There is a south wind in the dust

Chapter 11

Cheng Jianan slept for a whole day, and school started the next day. When he just wanted to get up to wash up in the morning, Cheng Jianan saw Fu Chen walk in and said, "You haven't rested yet, go to school after you're done. I'm going to school today." I'll give you a good leave of absence."

Cheng Jianan slept for a whole day, and school started the next day. When he just wanted to get up to wash up in the morning, Cheng Jianan saw Fu Chen walk in and said, "You haven't rested yet, go to school after you're done. I'm going to school today." I'll give you a good leave of absence."

Cheng Jianan didn't respond, just said thank you, and lay down to sleep again. Fu Chen was walking on the way to school and saw the new sprouts on the side of the road. Thinking of the present last year, when he walked to school on the first day of class, he just met him. Nan Nan didn't expect these things to happen later. Times have changed, and his mentality has changed. Fu Chen feels that the breath of spring is sweet.

Fu Chen still didn't go to evening self-study, and went back after class in the afternoon. On the first day of school, there were a lot of things to do, and it was not easy to ask for leave. He kept thinking about Cheng Jianan's illness, so he took a taxi back after leaving the school.

After returning home, Cheng Jianan got up, and sat lazily on the sofa in a daze. There are cooked porridge and side dishes on it, waiting for Fu Chen to come back for dinner.

Unprecedented warmth and satisfaction spread in Fu Chen's heart, Fu Chen hurriedly put down his things: "Nan Nan, why did you get up, you agreed to wait for me to come back to cook, you are not in good health, you can't mess around move."

Cheng Jianan didn't care, he smiled and said, "Anyway, I don't have much to do at home, let's eat quickly, I can only eat liquid food, you can just make up for it, I made other side dishes."

Fu Chen became sad again when he heard the word liquid food, and his joyful expression just drooped down: "I'm sorry."

Cheng Jianan: "It's okay, don't feel guilty all the time, it will get better, hurry up and eat!"

Chen hurriedly served the bowl, and after eating, he dragged Cheng Jianan to lie on the sofa, washed the dishes by himself, and gave Cheng Jianan medicine. Except that he wanted to rub the medicine for Cheng Jianan and was rejected, everything else was fine.

Throughout the night, Cheng Jianan's attitude was completely different from last night, as if they had returned to the time when the two of them got along again. When Fu Chen and Cheng Jianan talked, Cheng Jianan responded normally, and even reminded Fu Chen at night. Go to bed early, compared to yesterday's rejection, Fu Chen was flattered.

The next day Fu Chen still refused to let Cheng Jianan go to class, Cheng Jianan thought about it and it was really uncomfortable to sit, so he stayed at home by himself.Before Fu Chen left, he kissed the corner of Cheng Jianan's mouth, pinched his face, and said with a happy face, "Wait for me to come back!"

Fu Chen was alone at school, and all he could think about was Cheng Jianan. At one moment he thought that he would be lonely at home alone, at another moment he was afraid that he was not feeling well, and at the same time he was worried that he would be hungry. I asked for leave and went back.

Thinking that Cheng Jianan was still sleeping, Fu Chen walked lightly when he returned home, and even closed the door quietly without making a sound.He saw Cheng Jianan getting up, tidying up the room with his back turned to him, and just about to talk, he heard a middle-aged man's voice on the phone: "Oh, the house has been rented out, I told you last time, I The house is in a good location, and many people want to rent it. I can’t help you if you ask me about the house now. But a relative in my family also wants to rent out the house, and it’s also in our community. I can ask for it for you, but the price is certain Taller than mine."

Cheng Jianan was probably tidying up his things, so he didn't have both hands free. The phone was amplified, and the voice was clear.

Cheng Jianan: "It doesn't matter if the price is a little bit expensive, as soon as possible, thank you uncle."

"As soon as possible, when will you be?"

Cheng Jianan: "At any time, it's best just for a few days, it's really troublesome for you."

"Oh, no trouble, it's not easy for you as a child!"

The two hung up the phone politely, and Fu Chen couldn't believe it.

Nan Nan wants to move out?It doesn't matter even if it's a little expensive, as long as it's as soon as possible?

Fu Chen didn't expect this to happen. Yesterday, Cheng Jianan behaved very normally. He thought Cheng Jianan was slowly forgiving him, but he didn't know that the other party was contacting the house and planning to leave. Looking at the clothes in the closet, he understood Yes, the clothes I bought for him are all neatly folded on one side, and the things he brought are also neatly placed on the other side. I'm not tidying up the room today, the purpose is to pack the luggage.

It turned out that he didn't forgive himself the day before yesterday, and he pretended to be normal yesterday. Fu Chen thought of a sentence: the real departure is always silent.

Nan Nan wanted to leave him, and this thought made him feel a dull pain in his heart, as if something with a thousand weights hit his heart hard, it hurt and he couldn't breathe, he pressed his hand on his chest, but it still couldn't relieve the dull pain .

So yesterday's sweetness and today's kiss are just my own thoughts, only I am immersed in it, Nan Nan is just acting with me.

Cheng Jianan turned around and saw Fu Chen standing behind him, covering his chest with his hands, thinking that Fu Chen was not feeling well, so he hurried forward: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Fu Chen looked straight at Cheng Jianan and asked, "You want to move out?"

Cheng Jianan didn't know when Fu Chen came back, he guessed that he had just heard the phone call, and it didn't matter, he said calmly: "Well, yes, it's not good to keep chasing your place, I never gave you rent , I’m sorry, thank you for taking care of me before, and you should take good care of yourself in the future.”

Cheng Jianan thought it over, even if he couldn't find a house recently, he first went to the part-time place to apply for the manager to arrange a room for him. Everyone usually takes good care of him. The restaurant has a staff dormitory, and there are still vacancies. He should be able to live a few days.

Seeing Cheng Jianan saying this with a quiet smile, Fu Chen was panicked and frightened. Cheng Jianan didn't yell, and he didn't stick a thorn at any time. , indicating that he has already made all plans.

Fu Chen couldn't believe it: "I said I love you, don't you believe me?"

Cheng Jianan looked at Fu Chen in such a state of despair, it was a little funny, and he didn't bother to pretend to be polite: "I didn't like me before, but I suddenly figured it out these days? I said I liked me the night before yesterday, but today it has become love? Your relationship has evolved. It's pretty fast? In the end, it's because of my pity, don't attribute this kind of thinking to liking."

I really don't believe it.Fu Chen didn't know how to explain it, he didn't like to talk in the first place, especially in this situation, he could only say weakly: "No."

Cheng Jianan: "It's okay, you don't have to feel guilty, this kind of thing is what you want, and the past is over. Just treat it as if you spent money on a whore, a duck, or experience Bao·Nurture·Love·interest , I'm still playing the cultivation system, how amazing!"

Fu Chen didn't want Cheng Jianan to say this: "I don't have such thoughts, don't say that, it's not because of guilt, I not only want to protect you, take care of you, I also want to be with you, like Lin Xuan and Ding Yiran Together, I just didn’t know what liking was a few days ago, but now I know.”

Cheng Jianan didn't know how to answer, but just wanted to reply sarcastically: "Then you react quite quickly."

Fu Chen felt much better when he saw Cheng Canaan with such sharp teeth. It was much better than the polite farewell just now. It showed that Cheng Canaan cared. He just pretended not to care. It's much better than holding it in your heart and hurting two people.

Fu Chen hugged Cheng Jianan, knowing that he could not let him go, hugged him tightly and rubbed his shoulders like a puppy, his voice was full of grievances: "Nannan, I was wrong, don't go, I'm serious I like you, you can't let me put you in my heart, you don't want me."

Hearing Fu Chen's tone, Cheng Jianan felt aggrieved and angry in his heart. It was obvious that he was the one who should be wronged, but it seemed that Fu Chen had been hurt. , The angrier you get, the more you think this way.

Emotions welled up, and tears came out: "Obviously you don't want me. After I finished, I disappeared, and I turned off my phone and didn't reply to my text messages. I burned for three days by myself and you ignored me." .”

Seeing Cheng Jianan's tears, Fu Chen couldn't help feeling distressed, kissed Cheng Jianan's face, wiped his tears, and kept apologizing: "Nan Nan, I was wrong, I was wrong, Nan Nan, I will do it later I won't leave you alone."

In addition to apologizing, Fu Chen also knows to focus on the key points: "I took out the phone without charging it at the time, and I didn't deliberately turn it off later. When it was turned off, the message was sent and I couldn't read it when I turned it on again. There was a problem with the farm network, and I couldn't access the Internet. I didn't avoid you on purpose."

Although he was not satisfied with this explanation, Cheng Jianan was still a little moved by Fu Chen's gentle and anxious coaxing. Sure enough, the person who was moved would still be moved for the hundredth time seeing him.

Fu Chen probably knew that he didn't explain well, and it was his fault in the first place, so he continued to apologize: "I was really flustered at first, I was afraid that I would let you down, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to recognize this feeling, I see you lying on the bed alone regretting to death. I want to take good care of you. I love you. Why didn’t I understand at first? Let me have a chance to love you, okay? I don't want you to be wronged any more. "

He said that he was not good at words, but when he showed his true feelings, he just wanted to say all the words in his heart, and even really wanted to show his heart to let Cheng Jianan see that it was really pretending to be him.

When Cheng Jianan heard this, he didn't have time to speak, only kept crying, stretched out his arms and hugged Fu Chen tightly, and buried him in front of his chest.

Cheng Jianan didn't know why he was crying. It seemed that after all these years, he finally found an outlet for his emotions. He could vent his dissatisfaction to someone, tell his grievances, and show all his emotions.

It wasn't until Cheng Jianan was tired from crying that Fu Chen hugged him to bed and coaxed him to sleep: "Don't tire yourself out, go to sleep obediently, and I'll make porridge for you."

Cheng Jianan felt a little embarrassed: "Just now I said that you were too cruel."

Fu Chen pulled Cheng Jianan's hand to his lips and kissed: "I'm stupid, I should scold."

The two of them finally untied the entanglement of the past few days. Cheng Jianan still needed a good rest, lying on the bed and waiting for Fu Chen to serve him, eating, drinking and sleeping until it was time to apply the medicine.

Yesterday, Fu Chen followed Cheng Jianan's everything. After Cheng Jianan refused to help apply the medicine, Fu Chen didn't dare to speak. Today, he was worried about Cheng Jianan's injury and insisted on applying the medicine for him.

Cheng Jianan blushed and said, "I'll do it myself."

Fu Chen had an upright face: "You can't see, so it's not easy to wipe. I'm your boyfriend, so why be shy."

Cheng Jianan thought about it, so he lay on his stomach and asked Fu Chen to apply the medicine. Fu Chen opened it carefully and looked at it. It was much better than the day before yesterday. Yi Shao's medicine was really good, but it was still swollen. Distressed, after gently rubbing the medicine, he habitually blew on that place, Cheng Jianan flinched and cursed: "Stop blowing!"

Fu Chen came to his senses, and he felt itchy in his heart, so he pulled Cheng Jianan and kissed him.