Tide beat empty city

Chapter 36

Just as Zhan Zhao fell on the bed, the white mouse savagely pounced on him, pinning him on his chest and making him unable to move.

He closed his eyes and smiled helplessly: "Yutang, your health is not yet fully recovered. You need to rest more."

"It's more than enough to deal with a cat. Worried that I'm not in good health, what are you doing in my room?" Bai Yutang pressed his knees against him, and kept pulling his hands apart.

Unreasonable rat, why did you give me another place to live?Zhan Zhao sighed with a smile: "It's still so competitive. It's rare for people to feel relieved."

"Don't change the subject." Bai Yutang opened his hair and held it. "No one can make me competitive except you. If you don't fight, I'm afraid you won't be reconciled."

Zhan Zhao didn't answer, but stared at him deeply with his eyes like stars like the sea.

Bai Yutang stopped suddenly, fiddled with his black hair, picked out a few white hairs from his temples, stared blankly.

Zhan Zhao held his hand and sighed softly, "I'm getting old. Master Wu is disgusted, right?"

Bai Yutang slapped him across the face, causing him to sideways.The white hair was pulled and fell out.

I don't know how many heartstrings are broken.Bai Yutang stroked the fingerprints on his face, his voice trembling: "You bastard, do you still say it? Besides, I still beat you."

Zhan Zhao's chest rose and fell, he stared at him for a long time, then reached out and hugged him tightly.He whispered in his ear: "Yutang, it doesn't hurt. You don't need to hurt either."

Tears burst like a bank, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get them back.God, why did I get him and watch him walk away with my own eyes.I hate, hate.

Zhan Zhao loosened his clenched fingers one by one, rubbed his vest up and down, and remained silent.

The hand rests on the shoulder, the long scar.Bai Yutang smiled lowly, and took another bite.

If it hurts, it hurts, who cares.Don't you think so.

Zhan Zhao still smiled, and hugged him lovingly.Is it really not painful this time, or is the pain overflowing beyond the boundary, and I can finally forget it with a wave of my hand.

The fact is that Bai Yutang couldn't stop biting blood.He refused to let go easily, and gnawed on his collarbone in another place, causing a toothache.Angrily said: "Can't you grow some flesh? Holding it in your hand is like a bundle of firewood, and you don't feel it at all."

The lapel was wet with tears, and the mouse was embarrassed.Zhan Zhao wanted to speak, but remembered that he had just slapped him, and swallowed it back.After struggling, he said, "Yutang, Zhan is out of breath. I'm afraid I'll be crushed to death by you."

Bai Yutang immediately raised his head, but couldn't see the red circles under his eyes.Rolling his eyes, he asked, "Mao'er, are you inviting me? Let's make an agreement first, no tricks are allowed."

Zhan Zhao shook his head and said, "How dare you leave future troubles behind." Seeing that his eyebrows were gradually raised, he added a few more words: "I let you off the night before, but it's not because of indulgence. Whether this is true or not, if you can say it, you might as well Go ask sister-in-law."

What a smart person Bai Yutang is, he knows it when he hears it.Immediately fell silent, but did not turn over and leave, buried her head in kissing his chest.

Opening the clothes, Zhan Zhao gently closed his eyes.If you like.

Bai Yutang hugged his waist with one hand, and brought the pillow over with the other, stuffing it under him.Honey-colored skin, beautiful figure, dense kisses.He thought about how it could be a permanent mark, and tried hard.

Probing in with his fingertips, Zhan Zhao's body tensed up, and his brows were suddenly frowned.Pain is a must, can not escape, and do not want to escape.

This life is destined to be like this.

Bai Yutang's voice was soft and repeated: Cat, relax.It will be fine in a while.

Not all at once.The night is so long, the peak of passion and pain, the joy is sharp, and the sadness is unspeakable.

Finally sleeping together with their heads together, Bai Yutang wiped away a tear from the corner of his eye, feeling distressed: "Cat, I'm so rash."

Zhan Zhao just felt strange, he didn't remember ever crying.He smiled and said, "Don't you know why you weep for joy?"

Bai Yutang raised an elbow, half-sitting and grabbed his face, unable to hold it for a long time.A good mood is still a good one, and sighed with a chuckle: "Are you still that shy cat of my grandfather? I can't easily say such words."

Zhan Zhao said seriously: "Zhan's words are all from the heart, and there is nothing you can't say to others." Turning to look at him, his eyes are as quiet as a deep pool.

Bai Yutang lifted him up and sat in his arms.Sighing for a long time: "Thinking about it breaks my heart. If I can't make you happy, what am I going to do?"

Still don't believe it, Zhan Zhao smiled.Life is like a dream, for joy.I am also human.

What's more, Zhan Zhao is already the luckiest person in the world with you.No matter when you turn around and travel far away, you will not feel unwilling.

Without opening his mouth, he reached out to touch his arm and squeezed it hard.

Bai Yutang lowered his head, held his slender fingers, and wrapped them with the tip of his tongue.

Can it be like this, it is difficult to release your bitterness, for a lifetime.

Life after life.

Zhan Xin and Yu Yuan Lu Zhen were under the tree, playing and talking very lively.Suddenly he looked up and saw his father, shouted "Daddy", and ran over to grab the mud on his sleeves.

Zhan Zhao touched her face and asked, "Did you forget to wash your face when you got up early? Like a little cat."

Zhan Xin wrinkled her nose and smiled: "I'm just a kitten. What are you doing, Daddy? I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Long time?" Zhan Zhao hugged her thoughtfully.It seems like two days.He turned to look at the two boys under the tree and asked, "Do you like to play with your brothers?"

Zhan Xin nodded, flipped the jade lock in his hand and said, "But I miss you very much. Can you play together too?"

Zhan Zhao shook his head and smiled: "I'm an adult, so I can't play with you all the time. Are you happy living here?"

"Happy," Zhan Xin said loudly, raised her face and smiled brightly: "I like Aunt Lu, Uncle Uncle, Uncle Jiang, Aunt Jumang, and, um, Uncle."

Zhan Zhao silently nodded, maybe this is already good.He reached out and put her on the ground, patted her head with a smile and said, "Go and play, listen to brother."

Zhanxin ran happily.Zhan Zhao followed her with eyes, and was in a trance when he was hugged by the shoulders and gently dragged into the familiar arms behind him.

He closed his eyes slightly, sighed, "Yutang, the children will see."

"You see when you see it." Bai Yutang hugged his arms tightly, and purposely turned up the volume: "Educated since childhood, he has become a talent with great vision and insight. Simply bring Yun Rui along, and we have to see enough."

Zhan Zhao was startled, nodded for a while and said, "Then take it."

Sensing something strange, Bai Yutang said vigilantly, "Cat, do you have something to say?"

Zhan Zhao patted the back of his hands and left him, thought for a while and said, "Actually, there's no need. You must know what I'm going to say."

Bai Yutang raised his eyebrows, and was still smiling, but his smile was unreasonably bleak: "But if you don't say it, will you feel at ease?"

He didn't mention the word "go", but he still didn't mind hearing it.Thinking helplessly, Zhan Zhao slowly said: "After I leave, Xinxin may cry for a long time. It may take a long time for someone to accompany her."

"The cat wants to say, how long will it last?" Bai Yutang smiled.

"If it's you," Zhan Zhao smiled and said after a while, "when she is willing to leave you."

Bai Yutang raised his head and laughed loudly: "Mao'er, Mao'er, why are you still hesitating. I have never refused to promise anything you asked me to do. Isn't it?"

Zhan Zhaoding watched him approach, with a bracelet around his waist, he said calmly, "Of course it's me. She and I live together and die together. Isn't that the case? You know in your heart that no matter what, I will make you happy." She lives, so she has to live. If you are tied together, you can rest assured, isn't it?"

Before he could answer, Bai Yutang continued, "There's Yu Yuan, too, isn't it? You've already made up your mind, and you're the last to see me, aren't you?"

Zhan Zhao choked, took a long time to recover, and said in a low voice, "Yutang, I'm selfish. You don't have to agree."

Bai Yutang hugged him into his arms, heartbroken: "You still say that at this moment. What do you want me to do, really cut off the cat's legs and lock you up? I want to, but I can't stand you hate me."

Zhan Zhao shook his head, not knowing what he wanted to deny, so he remained silent.His shoulders were slowly soaking wet, and he closed his eyes sadly.Why is that again, he is still doing cruel things to him.

After a long time, Bai Yutang stopped twitching and sighed.He didn't intend to say it, but he still couldn't hold it back.The answer that can never be obtained, the anger that can never stop, I want to grab and ask: You use one sentence, two children, to lock me firmly on this island and in this world.But who will satisfy me and tell me where to find you?

To whom?All I want is you.

Questions and complaints were in vain.

The author has something to say:

"The Tide Beats the Empty City" was written more than 5 years ago, and most of it has been posted. I want to finish the rest of the ending.Now to continue posting, I am going back on my word.If you don't climb the wall, you are alienated.If you think you forget it, you forget it, and you don't want to redeem it.

Looking back inexplicably, the cat has vaguely become the eternal lover sung in the song, who has no regrets and never dies like youth.Hong Kong is really, a bit sour.I love you, but you don't care about me.So let it out. . .

For the Nth time, I said that the ending of this article is rather depressing.That's how it is, and I won't change it.Instead of changing it to four different images, it is better to be stubborn to the end.

Chapter 36 is endless, let the two of you stay longer.