sinovels Chapter 19 The past is the past
Chapter 19 The past is the past
One night, at least it passed peacefully, but when it was time to go to bed, it was another toss.
Xie Zifang was the first to wash and rinse. After washing, he automatically fell down on the right side of the bed and closed his eyes to sleep.
Not long after that, Mo Su and Lin also washed up one after another. The two of them rubbed against the bed, but had a dispute over the bed.
Originally, what Mo Su meant was that Xie Zifang was sleeping in the middle.
After all, there are only two pillows on the bed, and if three people sleep, they have to put the pillows together. Besides, no matter how big Xie Zifang's bed is, it is still crowded to sleep three men.At such a close distance, Mo Su and Lin are not familiar with each other after all, and it always feels weird to sleep together.
But as soon as Xie Zifang got into bed, he automatically rolled to the far right, leaving a large space on the left for the two of them.
As soon as Lin Ye came up, he announced: "I'm sleeping in the middle."
In fact, when three people squeeze together, the middle is the worst position, and they can't move left and right.
But Mo Su didn't want to sleep too close to Lin Ye, and couldn't say it clearly, so he had to ask, "Why do you sleep in the middle?"
Lin had already climbed onto the bed first, and Mo Su and Xie Zi copied the quilts, each pulling one side to cover themselves.He closed his eyes, "I like to sleep in the middle, hurry up and turn off the lights."
Mo Su lifted the quilt, "Wait a minute, we have to rearrange the seats." He didn't want to be crowded with someone who didn't deal with him for countless days in the future.
Lin was also thrown off the bed, and sat up suddenly, with an impatient expression on his face, "It's just a sleep, don't be so troublesome, okay?"
Xie Zifang heard the two people quarreling, so he opened his eyes, propped himself up slightly, and looked at the two people very puzzled, he didn't understand, what's the point of arguing about who slept in the middle?
Mo Su was a little embarrassed. Although he also felt that it was a bit fuzzy to argue about this kind of thing, he just didn't want to, but after staring for a long time, he really couldn't find any reason not to let Lin Ye sleep in the middle.
Lin also stared at him, and finally got a little sleepy, and said: "The way of hospitality, understand? I didn't ask you for anything else!"
Mo Su curled his lips, wanting to say that I am actually a guest, but in the end he felt that he was making a big deal out of a molehill.So he turned off the light without saying a word, climbed into the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
I thought that there would be some discomfort, or that I couldn't fall asleep because of the influence of Xie Zifang when I was huddled together with Xie Zifang that night, but I didn't expect that Mo Su would fall asleep within 2 minutes of closing his eyes.
Until early in the morning, Mosu felt pain in his arm.
In the dream, I still consciously felt that I was dreaming, but immediately realized that I shouldn't really feel pain when I was dreaming.
After arguing with himself for a while, Mo Su came to his senses, opened his eyes, and saw that Lin Ye had been squeezed to his side, his head had rolled off the pillow, and was crooked not far from his shoulder, buried deeply. One hand still held his arm firmly.
The pain I felt was the result of being grabbed by Lin Ye.
Mo Su frowned, muttered, "What kind of sleeping product is this?", and then stretched out his hand to push Lin Ye.
Lin also turned over, took a sniff, let go of Mo Su, and turned his face upwards.
Mo Su glanced at him, the light in the room was still dim, but he could vaguely see something.
On Lin Ye's face, a trace of tears was faintly visible, reflecting a glimmer of light in the darkness.
Mo Su stretched out his hand and touched the place where Lin Ye had just buried his face, and his hands were wet.
Silently, Mo Su fell down again and covered Lin Ye with a quilt.
At the beginning of the morning, the curtains were drawn.
The sunlight entered the room unobstructed, and the night in the room suddenly turned into day.
Mo Su groaned, his eyes hurt from the sun, and instinctively covered his head with the quilt, he muttered: "What are you doing with the house?"
But in the next second, the quilt was lifted, and a big head poked out in front of him, but it wasn't Xie Zifang's.
Lin Yejun's face was full of smiles, "I'm sorry, it's not a big house. It's me, Xiao Yezi."
Mo Su reluctantly opened his eyes, stared at him for a long while, and then remembered that there was already one more person in the room.Yawning, Mo Su frowned and sat up, "What are you doing?"
Turning his head again, he found that Xie Zifang on the other side of the bed had also climbed up, looking at the front with a dazed expression.
After patting Mo Su and Xie Zifang, Lin stood up with arms crossed, "Get up and brush your teeth, I made breakfast."
"Ah?" Mo Su stared over in surprise, only to find that Lin Ye was wearing a coat and a scarf, as if he was about to go out immediately, "You are so early in the morning, do you want to... go out?"
"Hmm..." Lin Ye stretched his waist and narrowed his eyes slightly in the sunlight, "Yeah, even though I have a temporary residence now, I can't stay in the house every day and wait to die, right? You have to find a job to do it."
"Work? What?" Lin Ye's words were too far away from Mo Su, a freshman, and it seemed that he was about the same age as them, so Mo Su really didn't understand what Lin Ye was doing. What job are you looking for.
Ke Lin also didn't intend to explain to Mo Su more clearly. Seeing that both of them had already woken up, he went out, "Don't sleep anymore. I made porridge in the kitchen, you two hurry up and eat." , don't get cold. Let's go."
With that said, he walked out the door on his own.
Mo Su was left on the bed facing Xie Zifang in astonishment.
Mo Su couldn't understand why this guy who was sleeping and crying yesterday was so energetic in the early morning, cooking and looking for a job!And, what on earth is he doing?Mo Su didn't understand very much.
Pushing Xie Zifang, who seemed to be still awake, Mo Su asked: "What the hell is this buddy doing? What kind of friends are you?" After thinking for a while, Mo Su felt wrong again, "Oh, no...you don't have many friends How did he know you so well?" Actually, Mo Su was a little puzzled yesterday, but because Lin was right in front of him, he didn't have a chance to ask.
Xie Zifang turned his head and looked at Mo Su, "His name is Lin Ye..."
Mo Su rolled his eyes and cut him off, "I knew this yesterday."
Xie Zifang ignored him and continued, "He and Zhan Yi were the only two friends I had in middle school."
"Uh..." Mo Su was stunned, and after a while he asked uncertainly, "The two who eloped?"
"En." Xie Zifang nodded.
Mo Su was dumbfounded for a long time, "Then...how did you come back? What about Zhanyi?"
Xie Zifang was silent for a moment, then shook his head, "I don't know."
Mo Su was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say.
Two people walked together, and now one of them came back alone, crying while sleeping in the middle of the night, the answer seemed self-evident.
But... being sad at night is one thing, waking up alive in the morning seems to be quite another.
Crying in a dream is such a small and refreshing act, you are so refreshing and thorough.
You are so heartless at dawn, and incidentally annoying to keep people from sleeping, what are you!
Mo Su complained in his heart. Basically, since the end of the college entrance examination, except for the few days of military training when he first entered the university, he hasn't woken up so early for a long time.
He wanted to go back to sleep again, but found that the sleepiness had already been evaporated by the sun.
Reluctantly, Mosu got up, dressed, washed, and went into the kitchen.
On the dining table, there were a few small dishes bought from outside. There was white rice porridge in the rice cooker, and when the lid was opened, it was steaming.
Mo Su glanced at Xie Zifang, who had just come out of the bedroom, with a serious expression, "You can consider taking him in, as long as he doesn't wake me up so early, I can allow him to come in."
Xie Zifang also walked to the table, his expressionless face looked serious at this time, "I firmly support monogamy."
"Well," Mo Su nodded, not forgetting to verbally ask for cheap, "You still need a wife."
Xie Zifang looked at him, "This matter can be discussed after I get home."
"Huh?" Mo Su was surprised, "You want to go home? Uh, are you going to tell his parents about Lin Ye's return?"
Mo Su is a person who, consciously or unconsciously, is full of dicks about the people and things around him.Although I still didn't deal with Lin yesterday, after watching him cry, it was as if I had discovered his little secret, and subconsciously, I had vaguely sided with him.
Mo Su felt that Mr. Lin still wanted to go home.
Otherwise, why did he run back?
But at this moment, he didn't know whether Lin was ready to go home.
Xie Zifang had already sat down, took a bowl of porridge and started to eat, "I haven't contacted his parents for a long time, and besides, Lin will figure it out if he doesn't go back."
"Oh." Mo Su responded, and the topic ended.
After eating, Xie Zifang packed his things and went home.
When I went back, I also brought a bag of clothes that could not be machine washed.This made Mo Su quite envious and speechless.She wished she could just stuff two pieces of her own clothes into Xie Zifang's bag, and let him take them home and wash them for someone else.
Once Xie Zifang left, he was the only one left in the room.
After playing games for a while, the three brothers who met in the dormitory went down to the battlefield a few times to gain some prestige. After checking the time, Mo Su took a few books, greeted a few people in the dormitory, and went back to school for class .
But when I got to the classroom, I realized that the three in the dormitory were also there.
He was shocked instantly, and ran to the three of them, "What's going on? Is there an exam today? Why are you all here?"
Cao Qinghui chuckled, "Let's see what the charm of this class is, so that you, a dead house, can come out to class."
"Damn." A false alarm, Mo Su pushed Cao Qinghui.
In the front row, Zhang Ling stood up, turned around, and waved to Mosu, "Mosu, here."
Cao Qinghui looked over and suddenly realized, "Oh~ let's talk, how could you come to class without anything to do? That's how it is, that's how it is."
Sun Fang immediately said, "No way, fourth child, are you serious this time? You used to have so many girlfriends, but few of them could make you leave from the computer? Why are you making appointments this time? Class is coming."
Sun Fang's voice was so loud that he could hear it all around, Mo Su hurriedly told him to stop, "What are you talking about? Don't talk nonsense." Originally, it was already embarrassing for him not to be able to explain clearly to Zhang Ling alone. I don't want the whole department to know that he is having an affair with Zhang Ling.But he forgot, in fact, he came here to attend class with Zhang Ling, which already showed something.
After all, both he and Xie Zifang are men.The two knew that the ambiguous relationship between each other was a joke, and of course others would not take it seriously.But it is different from Zhang Ling, not to mention that one of them really has that intention, even if the relationship between the two is as clean as water, as long as they get closer, there will always be someone with good things coming to gossip.
Sun Fang didn't notice Mo Su's nervousness, and joked with resentment on his face, "I'm so jealous, you brat, the red flag at home is not down, and there are colorful flags fluttering outside!"
Cao Qinghui smiled, "If you're so jealous, you can also get a male red flag and hang it at home. If you do this, you won't fall."
Wei Mang interjected, "But in that case, the red flag at home will not fall down, but there are no colorful flags to fly outside, and only one at home stands upright, wouldn't it be even more sad?"
Cao Qinghui laughed, "That makes sense. It seems that third child, you can only die of jealousy."
"Shit!" Sun said angrily, "Who said I couldn't find the bunting?"
"Then look for it, find it and show us!" Cao Qinghui added fuel to the fire.
Several people made a fuss until the preparation bell rang.
Zhang Ling just stood in the front seat and looked at them from afar, and he didn't come over to urge him, and he didn't sit down by himself, so even if Mo Su wanted to take the opportunity to sit next to Cao Qinghui and the others, he had no choice.
As soon as the bell rang, Mo Su accepted his fate and walked towards Zhang Ling.
The class is a big hall.
After class, just in time for dinner.Because Cao Qinghui and the others are also there, knowing that Mo Su doesn't go back to bed very often recently, and rarely sees Cao Qinghui and the others, so after class, Zhang Ling didn't let Mo Su accompany her to lunch, but went to the same dormitory by himself. girls go.
Mo Su had a meal with Cao Qinghui and the others.
It was noon when we returned to Xie Zifang's house.
As soon as I opened the door and went in, I heard strange sounds of humming, chirping and pattering from inside.
Part of the voice was very familiar to Mosu.
Men, what if you haven't seen a few AVs?
Even in the dormitory, Mo Su watched it with a few of his bedmates.Anyway, the four of them are essentially the same obscene teenagers. I don’t know who proposed it at the beginning. In short, they hit it off immediately. For a while, they didn’t even play games. Every day, a few people locked the door and turned off the lights in the dormitory. Until the lights are turned off.
Although such days did not last very often, it was enough for Mosu to immediately recognize the voices coming from the bedroom as soon as he entered the room.
But... other than pat-pat-pat, what else is that whining male voice?
When Mo Su walked in, Lin Ye had come back and was falling asleep on the bed.It looked even more stable than at night.
At first sight, Mo Su was angry.
Damn, you got everyone up early in the morning, and ended up lying here to catch up on sleep.
Looking at the things on the computer again, he was stunned.
On the screen, it was the Japanese love action movie he guessed, yes, but... the protagonist is a man, all men, several men...
Mosu's generation of dead house, if he doesn't know what it is, then he will be a dead house.
But even if you've heard a pig cry, it doesn't mean you've seen a pig walk.
Mo Su knew what was in front of him, but it was the first time he saw it.
Glancing at Lin Ye, who was in a deep sleep, Mo Su carefully leaned in front of the computer. He hesitated between turning it off and observing it, and finally chose to observe silently.
Staring at it for a while, Mo Su opened his mouth unconsciously. Although he would occasionally discuss chrysanthemums and cucumbers with the rotten girls he met online, it was the first time in his life that he actually saw a cucumber poked into a chrysanthemum. ah.
The moaning sound that made Mo Su wonder just now came from the owner of the stabbed chrysanthemum. Looking at the boy's face on the screen, Mo Su really couldn't tell whether he was in pain or happiness.
Using his strong imagination, Mo Su's mind suddenly popped up the face of Wei Mang squatting in the toilet moaning when he was dry.Shaking his head, Mo Su trembled, bloody, too bloody.
He raised his hand, trying to turn off the video, but a voice came from behind him.
"Does it look good?" Lin Ye put one arm on the pillow and looked at him with a half-smile.
Mo Su turned around, puzzled, "Where did you get it? Why do you sleep with this?"
Lin also laughed and fell down on the bed, with a serious expression on his face, "Oh, I'm dissatisfied with my desires, so I want to have sex dreams to relieve it."
In an instant, Mo Su's head was hit by Halley's comet, and he asked casually without thinking, "Oh, then who is the protagonist in your spring dream?"
In fact, he really didn't intend to ask this question, but just followed Lin Ye's words and rushed there.
Ke Lin also heard it, but was taken aback.
After a dazed expression, Lin Ye's face instantly turned cold.
Without speaking, he turned over and got off the bed with his back facing Mosu.
"Uh..." Mo Su didn't expect that an unintentional question of his would make Lin Ye angry, so he scratched his head and stopped talking.
When Xie Zifang came back from home, he saw Mo Su and Lin Ye doing their own things in the same room as if they didn't exist.
Scratching his head, he didn't understand why the two of them became like this again in less than a day.
Leaning close to Mo Su, Xie Zifang asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you two?"
Mo Su spread his hands, "Don't ask me. I can't answer you."
So Xie Zifang simply stopped asking.
When Xie Zifang came back from home, he brought food back. In the evening, the three of them heated up the food in the microwave and had a meal.
After dinner, Mo Su and Xie Zi logged into the game as usual.
Lin also looked at the side for a while, and suddenly said: "Aren't you two bored playing games every night? Let's go out and play for a while."
In the bottom of his heart, Mo Su didn't want to go out, but his mother-in-law suddenly became troubled, thinking of Lin Ye's tears and not long ago, he accidentally provoked Lin Ye. Because he was embarrassed, Mo Su responded positively to this proposal uncharacteristically.
Xie Zifang had been with Mo Su for a long time, and he knew how difficult it would be to pull him out. Seeing him agreeing to go out so easily this time, although he didn't speak, he couldn't help but look at him more.
However, the three of them finally got out.
Lin also suddenly said enthusiastically that he would take the two of them to a bar he used to frequent.
Mo Su, who has never entered the bar, was very surprised, "You used to go there often? May I ask how old you were before?"
Lin also seemed to be in a good mood, he said haha, and said, "It used to be when I was in middle school. At that time, if I wanted to get in, I had to fight hard with the people in the bar. But in fact, I would let in in the end. Anyway, it’s not strictly controlled.”
Mo Su turned his head and asked Xie Zifang, "Do you often go there too?"
Xie Zifang shook his head, although he did go to bars often, but that was only after Lin Ye and Zhan Yi left.As for the bars that Lin Ye often went to when he was in middle school, he didn't know until now.
Because it was a little late when they went out, the three of them took a taxi directly.
Ke Lin has also been away for too long, and even the places he used to frequent are now a little strange.He directed the driver to go around twice, but in the end, he still couldn't find the location.
Lin also leaned against the car window, gesticulating, "Master, drive over there, it may be over there."
Although the driver doesn't mind going around a few more times as long as there is money to be made, Lin also looked anxious, and finally, the driver couldn't help but say, "Young man, tell me where you are going, and I might know. "
Lin also sat in the front seat and looked at the driver, "Master, I want to go to a bar near here, do you know where it is?"
The driver was silent for a moment, then hesitantly asked, "Is that the bar called Lan?"
Lin also nodded happily, "Yes, that's the one. Master, do you know?"
The driver didn't speak, but just looked at Lin Ye with a strange look, and looked at Mo Su and Xie Zifang through the rearview mirror.
After a while, the car stopped, and the driver said, "Oh, this is it."
It was dark outside the car window, and only a tightly closed iron gate could be vaguely seen.
Mo Su turned his head away, "Not open?"
The driver said, "It's not that it's not open, but it's closed early."
"Uh..." When Mo Su was surprised, Lin had already got out of the car by himself.
Xie Zifang took out the front of the car and got out of the car with the two of them.
The taxi drives away.
Lin also looked up at the dilapidated plaque on the fence gate in the dark, speechless for a while.
Mo Su and Xie Zifang walked over, and Lin also said softly: "This place is actually called Lan Mengsheng. It was here that Zhan Yi told me for the first time that he would be with me for the rest of his life. Unexpectedly, the original promise Scattered with the wind, this place has already been closed."
This is the first time Mo Su heard Lin speak in such a melancholy tone.
He walked up to Lin Ye, put his arms around Lin Ye's neck, and strangled him.
Lin also turned to look at him and smiled softly.
The three stood quietly for a while, and Xie Zifang suddenly said: "It seems that the exam will be in two days. This semester is almost over."
Mo Su was shocked, "Why is the exam coming soon! There are still three or four weeks left, okay! Don't scare people with your words!"
Lin also smiled, "No way, you have to take exams when you go to university. Alas, being a student is so pitiful." He shook his head, as if the melancholy just now was just a sudden change in the weather.
"Yes, the exam is the most troublesome. The most annoying."
While talking, the three of them walked back, no one asked to take a taxi again, just walked all the way back.
Under the dim streetlights, three slanting shadows spread out on the ground.Like friends for many years, talking and laughing, but everyone knows that there is a wound in someone's heart, and he doesn't want to touch it if he doesn't mention it. It's not pretending to be happy, but no matter how much he tears the wound, the past is just the past after all. Yes, never come back.