The tall, handsome congressman came out

Chapter 19

Cheng Shen woke up, but pretended to be asleep.

Yan Zian casually picked up a document and looked at it, Cheng Shen couldn't help squinting at him.Handsome silhouette, high nose bridge, sexy lips.Really handsome!

He was still wearing a coat of eucalyptus yanzie, and his nostrils were filled with the faint smell of cologne. In fact, Cheng Shen didn't like men wearing perfume. What he liked most was the clean smell of laundry detergent, or the sluggishness of the quilt just dried Fluffy smell.However, this is the taste of Eucalyptus yanzie, which has a different meaning at once.

Cheng Shen hugged Yan Zian's waist, pretending to rub it unconsciously.

Eh?

and many more?

Cheng Shen rubbed his hands again.Yan Ziyan moved back uncomfortably.

He he he he he hard! ! !Through a thin layer of suit pants, Cheng Shen felt Yan Ziyan's lower body was stiff and hot.Cheng Shen was also stunned, an impulse surged in his heart, he suddenly wanted to pretend to sleepwalk, take a bite, and play like a hooligan.

Cheng Shen blinked at the tent set up in front of him.

Yan Ziyan didn't seem to respond, and turned a page of the document to cover up.

This person really said no, but his body is very honest...

But he was hard that day, didn't he reject me... Cheng Shen suddenly remembered the sad past, and depressedly grabbed Yan Ziyan's abdominal muscles.

"Are you awake?" Yan Zian put down the file and asked concerned.

Oh my god, from this perspective of death, this man can still be so handsome... Cheng Shen wailed in his heart.

"Hmm...why are you here..." Cheng Shen unwillingly rubbed oil on his abdominal muscles, and then "accidentally" touched Yan Ziyan's upright part, "Oh, I'm sorry..."

Yan Ziyan moved unnaturally, lowered his head to help Cheng Shen up, Cheng Shen took advantage of the situation and put his arms around his neck, and sat up leaning against his strong chest.

Yan Ziyan didn't say anything, just touched his forehead with the back of his hand, it was still a little hot, and let him go.

This is too much information, Cheng Shen curled up in Yan Zian's arms and thought.

Snowflakes are still falling outside the window, and the street lamps set off everything like a warm dream.

With his ears pressed against his chest, Cheng Shen could hear Yan Zian's heartbeat.Plopping, jumping very fast, as if some emotion was about to burst out.Am I really being selfish?he couldn't help thinking.

"You... What can I do for you?" He looked up and asked.

"What about Hongchuan, you have a fever, so let's not talk about it," Yan Zian said, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"My head hurts a little, it's okay..."

Yan Ziyan nodded.They stopped talking, and Cheng Shen obediently leaned against Yan Zian, vaguely expecting an answer that shouldn't be expected anymore.After a while, he felt Yan Zi'an's arms around his waist.

Cheng Shen: "!!!"

His eyes widened in disbelief, he didn't dare to move, breathing carefully.

Admit it!You like me too!He wanted to put his hands on his hips and point to Yan Ziyan, saying, I want to destroy you on behalf of the moon, and pay for my first kiss. This kind of excuse is very bad!

Idol dramas will never be filmed like this!

But he didn't understand why Yan Zi'an didn't want to fall in love, so he couldn't say anything, he could only shrink quietly in the turtle shell, waiting for Yan Zi'an to say something.

What to say?Say he likes me too, he regrets rejecting me, so be it.

The snow outside the window is getting bigger and bigger, and it is swaying wantonly.This kind of scenery is more suitable for expressing your heart!

"Do you want to take some medicine?" Yan Zi'an asked gently in the silence.

Cheng Shen: "..."

"Take care of your body."

"OK?"

Why don't you say something useful, you've kissed me, hugged me, don't take advantage of me if you refuse me!This person is really... He suddenly felt a little emotional, and said coldly: "Don't worry about me, just sleep."

He let go of Yan Zian's hand: "If it's okay, I'm going to read the information, you should get off work."

Yan Ziyan's arms tightened slightly: "Are you angry?"

"No."

"Why are you losing your temper?"

Cheng Shen felt that this was very boring, what does it mean to play with someone hanging, he turned his head away: "You don't care."

"Why don't you care?" Yan Zian said softly, "Don't you like me? Take good care of yourself and be obedient..."

Fuck you!Listen to your sister!Cheng Shen became angry at once, broke away from Yan Zian's arms, jumped up and rushed to the desk, picked up the book and threw it at him, yelling as he threw it: "If you have a bad brain, go and cure it!"

Yan Ziyan was hit by a legal code, and the bridge of his nose became sore. Before he recovered, he was hit on the forehead by another book.The plot switched too quickly, and he was confused.

"If you don't like me, get out of here! Crazy!" Cheng Shen picked up the teacup, thought for a while and then put it down, picked up a dictionary, "Don't take the initiative! Don't refuse! I'm not responsible! Are you?!"

"Scumbag! Big scumbag!" Cheng Shen was so wronged that he threw the dictionary over, and the dictionary fell to the ground as soon as his hand let go.

"Pa——" face down, the dictionary was slapped on the ground.

This sound seemed to press the pause button, Cheng Shen gasped for breath, stared at Yan Zian viciously, like a crazy rabbit, his eyes were red, and he stopped moving.

Yan Ziyan touched his nose, but didn't say a word.

The room was very quiet, and the sound of a needle dropping could be heard.

After a while, Cheng Shen squatted on the ground with no strength, staring out the window blankly, he looked extremely sad.

After a long time, he laughed and said softly:

"I like you, what's your business..."

He was suddenly disappointed with Yan Ziyan and annoyed at his gaffe. He never asked him to respond to him, and he was even willing to just like him silently.

"I don't want to flirt with you, I can't afford it," he looked sideways at Yan Ziyan, and said seriously, "If you don't like me, stay away, don't hug me, don't kiss me, otherwise, I'll sue you at the workplace sexual harassment……"

Yan Ziyan has been looking at him, hesitant to speak.

However, Cheng Shen didn't bother to speculate anymore. He stood up and picked up the dictionary, went to the sofa to get the book, and looked down at Yan Zian by the way: "I said seriously that I like you, why do you just say so casually?" It's on the lips?"

"Aren't you just relying on me to like you?" The rabbit bit someone in a hurry, Cheng Shen threw the book heavily on the coffee table, and said aggressively, "It's too much!! Yan Ziyan, do you really enjoy this feeling? ?!"

"No...it's..." Yan Zian didn't know how to answer the words hurriedly.It's not that you can rely on lawlessness, but you do enjoy the feeling of being liked. Who doesn't like the person you like likes you?

"Who cares about you! If you say something casually, I'll just wag my tail happily. If you touch me casually, I can't wait to think about what the child's name will be in the future!" Cheng Shen complained sharply, "You can Don't like me! But you can't disrespect my liking!"

Yan Ziyan frowned and said, "No..."

"It's nothing! Are you so proud of being favored?! You can't even say a complete sentence. Doesn't the lawyer not know a complete sentence? The subject predicates the object! Do you understand? If you don't know, go to elementary school again!" Cheng Shen was still running a fever, and he didn't want to waste time with him here.Work is not going well, and being played in the hands of others like this is annoying to death.

He was about to pack up his things and prepare to leave when he heard Yan Zian sigh helplessly.

Ah!He even sighed!Isn't it just handsome and talented!Why pretend to be a melancholy prince!Cheng Shen can't wait to show the rabbit's front teeth and bite him!

Then his hand was grabbed by Yan Ziyan, and he stared fiercely at Yan Ziyan: "Let me go!"

Yan Ziyan said, "No."

Cheng Shen was about to pull Yan Zian's hand away: "Nothing?!"

Yan Ziyan held it tightly: "No..."

"Let me go!" Why is this person like this, Cheng Shen was very wronged, "I don't want to like you anymore!"

"Don't dislike me..." Yan Ziyan stood up abruptly, pulled Cheng Shen tightly into his arms, and said anxiously, "You can't dislike me!"

"If you're sick, go—"

Before he finished speaking, his lips were sealed.

Cheng Shen blinked.

In just a few seconds, the lips parted again.

Cheng Shen was really stunned, he didn't feel excited, happy, excited, nor angry or annoyed, nothing, just stunned.He raised his eyes in confusion and looked at Yan Ziyan.

Yan Zian hugged him even tighter, raised his hand, and touched the corner of Cheng Shen's eyes.His voice was full of apprehension: "I didn't..."

As if he had made up his mind, he said, "I don't like you..."

"???"

Heh, Cheng Shen snorted coldly in his heart, double negative, testing my language skills, there is nothing I don’t like, nothing and not are both negative, negative and negative are positive, that is——

"I like you." Yan Zian said.

"I like you..." Yan Zian repeated, "I can't fall in love, but I like you."

"!!!??"like me! ! !Can't fall in love? ? ?

"..." Cheng Shen was excited for a second, and then fell into deep confusion. He rested his chin on Yan Ziyan's collarbone and looked up at him, "Why can't you fall in love? Have you been bewitched? A love affair The kind that will be poisoned and die?"

Yan Ziyan didn't expect Cheng Shen's reaction, so he couldn't help laughing and said, "Of course not...I...maybe my logic can't convince you...would you like to hear it?"

Cheng Shen nodded.

Yan Zian went to the window and closed the curtains, then sat on the sofa with Cheng Shen in his arms, kissed him with his arms around him, and said with a smile, "Stop suing me for sexual harassment?"

Cheng Shen didn't bother to talk to him.He had just been angry once, and he was still running a fever, so he lost a lot of energy all of a sudden.

Yan Ziyan didn't wait for an answer, and suddenly said: "Did you know? Since 2004, the National Assembly has promoted the legalization of same-sex marriage, a total of 22 times."

"Huh?" Cheng Shen didn't know why Yan Zian said this.

"It all ended in failure," Yan Zi'an smiled helplessly, "My father is a member of Congress, do you know what he said?"

"He told me that homosexuality is a genetic error, and that I would rather have my son die in an accident than show up with a kid with a hairy mouth [Note]."

"..." Cheng Shen suddenly felt distressed, and he interrupted, "But my hair is very light, and there is no hair on my mouth..."

Yan Ziyan was amused, he scratched the tip of Cheng Shen's nose, and said, "You're not a kid, you're a little rabbit."

Cheng Shen nodded cooperatively.

Yan Ziyan looked down at him, his eyes were slightly red.

Vaguely, Cheng Shen felt that he understood his loneliness. Chapter 20

Cheng Shen looked at Yan Zian for a while, then leaned over and bit his chin suddenly, then slowly moved up, kissed the corner of his mouth, the tip of his nose, and placed a kiss on the corner of his eye.

Ambiguity floated in the air, Cheng Shen moved back slightly, looked at Yan Ziyan, only felt that his eyes were deep, he really liked me - almost out of intuition, Cheng Shen believed it.

The intertwined warm breaths made Cheng Shen's heart itch, and he kissed Yan Zi'an's lips again. This time, he was no longer satisfied with a simple touch, and playfully stretched out his tongue to lick his lips, and slid across his teeth , but couldn't pry the jaw open.He bit Yan Zi'an's lower lip as if venting his anger, and cast a warning glance.Yan Ziyan parted the close lips of the two, and with his arms, he hugged Cheng Shen tightly.

Cheng Shen looked at Yan Zian with dissatisfaction, as if thinking, after a while, he suddenly smiled, and asked: "Yan Zian, have you always been that kind of good student who is very obedient?"

"what?"

"The kind of good student that the teacher likes the most is that he is never late, never makes mistakes in homework and exams, and will be very sad if he fails to pass the exam." Cheng Shen grabbed Yan Zian's neck and moved into a more comfortable position, " The teacher said that if you go east, you will never go west... Maybe you will make a small report!"

Yan Ziyan looked at him with a smile, his eyes were both helpless and gentle: "Good student, it should be... Of course I won't make small reports."

Cheng Shen muttered, "That's right, your doctor of law in Wenlu must be a good student, a child of someone else's family."

Yan Ziyan shook his head: "It's not someone else's child, my father's friend, their children are all excellent, do you know the youngest Congressman? He was elected at the age of 23 and has been re-elected for two terms now. He and I grew up I know him, he is a real child from someone else’s family.” He reached for the water glass on the coffee table, gave it to Cheng Shen to let him drink, and then said: “When I graduated from college, my father said that nothing can be done, so you go Then read. He must be disappointed in me."

Holding the water glass, Cheng Shen was very puzzled: "But you were admitted to Wenlu Law School! Top five in the world? Are you still disappointed?!"

"Standards are different. There are always people who are better than yourself. Looking up, the sky is endless." Yan Zian said, "If you achieve 8 points, you will think, work harder, and achieve 9 points, it's okay. Even better, if it is 10 points? The family will be more satisfied."

After Cheng Shen finished drinking the water, Yan Ziyan took the cup and put it back on the table, and said, "I'm afraid of disappointing them, and I don't want to disappoint myself either."

"You care too much about other people's opinions!" Cheng Shen disagreed.

Yan Zian thought for a while and nodded: "Maybe...I always want to be affirmed. Especially my parents, they have done so much for me, why should I make them sad? Are you right?"

Cheng Shen said embarrassingly: "Uh...my parents...forgot about me a long time ago...they used to quarrel all the time, and they don't seem to care much about me."

"I'm sorry..." Yan Ziyan panicked instantly, at a loss, "I didn't mean to say this... I'm sorry."

Seeing his appearance, Cheng Shen found it funny: "It's okay, it's really nothing."

Yan Ziyan, on the other hand, was embarrassed by doing something wrong, his face turned red, and he didn't speak.

No way... No way... Cheng Shen was a little puzzled.The current Yan Ziyan is very different from the person in his usual impression, as if he has exposed his most vulnerable side all at once.The fact that he has always been able to do a job well is actually because he is extremely afraid of failure and imperfection. The good tutoring is probably because the family is too strict since he was a child, and he is dedicated and workaholic. It is also because he wants to make achievements to prove himself to his homophobic father.

The tall and handsome elite image suddenly became a pitiful little man living in the shadow of his father. It is estimated that the only happiness in childhood was comics.Cheng Shen felt a little distressed, and felt that the distance between the two was much closer.

If it is said that the liking for Yan Ziyan before was entirely due to the attraction of appearance and hormones, for the appreciation of this outstanding person, now, when he sees Yan Ziyan's flawed soul little by little, unexpectedly, he especially misses it. Hold him tight.

"Actually..." Cheng Shen carefully kissed the corner of Yan Zian's mouth, and said softly, "You can be a little more rebellious."

"Rebel?"

"Try to be kind to yourself."

"tolerant?"

Cheng Shen let out a chuckle. He turned over and sat on Yan Ziyan's lap, touching his forehead, and complained: "The essence of human beings is a repeater, that's true. What's so difficult about rebellion and tolerance? No If you understand, I will teach you."

So many years of novels and movies can't be watched in vain!Cheng Shen decided to pursue it to the end.

He moved closer, pressed against Yan Ziyan's lips, and said in a moist and soft voice: "The first step of rebellion, if you like me, just kiss me well."

After saying that, he opened his lips with his tongue, and rushed in.This time, Yan Ziyan didn't resist any more.Both of them are newbies, neither of them know how to kiss with tongue is correct, they all rely on instinct, licking and entangled with their tongues indiscriminately.The initiative was gradually taken by Yan Zi'an, Cheng Shen was so breathless from the kiss, his whole body became weak, his arm that was holding Yan Zi'an loosened, and his body couldn't help sliding down.Yan Ziyan wrapped his arms around his waist forcefully with one hand, put the other behind his head, and kissed him very passionately.

Yan Ziyan swept Cheng Geng's sensitive palate with his tongue, brushing the white teeth, and then grabbed his tongue with his lips, sucking, his kiss was focused and devoted.Cheng Shen's lips were slightly open, like a lack of oxygen fish on the shore, unconsciously groaned from the corner of the lips, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhas

After kissing for an unknown amount of time, Cheng Shen felt that he could hardly breathe, so he pushed Yan Zian.Yan Ziyan leaned back slightly, his lips parted, and there was still a crystal sticky thread between his lips and teeth. He gently licked off the silver thread, and couldn't help licking Cheng Shen's reddened lips that had been ravaged.

The physical contact keeps fermenting the love, the sound of the heartbeat is amplified infinitely, and their breathing is heavy and rapid, which can almost drown out the sound of the heartbeat.

After a while, Cheng Shen hummed softly: "Is this really your first... first tongue kiss..."

Yan Ziyan nodded.

Cheng Shen buried his head into his neck, and rubbed it coquettishly: "It's scary to be a good student, you can learn everything without a teacher..."

Yan Ziyan didn't know how to express it, he hugged Cheng Shen tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his body, and hugged him so eagerly.

In fact, Cheng Shen himself was too ashamed, but he wanted to be the one who took the initiative. He bit Yan Ziyan's neck and hummed softly: "How does it feel to be rebellious? If it's not bad, you can be my boyfriend, right? "

Yan Zian didn't answer, but just tilted his head and kissed Cheng Shen's forehead.

Although Cheng Shen is used to being free, it doesn't mean that he can't put himself in the situation and understand the restrained life. His brain is running fast, thinking of countermeasures in a hurry.

After a while, he said without thinking: "Actually, everyone is making mistakes except you."

After finishing speaking, he jumped off the sofa, ran to the desk and took out two letters, and showed them to Yan Zian like offering treasures: "Today, Zhou Yuan gave me someone else's letter, and I have to ask her to take it back tomorrow."

Yan Ziyan propped his elbows on his knees and raised his eyes to listen to him.

"And a while ago, Ling Yue ran a wrong set of data, and was scolded bloody by the instructor."

"The school just broke out that someone's doctoral thesis was falsified, and the entire department is under investigation."

"In a small way, the waiters in the restaurant will serve the wrong dishes. In a big way, how much manpower and financial resources were wasted by a certain country's decision to launch a war, and how many lives were sacrificed, but it still ended without a problem."

"Everyone makes mistakes, intentionally or unintentionally," Cheng Shen smiled sweetly, "I'm just a small accident in your life without mistakes."

He took a step forward, his eyes full of anticipation: "Stay with me, such a small mistake can be completely forgiven. Parents don't agree, just hide it first, whoever skips class has to take the initiative to tell the principal... ..."

"I'm right?" Cheng Shen sat next to Yan Zian and touched his arm, "Say something!"

"No," Yan Zian turned his head to look at him, "not exactly."

"???" Cheng Shen's heart shattered, woo woo woo, why is this person not getting in, and what can he do.

He looked discouragedly at Yan Zi'an, but saw Yan Zi'an smiling very gently, with a touch of connivance.

Yan Zian said: "I like you, this is not a mistake."

He took the initiative to hold Cheng Shen's hand, and looked into his eyes sincerely: "I don't know what the truth is. It is neither in the hands of a few, nor is it subject to the majority."

"I do not judge the truth, and no one can judge me."

"But there is one thing I can say with certainty—

His voice was firm, as if he was making a promise on a very formal and solemn occasion: "I like you, and you just happen to like me too. This is definitely not a mistake."

Cheng Shen was very touched at the moment, and he still didn't forget to silently complain that Yan Ziyan really read too many cartoons, and his confessions are all like this.So what are you still hesitating about?Cheng Shen thought to himself, and asked the same question.

Yan Ziyan went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, and gave it to Cheng Shen. Cheng Shen whispered thank you, and patiently waited for Yan Ziyan to answer his question.

Later, Yan Ziyan said a lot.For example, the changes he wants to make must be achieved by being a politician, unemployment, health care, gun issues, things like that.For example, he wants to legalize same-sex marriage. At that time, he will have reason to convince his father to accept him as he really is.He can find a partner openly and promise him his life.

The prerequisite for realizing all of this is to deny and hide your true self, and only then can you receive the support of family resources and be elected.Only with capital can one rebel.

This logic was perverted and paradoxical, and Cheng Shen couldn't help interjecting: "You can engage in underground affairs, and you don't need others to know! This is not contradictory!"

"That's too wronged the other party. Be vigilant anytime and anywhere. The curtains must be closed. You pretend to be deaf and dumb in front of your parents. You pretend to be a stranger in front of your friends. You can't see the light. It's like cheating. Over time, there will definitely be conflicts. Hate," Yan Zian shook his head, "You may also be abused and attacked. Didn't the congressman who was rumored to be with his male secretary last time have his shoes thrown away?"

"That's because he has a wife! He's cheating!"

"But--"

Cheng Shen rushed over and covered his mouth: "I won't listen to you anymore! I want to have an affair with you!"

"Heterosexuals also have underground affairs! There are also hidden marriages in the office, and celebrities have children secretly. What's the difference between us..." Cheng Shen let go of his hand and reasoned with Yan Zian.

"had better not--"

Cheng Shen was too lazy to listen to his nonsense, so he moved his lips together, blocking his unfinished words.At the same time, I thought happily, I am going to fall in love!

In fact, if he finished listening to the words, he should be happier, because what Yan Ziyan originally wanted to say was——

"It's still different, you are so cute, I own you, I wish I could show it off to the world."