The world's favorite you [rebirth]

Chapter 61

Shen Dai seemed to be ready to wait in vain. There was the sound of hurried footsteps in her ears, and Nie Ran, who came in a hurry, suddenly stopped in place along the street light.

Shen Dai raised her eyes, and her movements at that moment were slowed down, which became the thrill in Nie Ran's heart, and she was fixed in place by a look.

Nie Ran's heart skipped a beat, and the pain shot up his spine.

She tapped the corners of her clothes tightly with her fingertips, not even daring to tremble, and stared at Shen Dai intently between breaths.

The beloved she hasn't seen in a long time.

The scene was still, and the dust under the light did not move. Nie Ran's heart was pounding in pain, his eyes were so sore that his eyes were wet, and tears could fall in the blink of an eye.

Shen Dai was sitting on the edge of the flower bed, just like Nie Ran who was sitting on the edge of the flower bed back then, but the scene was reversed at this moment, and the belated protagonist changed.

Shen Dai raised her eyelashes slightly, her expression was cold, her expression? She was a bit careless, she seemed to be hating her, but there was a bag between her fingers, and she circled it round and round.

The two looked at each other without even saying a word, as if they were confronting each other.

This time it's real... Reunion after a long absence.

It's time to hug and circle around... meet again after a long absence.

Silence spread.

Shen Dai was waiting for Nie Ran to approach and speak. After all, she stayed where she was all these years, so she dared not leave?

But Nie Ran didn't dare to move, just looked at Shen Dai quietly like this, it was something she couldn't ask for, hard-earned, and she was afraid of being disturbed by her breathing.

Sleeping and thinking about clothes, tossing and turning.

The person in her heart, the protagonist in her photo, is in front of her eyes, she can touch it, but she dare not touch it.

— you don't move.

She wanted to take a good look.

Shen Dai twitched her eyes, she seemed to feel that it would be meaningless to go on like this, so she took a deep breath.Frankly speaking, she disliked herself like this very much, and felt like two idiots with big eyes and small eyes.

She blinked her eyes, squeezed away a little bit of sadness, looked at Nie Ran, and gave a shallow "hum" in a nasal voice, and smiled thinly for a long time, with unknown meaning, a little mocking, she retracted her eyes lightly, stood up and patted the back of her skirt. Dust.

Ready to go back upstairs.

Stillness is broken.

Nie Ran panicked, and hurriedly took a few steps closer, his breathing unsteady: "You..."

Shen Dai was held back, waiting.

Nie Ran bowed his head: "...you... your shoelaces are untied."

Depend on!

Shen Dai: "..."

Speechless!

She turned her head to look at Nie Ran, and felt that life was hard to understand—the problem was that the laces on the white shoes really came loose.

Shen Dai kicked her feet to loosen the shoelaces, thinking, what Nie Ran came up with was really a good reason.

The tip of Shen Dai's tongue touched the roots of her teeth, and she let out a "hum" with a shallow breath, her tone was lazy, and the ending was indifferent: "I don't care!"

——She didn't believe which two hundred and fifty would do? She stepped on her own shoelace and tripped.

Actually, Two Hundred Five is me.

Shen Dai doesn't remember that she ever did it.

In high school physical education class, I bumped into Nie Ran's class once in a while. At that time, I didn't pay attention to the shoelaces. When I was free on the playground, Shen Dai stepped on the loose shoelaces on the left with her right foot, and then smashed her whole body. On the plastic track of the playground, Nie Ran, who was so fast that he was not far away, subconsciously rushed over and reached out to catch it, but it missed. The little girl had already fallen and grinned.

She was still in a daze when she fell, Nie Ran could only stay firmly on the spot, and she didn't even dare to take the initiative to help her. She heard Dai Huan laugh at Shen Dai, and then she was chased and beaten by Shen Dai.

You see, the impression was so deep that Nie Ran still couldn't forget it after two lifetimes.

Of course.

Under the circumstances at that time, even if Nie Ran wanted to help, Shen Dai might not accept it.

At that time, they didn't know each other no matter what life they were in.

Nie Ran stared at Shen Dai with wet eyes, and smiled while watching Shen Dai under the street lamp. The corners of his lips were slightly drawn, with a gentle arc, and his smile always had a taste of tolerance.

Nie Ran is too skinny, and his bones are clean, looking like a light pole from a distance.

—she is suffering.

Shen Dai could see that she was suffering.

Nie Ran slowed down, and walked in front of Shen Dai, her eyelashes cast heavy shadows, she looked tired and heavy, with cold sweat on the tip of her nose, but when she smiled, her brows and eyes were stretched, Shen Dai stared blankly, not feeling astringent.

Nie Ran said: "...then I will take care of it."

Her lips were pale, cracked, haggard and ugly.

It's been a long time since I spoke like this.

Face to face, in a scene, appearing in the same frame, like a dream, with halos and winds, as if she passed by many people similar to Nie Ran every time.

But Nie Ran is actually... the least likely person to look like Nie Ran.

Shen Dai almost had a sore nose, her eye sockets were instantly wet, her eyelashes trembled, her face was almost stubborn and indifferent.

Nie Ran knelt down to help her tie her shoelaces.

Shen Dai took a step back, Nie Ran didn't care, and followed a little closer.

Shen Dai hung her head, her lips were tightly pursed, the quilt was gathered behind her, and the white belt was wrinkled, and she was wrinkled like a fool just now.

But no matter how cold his face was, tears fell straight from his eyes and landed on Nie Ran's hair.

Nie Ran froze for a moment, her heart was trembling. It was completely different from the usual feeling of pain. Her hand tying her shoelaces paused, her breathing fluttered, her fingers were pale, and she tied a beautiful bow.

Shen Dai couldn't help it: "Isn't it you who like me?" The aggrieved voice was hoarse, "Then why? What am I waiting for?"

Why? What was she left behind? !

Shen Dai sniffled, put her right hand in front of her eyes, covered her eyes, and blocked her tears—the tears were all wet in her palms.She had to hold back so hard that she wouldn't cry.

Shen Dai is a child with low tears. When she was a child, she was coaxed by others, and she was coaxed by others before, and then no one coaxed her, and she was unwilling to be coaxed by others. She never cried again when no one coaxed her. like a rock.

Then wept again.

Nie Ran raised his eyes.

"Don't look!" Shen Dai was super fierce, but she was so wronged, she waited for so long by herself, countless times in the middle... many times, every time she wanted to give up so much.

Will Nie Ran? Come back?

But when she left, she didn't say anything, didn't ask her to wait, didn't make any promises, and even wanted to leave because of telepathy?

"it is good."

Nie Ran tied her shoelaces, stood up, took a gentle look at Shen Dai's tightly covered eyes and face, and replied, "I don't want to look."

She closed her eyes, hugged Shen Dai, and pushed her into her arms. The tip of her nose smelled of light shampoo. Shen Dai was very specific. She had used a brand for a long time, and even the fragrance didn't change.

Nie Ran's bones were hard and painful, and he was pale and thin visible to the naked eye.

Someone is suffering.

Someone is loving her.

But being full of love is not enough.

"I'm sorry." Nie Ran rubbed the tip of her nose against Shen Dai's hair, she was low and hoarse, and if she lowered it, she was almost silent.

"Only..." Shen Dai said, "...one sentence?"

Just one sentence, do you want to tell me?

The thin cloth on her shoulders was wet, and Shen Dai felt Nie Ran crying and trembling for the first time in a long time, an invisible trembling.

She choked: "I love you very much."

She said love?

She... said love.

How dare she say love? !

Shen Dai asked her: "Did you take the college entrance examination?"

"…No."

"Then what are you doing?"

"There are part-time jobs online, looking for channels, writing code, testing apps, or online tutoring, there are many, many."

"You gave me your bank card, how about you?"

Nie Ran, who just left, is almost penniless.

No matter what Shen Dai thinks, she can't figure out how Nie Ran has carried it through to the present?

None of the money in the card has been touched, neither Shen Dai nor Nie Ran.

Nie Ran couldn't speak, she smiled.

Laughter is in the ears.

Shen Dai broke away? She, suddenly furious, she was very fierce, very fierce, and yelled at her as if out of control: "Don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh!"

Her eyes were full of tears, and she complained desperately: "You are not allowed to laugh! You are not happy? Why are you so sad? Why are you laughing!"

Nie Ran froze, her eyes turned red instantly.

But Shen Dai was so fierce that even the tip of her nose was red, her eye sockets were red, the lion cub was still limp even when it started galloping, and the night wind couldn't blow away her grievances.

"Okay," Nie Ran stroked Shen Dai's hair, "Then I'll cry, okay?"

She was asking Shen Dai, but she obviously shed tears, and she shed tears before Shen Dai agreed.

Shen Dai felt the cold wind, her eyelashes drooped, and the shadows on the ground overlapped, she staggered and turned around.

Under such a moonlight, Shen Dai was very happy to see Nie Ran.

but…

"I don't forgive you." Shen Dai said, "Actually, you don't like me at all, right?" Like her look? And tone.

Anyone can say they like it.

Anyone can say "I love you forever" with empty teeth.

Nie Ran's heart stopped for a moment, and she heard Shen Dai continue to say: "Otherwise...won't you? Let me wait for so long by myself."

--I love you much.

"Don't tell me love, I don't believe your sweet words."

Shen Dai threw off Nie Ran's grasping wrist, turned her head up and confronted Nie Ran, she was so reasonable, Nie Ran was so guilty, she stood on the other side of the balance.

"Where do you live now?"

"Live on Guihe Road..."

Shen Dai paused.

Guihe Road is not far from her research institute.

"It's good to have a place to live, it's dark at night," Shen Dai said, "Miss Nie is ready to go back, be careful on the way."

"Good night."

Shen Dai made up her mind to turn around and go back upstairs.

Nie Ran moved her arm, then hung down sadly by her side, her veins popped out at an invisible angle, she could only watch Shen Dai go upstairs from where she stood.

——It takes courage to take a step forward.

——It takes a lot of courage to take a step even if you know you are being pushed away.

But Nie Ran was in too much pain, she had to endure it, endure it desperately, so that Shen Dai would not have any clues to see it, it was too difficult to deceive a smart little girl.

"Good night."

Nie Ran gritted her teeth. There was nothing in front of her. The lights in the stairwell were on, and no one heard what she just said.

When Shen Dai realized it, she had already gone up to the original floor. The place where she lived for a long time had a small advertisement posted on the door. Shen Dai tore it, but couldn’t tear it off. No one can save the white traces.

— Are you torturing each other?

Shen Dai asked herself, and felt that there was no way out.

—she was hopeless.

——So is Nie Ran.

Nie Ran squatted in front of the street lamp, on the edge of the flower bed, clutching her heart, covered in cold sweat, but her tears fell patter, hitting the concrete floor and knees in front of her.

is painful.

And it's not just painful.

The author has something to say: Woo~

someone is suffering,

someone loves him

But love alone is not enough.

I want to save him.

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