voice of the sky

Chapter 13: Heartbroken

Sure enough, when you are sad, you have to cry, and it is useless to suppress your emotions, it will only make you more painful.So let's cry well, only after crying will there be a feeling of relief and release in the heart.

Jing took my hand and kissed lightly on the palm.I lay in her arms and let her touch my body with her other hand. Anyway, I have already reached that point before... There is no need to be shy at all.

Although I said groping randomly, Jing's hand was only inserted into the clothes. From the outside, the behavior of the two of them was a bit... confusing.But in fact, Jing was just circling back and forth in small circles with her palms on her stomach, just like a mother comforting a sleepless baby, massaging her little belly to lull him to sleep.

It was very comfortable and warm, and I enjoyed it very much, so I hoped to fall asleep like this.Jing's chin rested on my right shoulder. She didn't speak but closed her eyes lightly and seemed to be asleep.But when I want to get up, she will open her eyes, hold me tightly in her arms and refuse to let go.

After crying in the morning, there was no further conversation.Jing has a cold face, but her eyes are not as indifferent as before, but instead have a sense of apathy and emptiness.She... was really hurt by me, right?Although Jing stopped complaining and made hurtful body movements, it made me feel uneasy.

As time grows, I really feel more and more about this relationship... But I can always find short-term peace of mind from the small actions of both parties...

Turning his head to the side, he looked at Jing's gently closed eyes, originally he was face to face with her.Turning to look at the palm of his hand... biting his lower lip and clenching his fist, hoping to keep the quiet body temperature in his hand forever.

At that time, I gently stroked Jing's cheek with my hand, and looked at her pair of beautiful dark eyes under her long black eyelashes, so absent-minded, looking for no hope...

Sighing accidentally, Jing suddenly looked straight into my eyes, and was immediately frightened. Her eyes are the expression a cheetah has when it locks on its prey.She pulled me suddenly, and my body suddenly lost my balance and fell into her arms.

Kissing my neck non-stop, her hands began to pull the clothes, just when she was about to resist, she stopped suddenly, pinched her own arm with a painful face, her nails pierced deeply into the skin, and then pulled down——

"!" She was in pain and despair, and I was surprised, stunned, and gasped.Immediately stopped Jing from harming herself, and tried to tear her hand away, only to see three red bloodstains on the white skin of her right hand...

The moment I saw it, my heart hurt very much, the blood on Jing's arm flowed down, and my heart hurt like being pulled hard by someone.I immediately pressed her left hand to avoid self-harm again. I wanted to go to the living room to get bandages, but I was very worried...

Jing started to move around again, and I wanted to hold her nervously, but she hugged me again, her chin pressed on my right shoulder—it became like this now.

Looking at the blood on her arm, it's already a little dry, why do you want to hurt yourself like this... I don't understand, the more I think about it, the more it hurts, but why don't I think about it?After all, the person I like is Jing. As long as she is sad, crying, or hurt, I will also be infected with these emotions...

"...Quiet." I opened my mouth, only to see her move a bit, and stretch out her hand from her clothes to hug me.

"Why did you hurt yourself?" Thinking of the three bloodstains, she felt pain in her heart again. After a long silence, Jing said, "Because I hurt you... I can't control myself, every time you refuse I lose control when I'm here, I don't know why! I'm sorry to make you sad again."

"You also know that I will be sad if you do this..." I smiled bitterly: "Then don't do this. Jing, you promise me that you will not hurt yourself like this again. If you really can't bear it, you can be violent to me. It's okay, I don't want you hurt oneself."

"I refuse!" She replied angrily, and when she squeezed her hands hard, she completely fell into her arms, but she didn't sleep in Jing's arms all night, so she missed her breath so much!I took a deep breath through my nose, and it was full of the intoxicating aroma, and I was inexplicably intoxicated by it and blushed.

"I hate the feeling of being out of control every time I face you, and I also hate the things you said to me this morning." She said, I looked at Jing's face, and was deeply attracted by her resolute eyes , actively hugged her neck with both hands, and pressed her body tightly.

I really like it... the breath of love... Jing makes me intoxicated, it's only one night... only one night, the gap is so big!After that, if we are separated for more than a month - I will be miserable!

"Do you still love me or not? I can't figure it out, can you tell me, Xiaotian." Jing pushed me away, raised her chin with her fingers, and looked into my eyes affectionately.I don't know why I burst out laughing suddenly, pounced on her lips.

Jing was so scared that she blushed a little, I smiled and said, "If you don't hurt yourself anymore, then I love you! But if you hurt yourself again, I don't love you anymore, Jing——"

"Then I won't hurt myself anymore! You can only love me, you can only love me forever, and I promise you will never hurt yourself again!" Jing is like a child who got a new toy, completely losing what an adult should have Image, she said happily, the smile finally returned to her face, and I couldn't hold it back anymore, I threw myself into her arms and acted like a baby.

After jumping on it, I suddenly remembered the bloodstains on her hands, and I immediately got up: "Go and heal the wounds on your hands first." But Jing shook her head at me, and I immediately said, "Then continue the cold war!"

"No." After Jing finished speaking, she stood up and walked to the door. Did she go to the living room to get the medicine box?I smiled and followed, happy to finally break the stiff atmosphere.

I rubbed the medicine for Jing, and she leisurely mentioned to me about the past priest.

The stories I heard from her mouth made it hard for me to imagine that Jing "was" such a naive, pure, and kind person... The reason why she changed was because of what the chairman did?Can I protest to the chairman that she made my lover like this?

Ah, love?When I thought of these two words, my face immediately turned red, and I poked my face quietly and said, "What are you thinking about?"

"No--"

"Stop cheating, you will become more and more popular."

"Let's just say there's no more—"

"Okay, I won't bother you. Next, you have to concentrate on listening to my story, Xiaotian." Jing was suddenly serious, and I was taken aback, but I still nodded foolishly.

"It's about—the truth about my departure. I haven't told Emma about this."