Want and want

Chapter 19

What happens after ordinary people communicate with each other?

Teng Ning met several times. Some people wished to stick to each other all the time, some people were willing to keep their eyes on the phone, and some people even spoke softly.But when it was his turn, he was still ignorant, as long as he looked at each other or touched him casually, he couldn't help but be happy.Teng Mushan, who also fell in love with someone for the first time, was very indifferent, except for a little shock when he was suddenly kissed on the cheek, he seemed to get used to it afterwards.

"Go early and come back early." Teng Ning bent down, full of joy, holding a thermos filled with wolfberry water in his hand.

But the car window was slowly raised, and he was forced to step back, sticking out his tongue in embarrassment.And the person in the car took the things and put them aside casually: "It's too in the way."

The car quickly disappeared at the end of the street.

Teng Ning, who was standing still, suddenly laughed, and said to himself, "It's too hard-spoken."

Since the response to the Qixi Festival course was particularly good, the boss waved his hand and gave Teng Ning two days off, so he was not required to come to work.The sun came out outside the house, and the curtains were half drawn down, the light was just right, he rolled up his sleeves and tidied everything in his bedroom, and then moved to Teng Mushan like a hamster carrying food.There is no way, if you don't work hard, the other party will never think of this.

Oh, this is an experience: falling in love with someone with a big gap in age, especially in psychological age, there must be a generation gap.And an "old" man with a temper like Teng Mushan doesn't know how to compromise, so he has to put down his figure, pamper and coax him.

By the time the colorful clothes were stuffed into the cold, hard tones of black, white and gray, the smell of the sun was already very strong. Teng Ning was sweating on his forehead, and took a tissue to wipe it off.This was originally Teng Mushan's territory, but now it is filled with his aura, as if he has truly integrated into the other party's world.He let out a long breath, then took out his mobile phone to post on Moments, and soon got a response from Bai Xingchi: "A man in love... flirting all day long..."

"Are you jealous?"

Bai Xingchi was in a hurry: "Bah - that's fine, quickly return my good brother who doesn't like to show off."

Staring at the screen and smiling, Teng Ning said, "He's gone, he has a partner."

"Isn't it just that you have dealt with an iceberg... You are promising. As the saying goes, if you love deeply, you will be easily hurt, so be reserved." This guy pretended to be a love expert.

Seeing the concern hidden in his joke, Teng Ning corrected his attitude: "It is possible, but it is not necessary."

There was silence for a long time, and finally typed the text slowly, and then sent it slowly: "Heh."

Although it was not serious, the two of them chatted and chatted, and unconsciously mentioned that the summer vacation was coming to an end, and they would return to school soon.Bai Xingchi loves to play, and previously hoped to stay away from his parents, but when he got home and found some fun, he was reluctant to leave: "No, no, no, I'm not going to play! I'm helping my brother with work!"

"Kindness based on face." Teng Ning gave a precise definition.

Bai Xingchi wanted to refute, but after thinking about it deeply, he felt that he was right, and he was extremely aggrieved: "Then I am also kind." In fact, he rarely did this kind of thing before, let alone taking care of stray cats and dogs, even the ones raised at home. Because Luna is well-behaved and sensible, and won't dirty herself and other places casually, that's why he often hugs her without thinking.This time I went to the battle in person, nothing more than seeing my distant cousin who is good-looking and can talk, so I agreed without paying attention.

His cousin is Qiao Yixing, a very capable Alpha, but he gave up other seemingly more promising careers and chose to be a veterinarian. Bai Xingchi was very curious about this.When he heard the question, the other party was carefully checking the condition of a pregnant pet fox, and his fingers gently stroked the fluffy abdomen: "Animals are simpler than humans, and they are more comfortable to touch." He looked at it with a half-smile He glanced, "You are an exception, after all, you are not much smarter than animals."

It was only later that Bai Xingchi found out that the other party's family was very chaotic, his parents were divorced and each had his own lover.Among them, there was a greedy person who took off his bracelet and took medicine, trying to seduce the young heir with the heat, but was sent to the emergency room without even touching the hem of his clothes, and was almost disabled.From then on, Qiao Yixing's already weak feelings became more restrained. Not only was he single until now, but he even hated getting close to others.

Thinking back, Bai Xingchi was in a complicated mood for a while, sighed, and replied: "Anyway, I have been helping out in the clinic recently, hey, are you interested in raising a pet?"

Teng Ning thanked Bumin: "No, my family's personality is destined to have nothing to do with cats and dogs. I can't take care of it." Besides, he doesn't plan to find a small thing to come back to distract Bo Teng Mushan's attention, even if the possibility is very small, In short not.

Bai Xingchi narrowed his eyes, "If those people in the school know about it, hey, he will definitely be at the top of the forum all year round." There are so many people who like Teng Ning that they can form a support club, especially those who feel sympathetic to each other after being rejected, even if they have other feelings. Even when he was a man, he stared at him all day long, wondering how good and powerful he was going to find a partner.It's a pity that they guessed wrong a little, the object is there, but not in the school.

People who have successfully left the single don't care about other suitors at all: "Whatever, it should be clean in the future."

"Hey, hello." Bai Xingchi found out an emoji of a disgusted villain, "It's really hard-hearted, it only adds to the desolation."

"Where did you learn it?"

"My brother likes to listen to operas. Whenever he has free time, he plays them at the clinic. I can memorize them all." Qiao Yixing is much more mature than him psychologically, and his hobbies are not like those of 27 people.

Teng Ning blinked: "So you also like the older ones?"

Instead of denying it like before, Bai Xingchi hesitated for a while and said, "Really." After getting along during this period of time, he became more and more unable to take his gaze away from the steady man with peach blossom eyes.Suddenly realizing something, he sent a sentence: "Your is uncle, mine is cousin, it's different."

"Tsk."

But Bai Xingchi has his own troubles: "Anyway, you and your uncle, no, you two are not related by blood, and you are Betas. It will be easy to have children by then. I can't. If the relationship is far away, you are both Alphas. I can’t give birth.” In the past, under the influence of his parents, he always fantasized about having a few children, braiding his daughter’s hair, and teaching his son to ride a bicycle, but now it’s all gone.

After thinking for a while, Teng Ning said to him directly: "Then share."

"No." Bai Xingchi subconsciously refused, "We haven't made it yet."

"..."

"...but I think it's close."

Deeply aware that he can't discuss serious matters with this person, Teng Ning decided to end the topic: "When the time comes, I will be in a long-distance relationship, and you will have to go to a different place. You can figure it out." Try to match up, or you will be annoyed to death.

Bai Xingchi went offline silently.

Although he successfully ran away the noisy guy, Teng Ning was not in a good mood. The "long-distance relationship" he blurted out just now made him a little worried.Teng Mushan was too indifferent and would not take the initiative. The most out of the ordinary was just a kiss on the cheek before going out in the morning. It all depended on him standing on tiptoes, so he couldn't expect the other party to cooperate.But Teng Ning is good at comforting himself. Thinking about it from another angle, this person thinks love is very troublesome, but he made an exception for him, which is quite touching.

In contrast, Teng Mushan didn't bother about this at all. In his perception, the way couples get along should be mediocre.When he came back at night, he agreed to Teng Ning's various small gestures of arm-tie and posting from behind, but at the same time he felt very puzzled: "Are you bored by yourself?" He thought that the other party was so clingy because he was alone at home, but he felt Not too possible.

"I miss you." Teng Ning replied half-truthfully.

Teng Mushan looked at him: "I've already left work on time, and I have to process some data later." The implication is that he probably doesn't understand why Teng Ning is not happy.

And what makes Teng Ning unhappy is that the progress is too slow-ordinary couples, no matter how shy and unaccustomed they are, this meeting should be more intimate.Not talking about kissing, just wanting to be with each other naturally, is it normal?He shook his head and tried to keep his tone as calm as possible: "You are busy with work, I have my own affairs."

"Your voice doesn't sound very good." Teng Mushan looked thoughtful.

"Just sleepy."

I can't even get angry.

After Teng Ning silently explained himself and was about to soak in honey water, the phone in the living room started to ring, and the caller ID showed that it was the number of his aunt's house.

"Auntie?" He picked it up.

Sure enough, there was a kind and kind voice on the other end: "Oh, it's Aning, have you eaten yet?"

Teng Ning smiled: "Yes."

"My old man was discharged from the hospital a few days ago. There is nothing serious. I think you are going back to school soon. There are not many things at home. I will come here soon." Auntie treated them like real relatives, and she was very sorry for leaving for so long up.

Unexpectedly, the other party was worried about this issue. Teng Ning licked his lips, considered his tone, and said, "It's okay, I'm not a child, I'm cooking and doing laundry during this time."

The aunt was helpless: "Sir, won't you help?"

"I helped." Teng Ning defended the other party subconsciously, "He hasn't stayed up late recently, and he commutes and eats on time."

"That's good. But I'd better hurry up and buy the ticket. Otherwise, when school starts in September, there will be a sea of ​​people. It will be inconvenient to come from my hometown." The aunt replied softly.After a while, I thought about Teng Ning's ticket again, "Ah Ning, how will you go back then? The high-speed rail seems to be about [-] days early to snatch tickets!"

Teng Ning touched his neck uncomfortably: "I've already bought it." Before he finished speaking, he heard the voice behind him and turned his head subconsciously. It turned out that Teng Mushan happened to come out to find something to drink. "Auntie, I'm very tired today, I want to take a shower, can we talk tomorrow when I'm free?" He clenched the phone tightly.

"Okay, let's go."

In the kitchen, Teng Mushan unscrewed the jar of honey, took a spoonful from it, and slowly stirred it apart.Teng Ning followed up: "Ah, you can't use hot water directly—" He poured warm water while talking, "Too high temperature will destroy the nutrients, and it won't taste good."

"Oh." Teng Mushan nodded, "When are you leaving?"

Tenning paused: "I bought the ticket for No. 28 for the time being." In fact, he wanted to wait a few days to see if there was a chance to switch to a later date. After all, school only started in early September.

"Quite soon." After finishing speaking, Teng Mushan's eyes changed slightly, as if he suddenly understood the reason why the person next to him couldn't lift his spirits.He didn't reach out to take the cup that Teng Ning handed over, but clasped his wrist in a posture, and leaned slightly: "Are you very concerned about the distance?"

"Yes." Teng Ning collected himself.

"You should tell me directly." Teng Mushan continued, very seriously, "I have no experience, and I don't understand what you are thinking occasionally, so I don't know how to react and what to do. If you are worried, you can often Come back, or I'll go see you." He seldom reflected on this aspect, he frowned habitually, and then relaxed it quickly.

But Teng Ning liked it very much, so he forgave it right away, and even pushed forward: "I thought you could think of it. Could it be that no one in the hospital is in love? Haven't you seen it?"

Teng Mushan was stunned for a moment, then hummed, as expected, he had no experience and no observation.

"Generally speaking, if you lack a sense of security, you will be particularly worried about separation." Teng Ning moved his upper body closer, from hesitation to speak boldly, all he needed was a word from the other party, "You don't seem to care about me. The sky is thinking of other things." Before the other party could refute, he took the opportunity to kiss her.

Oh shit.

It is said that the lips are thin and affectionate, but they are obviously very soft. Teng Ning even felt a trace of regret for wasting a good time from the bottom of his heart——

After about two or three seconds, Teng Mushan came back to his senses, suddenly loosened the hand holding the other party and then quickly tightened it, with more force than before, as if he wanted to break the fruit-bearing branches.Teng Ning didn't notice it, but hearing the excessively rapid sound in his chest, he couldn't help sticking out the tip of his tongue, rubbed it with a force that was almost imperceptible, and hurriedly backed away.

Seeing the person in front of him with reddened ears, Teng Mushan's expression was not as calm as usual, and it took a long time before he whispered, "It's not bad." He hasn't tried it, but it doesn't mean he has no idea.

Teng Ning looked away: "Then, next time?"

"can."

Suddenly, long-distance relationships don't seem like much of a thing.