When Bai Yueguang was disheartened

Chapter 118 Zhou Yuan was angry and slept in a separate room

"Yin Zhen!!!" On the way to the hospital, Zhou Yuan's hands couldn't stop shaking. After living for more than 20 years, he has always been calm and self-possessed.

His parents passed away one after another, and the family underwent earth-shaking changes. He handled and arranged his parents' funeral alone, avoided debts, was chased by loan sharks, and suffered all kinds of sneering and homelessness.

Once you get used to seeing life and death, your views on things will fade away.

It is also because of this that Zhou Yuan surpassed his peers early on. No matter in business or in dealing with others, it is difficult to pick wrong people.

And he, who has always been calm, has been accompanying Yin Zhen to recover from his illness. In less than a year, he has lost his ability to think for the first time.

On the way to the hospital, Zhou Yuan chattered endlessly and incoherently, saying that he will always love Yin Zhen for a while, saying that if something happens to you, I will go with you, and comforting Yin Zhen for nothing...

All in all, very irrational.

Even in the hospital, it's the same.

Xi Xin received a call on the way. He stood guard at the hospital door and saw that Zhou Yuan was still reeking of alcohol. He said to the doctor in embarrassment, "He complained that his stomach hurts. He had a bone marrow transplant half a year ago. Would you mind?" Could it be rejection? He's already been rejected once before."

Zhou Yuan's voice trembled when he spoke, and Yin Zhen was not in pain to the point of unconsciousness. On the way here, he was already better than when he was at home.

He called Zhou Yuan's name aloud, trying to calm him down, but Zhou Yuan thought he was feeling worse, and instead panicked even more.

In the middle of the night, there was a toss.

After the final examination, it was not rejection, but the gastrointestinal discomfort caused by normal people eating ice and spicy food.

Yin Zhen was so ashamed that he didn't know what to say.

While Zhou Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, he looked at Yin Zhen angrily, "You still ate ice cream?!"

After saying that, he turned his head and gave Xi Xin a look. Xi Xin happened to be on duty tonight, and after hearing this, he was obedient and dared not raise his head, and dared not say a word.

The doctor doing the examination is Xi Xin’s colleague, and also Dr. Du who Yin Zhen used to see in the hospital. The middle-aged man has gone through vicissitudes, pushed his glasses and replied: “Family members don’t need to be so nervous. It’s not that rejection is a good thing. It’s been so long, and it’s understandable that the weather is hot and you want to eat ice.”

Zhou Yuan can't control so much, and was about to refute aloud, but Yin Zhen, who was lying on the hospital bed, said, "Why are you so fierce? I told you that your stomach hurts even more."

Zhou Yuan: "..." He took two deep breaths, trying to persuade himself to calm down.

Yin Zhen saw that the sweat on his head had wet his forehead, and he felt even more guilty. He is not an unreasonable person. He made such a fuss at night, and made him so anxious that he ran through traffic lights several times on the way here. This shows that Zhou Yuan was really frightened by himself.

Yin Zhen showed weakness again in a gentle tone, "I won't do this next time, and the doctor also said that it's not rejection..."

Zhou Yuan didn't say a word, but when he heard that Yin Zhen was fine and only needed two bottles of water to go home, he turned around and left the ward.

He didn't come back for two full hours, and during these two hours, Xi Xin was with Yin Zhen.

"I just said you can't do this." Xi Xin sighed, "Zhou Yuan is just nervous about you."

Yin Zhen felt guilty and blamed himself, "Where are the others? Gone?"

Zhou Yuan shouldn't leave himself behind and leave alone.

"I didn't leave, I'm sitting in the garden downstairs, I guess I want to calm down."

Yin Zhen nodded, feeling blocked, uncomfortable and at a loss.

It was already three o'clock in the morning after the water transfusion. Yin Zhen didn't like the hospital and insisted on going home.

When Zhou Yuan came to pick him up from the ward, he smelled of cigarettes, his brows were slightly frowned, and he didn't say a word, but he still put on a coat for Yin Zhen, worried that he would catch a cold after going out, and then carried him to the car .

"A Yuan..." Yin Zhen whispered, pulling on his skirt, wanting the other party to take care of him.

He is usually most annoyed by the smell of alcohol and tobacco, Zhou Yuan hardly smokes at home, even if he becomes addicted to smoking without Yin Zhen's knowledge, after smoking, he will approach Yin Zhen when there is no smell of smoke.

But tonight Zhou Yuan didn't care so much, he approached Yin Zhen with a smell of cigarettes all over his body, and directly covered Yin Zhen's face with his coat when Yin Zhen called out to him.

He vented his dissatisfaction in this way, letting Yin Zhen know that he was angry.

Yin Zhen was hugged back to the car by him covering his face. Originally, Yin Zhen planned to wait for him to sit next to him and coax him, but Zhou Yuan closed the car door expressionlessly and got into the passenger seat by himself.

Yin Zhen: "..."

The streets in the early hours of the morning were unimpeded.

The two of them didn't talk to each other along the way, Zhou Yuan didn't wait for Yin Zhen when he got off the car, but went upstairs alone first.

Yin Zhen felt even more miserable and uncomfortable, watching his back froze in place.

Seeing his lonely face, the driver comforted him, "Don't think about it too much, the boss is also angry because he cares too much about you."

Yin Zhen didn't know, he sighed and followed in.

After going upstairs, there was no one in the bedroom, and after a closer look, Zhou Yuan actually took the initiative to sleep in the next door.

Yin Zhen: "..."

He always drove him away by himself, and Zhou Yuan always refused to leave. It was the first time that he took the initiative to divide the room like today.

Yin Zhen was sleepy at first, but now he is no longer sleepy.

After lying on the bed, I thought I would fall asleep later, but I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and instead became more awake.

As soon as I closed my eyes, all I could think about was Zhou Yuan's expression when he sent him to the hospital, or in San Francisco, when he entered the aseptic warehouse, and the safety talisman he asked for before the bone marrow transplant operation and hung it on himself. time scene.

Yin Zhen turned over, looked at the empty side, and unconsciously held the peace talisman hanging around his neck.

In the end, after spending a long time in a daze, at 04:30 in the morning, Yin Zhen finally couldn't bear it and got up.

As if he had returned to many years ago, he hugged his pillow and walked lightly to the next door.

Before the lights in the next room were turned off, Yin Zhen hugged the pillow in one hand, knocked on the door lightly with the other, and shouted softly, "A Yuan, are you asleep?"

Zhou Yuan didn't sleep, he was smoking in the room, his heart was troubled.

Hearing Yin Zhen's voice, he subconsciously stood up and wanted to open the door, but stopped abruptly, gritted his teeth, and wanted to teach Yin Zhen a lesson, to let him know that he was really angry and could not forgive Yin easily Zhen, otherwise he won't have a long memory and continue to make jokes about his body...

Zhou Yuan put out the cigarette butt, stared at the door without making a sound.

After about half a minute, there was no sound of footsteps leaving.

"Knock Knock-"

There were two more knocks on the door, this time Yin Zhen's voice was lower than before, "A Yuan, I can't sleep without you..."

The first time Yin Zhen said he couldn’t sleep was when his mother’s death day was approaching. It was the first time Yin Jianfeng was not at home with him. It was raining outside that day, and Yin Zhen ran to his room wearing pajamas with a pillow in his arms and knocked on the door barefoot. .

His voice was also very low, like a restless little animal, "Zhou Yuan, can I sleep with you?"

At that time Zhou Yuan had just come to Yin's house not long ago, he only wanted to repay the Yin family's kindness to him, so he naturally opened the door to the young master, and Yin Zhen was not dependent on him at that time.

It's just because my mother's death day is approaching, I feel sad and scared, and I want to find someone to accompany me.

Since then, Yin Zhen has acquired a strange habit.

He recognizes the bed as the pillow, he will suffer from insomnia if he spends the night outside, and he has to adapt to a strange environment for several nights.

But it was different when Zhou Yuan was around, as long as Zhou Yuan was with him, the problem of recognizing the bed would disappear automatically.

Zhou Yuan once teased him with this matter, "I think you are not accepting the bed, you are just acting like a baby and want me to accompany you."

A joke tells the truth.

"A Yuan...are you asleep?"

Yin Zhen was still knocking on the door outside, he shook his head, lost and pitiful, like a pet abandoned by its owner.

Just as he was about to lift his foot to leave, the door opened.

The smell of smoke wafted from the room, Zhou Yuan frowned and looked at himself.

Yin Zhen swallowed dryly, and said to him, "I...I can't sleep..."

"So?" Zhou Yuan suppressed his desire to hold him in his arms.

Yin Zhen bit her lips lightly, twisted her fingers holding the pillow unconsciously, and said bravely, "I want to ask you, can you stop being angry and go back to the room with me to sleep..."

The stuttering of a sentence showed how nervous Yin Zhen was.

He didn't even dare to look up Zhou Yuan's eyes.

But Zhou Yuan wanted to teach him a lesson, and deliberately said: "I smoked, and you let me go back to my room to sleep?"

Yin Zhen nodded without hesitation.

Compared to Zhou Yuan smoking, he actually didn't want Zhou Yuan to keep getting angry and ignore him.

Habit is really a terrible devil, he is used to Zhou Yuan sleeping beside him and hugging him, he is used to wrapping himself with scorching body heat.

When others are not around, even in summer, I feel cold for no reason.

Yin Zhen looked up at him, "Let it go."

The strings in Zhou Yuan's heart were plucked, but he still calmly said: "Really? But I don't want to go back to my room tonight. If you really want to follow me, come in."

After speaking, he took a step back and opened the door a little wider, with a playful look in his eyes.

Yin Zhen was taken aback for a moment, then walked in with a pillow in his arms under Zhou Yuan's gaze.

Zhou Yuan didn't expect Yin Zhen to be so obedient, and actually came in.

Even if he said a few more words, or flirted a few more words, Zhou Yuan would not be able to resist going back to his room with him.

But now, Yin Zhen actually came in after listening to his own words, and had already placed the pillows on the bed, and sat on them.

The smell of cigarettes in the room was not weak, and there were five or six cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Yin Zhen couldn't help coughing. He covered his mouth and coughed softly, as if he didn't want to.

Zhou Yuan looked at him, his heart throbbing.

At this moment, he felt that he was really sick, why did he deliberately say such words to stimulate Yin Zhen to come in.

Is it to teach Yin Zhen a lesson?

Or are you teaching yourself a lesson?