There is a south wind in the dust

Chapter 20

Not long after, Chen Shi found Cheng Jianan and said that he wanted to pay homage to Grandpa Cheng. Cheng Jianan led him there. On the way, Cheng Jianan felt a little embarrassed not to speak, and asked: "What happened to those people in the orphanage back then? That's it."

Cheng Jianan was underage when he was adopted, and he never heard any news about those people.

Shi: "Everyone has their own destiny. Some work hard to make money, and they also have their own happiness. Some are lazy, and they can do anything."

Chen Shi remembered that once in the clubhouse of Zeng's family, he saw a girl from the orphanage in the past. The two of them pretended not to know each other tacitly. , my parents are sick, and my brother needs to study at home, can you give me a little more tip?"

An orphan, where did his parents and younger brother know all these routines, and he just played on the occasion, but he didn't understand that there were many uncles and aunts in the orphanage who liked her and always loved to give her too much sugar. He greeted the prostitutes with all intents and purposes.

After watching too much, what do you not understand? Everyone is for life, but some people are tired of other ways of life.

Chen Shi asked Cheng Jianan: "Do you want to continue studying?"

Cheng Jianan nodded: "I still want to take the postgraduate entrance examination."

Chen Shi: "Reading is good, read more books."

Cheng Jianan asked: "What about you in the future? How do you plan to continue working in the Zeng family?"

Chen Shi: "Otherwise, I have climbed to this position, and I can't get away even if I want to get out. I didn't want to take this road before. I accidentally walked on it. Once I got on it, I couldn't retreat. Who wouldn't want to The life of a human being."

The two went to Grandpa Cheng's grave. When they were about to leave, Chen Shi handed Cheng Jianan an item decorated on his cuff: "Nannan, you take this with you. There is one more thing I want to ask for your help." , I know I was sorry for you before."

Cheng Jianan looked at this thing and frowned. The cemetery was very quiet at this time. After a long time, Cheng Jianan asked, "What is this?"

Back home, Fu Chen hadn't come back yet, Cheng Jianan made dinner and waited for Fu Chen to come back, thinking about what Chen Shi said today.

Fu Chen was eating, and when he heard Cheng Jianan's words, he also began to doubt: "You said that Chen Shi gave you property as a gift?"

Cheng Jianan nodded: "I have read all the documents and notarization, and there is no problem. I don't want him to say that I accept it to help him. What do you think he is up to?"

Fu Chen also felt strange: "It stands to reason that Chen Shi is from the Zeng family, so how could he remind you to be careful of Zeng Hongye recently?"

Cheng Jianan nodded: "He said that no one knows the future road. We all boarded in the same place before, so we can be regarded as friends anyway, although he used to... I can't tell."

Fu Chen said, "What else?"

"By the way, he also gave me a knife." Cheng Jianan took out a delicate golden hard object from his cuff, the size of a pinky finger. If he couldn't see it, he thought it was just an ornament clipped on his sleeve, and took it out. Click on the bottom and it will become a sharp knife that doubles in length. "He gave me self-defense."

Fu Chen looked at the knife in Cheng Jianan's hand, and didn't know what Chen Shi meant for a moment, so he could only say, "I've sent someone to check it recently. I'm afraid it's not a bug or something. Be careful."

One dinner became serious because of this matter, Fu Chen didn't like the atmosphere at home, so after washing the dishes, he went to hug Cheng Jianan on the sofa: "Nan Nan, I'm jealous, you've always been with Chen Shi together."

Cheng Jianan let him act like a baby: "Why is it always just these two times?"

Fu Chen: "I don't feel at ease when you're not by my side."

Cheng Jianan: "Then put me in your pocket."

Upon hearing this, Fu Chen said, "Then you will accompany me to the company tomorrow!"

Cheng Jianan thought for a while: "No, I'm going to City B tomorrow."

Although Fu Chen knew that Cheng Jianan had to go back to City B to accompany his grandfather every month, he was still a little unhappy.

The next day, Fu Chen saw that the company was fine, so he simply went back to City B, wanting to surprise his grandfather and Cheng Jianan, but he didn't expect Cheng Jianan to be there when he returned home.

"Grandpa, where's Nan Nan?"

Grandpa Fu looked at this grandson and became angry: "Nannan, Nannan, why don't you call grandpa, grandpa as soon as you enter the door."

Fu Chen imagined the picture and found it funny: "Isn't that a gourd baby?"

Grandpa Fu wanted to take Fu Chen out with a cane: "Just go out, go find it yourself."

Just as Fu Chen ran out to make a phone call, he saw Cheng Jianan coming out of a shop with some fruits in his hands. Fu Chen didn't know where Cheng Jianan was going with the fruits, so he followed him secretly.

Until Cheng Jianan entered a nursing home. This nursing home has high fees and beautiful scenery. It is a place where only rich people in city B can come in. The nurses in it take care of those mental patients meticulously. There are also people living in this nursing home. His mother Chen Dilan.

He quietly followed in, the nurse checked his information, knew his relationship with Chen Dilan, let him in, he saw Cheng Jianan peeled a melon, cut it up and fed it to Chen Dilan: "Recently this fruit is on the market Yes, I guess you might like it, I bought it for you to taste."

It has been several years since Fu Chen saw Chen Dilan last time. Chen Dilan looked much better than before. She put her hair up in a hairpin, revealing her delicate face. She sat on a chair dignifiedly, sipping eating fruit.

Although she is getting older, she still can't hide her ladylike temperament. I only heard Chen Dilan say: "It's really hard work. You go back and forth every month. It's very sweet. I like it very much."

every month?The two of them were talking, even though they were not enthusiastic, they were very close.Fu Chen quietly asked the nurse: "Does this boy come every month?"

The nurse stretched out her head to look at Cheng Jianan, she seemed to like him very much: "Yes, it is said that he is a friend of Ms. Chen's son. He comes every month. Ms. Chen is sometimes sober and sometimes sick. He can accept it, and chat when she is sober. , Ms. Chen strangled his neck and scolded him when he fell ill, and even scratched him, he didn't mind, he still came every month, it was fine."

Once Cheng Jianan came back with bruises on his hands, and he only said that he fell and injured himself, so he never thought about it.

At this time, Fu Chen's chest was hit by an unprecedented warmth. He didn't know how he felt now. He wanted to cry and felt happy. Chen Dilan's suicide was also a hurdle in his heart. If he committed suicide, he would regret it, and when he thought of Chen Dilan killing Fu Jinghai for a man, he felt that Chen Dilan was not that pitiful, but Chen Dilan gave birth to him and raised him, this kind of tie cannot be broken.

Now his boyfriend, treat his mother well for him.

All these complicated emotions came to him. He had mixed feelings and was at a loss. He always felt that he and Cheng Jianan had a good relationship, but now he suddenly thought, how could he have such a good person as Cheng Jianan.

He also heard Cheng Jianan say: "Didn't Fu Chen start a new company in City A? He is very capable and the company is doing very well. A few months ago, people from other companies wanted to get involved, but he solved them all." gone."

Chen Dilan nodded, feeling a little relieved: "It's good that he's fine, but please take care of Fu Chen, how about you, Nannan?"

Cheng Jianan replied: "Very well, I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. Auntie, the weather is fine today, let's go for a walk."

Chen Dilan was sober today, and asked Cheng Jianan if she wanted to listen to the music. She knew how to play the violin and wanted to show it to Cheng Jianan in the yard.

After Fu Chen went back, he asked his grandfather: "Does Nan Nan have to go out for a day every time he comes back?"

"Yeah. Say go for a walk."

When Cheng Jianan came back in the evening, he heard that Fu Chen had also come. Of course the family was happy together.

After the two of them returned to the bedroom after dinner, Fu Chen said, "Nan Nan, I know all about your going to the nursing home today."

Cheng Jianan was a little surprised, afraid that he would contact Chen Dilan on his own initiative, and Fu Chen would be angry if he revealed Fu Chen's matter to Chen Dilan. Fu Chen wanted to explain something, but Fu Chen just hugged himself: "Thank you for helping me. How long have you been taking care of your mother?"

Cheng Jianan said frankly, "I came to visit during the Chinese New Year in my freshman year, and then I came every month after that."

Fu Chen calculated: "It's been two years, why didn't you tell me, how is Mom doing well in these two years?"

Cheng Jianan: "I'm afraid you'll be angry. I went to see her behind your back. Auntie is very good. I was awake most of the time when I first went there. Now I'm awake for a lot of time. She's recovering slowly. She told me many things in the past, she doesn't blame you, Fu Chen."

Hearing Cheng Jianan's last two words all the time, the string in Fu Chen's heart finally broke. It seemed that years of self-blaming and avoiding things had accumulated into a reservoir, and finally the dam released the flood. The regret in his heart had an outlet, and Fu Chen shook his head. Buried on Cheng Jianan's shoulder, crying.

Cheng Jianan patted Fu Chen on the back distressedly. Fu Chen has always been his safe haven, taking care of him in every aspect, encouraging him, and pushing him forward. Finally, now he can make Fu Chen consider it.

After Fu Chen had cried enough, Cheng Jianan said: "Tomorrow, let's go see mom together."

The next day, Cheng Jianan and Fu Chen went to the nursing home together. Chen Dilan turned around while talking: "Didn't you just come yesterday? Not today..."

Before she finished speaking, she saw Fu Chen behind her. Chen Dilan never thought that Fu Chen would come to see him, tears came out immediately, until Fu Chen looked at him and called softly: "Mom."

Chen Dilan couldn't control herself, she cried and laughed.

Cheng Jianan and Fu Chen accompanied Chen Dilan for a long time, Chen Dilan mentioned the past: "At that time Nan Nan was very proud every time I mentioned you, her eyes were shining, I looked at Nan Nan's eyes at that time and I I knew that Nan Nan liked you, so I asked Nan Nan if she missed a male character when introducing herself, it should be a boyfriend, not a friend."

Fu Chen turned his head to look at Cheng Jianan in the distance and smiled, Cheng Jianan came back not long after, sitting next to them and listening to Chen Dilan say: "Do you want to know Nan Nan well?"

Fu Chen nodded with a smile on his face, but Cheng Jianan was a little embarrassed.

Before leaving, Chen Dilan said: "I'm sorry for your father and you. Now that your father is doing well, I am relieved. I know that the past has hurt you. I have always wanted to say sorry but I know I can't. Use this to offset my fault. Don't mind the adult's business, go your own way, and be with Nan Nan."

Later, Chen Dilan's illness gradually recovered, and she still lived in the nursing home: "It's clean here, and I've gotten used to it in the past few years. Go out when you want to. You don't have to come every month in the future, so busy yourself thing."