unconsciously

Chapter 9.

☆, (four five)

Zhang Jingchuan understood, Gu Yuanhang was burying himself!

Fortunately, I have been thinking for him all the time, this kid is still a fool, he hasn't changed at all!

At that moment, Zhang Jingchuan cleared his throat and asked calmly, "Gu Yuanhang, what are you thinking?"

Gu Yuanhang showed a helpless smile, walked up to him, squatted down, raised his head and looked at him, "What's on my mind... I thought you knew."

Zhang Jingchuan laughed from the bottom of his heart, does this kid really not understand, or is he pretending to be confused?

He stretched out his hand, picked up Gu Yuanhang's cheek, rubbed it back and forth repeatedly, his eyes were heavy, his voice was hoarse, "Xiaoyuan... tell Brother Jingchuan honestly... do you really care about me in your heart?"

After Zhang Jingchuan finished speaking, his throat tightened, his other hand curled up on his knee, and he unconsciously retracted his fingers.He was a little afraid of hearing Gu Yuanhang's answer, but he also had a tinge of expectation.

Gu Yuanhang didn't push his hand away, but just lowered his head, immersed in the memories, with a somewhat lonely expression.

"Brother Jingchuan... I never told you about me, did I?"

……

When Gu Yuanhang was 13 years old, two major events happened.

In the summer of that year, Gu's mother passed away due to illness, and the Gu family seemed to suffer an accident overnight.

At that time, Gu Yuanhang was still young, but he wasn't too young either.

A 13-year-old boy is already developing.

Every morning when he wakes up, Gu Yuanhang can feel a huge power hidden in his thin body, which seems to be forcing him to change day by day.

His hair became thicker and thicker, his voice began to change from immature to hoarse, his Adam's apple gradually became prominent, his hands and feet grew larger, and his size also jumped up at an alarming speed. His clothes and trousers became shorter, and it took only two months. , the little boy has grown into a beautiful boy.

Of course, these changes are visible and not surprising.But what really scared Gu Yuanhang was another change.

When he wakes up in the morning, his lower body/body is always wet. While washing his trousers annoyedly, he carefully recalls the dream before waking up, but he can't always remember what he dreamed.

The summer was coming to an end, and in the afternoon of the next day, the children in the village invited them to go swimming in the small river next to the town's reservoir.

Gu Yuanhang is a master, of course he will not let go of this opportunity.

He was very impressed with that day. Several friends went up the mountain together wearing vests and shorts, including Cheng Boning.

By the small river in the summer afternoon, the boys took off their vests and jumped into the small river. Gu Yuanhang was the last one to go into the water. The cold river water hit him, making him forget the previous heat, and midsummer didn't seem to be so difficult.

It was getting late, and a group of people were swimming. Cheng Boning saw the sunset on the distant mountain, and suggested that everyone should end as soon as possible.

He took the lead to go ashore, and Gu Yuanhang, who was a small follower, followed behind him, put on his shoes, and took his clothes to go back.

Gu Yuanhang walked a few steps, but he couldn't see Cheng Boning's figure behind him. Feeling puzzled, he looked back at him.

Cheng Boning hid behind a bush, took off his pants, and was bending over naked/naked to get dressed.

When Gu Yuanhang turned his head, he saw the scene in front of him. He immediately held his breath and stared at Cheng Boning's back.

Cheng Boning is an adult, and looks like a big man with long arms and long legs, but at this moment he is naked/naked/naked, and he opened his eyes without hesitation for Gu Yuanhang to see what happened.

Gu Yuanhang could see clearly that Cheng Boning had a fair face, and his body was also fair, with smooth tendons, tight muscles and clear texture...

Gu Yuanhang only felt that his throat was tight, itchy and thirsty, he unconsciously stretched out his tongue and licked his dry lips, looking fascinated.

A gust of cold wind blew by, Gu Yuanhang shivered, Cheng Boning seemed to have thought of something, turned around and said to him: "Xiao Yuan... Come here and wipe yourself, you should catch a cold when it's late."

He turned quite violently this time, and the thing under his crotch flicked along with his movements, like a thick leather strip.

Gu Yuanhang looked carefully, the thing between the legs was tender red, curled up limply, but the size was still considerable.

Gu Yuanhang felt like he had just woken up from a dream, and he realized something was wrong in just a moment. Hearing Cheng Boning's call, he immediately backed up several steps, staggered away, and felt an inexplicable chill creep up his back.

When he got home, he didn't care to change his clothes, and immediately hid in the room and locked the door.

Gu Yuanhang leaned his back against the door panel and recalled the scene in front of him just now, the more he thought about it, the more unhappy he felt, his heart felt like a raging fire was burning, which made him unbearably hot.

He slid down slowly, and finally squatted on the ground and couldn't help reaching out to his legs/between...

His sanity seemed to collapse in an instant, Gu Yuanhang clenched his hands tightly, and his breathing suddenly became heavy. The pleasure he had never experienced hit his whole body, but it was like a hallucination, and it disappeared in an instant.

Gu Yuanhang got up to dry his hands, feeling ashamed at the moment, never thought that he would have such fantasies about Bo Ning's body...

After that day, when Gu Yuanhang saw Cheng Boning again, he felt an unknown strange emotion in his heart.Fortunately, Cheng Boning went to other places to study in university after the summer vacation, and the chances of them meeting were few and far between.

After entering junior high school, Gu Yuanhang didn't study well, and flirted with a group of male classmates, which opened the door to a new world.

Adolescent boys always have an inexplicable and strong desire for the opposite sex.Just when everyone was passing around pirated books with nude/women/girls, Gu Yuanhang behaved differently—he had no interest in these things.

Someone laughed at him, "You kid, why are you pretending to be serious, don't worry... everyone won't say it!"

Gu Yuanhang shook his head, but still refused.

Several people were disappointed by him, so they never mentioned this matter in front of him again.

From then on, Gu Yuanhang vaguely knew that he was somewhat different from others.

……

After Zhang Jingchuan listened to his narration, he still couldn't recover from the shock: Unexpectedly, Cheng Boning was actually his fantasy/imagination/object/object when he was young!

He smacked his lips and asked again: "Afterwards, you have always maintained a friendly relationship with your brother Bo Ning?" Zhang Jingchuan showed a smirk, "I didn't expect to take advantage of him and take the opportunity to realize my adolescent dream ?”

It is very rare for Gu Yuanhang to be able to confess his thoughts to him. Seeing him teasing himself with this, he frowned and looked at Zhang Jingchuan, "What are you thinking again!" His tone was slightly contemptuous, "I am not such a person. No. You know what happened later... My sister-in-law, you have seen it too."

Zhang Jingchuan recalled it for a while, and then remembered the woman who slept in Gu Yuanhang's house one night in red plaid pajamas.

"It's a pity, if I were you... I wouldn't just let the process go like this!" Zhang Jingchuan defended him, "What's in your mind, let him marry a woman like this, don't feel regretful ?"

Gu Yuanhang blinked, and turned his head away from him, "What are you sorry about?"

Zhang Jingchuan was immediately speechless, yes... If Gu Yuanhang and Cheng Boning really had some trouble, then it's nothing to do with him.

"Then, Cheng Boning got married...are you willing?" Zhang Jingchuan tightened his mind, and carefully asked the key point.

He cared too much about Cheng Boning's position in his heart. Although he knew that he might not be able to achieve that position in the future, Zhang Jingchuan was afraid that he would still think about that Cheng Boning in his heart, and in the end it would not be a good thing for him.

Gu Yuanhang was silent for a moment, then smiled again: "I have always respected him... so I didn't want to have any substantive behavior with him."

Zhang Jingchuan felt that his answer was serious and cute, and he couldn't help laughing, but he felt a little sympathetic: Gu Yuanhang just watched the person he liked getting farther and farther away from him, and in the end he couldn't express his heart If so, what kind of emotion is that?

His heart sank, he opened his mouth slightly, "Xiaoyuan..."

Gu Yuanhang turned his head to look at him, "Huh?"

Zhang Jingchuan heard his own heartbeat, thumping, louder and clearer.

"In the future... I will treat you well." Zhang Jingchuan said with difficulty, as if he was solemnly announcing some important event, "Will you believe me?"

Gu Yuanhang obviously didn't expect him to say these words, he was startled and didn't respond for a long time.

Zhang Jingchuan's old face was burning red, and a man in his thirties could still speak such nasty words, he wished he could bite off his tongue and find a hole in the ground to burrow down!

Just when he thought that Gu Yuanhang was going to reject him, the man responded inaudibly, "Yeah."

Zhang Jingchuan thought he heard it wrong, and looked at him in disbelief, "You, what did you just say?"

Gu Yuanhang showed a shy smile, bit his lips and replied, "I am willing."

Zhang Jingchuan was on the verge of crying with joy, no matter whether he heard it wrong or Gu Yuanhang gave the wrong answer, he was unwilling to ask again.

If what is in front of him is a beautiful dream, then let him not wake up!

Zhang Jingchuan rushed forward and hugged him, and the two fell to the ground. He suppressed Gu Yuanhang with his whole body, and without waiting for the other party to speak, he lowered his head and grabbed the other party's lips...