two juniors

Chapter 21

Xin Li didn't speak, but Xu Shaoqing saw the clue from his expression. He shook his head anxiously, "No, no. This trip is too dangerous, you can't go."

He wanted to stop Xin Li, but his body was too weak, and it took a lot of strength to walk over, now that he moved a little, his body couldn't help shaking.

Xin Li looked down at him, and there was a little warmth in his eyes. He said in a low voice, "Brother, you really broke my heart today."

"Obviously promised me to wait for my return, but secretly ran out to find that person. If he didn't come back today, I'm afraid that senior brother is no longer here? You know, when I saw you, I was both sad and happy. Senior brother , I have always admired you, but you just turned a blind eye and only thought of him in your heart."

"I have done many things for you, but you just can't see it. Now that you see it, will you wait for me to come back?"

Hearing these words, Xu Shaoqing was shocked and confused at the same time. He looked at Xin Li blankly, not knowing what to do, moved his mouth but finally said nothing.Self-destruction and self-injury are really against the law of nature, but he is really tired. Ever since Zhong Yiran's identity was exposed, his master retreated, and he was with his junior brother, he became more and more tired day by day.

It took all his strength to rescue Zhong Yiran today, and now he has no more strength to struggle, so he can only remain silent.

Seeing his silence, Xin Li forced a laugh, "Brother, don't worry about me. I'm the head of Chilian Peak now. If there is any guilt, I should bear it myself. You don't have to worry about it. Besides, I was not able to take care of you that day. The enchantment has been removed, if you want to leave, let's leave now."

After finishing speaking, he left without looking back, leaving only Xu Shaoqing a resolute back.

He said that, although he was showing off his miserable situation to win sympathy, but in fact he was afraid that he would not be able to pass the Tao of Tongtian and would never return. At that time, the senior brother would really be trapped here to death.

If he dies, then naturally he doesn't have to think about the future, he just needs to wait for his soul, and he will be reincarnated with his senior brother. It would be great if he can see his senior brother after he comes back, which means that his hard work was not in vain. Senior brother is still thinking about it he.

Even if there is only a little leeway in the brother's heart, then his life will not be in vain.

The worst result is that the senior brother really left, that's okay, he put a restraint on the senior brother, and he can find the senior brother no matter where he goes.After he finds the senior brother who has run away, he will be firmly imprisoned by his side, and he is never allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to look at him. The senior brother will always be his.

Looking at Xin Li's back, Xu Shaoqing felt countless feelings welling up in his heart. Even he couldn't tell what it was like, so he could only stand there silently, wanting to tell him to take care of himself, but he felt that he had no position, so he could only stand there. Sighing silently, he patted Danzhu's head and walked slowly back to the room.

Because of Zhong Yiran's loss of soul, Xu Shaoqing was naturally very sad. Logically, he should hate hard work to the extreme.But he is an upright person, even though he hates in his heart, he still understands that there is nothing wrong with doing so hard, even though he is reluctant in his heart, in the eyes of the world, Zhong Yi is a scourge, a monster, everyone can punish him.Even for him, it was because Xin Li killed Zhong Yiran that he could save his life.

Now it is also because of his hard work that he has blocked a lot of wind and rain for himself, so he can stand here safely now.I don't know when, this weak and silent boy who was always behind him has become a young man who can stand alone.

It's just that his feelings for him made Xu Shaoqing silent.He always believed that treating himself harshly was just a novelty for a while, similar to a child being robbed of a toy, always the peak of the three, but the two senior brothers were together, so he neglected him and made him feel disappointed .So after Zhong Yiran fell into the devil, he wanted to firmly control himself, but now Xu Shaoqing was confused.

Xin Li is willing to walk the road to heaven for him, he can no longer pretend to be confused.

The thoughts in his mind one after another made Xu Shaoqing have a headache and his heart was stuffy and uncomfortable.He was thinking that Zhong Yiran would be lost, fearing that he would never see each other again, and also thinking that Xin Li's trip was extremely dangerous, so he should do his best to dissuade him, what kind of a hero is he who always hides behind his junior brother.

After several conflicts of thoughts, he shook his body twice, finally stabilized his figure with the help of Dan Zhu, and smiled wryly, "Let's go back."

After slowly walking back to the room, he fainted on the bed again due to exhaustion, but this time he was unsteady in his dream. Zhong Yiran and Xin Li were entangled back and forth, making him fall into a deep nightmare from which he could not extricate himself.

"Ahem, Senior Brother, are you okay?" Xu Shaoqing's complexion was pale, and his forehead hair was wet with sweat.Just when he was deeply in the nightmare, someone seemed to be calling by his ears, he opened his eyes, and found that Xin Li had somehow returned, sitting by the bed and looking at him.

Xu Shaoqing got up quickly, looked at Xin Li, and touched his body, and found that there were no injuries, and couldn't help being overjoyed, "Junior Brother Xin, it's really great that you are not injured."

Xin Li smiled, "I've been thinking, if I die inside, senior brother will be alone, how uncomfortable it would be. So I came back with all my might, senior brother, you will forget about Zhong Yiran in the future, we will always be together, okay?" good?"

He hugged Xu Shaoqing, and the beating sound of his heart made Xu Shaoqing's heart beat faster. Just as he was about to say something, he felt that the arms around his body were getting tighter and tighter, almost strangling him to suffocation. Zhong Yiran's sullen voice sounded next to his ear, "Brother, you promised him you would forget about me, I'm so sad."

Xu Shaoqing was shocked to realize that the person hugging him had turned into Zhong Yiran, who wrapped him tightly with a snake's tail, getting tighter and tighter, and finally made him almost unable to breathe.

"Let go of me, Junior Brother." He struggled desperately, but in vain, and then opened his eyes in the horror of suffocation, it turned out that everything was just a dream.

The sky was very dark, there was no electric light in the room, Danzhu didn't know where to go, only the brilliance of the moon came in, and he couldn't help sighing.The scene in the dream was so terrifying that he couldn't help but call out to his junior brother in a low voice.

"Brother, are you calling Zhong Yiran?" A deep voice sounded, and Xu Shaoqing realized that Xin Li was actually sitting in the shadow at the end of the bed, almost merging with the darkness.

Xu Shaoqing thought for a while, but did not deny his statement. He was indeed calling Zhong Yiran.It's just that even though he was injured, he still keenly sensed the weakness in Xin Li's tone, and hastily stretched out his hand to light the candle. Sure enough, under the bright candlelight, Xin Li's face seemed to be covered with a layer of black air, empty Leaning there empty-handed, it seemed that he was exhausted.

"Junior brother Xin, are you alright?" Xu Shaoqing hurriedly got up, wanting to see if he was injured and why his face was like this.But Xin Li's face changed, he stood up straight, and said with a sneer, "Don't bother senior brother, you should recite the scriptures a few more times to save the person in the dream." After speaking, he left without looking back.

When he walked to the door, Xin Li regretted it. Since he was forced to be with his senior, this was the first time that his senior took the initiative to care about him, but he messed it up because of jealousy.Now that Zhong Yiran has dissipated into the world with his soul, and his senior brother has always been like this, why is he so angry.

Probably because of the infestation of poison, he was in a state of confusion. When he walked to the door and was blown by the night wind, he had already calmed down, but he didn't want to go back no matter what. He was afraid of facing his senior brother's sad eyes.

Wait a little longer.Xin Li persuaded himself, if he waited any longer, the senior brother would forget about Zhong Yiran and be with him.At that time, all the past will disappear, and they will be a real couple of gods and gods.

Although Xin Li was injured, he left very quickly. Looking at his back, Xu Shaoqing felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. He laughed at himself, lay back on the bed and looked at the top of the bed in a daze.

In fact, as early as ten years ago, when Zhong Yiran betrayed the teacher, he already understood that the two of them were impossible. Even if there was a moment of happiness, they would eventually face conflicts between humans and demons.

He used to think that Zhong Yiran was different, but when he saw him going crazy, fighting against the third elder and injuring countless disciples, he already understood that there are some things that cannot be turned back.

How much he wanted to go back, back to the time when they were all young and only worried about their practice every day.

Xu Shaoqing stayed up all night.He went to see Xin Li the next day, but fortunately, Xin Li's attitude eased a lot. The two discussed Xin Li's injury calmly. Xu Shaoqing took the elixir left by Taoist Qingfeng before, and Xin Li's poisoning was not deep. , take a good care of it for a few days.

Although Xin Li didn't say anything, Xu Shaoqing still knew a thing or two about the dangers in Tongtian Dao. He was both lucky and sad. Fortunately, Xin Li was fine, otherwise he really didn't know what to do.

"Brother, when I recover from my injury, let's go to Zixia Mountain together. I heard that a powerful monster appeared there, and the people nearby have suffered greatly from it." When Xu Shaoqing wanted to leave, Xin Li suddenly Open your mouth.

Xu Shaoqing was silent. He remembered the agreement he had made with Zhong Yiran, but he still nodded slowly.For herself, for Xin Li, and for Zhong Yiran.

Zhong Yiran's soul has already dissipated between heaven and earth, but he committed too many murders during his lifetime, so he can only try his best to do more good deeds, hoping that one day his soul will reunite and wait for the next life.

And he owed a lot, whether it was the regained cultivation base or the punishment he was exempted because he had gone through the way of heaven, it could not be repaid easily, only this broken body could make him show off his face a little bit.

Everyone returns to their own positions, each has his own peace, and uses reason to bury all the concerns, so that's good.