when brothers become gay

Chapter 9】

The legendary GAY bar, Night Cruise, is somewhere in this street where the lights are red, the wine is green, the paper is drunk and the money is drunk, and it seems to be as corrupt as it wants. From the big shiny neon signs on both sides, it can be seen that here one after another is either a restaurant or a bar. .

I'm like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, I just feel that so many bright lights are shaking me to death, my eyes are dazzled.

I pushed my glasses up the bridge of my nose, and only asked a very tasteless question: "There are so many shops crowded here, aren't they afraid of losing money in business?"

"It's not something you worry about, but..." Peng Zijun stood still at the intersection, "Is it okay for you to sneak out at night without telling Lei Yan?"

"Of course it doesn't matter! I can go wherever I want, what do you mean by sneaking out without telling him!" I want to spy on the enemy, okay?If you tell Lei Yan, he will let me come, then there is something wrong!I also turned off my phone on purpose, just because I was afraid that he would call and ask about Xi halfway.

"It's so late, aren't you afraid of people worrying?"

I can't bear such an accusation, I justified: "It's okay, I left a note in the dormitory, saying that I will go back later."

"It turns out that what you said just now is so tough is actually just talking. You still care about him. Why are you suddenly in such a mood to come to the night boat with me?"

It's good not to mention this, but when I mention this, I am so ashamed that I want to dig a hole and fill it with soil, so as not to come out for the rest of my life.

While Lei Yan's harassment of me was heating up, the other two people in the same dormitory didn't know what was going on, but they didn't return home for three days and two nights as if they had made an appointment——Wang Pengfei stayed at the small restaurant where he worked at night, Brother Long's house left The school is not far away, and I always go home directly after class.

These two people are pretending not to know each other when they meet at school now, and they don't know what happened between them during the time we left school.

However, none of the above is the point, the point is the original dormitory for four people, and often it was only me and Lei Yan who spent the whole night together, alone and widowed in the same room...

Lei Yan's harassing behavior has intensified, and in the past two days, he has a tendency to evolve into a wolf. I'm really worried that one day, if he is not careful, he will eat him up and wipe him out without leaving any residue.

It's one thing to accept someone's feelings, but it's definitely another thing to be eaten by someone!

Theoretically speaking, in the face of the person you like, you will want to have further contact, right?But the so-called further step is...

do... love...

I really can't figure out what kind of mentality the people who acted on TV, did such shameful things, and ate, went to work, went to school, attended classes, and played as if nothing had happened.

That day just when my thigh touched Lei Yan's important part, I was so nervous that my stomach convulsed, and if I went further, I would vomit blood and die, no, maybe I would die without vomiting blood myself.

This day will come sooner or later. According to the current development trend, it is basically approaching at the speed of light.

It is inappropriate to think of a very idiotic sentence: Is H an exclamation point or a period in your heart, is your heart full of question marks?

My head is going to explode just because of the question marks!

The projection light in the brain started to play back automatically, while eating breakfast today...

Lei Yan looked at me with his head propped on one hand, and he didn't eat, as if watching people eat is a very enjoyable thing, "You don't have to work so hard while eating, right? People's heads are almost buried in the bowl."

"My pleasure!"

"It's sticky and covered in sauce, like a dirty cat."

Don't you want to use the trick of eating apples again?If I'm fooled again, I'll just let him devour it!

I raised my head and grimaced at him.

"So you haven't calmed down? I was beaten and kicked by you early in the morning when I was sleepy, and I was driven off the upper bunk. You don't mind it because of my back pain and leg cramps." .”

I pulled the tissue and ravaged the corners of my mouth like masochistic, "It's no wonder if you don't mind!"

In fact, what I care about is not Lei Yan, but—why do I react when I am with him?Am I dissatisfied?

"Hey, do you want to make a bet?"

I was annoyed, "What bet!" You would take this opportunity to make some weird requests.

"I'll bet you that you won't be able to sleep tonight."

"As long as you don't pester me endlessly and say that you want to run to my bed, why can't I sleep well?"

"Because you will be afraid."

"What are you afraid of!" Afraid that you won't succeed in a sneak attack?Cut, I'm going out for a night out tonight!

"You're afraid that when you close your eyes, your mind will be full of me."

"I... don't bet with you."

"It's because, actually, your mind is full of me now, right?"

"I didn't know you were such a low-level guy before!"

"If you can make you care more about me, it doesn't matter if I'm low-level."

So the chopsticks in my hand flying towards his forehead are definitely supernatural and have nothing to do with me, really.

"Oh, what are you thinking?" Peng Zijun shook his hand in front of my eyes, "You're lost in thought... Did I ask a difficult question?"

Playback complete.

It was only then that I realized that we were on a bustling street with people coming and going, and it seemed very suspicious to stand on the road, so I said nonchalantly, "You said that if I want to go on a night cruise, I can come to you at any time, what's the matter , want to repent?"

Peng Zijun raised the corners of his mouth, and said with an inexplicable smile: "Repent? How could it be... I also said that if you don't understand that matter, you can come to me at any time."

This brings up the most troubled thing in my mind at present. I am not troubled by Lei Yan's demands right now. I really don't understand. People really have those needs when they are in a romantic relationship. ?

Accepting Lei Yan's spiritual love is already trembling like walking on thin ice, and it is even more difficult for me to go further than going up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​fire. I want to get closer to his world, know more about him, and experience him more deeply. Feelings.

I whispered to myself: "It's just that I don't understand."

"what?"

I don't even want to talk about this kind of thing, I just urge him to lead the way: "Why are you asking so much, you are not a paparazzi, let's go!"

"Hey, are you sure you want to go clubbing wearing those thick-bottomed glasses? You're going to the bar, not the library!"

"You asked me this all the way, are you tired? My answer is still the same, I can't see anything clearly without glasses."

"Well then, since you are so persistent." Peng Zijun shrugged.

Why do you all like to shrug your shoulders so much, and you are not a foreigner, let me shrug your shoulders!

Peng Zijun led me to a dimly lit place, and got into a dark alley, which was very suitable for criminals.

I was terrified by the engulfing darkness, "Are you sure it's here, you didn't lie to me?" Lei Yan is not by my side in a place permeated with a terrifying atmosphere... No!I can't rely on him so much!

"Don't worry, I'm not going to kidnap and sell you, it's here!"

He moved forward with ease - I don't think he could still see the way in such a dark situation - after walking more than ten meters, he pushed open a tall black gate.

In such an instant, an ambiguous atmosphere rushed towards us, the lights were dim and the music was lazy, and there were a lot of people in the small space, all of them were men!The few sitting at the door turned their heads to look this way, their eyes were burning, and I felt guilty involuntarily, and shrank back.

"Don't hide!" Peng Zijun pulled me out from behind him, "This is just a place to drink, chat and watch performances, there is nothing inappropriate for children."

He is a regular customer, he smiled and nodded to the waiter at the door, and then dragged me forward.

I comforted myself that I was just gay, and they didn't know how to eat people, so I reluctantly raised my head and followed him forward.

"Ajun!"

Suddenly a giant who was so strong that he could be a bodybuilder ran over cheerfully. Was he laughing?The facial muscles are twisted like this!She also put on makeup, and it was very coquettish and heavy makeup!Ghost!

He ran in front of Peng Zijun, and made a classic gesture of putting one hand on his hips and pointing his forehead with the other, "Death, I haven't seen you for a week, I'm so lonely."

"Sister Cinderella, you are so hungry, have you ever been lonely?" Peng Zijun still seemed to know him very well.

Oh my god, it turns out that Peng Zijun likes this one!And a person of this size is actually called Cinderella?Cinderella?

"It's disgusting, I'm very innocent." This time, he put his hands on his chest and clasped his chin. He was wearing a low V-neck mesh white sweater, so that his chest muscles as thick as a city wall can be seen at a glance—— —It was so scary, I quickly looked away.

On the small stage in front, a band was playing some melodious music. The lead singer held the microphone and sang very intently. From his flat figure, it could be seen that he was a man, but his tight-fitting mini black dress, his sweet singing voice, That swaying waist, that charming expression... God!Who will tell me this is not true!I look away again.

The two men on the sofa in the northwest corner...are they kissing?How can they act like no one else?Why didn't the people next to them respond?Hand in hand... One person's hand is still stroking the other person's back...

...

I look at the sky, there is nothing in the sky that I can't see, right?

Big mistake!

The ceiling is decorated with oil paintings, and I can see clearly through the blurred light that there are five naked men of different colors holding hands and forming a circle, although the key parts are blocked by clouds, but!Really naked!

God, I'm going back to Mars, the earth is too dangerous.

The giant noticed me shrunk behind Peng Zijun, and asked curiously: "Hey, why hasn't this little brother been seen before?"

In order not to be scared to death by his appearance, I lowered my head and said perfunctorily: "You... hello..."

"Wow! So good, it's the first time I've seen such a good kid here, dead Ajun, why don't you introduce me to such a good guy."

No!I don't want to know you!Peng Zijun, I think you are a good person, don't sell me out!

"It's his first time here, don't scare him!" Peng Zijun sensibly refused for me, "If you scare away another guest, Ah Ming will kill you!"

"You are really rude, talking to others like that!"

"It's not good for you to abandon the people at your table. They have been looking here for a long time."

"Okay, okay, I hate it, I'll settle accounts with you next time." The giant finally had the intention to leave, and said, "Little brother, come and play with me next time."

"Oh... definitely..." If you die, there will never be a next time!

Just as I was about to reset my heart that was suspended in mid-air, suddenly a giant palm slapped my butt vigorously.

Which bastard would dare... I looked up angrily, only to see this giant Cinderella throwing a glance at me, "Looking skinny, the ass is quite firm!"

I... I... I quit!I want to go home!

Sensitively aware that my anger index had soared to the point of explosion, Peng Zijun took me to his side and said, "Sister Cinderella, this is the sweetheart of your favorite prince, you are so flirtatious, be careful that he will ignore you in the future you."

"Prince?" Cinderella, who was at the giant level, screamed, "Stephen's sweetheart?"

"How many princes do you have?"

"Ah! No, you are actually the sweetheart of that prince whom I have been secretly in love with for a long time, who is handsome, chilly, has a magnetic voice, a slim figure, and a courageous personality?"

I really didn't expect it, I just thought that Lei Yan could kill both men and women, who knew that he had risen to the realm of humans and beasts!

"Exactly, so a gentleman should not take what others like."

Under the sign of Peng Zijun's eyes, I nodded my head, lest this gorilla-like figure would do anything terrible again.

"It's disgusting. People don't want to be gentlemen, and they don't want to take advantage of others. It's just a slap, and it won't lose a piece of meat. At worst, they will ask you to make up for it." Cinderella protested with her lips pouted.

"...Forget it." I felt a chill all over my body.

The giant rushed over and hugged my arm and shook it, "Hey, don't be shy, I won't fight back if you want to slap, pinch or pinch, you are the prince's sweetheart."

"I told you not to touch your feet!" Peng Zijun pulled me back.

Pulling one by one, I was the one who suffered! "Hey, I don't care if you want to tug of war, but can you stop using me as a rope?"

Hearing my shout, the two of them let go as if they had made an appointment. I swayed for a while, and my glasses fell to the ground. The chain reaction was that I took a step back, "Hey." The glasses were crushed up!

While mourning my poor innocent glasses, I heard Cinderella scream excitedly: "Whoa, that's disgusting, you look more beautiful than other people without glasses, and they quit!"

Family, family... I think I will spit out these two words for the rest of my life.

"Come on, drink a glass of water to suppress the shock."

Thankfully, with Peng Zijun's friendly assistance, I have wasted a lot of tongues and lost a pair of glasses, and finally got rid of the dreaded bodybuilder version of Cinderella.

Finding a secluded corner by the bar and sitting down, Peng Zijun called for a glass of water and handed it over, "Cinderella doesn't mean anything malicious, it's just that people like you rarely appear on night boats, he just finds it novel."

"Thanks to him! The three of us immediately became the focus of everyone's attention in the whole store!" I angrily imagined that the ice cube at the bottom of the cup was someone's bone, and I bit it.

The eyes that shot over at me made me wish I could be invisible, but I couldn't see clearly because of my glasses, otherwise I wouldn't have sat down and complained to him in this situation, and I would have rushed out of the door long ago up!

Peng Zijun held the goblet in front of him, took a sip and said, "Do you find it hard to accept someone like Cinderella?"

"It's more than difficult! His appearance is too... Shocking?" I think it took me a long time to reluctantly accept it when Lei Yan told me that he was gay.

"It's not uncommon for him to be like this in gay groups, and he's usually referred to as 'sister' or 'CC'."

"CC?" The GAY bar is really like a gangster, with a lot of slang, which is actually incomprehensible!

"It refers to a gay man with a feminine temperament who disguises himself as a woman!"

"Why do you have to dress like a woman?"

Peng Zijun talked eloquently, showing his habitual ability of preaching and dispelling doubts: "Simply put, some people think that they were born with the wrong gender, so they can't help but want to treat themselves as women. You can only get short-term satisfaction in gay bars such as night boats..."

"There is nothing special here, but the best thing is that everyone can keep their own way of life, and everyone can live a real life without being sneaky..."

While talking, a hearty voice suddenly broke in: "Can I join you?"

Before I could react, a man sat down next to me. He was in his early thirties, wearing a blue suit. Judging from my [-] degree myopia without glasses, he looked quite handsome. When he smiled, his white teeth were shining. It can be used for lighting in dim light──this is really a bit like Lei Yan, and there is a very faint smell of men's perfume on his body.

Peng Zijun tapped the tabletop of the bar with his fingers, and said slowly: "Someone named Cliff, he is not a target you can hunt."

"Hunting? What do you think of me?" The man kept looking at me while talking to him, and said to me again: "Can I get to know you? My name is Cliff, how about you?"

I really don't want to talk to him, Peng Zijun just talked about the key part, and this is a great opportunity for me to ask him about Lei Yan's deeds, but I was interrupted in vain, I thought to tell him his name and immediately dismiss him .

"My name is Cheng..."

Peng Zijun suddenly said, "Jerry, just call him this."

After I finished speaking, I blinked at me, and I didn't react.In a place like Night Cruise, I'm afraid he didn't use his real name to walk around. This is probably why Lei Yan used the pseudonym Stephen.

"Ah Jun, can you not interrupt?" Cliff pretended to be angry, and when he turned to me, he immediately became amiable, "Jerry, is the name of the cute little mouse in Tom and Jerry? Same as you cute."

With a terribly sweet mouth, coupled with a not-so-ugly voice and a not-so-ugly face, if you use it to chase a real GAY, you won't be able to catch up with each other?

I finally know where Lei Yan learned to tease me with his words a few days ago!There are all kinds of people mixed in and out in this place, isn't it easy for a person to learn to be "bad"?

"We have something to discuss, so please..."

The man probably didn't expect that he would be rejected so simply, he stood up unnaturally, "Sorry for the trouble."

Thinking he would lean away, he leaned over the bar and said to the bartender who had been standing behind us, "Give this lovely Jerry a glass of absinthe."

The bartender smiled heartily, turned around and took the glass and bottle while teasing: "It's the second time to see you being rejected so simply, it's very interesting."

I didn't bother about his first and second time, so I stopped him aloud: "I don't drink."

"Refused me and refused my drink, it's too unkind, little Jerry." He squinted his eyes and smiled, "Don't worry, I invite you." After speaking, he bowed in a gentlemanly manner, turned around and left.

Peng Zijun laughed: "You really look like the little mouse in the animation, so I will call you that from now on."

"Whispering, being talked about by people who are cute and cute, if it were you, you would be happy!"

A glass of crystal clear dark green liquid with ice was placed in front of me.

"This wine..."

"It doesn't matter, this guy's quirk is to invite people to drink when he is rejected." Peng Zijun had a completely irrelevant attitude, "Do you know who the person he was rejected for the first time? Just let it go if you don't want to drink."

"Could it be Lei Yan?"

"Exactly. But the situation is a little different. Stephen got along well with him, drinking and chatting together, but then he wanted to have follow-up development, so he was simply rejected. Hehe, who didn't know Stephen's eccentricity, chatting Drinking is fine, further communication is unnecessary."

"Then... the so-called further communication should refer to things like kissing, touching, and making love?"

"You're not very dull, after all."

"Love must be expressed through sex?"

"Maybe...Spiritual love may exist, but after all, it does not belong to everyone. If there is no proper expression for such a nihilistic thing like love, it will not give people a sense of security anyway. For our group, I am afraid it is even more so. It is only the close fit of the body that can give you a little peace of mind."

Then I rejected him again and again... I...

Suddenly, I felt a stabbing pain deep in my chest, completely unconscious, I picked up the wine in my hand and drank it all in one gulp.