When I woke up, I was beaten to death by a stranger

Chapter 35 Let's Talk About It

Even though I had expected that it was the rich sister Andrei was talking about who wanted Valentin to move to St. Petersburg, the word fiancee still made me stiff all over.Looking at Valentin in a blink of an eye, he was still leaning on the back of his chair and smiling, with a face full of indifference and a familiar mocking look.I was irritated at once, turned my head and whistled: "Then I have to listen carefully, Valentin never talks about such strange things. Doesn't he?" I said this on purpose, I just wanted to see if he was in a panic.

He is more than not panic.He didn't even interrupt.

Anton went on and on about how strange and shocking this incident was. His fiancée's name was Sophia, she was ten years older than him, she was someone else's wife, and she ran away with Valentin in the second week of their marriage. up.

"You have to know," Anton spread his hands, "Sophia had been engaged for two years."

In fact, if this was said in private, or if I had heard about it first, it would not be considered shocking news, but I was unprepared at the time, and I never expected such a thrilling love affair, so my expression changed immediately, But he was still reluctant: "What happened later?"

Anton said without hesitation, "Later..."

Kuznetsov coughed suddenly, and I saw him give Anton a look, and then smooth things over: "Don't talk about others, how is your wife?" Anton's wife is about to give birth. Even though he only got married last month.He started talking about his wife, but I couldn't listen to anything. I just buried my head in mindless drinking sips, my palms were sweating so badly that I was slippery holding the glass.

"I'll call you another cup. You're always drinking Valentin." The brown-haired man sitting next to him said suddenly.

I looked up sharply at this, and smiled nervously at him, and then at Valentin: "No, no. What do we both care about, don't we, Valentin?"

Anton on the side interrupted after hearing this: "You two know each other? At first I thought this little brother just sat down and drank together. Why, it turns out that you two are a couple?" Made a wisecrack.

Valentin probably had been dissatisfied with Anton for talking about his private affairs from the beginning, but now his face was completely broken, and he said coldly to Anton: "He is drunk."

"No way, my brother can't drink too much." An Dong wondered, "Didn't you just have a drink?"

"You're just fucking drunk." I cursed in a low voice, clutching the glass tightly, trembling.Valentin frowned, grabbed the glass and put it on the table. After arguing, all the wine spilled out and drenched my trouser legs.

The brown-haired young man turned around and beckoned to ask the boss for tissues.I stood up abruptly: "No, no. I'll just go to the bathroom." Then I staggered away.

I washed my face and sobered up a bit, but when I came out, Valentin was already sitting at the door smoking a cigarette, and when he saw me, he stood up: "Let's go."

I turned my head and glanced at Kuznetsov and the others, still sitting there chatting.I said, "Stop drinking?"

"No more." He threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out, opened the door and walked out.

On the way back, none of us spoke, the air conditioner was turned on in the car, it was quiet and stuffy, and the blowing made my skin crawl.I opened the car window, and the summer evening breeze came in, engulfing the noise of the crowd and neutralizing the silence.Valentin glanced at it and said, "Close the window."

I turned to look at him, and he looked away, so I ignored him and kept the windows wide open, letting the wind, the laughter, and the fumes of the food get into the car.Valentin reached out to turn off the air conditioner.

When I got home I headed into the bathroom and came out after washing my hair and shower and it was about eleven o'clock and Valentin was nowhere to be seen, there was an empty glass on the bar, I guess he just had another drink.At this time, the voice of him talking on the phone came from the window sill. I glanced at it, and went back to the room and closed the door.Valentin didn't know what he was doing rustling in the living room. It was already midnight when he came in after washing up. I turned off the lights but didn't want to sleep, and kept swiping my phone.The light shone on the wall, Valentin couldn't sleep, he tossed and turned on the other side, clicked his tongue from time to time, and sighed again, I pretended not to hear it, and just played with my back to him.It wasn't until one o'clock that I forgot to turn off the silent on my mobile phone, and there was a frenzy of incoming messages, and he turned it over suddenly, and turned on the light with a snap.

"Are you sleeping or not?"

Without raising my head, I squinted my eyes and kept brushing: "I can't sleep."

"I have to go to work at six o'clock tomorrow," he said angrily, "what are you getting nervous about?"

"What's wrong with me?" I was inexplicably attacked by him, and I was already pissed off, and I also became angry, "Can you speak better?"

He immediately cursed "Fuck | you", I got up and threw the phone to the ground, strode out of the room, slammed the door, and the door frame buzzed.

"Crazy." I vaguely heard him curse through the door.

I was sitting on the sofa panting, my heart was beating so fast, and I was so annoying-this is the disadvantage of sleeping on the same bed, if you quarrel, you will either sleep on the sofa or I will sleep on the sofa-this is all right, the phone fell, and the pillow was not taken When I came out, I was wearing a pair of underpants, how could I sleep.I didn't sleep at all, I just sat there thinking about things, about tonight, about Valentin, about the past, about the future.

I began to think about how I met him, how we bonded, how we slept in the same bed, and how we had to sleep in separate rooms.After much deliberation, I found that there is only one "inexplicable hall" that can be summarized.We are at odds with each other, he is an auto mechanic, and I am an international student who is forced to come to school. Everything is a coincidence, and everything is not well thought out.I was suddenly very uncertain, I should say I suddenly found that I was very uncertain-I couldn't convince myself that he was like me.Looking back on the past few months, Valentin and I are actually just living our lives. The problems we deal with every day are what to eat today and what time to go to bed. No one doubts that we are roommates and tenants, except for an extra nighttime activity. .However, what you say and do in bed should not be taken too seriously. This is one of the few life principles that I have learned so much since I grew up.

I think in this relationship, I have been looking for romance, I have been looking for special, nothing more than looking for a little stability, a little confidence, but that Sophia, his Sonia, can be with him in the second week of the wedding To elope, to be able to betray everyone, so unique, so unexpected, so complacently appropriating my secret desires for myself.I never asked him about his past relationship experience. After all, it's really boring to be jealous about this kind of thing, but it's really unavoidable at the moment. After all, it's because I can't figure out his heart.I have only known him for more than 100 days, so I don't know where he was and what he was doing for the first 8000 days and nights.It's also out of my control.

I fell asleep after thinking about it, and I was awakened by a loud thunder at night. When I opened my eyes, a flash of lightning flashed by, which made my heart beat like a drum, and my heart beat like a drum.

I thought to myself, it’s broken, I forgot that the weather forecast said that it will rain tonight.This time I couldn't sleep at all, not to mention, I didn't even have anything to cover, and when the thunder sounded, my heart beat violently, and I was so frightened that I felt as if I was sitting on pins and needles.After twisting on the sofa for a while, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I turned over. The room was very quiet, and there would be noise when I walked on the floor; I tiptoed to the door of the room, and pressed the handle nervously, but he didn't lock the door.

The door creaked open, Valentin didn't draw the curtains, the street lamp outside the window shone in through the rain on the glass, making his neck and chest very mottled, I was confused, hesitated, and lay down quietly on my side .He was a sound sleeper, unable to be woken up by such loud thunder, with his head tilted on the pillow and his chest rising and falling regularly.At this time there was another rumbling sound, and I couldn't help leaning closer to him, sticking to him; he was tall and big, and his body was always hot, just to warm my feet.As I put my feet on his legs, I scolded him in my heart. If he hadn't insisted on arguing with me, why would I need to go to the living room to endure the cold in the middle of the night.

Falling asleep and falling asleep, I suddenly remembered that the curtains were not drawn, and I struggled to get up and close the curtains with my eyes closed. Valentin was startled by me, turned over with a mutter, stretched out his big arms and directly embraced me in his arms, not allowing me to move .I lay my pillow on his arm, and my neck was extremely uncomfortable, but I didn't move any more, because my whole body was firmly surrounded by him, and the quilt was filled with his smell, he must have drunk wine before going to bed, with The smell of steaming alcohol suddenly reminded me of the green lights of the convenience store in Yaroslavl that day.

I lay in his arms, I couldn't see the lightning, and the soles of my feet stepped on his thighs, gradually warming up; as drowsiness struck, before I fell into a coma, I thought in a daze, it's true that husband and wife didn't have an overnight feud, but Doesn't mean there are no overnight problems.It's like something happened today, and it's like nothing happened.There was bound to be a serious conversation with him.But come on.Let's get over tonight first.