When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Chapter 146 Episode 6 Abuse!Zhou Yuan's perspective

The treatment didn't go well, Yin Zhen didn't cooperate, he didn't have the slightest idea of ​​survival, I really wanted to use force, but I was afraid of driving him to death.

I dare not, my head is so big.As for the bone marrow, I'm not worried. I saved Qi Shanhe's life back then because Jin Shengzhe told me that Qi Shanhe's bone marrow was a match for Yin Zhen.

I have never been so grateful to Yin Jianfeng.

Nor have I ever congratulated myself on my indecision.

I didn't quite believe it when Kim Sung Chul told me.It's such a coincidence, why use such a clumsy lie to lie to me.

At that time, I wanted to kill Qi Shanhe, why didn't I

It's one thing to have bone marrow, but it's also another thing to be afraid of Jin Shengzhe.

I finally managed to lure Yin Zhen back to City B, and sent someone to find news about Qi Shanhe who was far away abroad.

It's a pity that Yin Zhen is careless.I can make a fuss, my heart is raising my throat all day long.

His health is so bad that he still wants to hide and run away from home to go to Xi Xin.Fortunately, Xi Xin is a sensible person, and he took the initiative to tell me [he just brought the rabbit and the medicine, and didn't bring a change of clothes. I'll send him back to you when I'm on duty tomorrow night. ]

I had no choice but to leave reluctantly.The result was absolutely unexpected! ! !That bastard I gave to Yin Zhen would actually do something like this.The stupid rabbit actually had a stress response in a new environment, which made Yin Zhen very anxious.

I really never dreamed that the opportunity for Yin Zhen and me to ease the relationship was because of this lop-eared rabbit.I didn't sleep in the early morning, and hurried to Xi Xin's house, and saw Yin Zhen running towards me from a distance.

My heart almost jumped out of my chest with joy, but I said anxiously: "Don't run, don't run, it will hurt later." Yin Zhen was really panicked, his eyes were red, just like that stupid rabbit.But the rabbit is stupid or stupid, but my Yin Ai is cute.

I comforted him and quickly took him home.

Seeing the stupid rabbit rolling around in his nest, eating, drinking and pooping, I sneaked a peek at Yin Zhen's expression while pretending to be calm.

Well, this rabbit is ready to buy, I couldn't help but kiss him so excited.Yin Zhen didn't hide, just obediently let me ask for it.I was happy at first, then felt something was wrong.

Sure enough, what I guessed was right, Yin Zhen was 'repaying' me in this way.

I got angry and asked him what he meant.

"I don't usually struggle when I touch you, why are you so obedient today?"

I quarreled with him again, couldn't control my emotions, and yelled at him.Subconsciously told me, I shouldn't be aggressive with him, he is sick, I should follow him

But I'm just angry, I can't bear it.

I have been tortured by him all these days, wagging my tail at him like a dog.

But Yin Zhen ignored me.

Even now, I am about to die of anger, but he is not afraid, and said to me: And there are still a few days to live a clean life. "

I was about to explode, my hands were shaking, and the veins in my temples were twitching.Yin Zhen actually said to me: "You can do it if you want."

To be honest, if I was not afraid that he would be tormented to death by me, I would definitely toss him to death.We were arguing and arguing again.Just stubborn, no matter what, he refuses to admit his mistakes and give in.In the end, after arguing and arguing, I suddenly discovered that he was deliberately making trouble with me.

The reason why he made a fuss was because Yin Zhen had always mistakenly thought that I went to see Yin Jianfeng before, and showed Yin Jianfeng all the photos and videos I took with him.

When the truth came out, it was really like me who understood, but my mind was blank.

I'm really speechless, and I really admire Yin Zhen, how he thinks he thinks I'm taking those kind of photos and videos

I put it on the top of my heart, he is mine, how could I show others that Yin Zhen changed after that day.

He didn't resist the treatment as before, and he became much more obedient in front of me.

I invited several experts to consult with him, but the examination results were not satisfactory.

I could not help weeping seeing him suffer in this way.At this moment, I don't care about any man who does not cry easily.Yin Zhen is mine, I will never give up, let alone let him die.Compared to my stubbornness, Yin Zhen is much calmer.

He even comforted me in a low voice: "Well, it's not the first time a doctor said that, you don't have to act like this"

"You don't have to do this, there is no other way."

Yin Zhen smiled slightly, but I didn't allow him to continue, I was really afraid that his next sentence would be to confess his last words.

I can't imagine if I would go crazy if he left me.Yin Zhen's condition is really bad. I was very careful, but I still let the illness take advantage of it.Yin Zhen went to the hospital again.He has a high fever again.

In his current body, a high fever would deprive him of his life.

He was rushed to the hospital for emergency treatment, and I guarded him in the hospital, not daring to leave.It wasn't until the next day that Yin Zhen woke up.

I was frightened all night, not daring to relax for a moment, as if in a daze, I wanted to feel Yin Zhen's pulse after a while, only after confirming that he was still alive, could my heart beat normally.

"I almost thought you couldn't make it through."

I wanted to cry again, but I was afraid that such emotions would affect Yin Zhen.Yin Zhen's throat was hoarse and it was difficult for him to speak.

We didn't communicate much after he woke up, but my heart obviously calmed down a lot.

I apologized to him, and I apologized to him again.

I can't remember how many times I've said sorry to him these days.

It doesn't matter how much I say, and it doesn't matter how humble I am.As long as Yin Zhen is alive, it doesn't matter even if my life is exchanged.

The weather is getting warmer, everything is recovering, and the Spring Festival is coming soon.

But Yin Zhen's condition is getting worse and worse. The people I sent haven't found any news about Qi Shanhe yet.Yin Zhen's appetite is getting worse and worse. He used to love my cooking the most, but now I cook it for him in different ways, but he can't eat a few bites.He was so thin that he was a tiny one curled up in the blanket.

He didn't like himself like this, he thought he was so deformed and ugly.

But I don't think that I like holding him more and more, and I don't want to be separated from him for a moment.

When we took a shower together, Yin Zhen saw the scar on my shoulder and said to me: "The scar on your shoulder, please find a time to have a scar removal operation."

I know what he means.In the past, when Yin Zhen saw my scar, he would kiss me carefully and tell me:

This scar is left because of him, only

But now that he has said it, I know that Yin Zhen is afraid that after his death, there will be someone else by my side, and if that person asks me, what should I say.

He thought I didn't understand, but in fact I knew everything.

I said to him: "When you recover from illness, wait for you to accompany me to do it." After hearing this, Yin Zhen fell silent again, lying in the bathtub, skinny and bony.He asked me again,

I know he saw the mirror just now. Yin Zhen loves beauty since he was a child. He has a good skin and has received many compliments since he was a child.Of course, he couldn't accept such a big gap now.

He has been refusing to talk about it before, but now he unintentionally brings up old accounts, I just want to hit the wall.

My intestines are almost green with regret, why did I say such things to him back then?

Of course Yin Zhen is not ugly, Yin Zhen is the most beautiful person I have ever seen.

But he said: I just don't think you need to hang on my crooked neck tree, as long as you want, there is no such thing as a man or woman. "I started to get angry again, and couldn't help yelling at him. Yin Zhen is not afraid of me, he knows I won't do anything to him.

The fact is indeed the case, I hugged him back to the bed with all my teeth and claws, fed him medicine, covered him with a quilt, and coaxed him to sleep.Now I lose my temper as much as possible, that is, when I call his name, I increase my tone a little bit.

I dare not do anything else.The good news finally came. "

Qi Shanhe found it.

I held back the joy in my heart, I didn't dare to make too much noise, I didn't even dare to tell Yin Zhen.

I was really afraid that the bamboo basket would be a waste of water, and I would make Yin Zhen sad for nothing.Give hope, let people down again.

This is really cruel.

I am determined to go to the United States first and bring Qi Shanhe back directly. Even if it is compulsory, I will make him hand over his bone marrow.But I ignored Kim Sung Chul.

They are still entangled to this day.Jin Shengzhe, I really don't understand how a person like him can get mixed up with a virtuous person like Qi Shanhe.

When I left, I told Yin Zhen that I was on a business trip.Yin Zhen didn't show much expression after listening, but his eyes were a little lonely.

I can see it, although he didn't say it, but I know he is afraid, he is afraid that if I leave, we will be separated forever.

I didn't say it out loud, I didn't make it clear.Instead, they found a bunch of people to serve and take care of Yin

I even lowered my profile and went to find his good friend Xi Xin. After I have arranged everything, you still can't feel at ease.

I told Yin Zhen, "I'll be back with you soon, listen carefully to what the doctor said, and I'll bring you a present when I came back." I used to participate in competitions when I was studying, and every time I went to other provinces, Yin Zhen also looked like this. His face was full of reluctance.

I would always tell him, "Be good and wait for me to come back and bring you a gift." Yinzhen always behaved very happy every time, and I thought he would be the same this time.

But Yin Zhen just hummed in a low mood.

I really can't bear him, no matter how well the arrangement is, but as long as I didn't personally watch it, I don't feel at ease.

I wanted to take him away with me in my pocket, but I knew that this trip might involve a knife or a gun.

Yin Zhen couldn't stand this state at all.I kissed him and told him, "I'll be right back, miss you."