Troubled Times

Chapter 61

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I seem to have messed up again." Hua Qingling looked at the ink-stained official document in front of her in a panic

"Wipe your hands, it's not in the way, and it's not something important." Jiang Yihong stood up and took out a handkerchief to wipe Hua Qingling's ink-stained hands.

"Why am I so clumsy now?" Hua Qingling couldn't accept her current state. She was obviously a very good person in terms of memory, but now she could mess up even an official document.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm also happy to be clumsy, because you finally need me." Jiang Yihong felt that at least now Fang Lingyan is more like a person who eats fireworks in the world, and he no longer feels that he can't grasp or reach

"But I don't think I'm good enough for you now." Hua Qingling's brows and eyes were a little melancholy, why couldn't she be as she remembered?

"No, it doesn't matter whether you are worthy or not. You are in my heart. No matter what you become, you said that if I become a poor boy and you become a prince and general in the next life, you will not want me?"

"No, no matter what you look like, you are the same in my heart." Hua Qingling shook her head, and was pulled into her arms by Jiang Yihong

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"I couldn't see through you at that time, but now you make me feel that you are getting closer and closer to me." Jiang Yihong said softly leaning against the head of the bed in his pajamas, and Hua Qingling put her head in his arms , hold his waist tightly

"I know what is the most important because I live my whole life again." This sentence seemed to be said to Jiang Yihong and to himself. He could feel Jiang Yihong's love for Ling Yan, who seemed to be engraved in his bones.

"Fortunately, we didn't miss it. I was really afraid that you would drink Mengpo soup and forget our agreement." Jiang Yihong seemed to recall the scene where Fang Lingyan fell into his arms and said that he would be with him in the next life

"Huh?" Hua Qingling hesitated for a moment, because all he could remember was that he died in Jiang Yihong's arms, and Jiang Yihong's sad look was not what they had agreed upon.

"Forget it, you may have forgotten it, it's okay, I'll remember it later." Jiang Yihong kissed Hua Qingling's forehead comfortingly. He had seen Hua Qingling's headache when she wanted to recall the past. He doesn't want to see this person he puts on top of his heart get hurt

"But I want to know what I told you at that time." Hua Qingling looked up at Jiang Yihong, and Jiang Yihong's eyes were so swaying that Jiang Yihong looked crazy

"You told me that you can't be with me in this life, and you will pay me your next life. I really didn't expect you to come so fast. I am very happy." Jiang Yihong didn't mention Jiang Ying and Fang Han at all, He wants this person to only see himself, and it seems that Hua Qingling doesn't seem to remember his marriage in the previous life

"Okay, not only in this life, but also in the next life." Hua Qingling nodded, she no longer had the frivolity before, and became much more stable and dignified

Seeing Han Feiyu in the room making Mr. Hu laugh heartily, Fang Chengbai also chuckled, and suddenly asked, "Sister-in-law Caizhu must be a very good person, after all, she doesn't even want the position of heir just to be with the person she likes." People really have to go through a lot of dangers." Fang Chengbai leaned on the railing of the balcony with his back to the night sky, while Fang Lingyan put his hands on the railing and looked at the twinkling stars in the night sky and nodded, "Yes, I admire her very much, she With determination and courage that I don’t have”

This woman didn't even want the position of heir for the sake of freedom, but she still married him because of the kindness of her adoptive father, for the sake of being the heir. As long as she gave birth to an heir, she would be free.But before she could get the freedom she wanted, she was conspired and killed, and she didn't know if it was freedom. She still remembered the last words she said while holding his hand in the delivery room, "We are born to miss happiness and freedom." Well, or maybe I was expecting too much, people always hope to become princes and generals when they are ordinary, but they want to return to the original after the vigorous, it is really contradictory."

"Huh? Why is it admiration?" Fang Chengbai is a little curious about Fang Lingyan's words. This is not an evaluation of a lover by a person who has loved vigorously, but rather an evaluation of a close friend.

"Well, maybe it's because we know each other's situation too well, so we..." Fang Lingyan smiled. If they can really fall in love, maybe they can both get out of the shackles of the past, but There is only one human heart, how can it be possible to fall in love if you say you fall in love, and forget it if you say you forget it?

"She longed for freedom, but she didn't wait for it, so I hope Xiaoying can get what she has never had." Fang Lingyan looked at the quiet night sky

"You may not know that we actually have an uncle." Fang Lingyan paused and talked about the man who didn't even have much impression of him

"Huh? I've never heard of this before." Fang Chengbai was puzzled, as if no one had ever mentioned to him that he had an uncle. "Then where is he now?"

"He has passed away for many years. I used to call him aunt." Fang Chengbai's eyes widened suddenly. He knew that he had an aunt who was once a noble concubine.

"Well, he was like you, but he was raised as a girl, and then he died, and when the old man knew you were like him, he decided to let you stand in the world as a man, even if it might make you I suffered a lot of grievances because he was afraid that you would follow in Uncle's footsteps." Fang Lingyan sighed. Although the old man went a little too far, at least it seems that his decision at that time was right. Fang Chengbai was beside him without saying a word. It really never occurred to me that there are so many thoughts and worries behind the situation where no one cares about me.

"Go back, my siblings must be waiting impatiently, I'll stay here again" Fang Lingyan patted Fang Chengbai

"It's okay, just let him wait"

"He's probably blowing the air on the balcony upstairs, if you don't believe me, go up and have a look." Fang Lingyan blinked at Fang Chengbai

"No need, I'm here, I can't hide my strength from my elder brother." Pang Defu said something upstairs, and then walked downstairs

"Look, go back quickly, or he will still be here to block my eyes"

"Okay, then let's go back first, and you should rest earlier, second brother." Fang Lingyan looked at the backs of the two entering the room and smiled. In the end, maybe only Xiao Cheng, who seemed to have never gotten anything, was the one who got the most.