There is a south wind in the dust

Chapter 13

Cheng Jianan and Fu Chen were silent in the living room. After a while, Fu Chen said, "You're hungry. I haven't had time to eat breakfast yet. I'll cook first."

Cheng Jianan nodded in a daze, and held Fu Chen back: "Order takeaway, cooking every day, it's hard work."

In the past few days, Fu Chen made nutritious meals for Cheng Jianan according to the recipe every day, hoping to keep his body healthy.

Fu Chen disagreed: "You are not finished yet, the takeaway is not nutritious, so you can't eat it."

Not long after, Fu Chen brought out the prepared meal. Under his care, Cheng Jianan's health became better and better, and his complexion was much rosier than before.

After eating, Fu Chen lowered his head and kissed Cheng Jianan's eyes lightly before taking the bowl to wash. His long eyelashes brushed the corners of his mouth itchy. He stuck out his tongue and licked the corners of his mouth. Cheng Jianan seemed to remember What, my face turned red.

Fu Chen smiled when he saw this, and said before leaving: "Little pervert."

After cleaning the kitchen, Fu Chen sat on the sofa and hugged Cheng Jianan from behind. The two of them snuggled together like this, and the time was beautiful and comfortable.

Cheng Jianan was still thinking about Ding Yiran's words just now, in the future?What will happen in the future?

In fact, he didn’t know. He used to think about the future, thinking that he would provide for his grandfather, whether his biological parents would come to find him, and what he would be like in the future. Later, he found that life is not good now, how can he live in the future? , so slowly learned to live in the moment.

But he is more concerned about what Ding Yiran said just now, which is related to Fu Chen's family.

He has always known that Fu Chen's family is a taboo that he doesn't want to mention. His avoidance of going home and his perfunctory handling of the phone at home can explain all the problems. It's not easy for him to ask, so now that the two of them are together, they have to face any problems together. In this way, they can ask, right?

Cheng Jianan's voice broke the silence in the room, and hesitantly asked, "You...have never told me... about your family."

Cheng Jianan tried to use a relaxed tone to make Fu Chen less disgusted. When Fu Chen heard this, he was stunned for a moment, remembered many things, hugged Cheng Jianan tightly, and told about those things that were not good for him.

Until the age of eight, Fu Chen lived happily. His father was Fu Jinghai, the only son of the master of the Fu family. , Chen Dilan, the eldest daughter of the Chen family, is pretty and pleasant, well-educated and reasonable. Both families are well-known figures in City B. As their son, of course he lives a life that attracts the attention of everyone. His life is worry-free. He could even be said to be innocent, but later, he saw his always gentle mother want to kill his father.

Chen Dilan and Fu Jinghai are a family marriage. They got married without any relationship. The Fu family is very satisfied with this daughter-in-law. She is good-looking, dignified, gentle, and peaceful. The elders can let go of their daughter-in-law's requirements. On Chen Dilan,

Fu Jinghai himself didn't care, but when he got married, he saw this woman standing in front of him in a white wedding dress with a shy face, even if he had no emotional foundation, it made him shoulder the responsibility of a husband at that moment.

But the more those who have been restrained since childhood, the stronger the desire to let go in their hearts. People like Chen Dilan who have been fixed in the frame all the time, the more eager to escape the frame.

When Fu Chen was eight years old, Chen Dilan fell in love with another man. He took Chen Dilan to dive, go bungee jumping, watch the aurora, and see a world that Chen Dilan had never touched.

After Chen Dilan came back, she asked her father, "Can I get a divorce?"

The answer is of course no. The two families were originally married, and the interests involved are obvious. Fu Jinghai is also a good businessman. He can not only lead the Fu family to prosperity, but also help the Chen family to overcome all economic difficulties. Of course, the Chen family is unwilling to let Fu Jinghai go.

Chen Dilan is just one of the many journeys of that man. He still has to go to every corner of the world to explore and pursue differences. Of course, it is impossible to stop here. Soon, he left with another woman.

Dazed by love, Chen Dilan was a little nervous because of a man's betrayal, and then she thought that she had been living so "involuntarily" for so many years. She felt that it was the Chen family and Fu Jinghai who hindered her, so she set fire to it. He lost his home and wanted to burn Fu Jinghai to death, but even Fu Chen never thought that his mother could be so crazy.

Fu Chen was Chen Dilan's only confidant, she tied Fu Jinghai into a coma in the bedroom, and planned to set fire to her and escape with Fu Chen in her arms.

Fu Chen, who was hiding in the corner, watched his mother dragging Fu Jinghai's body and tied Fu Jinghai's body with a rope with hateful eyes, Fu Chen was frightened dumbfounded.

At the last critical moment, Chen Dilan walked out of the bedroom to find something to set fire to. Fu Chen found scissors and cut off the rope on Fu Jinghai's body. The eight-year-old took a basin of water from the bathroom to the bedside and poured it on Fu Jinghai.

After the fire started, Chen Dilan looked for Fu Chen everywhere and was about to run out. Because she was nervous, she didn't look at Fu Jinghai. Fu Chen was in his mother's arms, watching her mother's soft face become so strange at this moment, crying desperately yell.

Chen Dilan's crazy appearance when he set the fire was lingering in his heart, and it was the fear that he had countless times in his later dreams.

Chen Dilan was unconscious and did not take much drug. Fu Jinghai woke up with a burning sensation. Fortunately, the fire was not too big, so she quickly jumped out from the second floor. After a few months, he suffered small burns on his body.

The news of this matter was blocked from the outside world. The outside world only thought that the two had a personality mismatch and divorced, but the whole family knew the reason for the fire at home. The Fu family and the Chen family broke up completely, and the Chen family put Chen Dilan in a mental hospital.

Because of this incident, Fu Chen was deeply shadowed, and he was in a state of autism for a long time. Fu Jinghai didn't know what happened when he was in a coma. He only thought that the divorce of his parents caused the child's personality change, so he hired a psychiatrist for him. .Because of this incident, Fu Chen did not visit his mother in a mental hospital for five years

More than a year later, when Fu Chen was ten years old, his father married Yang Li, who was Fu Jinghai's assistant. The trauma of a marriage was comforted by Yang Li. The two developed feelings and soon gave birth to Fu Yang.

On the contrary, it was Fu Chen, who did not please both sides. He was in the Fu family. Because of Chen Dilan, everyone thought he was the son of a mental patient. His mother hurt Fu Jinghai and put all her dislike towards Chen Dilan on on him.

In the Chen family, after that incident, Fu Chen never visited his mother again. Fu Chen was the only thing Chen Dilan thought about, but Fu Chen never wanted to visit her. He even saw Fu Jinghai, When Yang Li and Fu Yang were together, they both hated Chen Dilan a little. Others' happy family of three used to belong to his family of three.

The members of the Chen family begged Fu Chen again and again at the beginning, but after seeing Fu Chen's resolute refusal, they gradually stopped coming, feeling a little resentful of Fu Chen's indifference in their hearts.

Finally, he accidentally heard that the man Chen Dilan fell in love with died in an expedition, so he set foot on the road to the mental hospital for the first time.

The Chen family saw that he was finally willing to visit his mother. Before they could be happy, news of Chen Dilan's suicide spread. The doctor found out in time and rescued her. Completely insane.

Chen Dilan's sister, Fu Chen's aunt, Chen Dizi, asked Fu Chen hysterically: "Sister is fine for six years! Why did you commit suicide when you came here? Why?"

Fu Chen didn't say anything, he glanced coldly at the grandparents who had aged overnight, turned around and left.He knew that grandpa and grandma had always blamed him in their hearts, and if they wanted to complain, it was better to be thorough.

Looking at the clear blue sky, and occasionally a few birds passing by, Fu Chen thought of what he said to his mother just before the hospital bed as revenge: "That man died, and that woman, before he died, he gave away everything he had. All the first-aid items were given to this woman, but in the end they couldn’t beat nature, and the two of them died hugging each other, Mom, how great is this kind of relationship that puts life and death aside for each other.”

Finally, he leaned down and whispered in Chen Dilan's ear, "Also, Mom, I hate you."

I don't know whether the last straw that crushed Chen Dilan was the man's death or the son's hatred. Soon, the news of Chen Dilan's suicide reached the Fu family. If they were afraid, they would not let Fu Yang by Fu Chen's side alone, they always thought that Fu Chen would do something to Fu Yang.

Only Fu Chen's grandfather cared about him and educated him. He felt that this child was not loved by his father or his mother. It was really pitiful.

Fu Jinghai's feelings for Fu Chen are very complicated. On the one hand, Fu Chen is the child of Fu Jinghai and Chen Dilan. When he sees Fu Chen, he will think of Chen Dilan. The child's character, the child itself is not wrong.Many times I want to speak but don't know what to say, and the invisible barrier is thus created.

Gradually, Fu Chen's personality became more and more indifferent and withdrawn, because he thought, since you all think I am such a person, then I am such a person, cold-blooded, sinister, and selfish.

Until he came to City A, Lin Xuan didn't ask him anything, gave him the care and freedom he deserved, taught him to play the piano and draw like a real brother, took him out to play, eat, and do some quiet things.

"Fortunately, I also met you." Fu Chen played with Cheng Jianan's finger, and brought it to his mouth to kiss again.

Cheng Jianan turned around and hugged Fu Chen face to face, and buried Fu Chen's face on his shoulder.

He felt sorry for Fu Chen, and didn't know what to say to make up for the warmth that Fu Chen had lost in the past nine years. He could only hug him to give him some comfort. Ever since he knew Fu Chen, it was Fu Chen who cared for him and helped him all the time. , take care of myself, I never thought that Fu Chen also has a bad past and memories, how does such a person bury his pain and then go to give me warmth.

Cheng Jianan still wanted to ask Fu Chen if he regretted going to his mother, but he knew without asking, no matter how much harm it caused, the blood bond cannot be broken.

Fu Chen looked at Cheng Jianan's sad expression, kissed Cheng Jianan's face, and said indifferently: "Now that I have you, I will definitely pave our way in the future, a road for the two of us. Well, let's throw it away, anyway, I will be happy with you in the future."

Cheng Jianan nodded vigorously, trying to hold back his distress and tears.