Where is the joy

Chapter 18

I saw Xu Qing glanced at the incoming call on the mobile phone, then at me, and went to a place farther away to answer the call.

She never avoids me talking on the phone, usually nothing more than various work matters.

I intuitively feel that this call is unusual.

She talked for a while, and I sat on the rock with my hands around my knees, watching the clouds and mist under the mountain getting closer and closer, the sun hid in the clouds, and there was moisture in the air, maybe it was going to rain.

The vibrating mobile phone in my pocket brought me back to my thoughts. I took it out and saw that it was Tang Xiaoyu, a college classmate.

I guess everyone has such female friends around.That is, when she is not in a relationship, you are friends who meet every day. Once she is in a relationship, she becomes transparent, and you will never see her again!

Tang Xiaoyu is like this. Although she is also in a university dormitory, I don't always remember such a person, but once she breaks up in love, we will be able to contact her again.

It was quite unexpected at the moment, this guy called me up and told me that she was getting married.I have a bad premonition, I'm afraid we will lose contact forever...

After throwing the red bomb, Tang Xiaoyu babbled a lot, to the effect that she asked me when I would return to the city. She really missed the glamorous life with me.

I said, "Don't think about it, I can't remember what life in the city is like."

She was always surprised, "Isn't it? Your youngest years have been spent here, Chang Huan, where is your youth? Where is your blood? What about the career you fought for?"

I laughed at her, "Don't talk about being so tall, okay, isn't it just a job."

"Hey, I don't know what to do in the village. Is there a place to go shopping and buy clothes? Can I watch a movie, drink coffee and catch up with a show? Really, I accompanied my husband back to his hometown last time, if there is no Wifi , I'm going to suffocate to death. But I really admire you, you have been here for more than a year, I didn't expect you to be able to stay here with your temper."

"Each has its own pros and cons." I was actually not used to it when I first came here, but I got used to it as I went along.

Tang Xiaoyu said with emotion, "I don't like the countryside, I feel so aggrieved, the city is so nice, it's prosperous and comfortable, I love the metropolis!"

"So what about prosperity, prosperity has nothing to do with you." My legs were a little numb, and I stood up and walked around while talking to her. I glanced at Xu Qing from the corner of my eye. She was still talking with her brows tightly locked. Chat, "The city is indeed prosperous enough. Look at the villas by the river, the big-name bags in the shopping malls, the sports cars on the street, the handsome guys and the beauties, but what does it have to do with you? It's easy to live here. People have the illusion that these prosperity are all their own. In fact, they still have to repay the mortgage, squeeze the subway, and go to work from [-] to [-] to clock in. They work hard to earn money on weekdays and spend money on holidays. "

Tang Xiaoyu sighed, "Hey, you mentioned my pain point. After getting married, I will face having a child. When I have a baby in the future, there will be a lot of financial pressure. What about you, have you lost your partner?"

"No. People in the besieged city say that it's too stressful, so I won't go in. I'll take a detour!"

"My dear, do you really want to live alone in the countryside?" Tang Xiaoyu asked.

"Who is lonely? Isn't Xu Qing here too!"

"It's just that she is used to you. But, I said, you are different from her. She and her boyfriend are planning to have children, and they must return to the city sooner or later."

I was a little puzzled, "Why do you want a baby? She said she was going to have a baby?"

"Just last time, didn't she go to study, and she asked for leave to visit her boyfriend in the city, but she heard that I was getting married, so she lived with me. I was trying to get pregnant, and she asked me a lot Regarding the matter of having a baby, it seems that their good fortune is imminent, and they may be ready to marry their son."

This guy continued to talk, I couldn't listen anymore, after a few random words, I found an excuse that the signal was not good because I was climbing a mountain outside, and hurriedly hung up.

Not long after I hung up Tang Xiaoyu's phone call, Xu Qing's side also ended. Seeing her walking towards me, I laughed, "Is that it, Gao Xiang?"

Xu Qing nodded, "Well, he's at my uncle's place."

I naturally knew that the uncle she was talking about was her own father.Have you reached this level already?I don't know what I'm talking about anymore, "He misses you a lot, it's a pity he doesn't come with such a beautiful scenery."

Xu Qing frowned, and I don't know what mood she is in at the moment, "Of course it's not about me, it's just about the child." At this moment, she is carrying the handbag in one hand and resting the other on her waist. This action, in my opinion, There is no doubt that everything is unspoken.

The impulse that came out before was quite ridiculous, it was really an old peacock spreading his tail and pretending to be sentimental.

If she wants to get married, she will definitely have children. Didn't I know this a long time ago?Why does she treat me better, and when she gets closer to me, I have some fantasies.

He Changhuan, ah He Changhuan, look at you, you can imagine just receiving a sachet from someone else. Didn’t Luo Luo also give a sachet to Xiaoling? What should Xiaoling do? play.What's wrong with sending a sachet, and what can it represent.

My heart seemed to have gone through a roller coaster of ups and downs, which was so exciting that it was difficult to digest for a while.Clouds and mist gradually enveloped me, and the mountain wind blew my whole body cool. Xu Qing seemed to see that something was wrong with me, and pulled me, "Why are you so cold?" Throw it on me.

I refused her kindness, and I was suddenly a little angry, as if I had a little heartache.

I don't know what to be angry about.

Maybe it's like Wang Xiaobo said, all human suffering is essentially anger at one's own incompetence.

Angry that I can neither pick it up nor let it go, angry that I can't get it, and I can't see others get it.

Naturally, I was not in the mood to climb down the mountain anymore, and I didn't know many people anyway, so I said I had something to do in the store, so I took the bus down the mountain first.

Outside the car window, what a beautiful mountain!What beautiful water!Clouds and mist linger, nothing can be seen clearly!

I opened the car glass, and the wind poured into it.The uncle sitting next to me reminded me, girl, you have tears in your eyes, and so do I. I just can’t blow the wind, and tears will flow when the wind blows.

Girl, would you like to close the window?

No, sir, I just like the feeling of flying freely!

The uncle looked at me, maybe he thought I was out of my mind, so he got up and sat in the back.