[Tomb Raiders Notes] The date has not been changed

Chapter 179

That night, I sat with the black glasses until dawn.

The sky is full of stars, and the sparks around his fingertips, it is hard to tell whether it is joy or loneliness.

I know it's not over yet, in fact, nothing is ever over.People often fall into a misunderstanding, which is to persistently pursue an ending, but whether it is a person or an event, they are not a story but a life, so there is no ending.

Because of this, I will no longer be obsessed with any results. If the previous abandonment was due to despair, it is probably really relieved now.

I know what I want, and more things are out of my control. At least at this moment, the little brother and the blind man are free from the control of the poisonous poison, and the little brother promised to stay for me. This is my life in this section. All that is sought after.

"Where are you going?" I asked the black glasses.

"Let's see if Master Hua will let me go with him." The black glasses smiled.

"What if not?" I asked.

"Then I'll pester him, and if he doesn't like it, just shoot me down." Black Glasses said.

……

I was speechless for a while, and the black glasses turned to me and asked me, "What about you, Changsha or Hangzhou?"

"Hangzhou." I said, "at least let me rest for a while, I can't bear the bloody wind in Changsha now."

The black glasses sneered: "Where is the mute, following you?"

I nodded.

"It's not easy, it's really not easy." Black Glasses twitched his lips and shook his head, "It's a pity that the Zhang family is going to die."

"Can you be a little more particular about what you say?" I said angrily.

"What do you mean not being particular?" Black Glasses said, "It's all about this, and you still want to deny it."

"That's not what it means." I felt my face get hot, "But do you really think we have that kind of relationship?"

"If you don't want to be responsible, don't forget that he is also my patriarch anyway." Black Glasses said, "My patriarch has been scumbag. I can beat this scumbag too much, right?"

...I can't explain it to this person.

"I don't mean not to admit it." I couldn't tell whether I was in a panic or angry, "I mean...do you think the little brother feels the same way, the matter between me and him. If he doesn't think so , or simply don’t know what I’m talking about, what should I do?”

"Brother, do you think our patriarch is stupid? Don't you forget how long he has lived, do you really think that you are more knowledgeable than him? He just keeps silent, and it's not that he doesn't know." Black glasses said, "Actually, he knows all about this trivial matter between you two."

I didn't answer, because I didn't know how to answer, but I was secretly happy in my heart, and turned my eyes away, because I knew that the black glasses would definitely hurt me.

"You are full of romantic fantasies." Black Glasses said, "Let me tell you, don't look at the mute every day, he will definitely eat you."

"You know all of this?" I suddenly turned my head, thinking, does he know about my little brother's wild past?

"Where do you want to go?" Black Glasses said, "He doesn't have any suave past. After all, he has such a big pot on his back. Have you survived ten years?"

I froze for a moment.

The two casual sentences of black glasses are the first time I heard a story from ten years ago from Poker's perspective.

Although there are only these two short sentences, it is enough for me.

The ten-year search is of course an unforgettable pain, but when the pain has passed and the memories are mixed with the sadness of the two hearts, looking back, it seems to have become a little romantic.

"Why do you know all this and I don't know anything?" I said.

"Master Hua also has a lot to say to you but doesn't tell me. It's the same reason." The black glasses shrugged.

"So... he told you?" I couldn't believe it, this is not my brother's style at all.

"No." The black glasses said, "But even if I am going blind, I can still see such trivial things clearly."

Seeing that I was in a daze, the black glasses wrapped my shoulders with a smile: "The authorities are fascinated, but the bystanders are clear. You don't need to doubt yourself."

I looked up, and in the night sky, the color of the Milky Way became a little lighter, but the sky turned pale gray.

At the end of my misty vision, I saw the vague and warm outline of the morning sun.

The long night is coming to an end, and the dawn is finally coming.

The next day, we rode yaks and walked the mountain road for a day to Motuo, where we met with the respondent, finally got the cash, charged the mobile phone, and felt a little bit in the modern society.

On the third day, my brother, Xiaohua, the blind man and the fat man and I parted ways from Lhasa. The fat man said that we would be allowed to live together for a few days, and he would invite us to drink in a few days.

On the fourth day, I returned to the West Lake.

This season is not a holiday, so there are not many people by the West Lake.

After walking past Xiling Yinshe and making a detour, I arrived at my small shop. Of course, no one came, but the door was still open.

I have long heard people say that Wang Meng was very persistent in this store when I was not around, and it seems to be true.

"I'm back." I said.

Wang Meng screamed, rushed over with a knife in his hand, and when he saw it was me, he would stop it.

"Boss, aren't you coming back?" He asked.

I pointed with my chin to the little brother standing behind.

Wang Meng screamed again, like a little girl who saw her CP making candy.

"I'm going to clean up now!" He said enthusiastically, "Boss, have you eaten yet? Zhang... Boss, do you want to eat?"

"Just order takeout," I said.Of course the younger brother would ignore him.

Not long after the takeaway arrived, we called Wang Meng down and ate at the counter, and then Wang Meng went up and continued to clean up. He got an apron like a housekeeping service from somewhere, and he was still humming. Looks very excited.

I couldn't help asking him: "Why are you so happy?"

Wang Meng said: "I'm happy for the boss. Boss, you may not have realized that this is the first time in ten years that you walked into this door with a smile on your face."

After finishing speaking, he pushed me away: "The boss of Yexihu is very beautiful. Boss Zhang just came here, why don't you take him to have a look? Go, go, come back at twelve o'clock, I will clean up the bed It's very good."

Until my little brother and I were pushed out of the door, and the door closed in front of me with a bang, I was still a little dazed.

Is it really so obvious?The two of us.

It has even been like this for the past ten years, only the two of us are suppressing our emotions?

At this time, it was already dark.

My brother is standing by my side.

This is not the first time I am alone, but when there is no danger of being around, and I no longer have to put "survival" as the first consideration, how can I start this kind of ordinary daily life with my little brother?

The wind blows the bare willow branches, and the milky white spherical lights on the shore of the West Lake glow with warm light, reflecting the sparkling water of the lake.

In the sky, there is a bright moon hanging, the wave heart cold moon, it seems so gentle at this moment.

I took a deep breath and said a very clichéd but very appropriate sentence:

"Tonight, the moonlight is so beautiful."