To rely on others is to promise each other

Chapter 42 Deviation

It is said that the best way to embarrass a person is to take out the hypocritical essays he wrote in junior high school and recite them emotionally.

No matter how thick-skinned Jiang Yu was, he couldn't help being shy at this moment, and deliberately stretched out his injured hand to cover his mouth, "Stop talking, go to sleep."

Considering his injury, Pei Shanqing did not struggle, but a pair of shiny black eyes stared at him, the meaning of which was self-evident.

Jiang Yubai was stared at by him for a while, put down his hand embarrassingly, and asked, "It's really nothing, really want to know that much?"

"Well, I gave you too little." Pei Shanqing said, "I want to know what I should do."

Jiang Yubai was silent for a moment, rubbed his long fingers between the pages, slowly turned one of the pages, and read: "Today is the first day I let him go."

"Ran Ran nestled on his pillow, meowing softly, I don't want to hug him, I just want to kiss his face and say sorry to him."

The content in the diary is very short, it can be finished in half a minute, but it is so long that it can't be said after several years.

"You already knew I was leaving, didn't you?" Pei Shanqing asked.

Jiang Yubai said: "Yes, if you woke me up that morning, I would never let you go anyway, but you didn't. So I understand that you also want to leave in your heart, right?"

His tone was unquestionable, telling the truth easily, Pei Shanqing bit his lower lip silently, but didn't know what to do to make up for his evasion.

"I understand, how great can my love be? It is nothing more than a fishing boat drifting in the wind and rain on the sea. Even if it unfortunately dies here, it cannot own the entire sea area with just a few words."

The night wind slid in through the gap and lifted the curtain by a corner. Pei Shanqing held Jiang Yubai in his arms and listened quietly to him reading the long and short diaries.

Jiang Yubai's voice became slower and softer, until after reading the last page of the diary, he turned over and fell on Pei Shanqing's chest, and asked the question that had troubled him for a long time: "Do you still want to know?" go?"

"I won't leave." Pei Shanqing kissed him on the face, "Be good, I won't leave from now on."

Jiang Yubai was both happy and unhappy, as if he couldn't believe that the luck he had accumulated for more than ten years would come back to him at this moment, he said: "You know? It's like I'm having a long dream now, the dream There are your hugs and kisses, and you say you will never leave me again."

Pei Shanqing stood there in a daze, Jiang Yubai paused and continued, "Just like the dreams I had with you before, it's not real at all."

Only then did Pei Shanqing realize the seriousness of the problem. He always thought that he had a lot of time to squander, and that there were countless possibilities to change the past.

However, every word he said was foolishly taken seriously by Jiang Yubai, and he kept it in his heart. Over time, it evolved into a strong thorn.

"That's not a dream, my dear." Pei Shanqing choked up and said, "I lied to you, I'm sorry."

Jiang Yubai didn't continue to answer, his breathing was long and light, as if he had indulged himself completely in this dream, clutching the corner of Pei Shanqing's clothes, he closed his eyes in his arms.

After a long time, Pei Shanqing was willing to look away, but as soon as he moved a little, Jiang Yubai's tears slid down the corner of his eyes.

"I don't want you to be sorry for me." He said softly, "I just want you to love me."

At that moment, the sound of breathing seemed to be there, only the dull pain in his heart was so clear, he hugged him a little tighter, and pressed his cheek against Jiang Yubai's forehead to ensure that his body temperature could flow without hindrance. passed on to him.

"Sleep, baby, I love you."

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When Jiang Yubai woke up the next day, the body temperature left by Pei Shanqing had already dissipated, and the quilt was neatly covering him, without any trace of another person at all.

He sat up suddenly, and saw the diary on the bedside table in its original position, as if no one had ever moved it.

Jiang Yubai's heart twitched violently, just as Pei Yi opened the door and walked in, carrying a few packing boxes in his hand.

"Wake up? Go wash up and have breakfast." Pei Yi put the plastic bag on the table and pointed to the bathroom, "I bought toothbrush and toothpaste, if you can't wash your face with one hand, just wipe it with a wet towel. "

Jiang Yubai blinked slowly twice, and confirmed with him: "Is Pei Shanqing back?"

"Huh?" Pei Yi seemed to think for a few seconds, then his expression became serious, "Oh, not yet, let's eat first, we'll talk about it later."

Pei Yi was about to turn around and leave, but Jiang Yu quickly grabbed the corner of his clothes with white eyes, and a pool of water quickly gathered in his eyes: "He didn't come back, did he?"

Seeing that he was about to cry, Pei Yi rushed to help him, fearing that he would stretch his wound too much, but Jiang Yubai asked over and over again: "He didn't come back, right? It's all fake, right? "

His voice of questioning became louder and louder, which confused Pei Yi until he was completely overwhelmed, then Pei Shanqing hurriedly opened the door and came in, holding Jiang Yubai in his arms.

"I'm here, don't be afraid, be good." Pei Shanqing wiped away his tears and comforted him in a low voice, "I'm here, I'm not dreaming."

Jiang Yubai trembled slightly in his arms, as if to confirm, he put his hand on his arm, and he would not stop until he could feel the touch and body temperature.

Pei Yi stood aside, whether to stay or leave, so he had no choice but to clarify: "I didn't deliberately lie to you, he asked me to say that."

Pei Shanqing didn't deny it, and patted Jiang Yubai's back lightly to calm his emotions until Jiang Yubai stopped trembling and could barely sit on the bedside rationally.

"I'm going outside to smoke a cigarette, you guys remember to have breakfast." Pei Yi walked out of the room, closed the door without any hesitation, and fell into deathly silence again.

After a long time, Jiang Yubai spoke with difficulty: "What do you mean?"

Pei Shanqing opened the packing box, scooped up some porridge with a plastic spoon, blew it, and fed it to his mouth thoughtfully: "Don't get excited, darling, eat something first, your lips are turning white, and your blood sugar will be low in a while."

Jiang Yubai suddenly grabbed his hand with such force that the veins on the back of his hand bulged, and he asked each word, "Are you still going to go? Is this an early vaccination for me?"

"No."

Pei Shanqing sighed, took out a piece of hard candy from his pocket, put it in his mouth, put one hand on the back of his head, and kissed him without saying a word.

The coffee-flavored candies are gradually cut apart under the warm package, and there is a taste that seems bitter but not sweet, and people can't help but indulge in it.The tips of the tongues touched together, and the lips that had been bitten to the point of bleeding greeted them, covered with a moist luster.

Pei Shanqing kissed him for a long time before he fed the candy. Jiang Yubai's soft hair was wrapped around his fingertips, just like that lingering kiss with lingering warmth.

"I have no intention of leaving, I just want to explain to you." Pei Shanqing said, "What you have experienced before is not a dream."

"Hey, I'm the one who tells a lot of lies, duplicity."

Jiang Yubai lowered his head, his eyes were so dry that he couldn't shed tears, he stared blankly at the blood vessels extending from his wrist, and all he could not get rid of were the "dreams" defined by Pei Shanqing himself.

"What is it if it's not a dream? There is no truth without a trace in this world." Jiang Yubai pushed him away and turned his head away, "You don't need to comfort me with such clumsy lies, I'm fine."

"Do you remember how you asked my dad just now?" Pei Shanqing reminded him persuasively.

"...I asked him," Jiang Yubai recalled for a moment, and said, "Ask him if you have come back."

"The meaning of your words is to confirm whether I have come back from abroad, right?" Pei Shanqing asked him, and after getting an affirmative answer, he said: "But in my father's memory, I have returned to China yesterday, and we also Met, so the answer to that question is yes."

Jiang Yubai tried his best to grasp the key points, but in vain, he cast a puzzled look at him. Pei Shanqing patted his head and said, "I called him an hour ago and said I have something to go home to pick up. , ask him to bring you breakfast."

"And I emphasized to him that if Jiang Yubai asks me if I have come back or if I have come back, just tell him not yet, and don't say what I am going to do."

Jiang Yubai frowned, obviously not understanding what he meant, Pei Shanqing continued: "After I finished saying that, I changed his definition of whether I came back to whether I came back after I left today."

"And the answer to this question is of course yes, so my dad didn't lie when he answered you, but when he answered, he would subconsciously enter the point I emphasized, and began to think about what I was going to take and why can not tell you."

Jiang Yubai recalled Pei Yi's slightly dignified expression at that time, and suddenly realized after connecting them together, "But I have already subconsciously had a potential confusion about whether you have come back, no matter what he answered, it will be automatically substituted into my own question .”

"Yes, this is actually a logical loophole, using the unequal information conditions of the two parties to successfully achieve the purpose of secretly changing the concept." Pei Shanqing laughed, "Actually, it was the same in the previous few times. "

Jiang Yubai was thoughtful, and after trying to figure out the logic, he asked: "But how can you be sure that I will ask this question? If I ask the question: Where did Pei Shanqing go, on the premise of not lying, uncle will definitely Answer: He went out, so this sneaky change of concept is not valid.”

"This is a question that has no answer in advance. Because of my emphasis, he will pause to think about whether to tell the truth, and answer you in wording. Once there is a time gap in the middle, no matter what his answer is, you will doubt whether it is for him. A lie told to hold you steady."

"Furthermore, I know you well enough to guess what you will ask with a more than half chance, so that I can make corresponding countermeasures in advance, conceal the appropriate conditions, and achieve my goal."

There was a trace of displeasure on Jiang Yubai's face, his lips were pursed into a line, and he stared straight at him. Pei Shanqing scratched his head in embarrassment, and bluntly pretended to teach him science.

"In fact, as long as there are two different individuals, under the interference of external and psychological factors, there will be information gaps. As long as they are used well, it is not difficult to tell the false as the true, and the true as the false."

Jiang Yubai was discouraged, curled up his fingers, mustered up the courage to reach out to hug him, buried his head in the crook of his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "You can't do this to me."

"Special treatment in special circumstances." Pei Shanqing laughed and said, "It won't happen in the future."

Jiang Yubai lay in his arms for a while, then remembered something, got up and pinched his face, and asked: "But it's not justified, the previous few times there was evidence that it didn't exist, and this time Verbal loopholes are different."

Pei Shanqing coughed twice in embarrassment, Jiang Yubai lowered his head again, and said decisively, "You're still lying to me."

"No." Pei Shanqing shook his head, pointed to the door and said, "Wait a minute, I'll show you a demonstration."

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I don’t know if this counts as a montage, it should count [scratching head]