sinovels Chapter 10 Chapter 10
Chapter 10 Chapter 10
As the saying goes, as soon as you doze off, the pillow comes—I looked at the group votes on the chat interface, and this sentence came to mind.
It is said that the graduation reunion is probably the most comprehensive one. Thinking about it, everyone is still immersed in that slightly tragic atmosphere.It's just that once the time limit is over, everything goes back to the way it was.What's more, everyone has a lot of trivial matters, and it is difficult to find time to meet everyone's requirements.
At that time, the college entrance examination admission notices in the little green car were sent to every household, and congratulations were also sent to the class group. After scanning the final class map, it was really scattered all over the world. , only a handful of each of the popular big cities.
Finally, the number of people was a little denser, so an enthusiastic class committee member of our small group actively established a small group, and the name was very concise and clear——Squad [-] B City Squad.
Oh, the Enthusiastic Class Committee seems to be the organization committee member, really competent.
Ever since I was pulled into this group, I have always set it to Do Not Disturb status, and occasionally I scanned their parties or something, but I just pretended not to see it, because Xu Jin was in it, and he was as active as in high school .
Today I just opened QQ to vote in the university class group, to decide the time of the class meeting, and I happened to see the team administrator in city B urging everyone to vote, taking advantage of social practice and other social practice before the exam holiday .
That's not what a pillow is.
It depends on whether I want to use this sleepiness to lie down.
Pressing the lock screen button down and down, watching Xie Jiahe's silly face flashing in front of me, who laughed so hard that he couldn't be happier, I meditated on the ball of wool, and finally voted.
The votes have been cast, and the results of the party have come out. Although a thread has not been straightened out, I feel at ease in my heart, and I don't even have to pretend to have a video with my parents.
"Shanshan, how are you doing recently, you seem to be very happy." At the other end of the video, my mother rudely pushed away my father's face, but her tone was very gentle.
"It's pretty good," I saw my father's sad expression, I was very happy, thought for a while, and said casually, "Recently I met a high school junior who is also in our school, and I have been talking with him these days He watches the World Cup."
Mom opened her mouth wide in surprise, she didn't even care about dad coming over to squeeze out half of the space, she blinked a few times before saying: "It seems that you and that little classmate hit it off very well."
Although this is what I mean by saying this, but I still feel a little hot when I hear the word hit at first.Is this to gain the favorability of my mother-in-law for Xie Jiahe in advance? I secretly smiled.
He casually talked about various topics, and when he was about to end the call, he swiped the screen and was taken aback—the call time was more than twice as long as usual.
My mother's last sentence was: "After the holiday, find a chance to invite that little classmate to your house for dinner. It's great to see you become so lively."
Lively?
Is this used to evaluate the twenty-year-old me?
Throwing the phone casually by my side, I stared at the wall in a daze: What was the video like before?
Oh, practicing acting.Just like a patient who doesn't want to be sent to a mental hospital, he tries to behave normal in front of the doctor, and tells a few cold jokes from time to time that he thinks he is witty.Through this glib mouth and well-trained facial expressions, happiness is still happy, unhappy is also happy, busyness is transformed into fulfillment, and emptiness is translated into leisure.
But if the call time is short, how can such energy-consuming things last for such a long time.
I opened the corner of my mouth and smiled, grabbed my phone and started harassing Xie Jiahe, the effect was immediate, I was immersed in it and forgot everything in an instant.
Scanning the date day by day, I finally looked forward to the party. For this reason, I pushed back Xie Jiahe's lunch invitation, and went to take the subway alone with heartache.
I don't know who picked such a good place, I almost wanted to give up halfway after falling down the subway twice and almost taking the wrong direction.And I really don't like the facing seats on the subway. Fortunately, there are no seats, so I can only stand.
Complaining about this and that all the way, I sighed and turned off the widow mode when I reached the door of the meeting place.I'm not targeting these messy things, I just feel anxious when I think of meeting Xu Jin.
It is now the end of June, and City B is like a steamer with a low fire that keeps on, and the people who are excited are even more depressed. Only when they stare at the dense green sycamore leaves can they extinguish the fire a little bit.
After safe fire control, I finally found the private room according to the information on the mobile phone, pushed the door in, and the laughter and laughter inside stopped for a moment, and then became lively again.
"Jiangshan?! You have been out of contact for so long, you can be regarded as showing your face."
"It means that he is not in the same school as you, or else he would have inquired about the news and brought you here in a sack."
"country……"
Glancing at the vivid and varied expressions on everyone's faces, I completely calmed down.Although the relationship with Xu Jin was not very pleasant, there are still a few people present who have a good relationship.
He randomly picked an empty seat, greeted everyone, and sat down. Xu Jin was diagonally opposite, with an expression that seemed indescribable.
It's been two years, and it's rare that everyone can still chat so enthusiastically. It's really useful to have frequent gatherings.It's just that Xu Jin's warm-up switch didn't seem to be turned on, and he was much more silent than before.
Maybe it's because I'm uncomfortable.It's okay, and there will be no next time. He made it clear today, and he doesn't have to feel sorry anymore.It was my wishful thinking at the time, why did he apologize.
He kept smiling and had a rough meal with everyone, and even took the time to tease Xie Jiahe twice, his mood was very stable.The eyes are also well controlled. When Xu Jin got up, I saw it.I didn't get up until half a minute after he went out, and the organization committee member next to me pulled my clothes off as soon as I got up.
He looked up at me, with worry on his face, and whispered: "I don't know what's going on with you two, but it's a pity to break up such a good relationship before, anyway, just talk about it , but don't do it."
I really didn't praise him in vain a few days ago, he was too competent.
I patted him on the shoulder with a smile and went out with my phone.
What are you doing? Don't you think it's hot enough?
I hadn't checked where the toilet was before I came here, so I walked straight along the corridor, trying to find a quiet place and then turn on QQ and call him over.As a result, I saw him as soon as I turned a corner at the end, standing in front of the window and thinking.
Not knowing what to sigh, I pressed the lock screen button and watched until the screen turned off automatically before putting the phone back into my trouser pocket.
Xu Jin turned his head when he heard the footsteps, but his expression was not surprised.
It doesn't matter if he turns around, but the sunlight that was blocked by him just now shines in front of his eyes as if he doesn't want money, and the person who is excited can only squint his eyes.
Walking forward step by step, I held back the burning that seemed to be real, turned my head slightly to look at the sycamore leaf in the upper right corner of the window, and wondered curiously: What would the first sentence be?
When I finally got there, I hurriedly leaned against the wall, enjoying the darkness in this corner, and felt that the sweat that was evaporated just now was gradually dissipating.
Xu Jin held the railing with his right hand, rubbed his thumbs non-stop, stared at the wall next to me, and moved his lips.
It seems he wants to start.
I habitually folded my arms on my chest, knocked my heels against the wall, and waited quietly.
Comrade Jiangshan, I am proud of your calmness. I believe that Xie Jiahe will do the same, and continue to maintain it.
"Uh, you also come out to ventilate." He said embarrassingly.
What a waste of my curiosity.
"No, I came here specifically to find you." I don't intend to go around in circles.
In a total of more than half an hour, the change in the sun's altitude angle caused me to suffer another punishment, but I still did not change positions after all, and only wiped off the stimulated liquid with the back of my hand at the end.
"You won't stop coming to the party just because you avoid me." Xu Jin said.
"Your face is too big, it's not because of you," I turned around and walked back to the private room, "Because I have to go back to my hometown during the winter vacation and do social practice during the summer vacation, I just don't have time."
The party task was successfully completed, and I left after saying hello to everyone, and did not participate in the next event.They knew that I didn't like to sing, and they didn't force me, they just said that we would meet again next time.
Standing in front of the subway gate, I hugged the pillar that I must hug every time, resting my forehead on it, and began to wind the ball of wool under the coolness.
At that time, it was said that he confessed to Xu Jin on impulse, but it was actually something that had been planned for a long time, but the result was so tragic that the whole person became rotten.Because of the self-righteousness that caused the damage to self-esteem and the avoidance that I didn't want to face, the current situation can only be my own fault.
Fortunately, it was over today, and there was one less bad thing.
I thought the process of solving it would be very heavy, but it wasn’t. I thought I would float up to the sky after finishing it, but the soles of my feet were still firmly attached to the ground.
Do you think what you think is what you think.
Suddenly thinking of this tongue twister, I laughed so hard on the pillar that I almost became mentally retarded on the spot.After finally calming down, I found that it was really not bad - I had already sat and stood, so I had to go to the opposite side and sit for an extra stop.
Speechless.
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