Where did you get this substitute from?

Chapter 60

Su Shen coughed violently.

The desolate and desolate moonlight cast on his face, and his face was paler than the moonlight.

The corners of the lips that had just been wiped clean had a little bit of blood foaming out from coughing. He spread it out to see that his palms were covered with blood.

Ji Shutong grabbed his hand, his eyes were startled, his brows were tightly frowned, and his face was serious.

Then he picked him up horizontally, pulled the coat on the hanger and covered Su Shen's thin and wet body.

Su Shen said coldly, "I can walk by myself."

"To shut up."

He was placed in the back seat, and cold sweat could not stop slipping from the corners of his forehead.

But this man still has a lot of fun to do.

"Suddenly remembered something from the past." Su Shen leaned on his arm and looked out of the car window. The strange lights of the city shone in. His expression was not real, and his voice was weak, "Last time, it seemed like the same thing. At night, but it wasn't you who drove the car at that time... Later, I lay in the hospital for almost two months, during which I still had a fever, couldn't eat or sleep, and thought I had to die in the hospital."

They all know when the last time it was meant.

He could see the momentary stiffness of the figures with different traces, and he could even feel the suddenly tight air in the carriage.

Su Shen thought it was ridiculous, but it was different, as if she was feeling sorry for something.

But wasn't he the one who started it, so what could he feel distressed about?

But he smiled, "It's a good thing I'm not him."

After Su Shen finished the examination, the injury was not serious, and he could be hospitalized for observation for a few days.

He smoked half a pack of cigarettes in the corridor, and when he returned to the ward, Su Shen had already fallen asleep.

Su Shen didn't fall asleep easily.

The monitor installed in the room can see Su Shen tossing and turning every day before falling asleep.

Sometimes I have to lie down for two or three hours before I can fall asleep. Even if I fall asleep, I will wake up suddenly because of a little movement.

A week ago, when he went to Su Shen's room, the man suddenly opened his eyes when he heard the door being pushed open.

Reason did not keep up with the action, he was looking at himself, not sober, but with vigilance in his eyes.

Ji Shutong raised his hand to touch his face, but the man dodged away the moment he approached, like a frightened bird.

He wanted to speak, but his heart was so stuffy that he couldn't speak.

After Su Shen dodged, he leaned back against the head of the bed, put his hands on his knees, and looked out the window coldly. He might dodge, but he wouldn't resist.

Probably he already understood that resistance was useless, and he would end up with injuries.

But this is not a good sign, Ji Shutong frowned at him.

Su Shen is not a submissive person, the arrogance in his bones only follows one rule, he would rather be broken than whole.

After that, he sent someone to guard him in front of the surveillance 24 hours a day, and if Su Shen disappeared in front of the camera for more than half an hour, he would be notified immediately.

The claustrophobia during this period did not keep him sinking, this man was still keen, and quickly summed up his order from the clues, so he said those words in the bathroom.

The person on the hospital bed was still pale. He didn't know when he woke up, and he always curled up when he slept. Even in the not too cold weather, the quilt was tightly wrapped.

Only then did he discover his purpose of provoking him.

It seems that Su Shen would rather stay in the hospital than go back to that room.

He realized this with some sadness.

&...&...

No feeling of hunger.

He ate very little during this time, but he didn't feel hungry.

Su Shen leaned against the head of the bed, looking at the porridge in front of him with a sleepy expression.

Ji Shutong brought the spoon to his lips, and he turned his head.

Two or three times later, when he felt that the signs were different and he couldn't help getting angry, or forced him to open his mouth, the man put down the spoon, and just said lightly: "What do you want to eat."

Su Shen turned around.

He could see Su Shen's back clearly showing rejection.Ji Shutong sighed, and put the porridge bowl on the table beside him.

After a long time, Su Shen felt that there was no movement behind him.

The trace is different and about to leave.

He squinted in a daze for a while, and when he woke up, it was already dark.

He supported the edge of the bed and stood up. When he propped up his waist, the pain was extremely sharp, and he couldn't help crying out in pain.

The next moment, a pair of hands supported his waist, and he looked up in surprise. Ji Shutong has not left?

Ji Shutong lowered his brows and eyes, and the hand on his waist turned to reach his shoulders, pulling him up, and asked softly, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Doubt flashed across Su Shen's eyes, and he calmed down the next moment. He didn't speak, but indifferently broke away from the support of different traces, and walked towards the bathroom with difficulty.

The person behind him paused for breath.

It is hard to be rejected, but as a person who has been violently persecuted to this point, he should not be deprived of his right to refuse forgiveness.

After returning from the bathroom, Ji Shutong had already sat back beside the bed.

He was a little absent-minded looking at the position where Su Shen was lying just now.

Su Shen looked at the sky, and roughly calculated that it took five hours for him to fall asleep, that is to say, for the past five hours, this person has been maintaining this position and watching him fall asleep?

He walked into the ward with his head down, ignored the traces as air, touched the bed, and left him with his back.

But he couldn't sleep at this time.

He seemed to be able to hear every breath of the people behind him.

Since being hospitalized yesterday, Su Shen has not had a serious meal except for drinking some water.

If he remembered correctly, when he was asked to eat, Ji Shutong also put a meal beside him, and he didn't eat, and Ji Shutong didn't eat either.

Su Shen began to wonder what this meant.

Moral kidnapping?

He thought to himself, this idea is too narcissistic.

He was imprisoned by Ji Shutong for such a long time, and he remembered many things, those good and bad past events, which appeared before his eyes like a revolving lantern all day long.

There is still some self-knowledge that Ji Shutong likes Su Shen, but he is just a personality dissociated from Su Shen. He has nothing in common with the original Su Shen, so how could Ji Sutong be interested in him.

He wrapped the quilt tightly, and the next moment he felt a mass of warmth close behind him. The body temperature was so familiar that he knew who it was even without turning his head.

"sorry."

The voice was very low and slowly entered the eardrums.

Su Shen opened his eyes wide in surprise.

He didn't expect that Ji Shutong would apologize to him.

This extremely powerful person can count the number of times he bowed his head on the palm of his hand.

The end of that voice was full of helplessness, but he didn't know what he was feeling helpless about.

Su Shen closed her eyes, feeling the trembling in the depths of her soul because of this apology.

This is very unnecessary, instead of apologizing to himself, he might as well go to Su Shen's grave and burn two more paper money, that way the apology may be conveyed more directly, really.

After the person in his arms tightened for a while, he returned to his original indifferent posture, leaned closer to his neck, and kissed him lightly.

"I'm sorry," he said again.

Su Shen looked ahead, but there was no emotion on his face.

&...&...

After staying in the hospital for two days, Su Shen gradually began to eat, first rice porridge, and then meals.

His body recuperated slowly.

There are also psychological reasons.

Looking around silently, Su Shen's expression is always sleepy.

Until half a month later, he looked at the busy figure in front of the hospital bed, "I want to talk to you."

Since he was hospitalized, he hadn't spoken a word, and now he finally opened his mouth.

Ji Shutong's eyes lit up for a moment, he hurriedly put down the documents in his hand, and sat down by the bed: "Say it."

Su Shen spoke with difficulty, his throat was a little sore, so he spoke slowly: "I won't go back again."

He didn't even look at the traces, he only vaguely felt the momentary heaviness in the air.

Different gazes roamed his face.

Su Shen didn't care about the anger or other emotions in that gaze.

He has already decided that if Ji Shutong forces him, he will die and die.

It's just that Ji Shutong was not as unreasonable as expected, and the tone of his mouth was calm with some conciliatory meaning: "There is no room for negotiation?"

Su Shen nodded.

"Stay with me for a few more days, it won't take too long."

The different tone has a desolate meaning.

Su Shen turned sideways, with a hint of sarcasm in his words: "Is it still necessary?"

The traces are different: "I won't force you anymore, if you don't want to, just pretend I didn't say it."

Su Shen originally wanted to keep silent, but the resentment in his chest was rampant, and he angrily replied to this person who pretended to be a victim of affection: "I don't want to!"

Ji Shutong was stunned.

Su Shen turned her back to him, her shoulders shrugged violently because of her emotional agitation.

Ji Shutong stepped forward and hugged him into his arms, he froze the moment he was touched, as if he had calmed down, but Ji Shutong noticed that he was holding the corner of the bed sheet tightly.

He no longer resisted, although hated him.

"sorry."

He said so again.

But what Ji Shutong said next made Su Shen feel unbelievable.

"I love you, really, really," he said.

He had never heard Ji Shutong say such a thing.

But he thought that the time, place, and person who said this sentence were wrong.

This sentence is at least 11 years late.

"If you hate me, just keep hating me." Ji Shutong said slowly, "It's good to hate, at least it proves that you still remember me."

Su Shen didn't know how to refute him.

&...&...

After going through the discharge procedures, Su Shen stood at the gate of the hospital and said goodbye.

Ji Shutong grabbed his arm: "Remember, you still owe me a formal farewell."

Su Shen knew when he was talking about, but he felt that it was not him who was the one who formally bid farewell.

However, he did not protest. He looked around. It was noon, and the nearby small restaurants were very lively: "How about I treat you to a meal?"

Ji Shutong shook his head, "The last time we met was at the temple. You left in a hurry that day, and you haven't asked for a lottery yet."

It turned out that he remembered.

Su Shen felt a slight stagnation in his heart and mouth, and his breathing was a little rough.

His physical strength is not the same as it was in his early twenties, when he was climbing a mountain, he had to stop and take a rest.

Su Shen has just been discharged from the hospital, and his performance is not very good.

They sat side by side on the stone steps, the big tree covered their heads, and the sky was high and refreshing.

It's a good time to break up.