sinovels Chapter 5 Chapter 5
Chapter 5 Chapter 5
After knocking heavily on the pillow a few times, I finally turned over for the first time, facing the top of the hanging bed curtain.Sit up and take a piece of paper, blow your nose, then throw yourself back in the piggy bin.
Maybe it was because I vented a lot, and all the good and bad emotions were emptied. Now there is nothing in my mind, and I feel very open in my heart.
Think about what you did just now, and when it's over, you want to kowtow again.
Hey... Isn't it enough to have learned so much before? I have told myself countless times, never make a decision when you are extremely excited or extremely depressed.Like that day, so excited...
Kicking my legs annoyed, I covered my face and rubbed vigorously a few times, trying to get rid of everything I remembered.
But having said that, it seems that I don't want to be a football player, but I want to be in Beijing Film Academy. My eyes still hurt from crying in the tragic male supporting role just now.
Stop eating because of choking.
The idioms I learned a long time ago still didn't show any guiding significance at the critical moment, but fortunately I finally remembered it now.
Xu Jin and Xie Jiahe are two completely different people, I repeated it in my heart several times.Their likes and dislikes should have nothing to do with the decisions they made. I was too timid. I became nervous, anxious, and frightened when the flames first appeared. I was afraid of encountering the same situation again, so I hurriedly urged myself to use my feet. It snuffs out.
I just fell into the vortex of imagination, and I didn't even care who the person standing outside the vortex was...
I'm only twenty, so how can I live after I've given up eating.
After thinking about this, I regarded Xie Jiahe as a completely independent individual for the first time, and when I thought of him, I no longer put my past experience on him.
Suddenly, what Xie Jiahe said in the past and all kinds of actions and expressions appeared in front of me very clearly, so that I no longer felt sad, self-defeating, shame, and regret, only the faster and faster heartbeat, and the rising more and more High guesses.
Xie Jiahe and Xu Jin are indeed different at all, and I can't help but sigh.
Just thinking about it like this, I can feel that the expanding thing in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, like a bamboo that has been silent for a long time suddenly starts to grow rapidly, from ignorance to shock.
"Comrades, do you know why there are couples on the way back to the dormitory tonight?" I thought of something, suddenly grabbed the bed curtain, and asked with my head out.
Maybe I'm overthinking it, but it's best to make sure.
"Ah? Haven't you heard? Tonight, Humanities and Hairstyle Institute held a couple's festival. I don't know what it's called and how to play it, but it seems that many people participated, and those who didn't participate also went out on a date. In order to prevent too much Too many crits, I didn't go out to eat at night." Shi Yue Ting answered as soon as the game was over, took off his earphones and stretched.
That is……
After a few more kowtows, I picked up the phone and sent Xie Jiahe an application to add a friend. As soon as I sent it, I didn't think of anything, and the message notification sound came - I added it.
Immediately afterwards, several messages popped up in succession.
- What I said tonight is indeed inappropriate, I admit my mistake, but what do you mean by this? !
- you also deleted me !
- What the hell, why is there not a single person coming back from your dormitory building!
- come down quickly!
-! ! !
Seeing these punctuation marks, I couldn't help but sat up, and then smiled with relief.The campus card of our school can only be swiped into the gate of his own dormitory building. It seems that Xie Jiahe is going crazy staying here. He has never been so excited when he sent a message before.
What are you fussing about, can't you speak clearly?
Why are you so cowardly!
I pointed at myself and cursed in my heart.Then he quickly climbed out of bed, pulled on his slippers and ran out, not even caring about Yue Ting's questioning voice when he answered.
As soon as I walked to the gate, before I opened it, I saw Xie Jiahe standing under the street lamp, and he also saw me.I slowed down, touched my neck, and walked out.
Standing in front of him, looking into his eyes, I knew he had a lot to say, but unfortunately I preempted him: "Do you like me?"
Although it is very abrupt and inexplicable, this is the most important question for me now, and it is the most critical point that pulls me and Xie Jiahe out of the past.Without this answer, nothing else matters, and with this answer, nothing else matters.
Xie Jiahe's words were blocked, he choked, and his eyes widened because of this question.He blinked quickly and sniffed again, seeming more nervous than me.
I took another step forward, getting closer to him.
He finally nodded, and nodded a few more times, with great amplitude, "I like you, I like you."
The heart in the chest seems to have been carefully put into a container that fits perfectly, and it fits perfectly, giving you peace of mind.
"It's great, I like you too." I looked at him with a smile, and asked politely, "Can I give you a hug?"
Only this time, I didn't wait for him to nod, but directly put my arms around him, and put his dry hair on the side of my face.I don't know if I strangled him, but my waist hurts a lot anyway.
Moderate pain can help people better perceive, whether it's about the other person's emotions or their own situation.
I like.
Mom, I can't be an M.
In order to get rid of this absurd idea, I leaned against Xie Jiahe's head and shook vigorously, but he held the back of my head and pushed my nose into his shoulder socket.
"Why do you look like a puppy?" He asked with a smile.
I just wanted to let him go, but after thinking about it, I rubbed his skin with the tip of my nose, and said with a smirk, "I can be more similar."
He flinched timidly, not daring to clasp me with his hands.
To say an old-fashioned saying, it would be nice if time stood still here, but like the old-fashioned saying, what should come will always come.
As if the effect of the ecstasy soup that had been instilled had expired, Xie Jiahe's voice suddenly became sober, and it sounded like he was gnashing his teeth, "Jiang Shan, should you first explain why you deleted my friend, and what you said mean."
It's not a good habit to dig up old accounts, and who hasn't had a time when lovers quarreled and deleted each other's friends? The most important thing is that you like me and I like you. Do you need to care about other things?I thought confidently.
As for whether this happened before, during, or after becoming a lover, I rubbed my forehead and didn't want to care too much.I continued to think in a less straightforward and less assertive manner.
Until I let go of him and met Xie Jiahe's eyes again.So beautiful, with her eyelashes drooping slightly, I could see the incomprehension and sadness that shouldn't exist.
We are not together yet, why are we still sad?And it's just a pair of eyes, how can I see so many things, it's just an illusion caused by my association.
But I have been pierced by the needle, and all the arrogance ran away.I was like a big villain, and Xie Jiahe in front of me turned into a poor little guy who was bullied by me.
I wanted to touch his face lovingly and tell him that I just had a sudden convulsion again, don't take it to heart, and worried that it would appear too frivolous, and how could I not take it to heart.So she just looked at him quietly, looking at his deep brown eyes.
"I think it's too sudden. We've only known each other for such a short time, and we're alone together for the first time today. Even if you acted very ambiguously, I can't believe it. The most important thing is, I shouldn't be so easy Fall in love with someone."
What is an irrelevant answer?This is the standard answer.
Xie Jiahe is a sports student and his grades are not that high, but it doesn't mean he is stupid.I lowered my gaze to stare at the bridge of his nose, but I could still feel him looking at me.
"What I said is true, although it's not the reason I want to explain..." I was silent for a while, and I finally met his eyes again, "But I haven't figured out the real reason yet, and I don't want to say it now, is that okay?" ?”
This is really a terrible sentence, it shows the true qualities of a scumbag, but that's all I can say.
I was a little sorry, and looked at him with a little pleading, hoping that he would turn over this article, although thinking about it in another way, it might not be easy to do.
Xie Jiahe really agreed, and he finally showed that hearty smile that made the night even more profound and charming, "Of course, but tonight I planned to tell you a story about us that only I know. I'll talk about mine after you finish yours, how about that, is it fair?"
Seeing the slyness in his smile, I was a little dizzy, feeling light all over, I just wanted to hold him tight again, and best to kiss him.
God, what was I thinking, I came to my senses.We've only just been together, how can I act so rascally.
He quickly controlled the claws that were about to stretch out, and grabbed the hem of the T-shirt.
I don't know how much Xie Jiahe saw, his smile became more and more obvious, and he even laughed out loud.
I was a little embarrassed, and said quickly: "It's getting late, and we have something to do tomorrow, let's go back to our dormitories."
"Okay." He looked at me tenderly.
It's really embarrassing, except for my mother, no one has seen me like this. Is this true love?
I touched my face, the temperature is normal, and the color should be normal too.
"Goodbye." I looked at the bridge of his nose and said softly.Then he turned around and walked towards the gate of the dormitory building, and heard a goodbye from behind.
It's a strange world where a conversation that happened just a few hours ago now has a completely different meaning and mood.
The most amazing thing is that even I can't get in the gate this time.I searched through my two trouser pockets, but I didn't find my campus card, not even my mobile phone.
Retribution, I couldn't help thinking.
When I came down, I was in such a hurry that I didn't bring anything down except myself.Helpless, I quickly turned around to chase Xie Jiahe, and borrowed my phone.Looking back, he hasn't left yet.
I walked up to him again and said embarrassedly: "Give me a cell phone, I'll call my roommate."
He didn't ask anything, just looked at me with a smile and handed over the phone.
I was even more embarrassed, I lowered my head and called Shi Yueting, told him to come down to pick me up, and then hung up.
"I also remember my roommate's mobile phone number." Xie Jiahe joked when he saw me finish typing.
I didn't even respond, so I blurted out: "My brain is not working."
"Okay, why not? Then you have to remember my two mobile phone numbers, QQ number, WeChat account, birthday, height, weight, and measurements to make me look special." He pinched my neck while talking .
It turned out to be waiting for me here.
I shuddered, flung his arms away, and gave him a sideways look.
Damn, I actually trembled a bit!I trembled when I was pinched on the neck!Xie Jiahe is this teasing a dog?
I, who had been deeply in love with him just now, suddenly didn't want to pay any attention to him anymore. When I saw the door appearing, Yue Ting hurried over. It was rare for him to be so efficient.
When he reached the corner of the stairs, he hesitated for a moment, but looked back to see whether he was gone or not.
He was still standing under the dim light, but instead of the agitation I saw when I came downstairs, he became peaceful and harmless.I don't have a high degree of vision, but I'm also nearsighted. It is said that I can't even see Xie Jiahe's face clearly from such a distance, let alone his expression.But probably that scene stayed in my heart for too long, which made me feel that he was still looking at me tenderly.
I don't know if he can see it, I put my finger on my lips, stayed for two seconds, and then sent it towards him slightly.
Then hurriedly turned and went upstairs.
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