu Xiao, but when he got closer, he heard Gu Xiao muttering: "...cold."

The temperature in the room was just right, Feng Yao was stunned for a moment, and soon realized that Gu Xiao's coldness might be from the inside to the outside, he hurriedly pulled up the quilt on the bed and wrapped him around Gu Xiao: "Is this better?" ?”

Gu Xiao unconsciously grasped the corner of the quilt, trembling.

Feng Yao: "Wait for me."

He walked out quickly, and told Si Yuan about the situation, Si Yuan was also at a loss, and analyzed: "Many diseases can cause chills, I can't say for sure..."

Mu Han: "Can you make him some ginger water to drink?"

Feng Yao: "He can't drink... Forget it."

It's useless to ask Si Yuan for this matter. After all, Feng Yao himself has never heard of injections that can stop the cold. He took the electric heater in the living room, and turned the air conditioner to the highest when he returned to the bedroom. After everything was settled, he went to bed. On the side, pulled away Gu Xiao's quilt, got in by himself, and hugged Gu Xiao tenderly.

Gu Xiao was still trembling, Feng Yao felt that his reaction as if he was in a world of ice and snow was extremely abnormal, he asked tentatively, "Gu Xiao?"

Unlike just now, Gu Xiao didn't even have the strength to answer. He hugged the nearest heat source, Feng Yao, breathing heavily, and the temperature was almost scorching hot. Feng Yao was extremely helpless at this moment, he could only hug Gu Xiao Xiao felt extremely tight bones in his arms and chest, as if he was hugging a skeleton.

It was not until a long time later that Gu Xiao slowly calmed down, but the silence was deadly and terrifying. Feng Yao had an ominous premonition, he stretched out a finger in a daze, and poked it into Gu Xiao's nose. breath.

Gu Xiao opened his eyes wearily, and looked at Feng Yao in front of him.

Feng Yao tightened the quilt, accidentally touched Gu Xiao's leg, and felt that his trouser legs were empty, and Gu Xiao's side face was also showing a tendency to rot, and soon his cheekbones would spread. This face became more and more handsome. Nothing to do with it, Feng Yao looked worried, but suppressed the pain, and asked pretending to be innocent: "Is it still cold now?"

Gu Xiao: "It's not that cold anymore."

Feng Yao: "Then I'll hold you and you sleep for a while."

Gu Xiao hummed, but did not close his eyes.

They looked at each other, Feng Yao moved closer and kissed Gu Xiao.

Gu Xiao: "Kiss me twice more, or I'll die later."

Feng Yao sneered and laughed: "Can you please order yourself?"

Seeing Feng Yao smiling, Gu Xiao also pulled the corner of his lower lip, and couldn't help laughing.

The air in the room was a bit stinky. Seeing that Gu Xiao wasn't sleepy, Feng Yao wanted to change his clothes, but Gu Xiao didn't refuse. He was lifeless, and when he spoke, there was a vague humming in his lungs: " Put on a bandage first."

Feng Yao picked up Gu Xiao, and after only a few hours, he suddenly realized that Gu Xiao had lost weight. He still remembered the first time he carried Gu Xiao on his back, in the district and city government, he dragged the bruised Gu Xiao all the way. , so tired that his arms were sore, but now Gu Xiao is very light, so light that he can hug him without any effort. The original strong and thin body seems to have only bones left, looking emaciated and weak.

Feng Yao was a little sad, but he didn't want to show it. He was afraid that Gu Xiao would feel uncomfortable when he saw his expression, so he suppressed his emotions and pulled Gu Xiao's shirt. When he found that it was stuck, he simply used scissors to cut off the clothes. open.

When uncovering the fabric, Feng Yao asked, "Will it hurt?"

Gu Xiao: "I don't feel it, let's expose it."

After removing the clothes, a rancid smell rushed over. The white, smooth and even flawless skin in the past turned into a muddy and rotting mud, with thick white bones interspersed abruptly. This zombie-like appearance brought a full visual impact. Gu Xiao It looked a little cramped, as if he was afraid that Feng Yao would be disgusted, or that Feng Yao would be unacceptable and emotionally collapsed, but Feng Yao did not show any fluctuations. He wrapped a bandage on Gu Xiao, and suddenly said: "Fortunately You were cured before."

Gu Xiao: "Why do you say that?"

"Isn't this very similar to the past? I'm afraid it will irritate you." Feng Yao paused and said, "But you are like this now, it is a bit difficult to hit me."

Knowing that Feng Yao was pretending to be relaxed, Gu Xiao smiled dumbly.

The room fell silent briefly, Feng Yao held a bandage, and wrapped Gu Xiao's body, lapping and lapping, as if embracing.

Soon, the second round of cold came, and this time it was even more fierce. It was accompanied by crazily spreading rot. Gu Xiao's condition began to deteriorate rapidly. It was not until this moment that Feng Yao understood what the cold meant. .

—that was a sign of dying.

Feng Yao was extremely flustered, but he couldn't do anything, he could only hug Gu Xiao helplessly, hoping that he could survive the catastrophe as he did just now.

"Gu Xiao, you have to hold on..." Feng Yao's voice was mixed with tears, and he sounded trembling slightly. What he said was illogical, with hysterical pleading, "You promise me, you can't Lie to me... If you persevere, there will be a solution, don't give up... I'll be with you..."

Feng Yao felt that he was about to be tortured to the point of madness. At the interval between each breath of Gu Xiao and the moment he blinked, he was afraid that Gu Xiao would not wake up, so he would leave him forever in his arms like this. He could not accept it, even Unable to imagine, he felt great despair, which almost made him want to die.

And as if he heard Feng Yao's urgent prayer, Gu Xiao woke up again, but his pupils were dull and lifeless.

Feng Yao's eyes were red and he breathed a sigh of relief.

Gu Xiao raised his forearm in an arc. He seemed to want to touch Feng Yao's head, but he couldn't. In the end, he only touched Feng Yao's cheek. Feng Yao raised his hand and put it on the back of his hand, intimately and carefully. rubbed.

They were huddled together under the quilt, and they were very close. When their eyes met, Feng Yao felt the warmth he had not seen for a long time, and the pain that seemed more tormented by the contrast, but Gu Xiao did not see any pain in his eyes. Contrary to entanglement, he was very calm, he was silent, his eyes lingered on Feng Yao's face for a long time, as if looking at some kind of supreme treasure, with piety, contentment, and relief.

"Feng Yao, don't cry." Gu Xiao's voice was very low and hoarse, as if he didn't have much strength to support him, and his tone became slower, "Be obedient..."

Feng Yao wiped his eyes and said stubbornly, "I didn't cry."

Gu Xiao sighed wearily, his breathing became weak and labored, as if he was in a dream that had passed for many years, his eyes were weak, his voice was hoarse, and he said intermittently: "Listen to me, Feng Yao... all these years Here, I hated you, but you are in my heart, I have always... always loved you, I thought about looking for you, but I was afraid... I was afraid that what happened back then was true, I was afraid that you would not love me... ..."

Feng Yao didn't understand why Gu Xiao suddenly said this, he shook his head in a daze: "Those are not true, I have always loved you..."

"I know." Gu Xiao said, "...I know everything."

These words are too heavy, and shouldn't appear at this time. Feng Yao vaguely realized what Gu Xiao meant, but he was stubbornly unwilling to face it, so he stopped and said, "What are you talking about? Don't say it, you Is it still cold? I..."

Gu Xiao: "Feng Yao, I can't hold it anymore."

Feng Yao was stunned: "Gu Xiao?"

"Hush, listen to me." Gu Xiao pressed Feng Yao's lips, "Baby, I'm actually very lucky to meet you again, these two years... It seems like I stole it, I'm really lucky ...Don't cry, Feng Yao..."

"After I'm dead, you go back... Be obedient, baby, don't cry, go back and look for Yishen, you have to forget me, don't remember me anymore, forget all these things, these memories... you Be happy, be well..."

All this was tantamount to a devastating blow to Feng Yao. He listened to the words from the bottom of his heart like last words, looked at Gu Xiao's festered and wounded body, and collapsed to the point where he was almost aphasic. He opened his mouth and begged, "No... You promised me well, how could you lie to me... You said you would stick to it, you can't do this..."

Gu Xiao didn't say anything, just kissed Feng Yao's eyes.

Warm and humid, Feng Yao's fair side face left a dark red bloodstain in Gu Xiao's kiss, he closed his eyes, calmed down with difficulty and restraint, and when he opened them again, his pupils were full of tears. Tears, but the trembling tone revealed unshakable firmness, he said: "I don't agree, no."

"Listen, Gu Xiao." Feng Yao said seriously, "If you die, I won't be alive. If you don't believe me, let's wait and see. If you don't want me to die, just live well, understand. Tomorrow, when the helicopter arrives, I will take you to treat your illness. I have a solution, I really have a solution, you believe me...you only need to do two things now, persist, and trust me..."

Gu Xiao fell silent, he didn't ask Feng Yao what to do, and he didn't say any more, he just looked at Feng Yao quietly and intently.

Feng Yao wiped his eyes, and said without hesitation: "That's it, you must listen to me on this matter, we have nothing to discuss."

Gu Xiao slowly closed his eyes, sighed softly, "It's really unreasonable."

Feng Yao hugged Gu Xiao, buried his face in his shoulder, and wiped away the tears from his cheeks through the cloth: "...it's unreasonable, it's too late for you to regret it."

Twenty minutes passed, and Gu Xiao didn't feel cold anymore.

Feng Yao injected Gu Xiao with an injection of painkillers, and Gu Xiao started to scream hot, saying nothing to let Feng Yao hug him to sleep.Feng Yao was also afraid of pressing on his wound, so he sat back on the side of the bed obediently, holding Gu Xiao's hand.

More than half an hour passed, and nothing happened.

Gu Xiao didn't talk to Feng Yao very much, but only occasionally responded with a single character. The silence made the night long, and Feng Yao fell asleep a little bit, but he didn't want to sleep, but he still couldn't hold on, and finally fell asleep in a daze caught.

Feng Yao woke up in the early morning, but Gu Xiao was gone.

Feng Yao was supposed to hold Gu Xiao's hand, but now he was holding Gu Xiao's black shirt. Feng Yao stood up with doubts, at first he thought he was in the bathroom, but when he went in, the bathroom was empty.

"Have you seen Gu Xiao?"

Feng Yao pushed open the door and asked the two people in the living room. Mu Han and Si Yuan looked back stiffly and did not immediately answer Feng Yao's question.

Feng Yao sharply said: "Do you know something?"

Si Yuan didn't speak, Mu Han said: "I don't know, we both slept in the guest bedroom last night, and we just woke up, why don't we go out and look for it?"

Feng Yao nodded hesitantly, without asking too much.