To rely on others is to promise each other

Chapter 25

Pei Shanqing didn't avoid it. He knew that he shouldn't respond to Jiang Yubai's feelings. The best way to escape is to ignore it. He only needs to be evasive, and Jiang Yubai will retreat in a short time.

But after a long silence, he was deeply immersed in Jiang Yubai's eyes, and finally chose the most appropriate statement: "I want to protect him all the time, my brother loves my brother."

"You're lying, if that's the truth, how do you explain the unsent letters in the box?" Jiang Yubai didn't back down, and asked step by step: "That day on the top of the mountain, you clearly knew the last letter of the poem. One sentence... you clearly know that I love you, why do you tolerate me step by step approaching you?"

"I... I can't leave you alone. Those letters don't explain anything, it's just that my brother misses his younger brother who left the country too much." Pei Shanqing quibbled inexperiencedly, turned his head and stopped looking at him, "If I really have evil intentions, why hide the key in the charm, shouldn't I hide it all the time?"

Jiang Yubai's tears fell on his hands, splashing some water gently, splashing on the skin, penetrating into the body through the fluff, taking root and sprouting.

"Do you remember the last letter I wrote to you? There is a sentence in it: Ilongedforseeyouagain."

Pei Shanqing's eyes became evasive, but his firm heart was shaken at this moment. Jiang Yubai's lips moved, and he said softly: "I lied when I wrote the letter, it doesn't mean that the time to see you again has passed For a long time, but, I am longing to see you again."

The young man in the waiting hall of the airport stared at the passing pedestrians, sobbing, he created an empty shell of soul, and the fragments of longing accumulated in his heart were compacted by the years, becoming a mountain that cannot be ignored.

"If those don't prove my love for you, then I have nothing to say." When Jiang Yubai mentioned those letters that hadn't seen the light of day, he suddenly gained full confidence, and said almost questioningly: "I don't believe you treat me so well." I don't feel anything at all."

Pei Shanqing was silent for a moment and said, "Jiang Yubai, you really value the self-control of grown men, if I really had feelings for you, would I let you sleep on the same bed with me and tolerate your physical contact? "

Jiang Yubai remembered those ambiguous and deep dreams almost instantly, and at the same time sadly realized the fact that no matter how hard he searched for the truth, it would always be unreal in Pei Shanqing's eyes.

Even if he finds evidence to prove it, so what, if one of the two parties does not admit it, it is nothing more than a futile self-deception under the guise of reality.

"Pei Shanqing, let's try." So Jiang Yubai almost pleaded, "Just consider it to fulfill my wish, okay?"

Pei Shanqing felt that he was about to be torn apart. On the one hand, his reason bound by morality did not allow him to be so presumptuous, and on the other hand, his long-suppressed and invisible emotions were gushing out.

If Jiang Yubai is delusional, then Pei Shanqing is secretive, a dreamer who is unscrupulous, and a dreamer who is afraid that he will say something he shouldn't say.

The pain in his heart was no less than that of Jiang Yubai, but he was restrained by the rules and regulations, and his sincere heart was bruised and bruised under the heavy burden.

"Hey, when you become an adult, you don't need to rely on foster care to maintain your life, shall we talk about it again?"

Pei Shanqing still took a step back. In order to calm his emotions, he carefully embraced Jiang Yubai again in his arms, rubbed his lips against his hair, and gave a restrained and concealed kiss lightly.

Jiang Yubai choked up and couldn't speak. He thought he had the chance to win, but he lost completely. He was sentenced to be a Stockholm syndrome patient.

Jiang Yubai originally wanted to accuse Pei Shanqing of being ruthless, but he couldn't bear to part with his remaining tenderness. His strength was almost exhausted, so he could only hold Pei Shanqing's skirt tightly. Those words seemed to be the first words to penetrate the clouds after the rain. A ray of sunshine undoubtedly gave him great hope.

Someone knocked on the door of the infirmary, and Ji Xiao's voice sounded outside: "Pei Shanqing, what's the matter? Can you go?"

Pei Shanqing patted Jiang Yubai's back lightly, and said in a low voice, "Stop crying, okay? Let's go home first."

Jiang Yubai obediently let him wipe away the tears on his face. He leaned forward greedily to ask for a kiss, but Pei Shanqing tilted his head slightly so that he could only peck his cheek lightly.

"Then can you not hide from me?" Jiang Yubai asked with a heavy nasal voice, choked with sobs.

"...Okay, don't hide."

Ji Xiao at the door didn't get a response for a long time, thinking they didn't hear, so he opened the door and came in to visit. Jiang Yubai heard the slight sound of the door, and pretended to use his strength to stand up and hook Pei Shanqing's neck, pressing his face against his collarbone.

From Ji Xiao's point of view, Jiang Yubai's uninjured leg was still hanging on Pei Shanqing's waist, his hands were hanging weakly on his back, and he hurriedly covered his eyes and turned around as if he was powerless afterwards : "I didn't see anything, sorry to bother you, please continue."

Pei Shanqing sighed helplessly, and exerted a little force on the hand on Jiang Yubai's side, but he didn't intend to hug him at all, and made it clear that he wanted him to go by himself.

Jiang Yubai complained to him in a low voice: "Are you afraid that I will molest you? Why won't you hug me... My feet hurt so much."

Ji Xiao looked at the two of them through the gap between his fingers, and Pei Shanqing pinched Jiang Yubai secretly, and warned him in a low voice: "Jiang Yubai, since I have made it clear, I shouldn't touch you now, you have to understand Be content and be happy."

Jiang Yubai said oh, and he was familiar with the trick of slapping him and then giving him a sweet date. After a few days of peace, he continued to cling to Pei Shanqing like a normal person, and what he did was not at all like being crushed by a crush. The look of refusal.

For example, after Pei Shanqing came home, he saw Jiang Yubai lying carelessly on his bed, not only looking like he was completely lingering, but also wearing the skirt designed by Cheng Guo.

Pei Shanqing took a deep breath, pulled the thin blanket next to him to cover his thighs under the skirt, turned up the air conditioner a few degrees, and said, "If you don't get dressed properly, you can climb up to sleep by yourself."

Jiang Yubai smashed the pot, kicked the blanket away, and with his movements, the short skirt almost completely touched his waist, exposing everything to the other party's eyes.

"Jiang Yubai, these tricks of yours are useless to me." Pei Shanqing said, throwing his pajamas on him indiscriminately, "Change by yourself."

Jiang Yubai held his pajamas and looked at him for a while, then took off his shirt in the next second, and looked at him unwillingly to be outdone.Although Pei Shanqing reacted promptly, he still couldn't help seeing his body.During their previous skin-to-skin dates, in order to coax Jiang Yubai afterwards, the lights were dimmed without exception.

But this time, his eyes fell on every part of Jiang Yubai's curved lines. A person who looks so thin in clothes will also have such obvious muscles. If Pei Shanqing observes his eyebrows and eyes carefully, he will find that he once The childishness has long since faded, replaced by a fierceness that implies danger.

If you want to describe it specifically, it is a young man in the prime of his youth, between youthful and mature, using a harmless appearance to lure believers who come here admiringly, and revealing another side that is unknown after the other party falls into the lair, invisible It is heart-rending.

As Pei Shanqing said in his letter, Jiang Yubai was very good at touching people's hearts. He didn't believe that Pei Shanqing could really be indifferent. He tried to prove that Pei Shanqing was hesitating in every long night with his breath after breath.

Pei Shanqing's behavior indirectly announced Jiang Yubai's success. While regretting that he had set his bottom line too low, which resulted in his words being insignificant and leaving him room for imagination, he blushed and ran away in embarrassment. out of the bedroom.

But what he doesn't know is that no matter where he goes in the house, his every move can't avoid Jiang Yubai's sight, so when Jiang Yubai found out what he was doing in the bathroom, he understood the game From the very beginning, Pei Shanqing was sure to lose.

He couldn't go against his own heart, and was defeated by Jiang Yubai's blatant sexual hints, like an underground lover who couldn't see the light, using the sound of water to cover up his despondency.

Jiang Yubai looked at the lively and fragrant scene on the screen, and smiled deeply. He turned around and buried half of his face in Pei Shanqing's pillow, sniffing the familiar fragrance, admiring the scene he had been waiting for for a long time.

After Pei Shanqing vented, he obviously became more natural. Jiang Yubai just pretended that he didn't know anything. The delicate balance between the two lasted for a few days, until the uninvited guest Xiao Nan's visit broke the deadlock.

Xiao Nan was dressed in a gorgeous way today, and he could smell the perfume on his body from a long distance away. When he saw Jiang Yubai swaying out of the bedroom while leaning on the wall, he rushed to greet him.

"Pei Shanqing, how do you take care of your younger brother? You let him walk with his feet so swollen?" Xiao Nan pointed at Pei Shanqing who was on the sofa and began to condemn.

Jiang Yubai smiled, and said very understandingly: "It's okay, brother is very busy with work, I'm much better, it doesn't matter if you move slowly."

Xiao Nan looked at Pei Shanqing with eyes that hated iron and steel, and helped Jiang Yubai to sit on the sofa. Pei Shanqing satirized him coldly: "Did you knock out the perfume bottle before going out?"

"What do you know? Straight man." Xiao Nan rolled his eyes at him, and moved closer to Jiang Yubai, "It's really a pity for a little angel like you to live with him."

Jiang Yubai smiled and said nothing, Xiao Nan continued on his own, "I bought you fruit, wait a minute, I'll wash a peach for you."

Xiao Nan went to the kitchen to wash peaches by himself. Jiang Yubai leaned on the back of the sofa leisurely. Seeing that the cursor on Pei Shanqing's computer flickered for a long time without typing a word, he knew that he must have something to say.

Jiang Yubai waited for a long time, and when the sound of water in the kitchen was about to end, Pei Shanqing said awkwardly: "Stay away from him, he is neither light nor heavy, and his ankle has finally healed."

Jiang Yubai deliberately mentioned his previous evaluation of Xiao Nan: "Didn't you say that you had a good impression of him before? Why do you say that about others?"

"That's all from the time we first met, and now we're familiar with each other." Pei Shanqing coughed lightly in embarrassment, and quickly added in a low voice: "I think he looks like he wants to chase you."

"What did you say?" Jiang Yubai didn't hear clearly, and moved closer suspiciously. Xiao Nan happened to come over, seized the opportunity to squeeze back between the two of them, and handed the washed peaches to Jiang Yubai with a smile on his face. Mouth: "Baibai, try it, this variety is very sweet."

Jiang Yubai's eyes wandered between Xiao Nan and Pei Shanqing, his thin lips curved into a smile, and he really took a bite of Xiao Nan's hand, the crystal juice covered the corner of his lips, Jiang Yubai didn't care at all, Agreed: "It's really sweet."

Xiao Nan enjoyed it, and the distance between the two of them got a lot closer. At first, Pei Shanqing was able to type a few lines, but when he caught a glimpse of Xiao Nan almost sticking to Jiang Yubai's body from the corner of his eye, he couldn't bear it any longer. .

"What are you doing so close to him? You'll smell perfume on him soon."

"It's okay, I think it smells good." Jiang Yubai said with a smile, "If it weren't for the publicity of wearing perfume during school, I would also like to try it."

As soon as Xiao Nan was excited, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to choose the right fragrance for him, but Pei Shanqing ruthlessly interrupted, "Why are you a high school student joining in the fun, Xiao Nan, teach him how to do it."

"What's wrong with wearing perfume?" Xiao Nan retorted, "It's called self-pleasure, also known as self-packaging, which is convenient for subsequent marketing. Don't you think it's for nothing?"

Jiang Yubai couldn't help laughing, Pei Shanqing was made one head and two big by him, and he found a reason to run Xiao Nan away without allowing them to chat a few words.

Jiang Yubai hugged his arms, raised his eyebrows and said with a teasing smile: "Why are you driving him away? Are you afraid that I will change my target to be nice to him?"

"..." Pei Shanqing held back for a long time, even took a few steps back and forth in the living room, and finally set the rules for him before entering the bedroom: "I said it before, you can't fall in love early."

The bedroom door closed with a bang, Jiang Yubai was stunned for a moment, and then laughed deeply.

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