Watching Meng A cry every day feels so exciting

Chapter 51 The Kissing Photo in the Middle of the Blackboard

"Shen Whale?"

Xie Sheng took a deep breath and settled down, "It's me."

The boy's gaze gradually cleared up after recognizing Xie Sheng.

"What's wrong." Shen Jingluo sat up, wiped his face, his voice was hoarse.

"I... come down to drink water." Xie Sheng raised the cup in his hand, because of the panic just now, a little water in the cup spilled out, splashing his cuffs.

"Have you had a nightmare, do you want me to accompany you?"

Shen Jingluo shook his head, in the darkness, Xie Sheng couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Go to sleep, there is still class in the morning." Shen Jing said in a low voice.

This is the first time Shen Jingluo refuses his company.

A sense of oppression enveloped his heart, until Xie Sheng went back to bed and lay down, the feeling did not go away for a long time.

Although he didn't want to admit it, Xie Sheng was terrified by such a sinking whale.

When people wake up from sleep, they should be more confused and panicked, but Shen Jingluo's reaction is more like a beast that has just experienced a bloody fight in the jungle, rested before dawn, and is ready to fight.

Xie Sheng thinks that he already knows enough about his alpha, the gentle one, the naughty one, the rough one, and even the harsh one. Xie Sheng has seen and loved every aspect of him.

But the Shen Jingluo just now was different from those.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but Xie Sheng seemed to have glimpsed a trace of sadness in those eyes as deep as a cold pool.

Hidden in the deepest part of my heart, the sadness that cannot be seen or expressed.

Xie Sheng had a guess in his mind, but it was just a guess. Perhaps, this side of Shen Jingluo had something to do with his insomnia.

Yes, Xie Sheng has been able to confirm that Shen Jingluo has a relatively serious degree of insomnia. According to his observation, Shen Jingluo sleeps no more than four hours a day. just got up.

Moreover, Xie Sheng saw a medicine bottle in the corner of Shen Jingluo's bookshelf, with dust on it, and it must have been opened for a long time, but Xie Sheng was sure that it contained sleeping pills.

His mind had never been so clear, Xie Sheng lay on the bed, sorting out many details of the past.

Until the first ray of sunlight fell in the morning, Xie Sheng stared at the ceiling motionless, feeling that the muscles in his back were already stiff.

He knew that Shen Jingluo was not asleep either.

They are like a couple who have been divorced for many years, lying on two beds in the same space, with different thoughts and ghosts.

During the day, Xie Sheng found an opportunity to drag Su Zheng outside the classroom alone, and asked him about Shen Jingluo's insomnia.

"You found it too."

Su Zheng scratched his head, "Actually, he's much better now, especially after getting to know you. Before...it was worse."

Xie Sheng clenched his fingers silently, "You grew up together and your relationship is so good, you must know the reason?"

But Su Zheng let out a "tsk", and turned his face away as if he was very embarrassed.

"I don't know if I should tell you..."

That matter was the only taboo between the four of them. From childhood to adulthood, no matter how much they quarreled and scolded each other, even if they were really in a hurry, no one ever mentioned a word.

Between friends, you can hurt each other, you can stick a knife in your weakness, but you can't wantonly trample on each other's wounds.

"Maybe, is it related to his mother's death?" Xie Sheng asked tentatively.

Su Zheng frowned, "There is indeed an overlap in time, and there may be a reason for this... Ahhh, don't ask me, I really can't tell."

Seeing him in such a difficult situation, Xie Sheng didn't ask any more questions, but there was another layer of suspicion in his heart.

"I can tell that Shen Jingluo really likes you."

Su Zheng leaned against the window sill with a rare serious expression.

"He's a person who, if he's sure, he's going there for the rest of his life. He may not know how to talk to you, and he certainly didn't mean to hide it from you."

"Give him a little more time, okay?"

Su Zheng knew in his heart that someone as sensitive as Xie Sheng would find out the clues of this matter sooner or later, but this was Shen Jingluo's secret, even if he was Shen Jingluo's best buddy, some words should not be left to him to say.

He only hoped that the person in front of him, after seeing everything about Shen Jingluo, could still love him as before.

Su Zheng believed that Xie Sheng would definitely be able to do it.

"of course."

Xie Sheng looked out the window, his black eyes were clear and bright.

"We have a lifetime."

A lifetime is so long, if Shen Jingluo never mentions it, Xie Sheng will never ask.

But the only thing he was worried about was Shen Jingluo's body.

Xie Sheng suffered from insomnia before, he knew how painful that feeling was, and now that they were young, they couldn't notice anything, and in another ten years, the dangers of lack of sleep would be manifested.

Declining physical function, anxiety, nervous dysfunction... Xie Sheng felt terrible just thinking about it.

With such a thing in mind, Xie Sheng didn't have the heart to study, so after class, he sat in the library in a daze with his notebook in hand.

Shen Jingluo sent a message asking him what to eat for dinner, Xie Sheng typed a few words casually, and continued to stare at the computer screen in a daze.

Insomnia, neurology, traditional Chinese medicine, psychological clinic...

For non-simple insomnia, the best choice should be a psychological clinic.

But how would he convince Shen Jingluo?

Xie Sheng pressed his temples with both hands, today is a big thank you.

"Hidarling~"

Suddenly, a shiny head popped out from behind the computer and gave Xie Sheng a winking wink.

"Why worry, the beautiful little eyebrows are twisted into caterpillars."

After seeing who came, Xie Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, "It's nothing, just check the information."

Fu Yu sat down next to Xie Sheng familiarly, and glanced at his screen.

"Insomnia? It doesn't look like you are so tender that you can pinch water. You were arrested by Shen Jing?"

Xie Sheng was a little surprised, but subconsciously denied it, "No, I want to write a thesis, I..."

"Come on." Fu Yu waved his hand, "You won't lie at all."

Xie Sheng: "..."

"I know about his insomnia." Fu Yu held a lollipop in his mouth. "Twice when I came back all night, I saw Shen Whale falling on the court. His head looked sweaty. He must have been playing for a while."

Xie Sheng pursed his lips and paralyzed his nerves with exercise, which could temporarily relieve the symptoms of insomnia.

"Take him to see a psychiatrist."

Fu Yu cracked the candy twice, and the lip nails shook with the chewing movement.

"These are the proud sons of the heavens. They usually look at their eight-pack abs alive and kicking, but they don't necessarily have a lot of things in their minds. It's better to block it than to let it go. It's better to treat it early, otherwise it will be easy to become abnormal after a long time."

abnormal……

Xie Sheng looked down at his thigh.

Like to leave tooth marks on your boyfriend, okay?

"Shen Jingluo is not bad. The Neptunes I know don't have as much money as him at home, so they spend more money playing than he does."

Fu Yu took out the cigarette case, flicked one with his fingertips, pulled out one, and skillfully put it in his mouth.

"But you are still at a loss for being worthy of him. Do you want to stop thinking about me?"

As he said that, Fu Yu leaned over and released a little pheromone in a particularly foul manner.

His pheromones smell of milk, which is wildly at odds with his image, but oddly so in some ways.

Unfortunately, Xie Sheng couldn't smell it.

"We're not suitable." Xie Sheng had a sincere face, bumping into the quilt.

Fu Yu snorted, "You don't know what scum is good when you are young, and you can lick a dick until you grow old."

When the desire is dissatisfied, the craving for cigarettes is particularly high, Fu Yu turned on the lighter, and openly began to puff.

After all, it is a library. Just as Xie Sheng was about to remind him, a boy walked over holding his nose.

"Student, smoking is prohibited in the library, please stop this behavior immediately."

Fu Yu raised his eyebrows, "Immediately?"

The boy pushed down his glasses, "Yes."

Fu Yu nodded, "Okay."

Xie Sheng was surprised at the cuteness of the little scumbag, when he saw Fu Yu blew a smoke ring at the boy, and directly threw the remaining half of the cigarette into the boy's open water glass.

With the sound of "Zi La", the boy's face turned pale.

"You said it right away." Fu Yu got up, clapped his hands, and looked innocent.

Before leaving, Xie Sheng stopped him, "Fu Yu."

The boy turned his head, pressed his fingertips on his lips, and made a "shh" motion.

"I know, don't worry, my mouth is tight."

As he spoke, Fu Yu blinked, "Tight in every sense."

Xie Sheng: "..."

Beside him, the face of the man with glasses turned from white to red.

Seeing the boy's unrestrained back, Xie Sheng slightly curled his lips.

There are too many rules and regulations in this world, some people abide by them, and some people don't.

Xie Sheng voluntarily trapped himself in countless rules, but this did not prevent him from admiring Fu Yu who jumped out of the secular and moral circle.

He was so free, as if he was not bound by anything.

Such a person, even if he goes to hell, he must be the most beautiful little devil.

"Well, excuse me."

Xie Sheng looked up and found that the man with glasses was holding his mobile phone with a blushing face, "But, can you give me his contact information?"

Xie Sheng: "..."

See, compared with angels, mortals are more unable to resist the temptation of devils.

In the past few days, Xie Sheng checked a lot of information, and finally selected a psychological clinic with a good reputation in the city center.

But here comes the question, how can he coax Shen Jingluo to go.

If he said it directly, Shen Jingluo would definitely not agree, and maybe the two of them would quarrel.

Tsk, speaking of it, he doesn't seem to have quarreled with Shen Jingluo yet, so he's a little eager to try (no.

Xie Sheng remembered that he had seen a psychiatrist for a while before, and maybe he could use the reexamination as an excuse to lure Shen Jingluo there, and then...

"Baby?"

Shen Jingluo brought back the confused cub who almost walked over, "What are you thinking, the classroom is over here."

Xie Sheng came back to his senses and quickly calmed down, "I'm thinking of you."

Shen Jingluo narrowed his eyes, "You've been a little weird lately."

Xie Sheng tilted his head, trying to pass the test by being cute, "How cute?"

Shen Jingluo raised his hands, you win, surrender.

The two chatted and laughed all the way, but before reaching the door of the classroom, Shen Jingluo found that the atmosphere was a bit weird.

There were a lot of people gathered in the corridor, all looking into the classroom, seeing them coming, whispering louder, two girls were still pointing at Xie Sheng and making gestures.

Shen Jingluo walked over quickly, but before entering the door, his expression changed suddenly.

I saw that the blackboard in the classroom was densely written with curse words.

In the middle of the blackboard, there was a photo of Xie Sheng and Shen Jingluo kissing.